Liu Sanbian, who failed to fulfill his father's duties, heard that his son Liu Zhuo was smart and capable, and very diligent, and he was very pleased, and he wanted to help him so that he could be named on the gold list, be successful at a young age, and have a smooth life.

Of course, Liu Sanbian knew very well that the opportunity to teach face-to-face was absolutely impossible, and he deeply understood that if he wanted to believe that his father was like a teacher, he needed emotional investment, and he lacked the necessary emotional investment, and he was not as trustworthy as outsiders.

The ashamed Liu Sanbian understands himself, and it is useless to take the method of making up for the feelings of father and son, even if Liu Zhuo is benevolent and can understand his father's dereliction of duty, but he does not dare to take risks, he is worried that if he does not help, it will form a disturbance, and the result will be counterproductive.

Liu Sanbian wanted to send the new words and the female officials to Liu Zhai after a thorough investigation to report the principles of the implementation of the new economic blueprint, hoping to help Zhuo'er in a real way.

After he had finished writing the letter, he looked at the flickering oil lamp, turned his head to see the shadow on the wall, and the idea of sending it himself came to him, and he grabbed the letter and stood up, his legs raised, but he could not step out.

Liu Sanbian, who was hesitant, sat down, dialed the wick to the minimum, he turned his head to look at the shadow on the wall, and looked at it stupidly, a sour taste welled up in his heart, oh my God, the Wenqu Xing who lives in people's mouths is actually a shadow, a shadow that can't shine in front of his son, a poor shadow who can't express his existence under the sun.

Liu Sanbian was suffering from pain, tears fell, his vision was blurred, he didn't bother to care about the tears, let them flow, as if like this, the dull pain in his chest would be brought out little by little.

He let it blur, and he fumbled with his hand on the table to find an envelope. The envelope wasn't hard to find, so it was placed there. Now it's in your hand.

His tears flowed uncontrollably, accompanied by sobbing, the corners of his mouth trembled, and he covered his chest with his other hand and leaned back in his chair for a long time.

His mind kept replacing several sad images.

In the dead of night, when he couldn't see his five fingers, a sneaky figure approached the gate of the willow house, and suddenly changed his hand with a lantern and knocked on the bangzi. Shouting "All the way", all the way, the sneaky man leaned sideways against the wall at the corner, and after the husband had passed, the man approached the gate of the willow house again, and he pressed his shoulder against the door, and a crack came out of the door, and he looked inside, but there was no light.

The sneaky man will hold the envelope in his hand. He shoved the letter inside through the crack under the door, and shoved it in with his fingers, not sparing his fingers caught in the crack of the door, and he had only one thought in his mind. What is the pain, don't be taken away by outsiders, especially if it is the colleagues in the field who are guarded against.

Liu Sanbian thought about it, and pulled out his fingers vigorously. After blowing a few times, it seems to be a little numb. He thought about it, shook his head and paralyzed himself, "No. The Liu family has produced such an unfilial son as me, who is not strong and does not succeed, who else is willing to patronize here and want to get unexpected joy from here. Where can there be surprises? ”

Liu Sanbian's pain became clearer, he rubbed his fingers around his thighs, and when he saw that the moonlight in the thick clouds had not yet come out, he really felt sympathy, he sighed softly, and left gloomily.

As soon as he took a few steps, he looked at the sky and prayed: "God is pitiful, don't rain, don't weep for me, the ominous one, I am self-inflicted, I deserve it, I only hope that this wish of atonement will be fulfilled, do not turn the letter into garbage, please, God, and do not wash away the heart of an incompetent father." ”

Liu Sanchang's grief became even stronger, and his tears couldn't be stopped.

God is quite reasonable, although the clouds are thick, it still fulfills Liu Sanchang's fatherly love for redemption.

But at dawn the old servant of the house began to clean the yard, and many leaves fell from the yard, and the old servant laboriously swept and cleaned with a large broom, and the leaves covered the envelope containing the wish for salvation, and it was mixed with the leaves and dust.

I don't know if the old servant saw it, maybe his eyesight couldn't find the buried envelope at all, or maybe he couldn't be interested in paper-related things at all, his ability was simply a blind spot for the envelope, and even if he did, he would turn a blind eye, just as any effort he made to become a Zhuo'er would be ignored.

Liu Sanchang's heart is bleeding, and he hopes that the kind, enterprising and filial Liu Zhuo can understand a father's feelings, be considerate of a father's heart, and be able to receive this redemption.

But he could not convince himself that all imagination was unrealistic fantasies. He seemed to see a scene that made him regret and worry even more:

At dawn, Liu Zhuo came to the courtyard dam with the Four Books and Five Classics, and took advantage of the moonlight to wander in the courtyard, and suddenly found an envelope by the door, he picked it up, and the envelope was written with the principles of promoting the new economic blueprint into his eyes.

Liu Zhuo seemed a little surprised, he raised the envelope in his hand, who would do such a good thing of helping others without leaving a name, could it be that God helped me? Then there is shaking the head, it is the cry of the heart of defense, no, it can't be, this must be ill-intentioned, it must be a poisonous thing, at least it disturbs my thoughts, disrupts my mind!

Liu Zhuo didn't even want to open the envelope, and spat heavily on the ground directly, phew, to hell! He carefully put down the Four Books and Five Classics, tore the envelope to shreds with both hands, and threw it on the ground with gritted teeth, and stepped on it hard again and again, and a word popped out of his mouth: "Boring!" ”

Liu Sanbian seemed to regret it a little, and he complained to himself, why didn't he write some suggestive words on the envelope, such as "family letter", "letter from father to son", "cane given by father", "social hot spots that the emperor is concerned about" or explicitly "I wish the science field to take off".

Liu Sanchang's tears finally stopped, yes, what if he wrote it, as long as he didn't write the three words of Liu Sanchang, how could Liu Zhuo dare to believe it? That's right, what is not clear, who will believe it, who will dare to believe it!

He trembled all over, and he really shuddered, after writing those three words, would Zhuo'er believe it? Not even more! Of course he knew that those three words didn't carry any weight, no! If you are competent, the three cold words are not as cordial as the first meeting, flesh and blood, and affection is thicker than water.

Liu Sanbian was even more discouraged, and the three words that made Lang'er hate were worthless, or even just synonymous with boredom.

Fortunately, Sun He will understand everything, according to his rich social experience and insight, according to his understanding of Long Live and the current situation, as long as he can see the five new words of the new economic blueprint, he will definitely see who is the hand, he will definitely pay attention to it, and will definitely explain its importance to Zhuo'er, Liu Sanbian believes that this is the heart between friends, just like when he was in Hangzhou, he can recommend "Wanghai Tide" to the distant Confucian handsome Fan Lushuang.

Liu Sanbian seemed to see Sun He appear in the Liu Mansion, as if he had seen Sun He pointing to the letterhead and saying to Zhuo'er: "Pay attention to it, this is likely to be the content of this year's science field strategy, I hope it will not disappoint my hopes." ”

Sun He, Sun He, great, don't mention my name and surname, the credibility will be much higher, it is difficult for you to use your name as a cover to realize the wish of a friend who is close at hand. (To be continued.) )