For many years, Liu Sanbian has been haunted by the defeat in the field, but he can't understand what caused this humiliating result, but what he firmly believes is that it is not his own ability.

When he was young, Liu Sanbian rumored to the society that he was a Wenqu star, often complacent, and once arrogant to others, but with the blow of the failure of the scientific field, with the limitations of the follow-up development, he was disgusted by this nonsense, and even thought that he was harmed by this rumor, Wenqu Star is a star, the star naturally has a light, the light is easy to disappear, and the star that disappears the light is bound to be dim, just like he is like he who hides in a place that others think is not clean to live.

Therefore, no matter who he is, whether it is a disciple, an audience, a veteran or a friend, when anyone who uses Wenqu Xing to try to praise his achievements in opera and neologisms, he is as disgusted and disgusted as a fly with in his mouth.

In the eyes of others, the official eunuch's house is naturally infinitely beautiful, full of friends, and there is no white ding, but it is precisely because of this that it will cause big trouble.

He was glad that he had hid in a brothel, rarely went in and out of Jingshi's house, and rarely saw the dignitaries who came and went, so he didn't have to visit his grandfather and father's colleagues at all.

Despite this, Liu Sanbian still feels distressed from time to time, when he wanders around the market, to buy steamed buns, steamed buns, small noodles, braised vegetables and other foods, there are always people pointing behind him, whispering that the person is so-and-so, and then exchanging a lot of hearsay and shadow-catching information.

What's even more annoying is that some bored people see Liu Sanbian from afar, as if they know where he is going, always hiding in some inconspicuous place in a restaurant in front of him, waiting, like a child watching a monkey play, which is really unbearable. Whenever he was in this situation, he would always protest in his heart: "Boring, I am a monkey in your eyes, aren't you in my eyes?" ”

What makes Liu Sanbian the most intolerable is that after the three old Taoists pretended to be ghosts, they were forced to listen to a few cries of strange birds on the high yellow kudzu tree, which was simply no longer a human life, and the good deeds were no longer satisfied with pointing fingers, no longer satisfied with whispering nonsense, and actually obeyed the instructions of the brain with their hands and feet, chasing along the way. Shouting, I can't live that kind of life!

Liu Sanbian feels that the current way of life is getting more and more correct, the land of Gyeonggi is not easy to mix, just right, go to other places, breathe a different kind of air, taste and taste unique food, meet some new friends, and don't know too much about the history of my person. Talking easily, drinking tea easily, drinking easily, what a pleasant thing!

Although being uprooted from home has its own unique discomfort. There are also many old friends worth caring about, which cannot be forced, there will be gains and losses, and there will be gains and losses.

Liu Sanbian believed. In the development of opera and new words, I need to constantly discover new talents and new themes. Constantly expanding new forms of expression and performance, therefore, no matter where you hide, there are more gains than losses, and it is necessary for career development, only in this way can you be worthy of the tolerance of grandfather, grandmother, parents, Liu Zhuo and others.

So, Liu Sanbian happily picked up the pen and wrote a rare seven unique poems, and the name is "Turbidity": "Goolan Flower Pavilion Gyeonggi Show, prosperous and luxurious pond water smelly, Hangzhou Suzhou Beauty Island, fish and shrimp happy clear stream." ”

In order not to ask for trouble, Liu Sanbian also specially indicated the intention of writing the word after the quatrain of "Qing Turbidity": "Liu Sanbian's portrayal of his own living situation".

Yoo Sam-chang thought of the spread of new words from the annoying personal relationship with the land of Gyeonggi, and thought of the new words that people liked him as if they were drunk, so that he was forced to a dead end by his fame.

Although he will not regret the handy writing of new words, and will not hate the new words blowing to the whole country as quickly as a breeze, but in the journey of the scientific field, it is like a poisonous incense, which is drunk ecstatically by countless audiences, and it is he who is poisoned, and it is others who enjoy his suffering.

What made Liu Sanbian feel even worse was that Banzai learned from the Turks that he used new words to boost morale in Biansai, and that he had won the love of the enemy country with special approval for military songs, and now it is deeply imprinted in Banzai's mind.

From the point of view of the etiquette of the interaction between the monarch and the people, Liu Sanbian was a little worried, of course, although he believed that Banzai was not a person with a small belly, but Banzai was also a person, and there were at least etiquette requirements, he seemed to see the angry Banzai, stretched out his hand vigorously, and pointed at Liu Sanbian vigorously: "Where is your hierarchical concept, magnificent, I actually learned about the existence of "Tasha Xing" from the performance of the band brought by the envoy of the enemy country, do you still have me in your heart, the emperor?" ”

In such a plot, if the emperor held a red pen in his hand, and the name that jumped into his eyes was the three words Liu Sanchang, how would the emperor think, and his first reaction was to be serious or disgusted? A person who is dominated by a deep hatred of pain, will the red pen in his hand still be lit?

It's not just so bad, even at the time of the palace examination, when the emperor nominally wants to recruit the winners of the field as students, listening to the voice that is neither male nor female will spread the three words Liu Sanchang, what kind of changes will be caused in the emperor's heart, will he feel kind and cute, or will he feel like a bone in his throat!

The more Liu Sanbian thought about it, the more he shuddered, he hated his name, and hated that he gave this name a negative meaning more than a positive one.

The struggle in his heart is very fierce and full of contradictions, he loves the new words and opera he is familiar with, and longs for such a life. At the same time, he can't let go of the pursuit of fame and fortune, and he can't let go of the mission of glorifying his ancestors. The two forces are fighting, fighting, eliminating each other's strengths here, and staging a tug-of-war.

Liu Sanbian finally calmed down, it was not easy, the intertwined contradictions were in front of him, he must try to solve them, and he must find the most effective, most suitable for himself, and the most beneficial to himself.

Dizzy, he heard the barking of dogs from afar, and heard the barking of dogs in the vicinity that frightened him a little, and he walked up to the oil lamp, and looked out the window as the wick sucked in the oil. Involuntarily walked to the window, opened the corner of the curtain, and the moonlight was still so clear and bright.

He blew out the oil lamp, closed the door gently, and willingly slipped into the cage woven by the moonlight, and sat down by the small pool of water through the small yard, listening to the sounds of frogs, cicadas, and insects of some kind.

These cries did not calm Liu Sanbian's heart, when he got up, his hand touched a small stone piece, he casually hit the water drift, not bad, the skills he practiced as a child are still there, one water drift after another, when he let out a knowing smile, he heard the sound of the small stone hitting the opposite bank.

At this time, he seems to be sober, so it is, it is not so difficult to solve as imagined, it is a joy to return to the starting point, you can get rid of many troubles, okay, just do it.

His troubles are relieved, he wants to be reborn meaningfully, he hopes that the cause of opera and new words can really be like the literary and opera stars in the sky, which will always be desirable and enviable, and he also hopes that he will always be able to contribute to the society and the people, so it will be better to change his name to Liu Yong. (To be continued.) )