One hundred and seventy As a father, Yue He didn't want to be silent anymore

Yue Flip was completely unable to respond to the stimuli of the outside world, and after one blow after another, he had been deceiving himself and deceiving others for a long time, and finally, Yue Flip was on the verge of collapse......

The long-term struggle and self-avoidance finally put Yue Tuo on the verge of collapse, Zhang Ying's death was a spark, which completely exploded Yue Tuo's heart and brain, and the things that Yue Tuo had been stuffy in his heart for a long time finally crushed Yue Tuo's spirit, until that moment, Yue Tuo realized that people always want to have a bosom friend why, people always want someone to confide in why, why so many people like to confide......

If you hold things in your heart for a long time, there will be problems, there will be problems, there will be problems, there are problems that you can't let him hold, you have to say it, you must say it, find someone to share it, find a correct person to share it, and then you can be freed, and hold your mind in your heart for a long time, it's like chronic poisoning, it's okay if you don't have an attack, but you will be powerless when you have an attack.

When Zhou Tong and Cuicui died, Yue Flip could confide in their corpses, he could lose his temper at Wang Hui, and he could unscrupulously vent the grief and anger in his heart by killing, but here, Yue Flip couldn't do anything, maybe it wasn't until now that Yue Flip really realized that he didn't have a bosom friend, or someone regarded him as a bosom friend, and someone trusted him unconditionally, but he never trusted anyone, even the closest relatives around him.

He is a person who never trusts others, never trusts others, and never puts trusting others as a task on the agenda, someone has opened his heart to him defenselessly, and confides in him everything, he positions himself as a trash can, but does not position himself as a person, he likes to listen, but never likes to confide, he has always believed that a real man is to bury all the pain and pain in his heart, never confide, confiding is a representative of vulnerability.

So when the unprecedented pain struck, Yue Flip completely collapsed, everything became a pile of gunpowder, which exploded, and the fragile mental defense finally collapsed completely.

Jin Zhi has never seen such a Yue Turn, whether it was two years ago, or now, all the time, she has never seen such a Yue Turn, she still remembers the Yue Flip who desperately left herself behind, she still remembers the Yue Flip who cried and shouted to let herself stay and not abandon him, and she remembers the Yue Flip who did not care about the fatal wound, and took away everything from her unscrupulously and rudely......

The hatred of the country and the family also happened to Jin Zhi, and it was on the same day and at the same time, but she felt that the person who redeemed her also appeared at the same time......

The man who showed a sadness to himself that she couldn't resist at all, the man who took everything from him on the day of the hatred of the country and the family, and redeemed everything he had, the culprit who caused the hatred of his country and family, and the man he loved the most, Yue Chuan collapsed, how could Jin Zhi not collapse? Especially when she finally understood that Yue Flip only loved a shell, not herself in a shell......

Jin Zhi sat down on the ground dejectedly, bursting into tears, but there was no trace of brilliance in his eyes, and he couldn't see a trace of expression on his face, just tears, just looking at Yue Chuan with empty dead eyes, looking at this man she loved and hated the most, desperately leaving herself, desperately deceiving her superiors and subordinates, and even committing the crime of bullying the king, just for herself, to get the Jinshi, and to take this huge Jiqian Erzhou, but also for the sake of Jinwu Zangjiao, and settle herself in this land south of the Yangtze River......

It's just that he is really for Fang Jinzhi, for Fang La's daughter, the only fish among the Fang La people who has slipped through the net?

Perhaps, he is just for the woman called Jiangnan, the soft woman who is as picturesque as Jiangnan, the woman who looks exactly like himself and has the same body......

Yue Flip ...... You're so ruthless...... You're so ruthless...... Start by knowing it all...... I kept asking myself...... Can anyone really be so ruthless? I don't want to believe it, even if it is, I don't want to believe it...... But now, I believe it......

The tearful Yue turned over, and the tearful Jinzhi.

Fang Hao didn't know how to deal with all this, government affairs and military affairs could still be handled by himself and Liu Ziyu, who had not left for the time being, as well as the team of literati and military generals left by Yue Tuo, Wu Yong and Gongsun Sheng, Chao Gai and Wang Hui, all of whom could deal with many problems, and the unfathomable Song Jiang, Song Jiang, who had always hidden himself in the dark, had been growing continuously over the past year, even if there was no Yue Tuo for the time being, as long as the big framework set by Yue Tuo was still there, these talents were still there, and Jiqian Erzhou would not be able to mess up, Yue turned over Enwei and surrendered to the Yue family's army, which only listened to his orders, and would not be chaotic.

