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"Qiqi, since you are you, Qiqi is Qiqi, then you don't have to bear such a responsibility, why don't you just explain this matter to Shu Jing, I think he shouldn't embarrass you. www.biquge.info"Mei Changqing doesn't think that Xiao Qiqi is right to do this, since she doesn't have the heart to marry Su Jing, why bother to marry Shu Jing for Qiqi's son."

"Changqing." Xiao Qiqi suddenly sighed softly.

"Do you think that this kind of thing, how many people in the world can accept me like you, if I really tell him, luckily, he believes, and then he arrests me and burns me as a monster, and luckily, he thinks I must be crazy, and locks me up as a mental patient. Anyway, no matter which path it is, it's not a good choice. ”

"Qiqi, it's normal for you to have such thoughts, it's just that you don't feel wronged by yourself? You don't have to do this, but now you have to do this, especially life's work, are you really sure you want to do this? Mei Changqing asked.

"I know what you mean, I've been thinking about this for a long time, if I really wanted to be myself, I wouldn't have stayed in the first place, and I wouldn't have admitted to having such a son."

When Xiao Qiqi said this, he was silent for a while, and then said, "You know what? Changqing, when I first came, I felt like I was dreaming, I had a good life, relying on my own hands and wisdom, standing at the peak of life, I had everything, but suddenly it was like a dream, I woke up and everything changed, nothing was gone. ”

"At that time, I wanted to die, I hated to just kill myself, maybe then I could go back, but in the end I still didn't commit suicide, I don't dare to guarantee that I will be able to return to the original place after I die, until Su Jing arrived, he looked like he wanted to kill me, at that time, I was thinking, if he killed me, first, he would take revenge, and second, maybe I could go home, so I gambled, but in the end, I still woke up, and the place where I woke up is still here."

"Do you still want to go back to where you came from?" Mei Changqing stared at her reddish eyes and asked.

"Of course, I thought I would want to go back, because nothing is convenient here, food, drink, housing and transportation, nothing can be compared with my original place, but gradually, I am quite nostalgic here, and gradually for the past days, the memory is beginning to be a little blurred, do you know what all this has changed?" Xiao Qiqi took a deep breath and suddenly asked with a chuckle.

"Is it because of the star's child?"

"Yes, because of that child, I came into this world and felt that I was not alone. That child, when I first came, gave me the greatest warmth in the world, I depended on him for my life, the relationship deepened day by day, and even sometimes, I was afraid of that child's eyes, you know, Xingchen that child felt very keen, he was such a smart child, it was impossible not to notice the changes in me, sometimes I became troubled, worried that one day he suddenly asked me, why my mother has changed, I was really afraid that he would ask this question, because I don't want to lie to him, but I don't want to tell him the truth, Because I have regarded him as my dearest relative, I can even say that if it weren't for the change in the Qin family and the Xiao family, I wouldn't have recognized my relatives, and this child is my only relative, so, of course I don't want him to know that I am not his mother, I am afraid, I am afraid that it will affect the relationship between our mother and son. Xiao Qiqi said as he spoke, his nose was inexplicably sour.

"Qiqi, I think even if you tell that child the truth, he won't deny you as a mother, you think about it." If Xiao Xingchen really dared to disown Xiao Qiqi, his mother, then a filial piety word on his head could crush him to death.

"Changqing, I know what you mean, but I don't want that, that kind of feeling, it's not pure, what I want is pure mother-son feelings, feelings that are not mixed with any interests, I want that child to recognize me as a mother from the bottom of my heart, thinking that I am his only mother, his mother-in-law, not such a weird identity. It can be said that I don't want to tell him the truth, because I'm afraid that he will pass through me in the future, but what I think about is his original mother, I can't bear that kind of look, really, I really can't accept that. The more he spoke, the more Xiao Qiqi couldn't help it, and the tears in his eyes fell silently.

"Seventy-seven, you-"

"I'm fine, it's okay, it's just that the wind and sand are blowing in my eyes." Xiao Qiqi raised his sleeves and wiped the tears on his face indiscriminately.

"Actually, in fact, I'm quite selfish, obviously Su Jing is Xingchen's father, but I don't want to admit that he has a father, I just feel that my son belongs to me alone, and there shouldn't be another person to rob my son, that person, he didn't do anything, why did he jump out and rob my son with me, right?"