But this is not a long-term solution after all, the army needs a leader, Jiqian Erzhou needs to be appeased, even if it is only spiritual comfort, but it is also crucial, the place and army that have lost their spiritual pillars are unimaginable, more than a year of struggle, so many people's lives and so many people's expectations, will quickly collapse, at that time, let alone follow Zhang Ying's last wish to go to the country together, it is difficult to say whether you can save your life in Jiqian Erzhou, and the casting of no shooting is just a bubble after all.

So, who else can break the current predicament?

Fang Hao thought for a long time, took a decisive step, and walked to the Yue family in Yonghe Town......

Only Yue Fu's father, Yue He, can solve this dilemma, the strong old man who makes himself feel respected, the old man who makes Fang Hao feel Haoran's righteousness, although he is not literate and tall, but he always straightens his chest, his eyes are bright, as if he never knows what fear and retreat are, because of this old man, Fang Hao finally understood why Yue Fan's brother Yue Fei joined the army angrily and made a great reputation in the northwest.

But Yue Tuo, is it really the son of this old man? If it were this old man, would he really allow his son to become what he is today? Before I met Yue Tuo, at that time, in Yue Tuo's childhood and adolescence, what happened? What had happened to make Yue Tuo so different from his brother and his father?

With such a question, Fang Hao found Yue He, his father-in-law, who was working in the fields, although he had already had a lot of family entanglements, although his son was already the master of the road, and he was the role of the emperor, but after arriving in Jiangnan from Xiangzhou, he never stopped working, or went to work in the fields, or went around visiting the tenants at home and the residents of Yonghe Town, feeling everything his son brings.

Yue's father is a father who can't stop, especially for his own children, he can't stop at all, Yue Fei is fighting to the death in the northwest, even if he has the heart, he is powerless, so he has to transfer his thoughts and guilt about Yue Fei to Yue Fan's body, Yue Fei is the child he can see and touch, and the child he is most worried about, and the child he thinks is the most talented, Yue's six children, only he and Yue Fei survived, and the other four children all died, for Yue He, it was really painful.

But God has mercy, the remaining two children are the dragon and phoenix among the people, Yue Fei is good at the military, has already made a great reputation in the Western Army, less than twenty years old is the chief general of thousands of cavalry, the strongest cavalry generals in the Great Song Dynasty, and Yue Chuan is the youngest pacification envoy in the Great Song Dynasty at the age of seventeen, and is also the champion of the seventh company of the Great Song Dynasty, the first place in the Jinshi, and is even stronger.

Now, Jiqian Erzhou, which was rumored to be hell by the wind, has been transformed into such a paradise on earth by Yue Tuo, it is impossible for Yue He not to be proud, but no matter what, he can't be completely at ease, because Yue Tuo, his youngest son, he always feels that he can't see through him......

This is not scientific, this is very fatal, people know that the son is more than the father, and as a father, Yue He feels that his son seems to have never been seen through by himself, since he was a child, he didn't see much through Yue Tuo, although he saw the cowardice in Yue Tuo's heart and his attachment to life, but he didn't know the cause, he didn't know the result, and he didn't know how many things were buried in Yue Tuo's heart.

After Master Zhou and Cuicui left Yue Flip one after another, as a father, he was surprised to find that Yue Flip was no longer cowardly, but it seemed to have created an invisible wall between him and the whole world, firmly separating his heart from the entire outside world, and the people closest to him might not necessarily feel the existence of this wall, but as a father, Yue He could see at a glance the invisible wall that Yue Flip had built for himself.

What is the reason for Yue Tuo to be like this? What is the reason why Yue is what he is today? When the news of Zhang Ying's death came, Yue Fu had not eaten, drunk or left the house for three days and three nights, and Yue He could not accept this reality.

From childhood to adulthood, Yue He's growth has never left his field of vision, but in this process, Yue He always felt that he hadn't noticed some very important things, so he couldn't really understand his son.

As a father, Yue He felt that it was very necessary for him to understand all this, and he didn't want to continue to be silent.