"What's more, I'm still weak-hearted, my heart is so weak, Su Jing is Xingchen's father, that's a legitimate thing, and my mother-in-law, my life experience is so strange, after all, I am not as qualified as his father, every time I think of this, I am angry, uncomfortable, worried, and a little guilty, I am a little sorry for that child, because of my selfishness, I have been preventing him from recognizing his father, you say, I am a person, is it too bad? Obviously, the child is so eager to have a father, but I just want to live with mother and son, and sometimes, I feel that I am good or bad, which is really bad. ”

"No, Qiqi, on the contrary, you are kind, you are not bad at all, you have done well enough compared to many people." Mei Changqing smiled and comforted her.

Xiao Qiqi heard this, and said with a wry smile: "It's only a good old man like you who would say that I am kind, but in fact, I am not kind at all, I was originally a cold-hearted and cold-blooded person, and I am very cold to people." Just talk about you, in fact, I have long had the memory of your family's Qiqi, but I was afraid that after telling you the truth, it would pose a threat to me, so I didn't dare to tell you, and I dragged it on until today, which is really impossible to hide. ”

"Also, I have never had any confidence in the word feelings, and I have always been, and I still am, I have never intended to have any feelings for anyone, whether it is family affection, friendship, or love, it is impossible to think about it. I never dared to say these words to anyone, but today I said them, and I feel much better. After saying this, Xiao Qiqi smiled embarrassedly at Mei Changqing.

"I'm sorry, I'm talking too much, you must be annoyed to listen to it."

"How so? If Qiqi wants to say, even if it is good, I will be a good listener. Mei Changqing smiled softly.

"Moreover, if you are really a cold-hearted and cold-blooded person, you don't have to tell me the truth tonight because you are worried that I will be sad, and you don't have to worry about your son being alienated from you because of your special life experience, in fact, Qiqi, you are not cold to people, but you have no sense of security, so when you reach out to people, you have already thought of a way out in your heart, and you have thought of the worst, you are just protecting yourself."

"It's as if you know me very well, and you dare to make such a conclusion if you don't even know myself." Xiao Qiqi couldn't help but purse his lips and smiled.

"Qiqi, you seem to have forgotten what I'm best at, isn't what I'm best at seeing through people's hearts, and you, I shouldn't be wrong."

"What if I'm mistaken?"

"If you read it wrong, you read it wrong, what else can I do, anyway, the unlucky person in the end is not me, because the person who wants to marry you is Su Jing, isn't it?"

"Hey, Mei Changqing, just now you said that I was kind, what do you mean now? When I'm a femme fatale? That Su Jing can marry me, that is whether he is lucky in his three lives, can there be a second person in this world who is so blessed as him to marry someone like me who came from another world? Xiao Qiqi said he was not convinced.

"Yes, yes, the person who can marry you is indeed fortunate in three lives, and Su Jing is indeed more blessed than me. I have to admit that. Mei Changqing admitted that the man was much luckier than him.

"Come on, don't talk so sourly, people who don't know, still think that the person you have a deep love for is me, not the original Qiqi."

"If you know, it's good." Mei Changqing smiled: "By the way, I'm actually quite curious, seeing that you have so many things, can you tell me about your original place, is there any difference between you and us?" ”

"Of course you can, we have flying planes in the sky, cars running on the ground, ships and speedboats on the sea, and even diving to the bottom of the sea to see the scenery, the speed is extremely fast, such as the distance from Zhaojia Village to the capital, you here will take half a month to arrive at the earliest, and we can get there in only one and a half hours." In addition, we communicate very conveniently, everyone can contact through the computer Internet access, can also use a mobile phone, a phone can contact each other anywhere, no need to wait for the letter such an ancient way, we also have schools, every child can go to school when they are old, we have hospitals, sick people go to the hospital to see a doctor, etc., in short, everyone is equal, men and women are equal, everyone is just a different division of labor, different occupations, there are no slaves, slaves, people, no three, five, nine, etc., all the same, in front of the law, Everyone is the same, and whoever violates the law must be punished by the law. ”

"Also, when I first came here, the most unacceptable thing is that the status of women here is extremely low, unlike us, women can be the same as men, they can do what they like, they can freely pursue their own happiness, and we are all monogamous there, if a man has other women, it is not allowed, and he will be subject to moral and even legal accountability, while the man here can legally have three wives and four concubines, and he can abandon his wife and concubine at will according to his own preferences, Women are simply an accessory to men, not as a ** existence, which is what I find the hardest to tolerate. ”

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