One hundred and seventy-one Yue He hugged the lonely Yue Fu tightly
Yue He hugged the lonely Yue Fu tightly.
In the dim and airtight room full of moisture, a ray of sunlight entered with Yue He's entry, trying to dispel the darkness and dampness that made it feel uncomfortable, Yue He hugged his son tightly, his son collapsed to the ground with tears streaming down his face, followed by old tears, Yue He has always thought that his son can handle everything for himself, he himself does not want to say, as a father, it is not suitable to ask more, after all, his son has grown up and is a man.
But until today, he realized how incompetent he was as a father, Yue Fei is a cheerful child, with friends, wine, army, wife and family, Yue Fei does not lack anything, but Yue Fei is not, the delicate Yue Fei has an extraordinary feeling for everything in the outside world, as a father, if he is not aware in time, then how can he keep up with the pace of his child's growth?
Everything that doesn't matter in Yue Fei's eyes is deeper in Yue Fei's view, Yue Fei can inquire about the essence through the surface, and absorb the essence, so Yue Fei's mind is deep, delicate, and more vulnerable, Yue Fei is different, Yue Fei, who is very arrogant and bold by nature, needs the friendship of the army and wine and men, that is enough.
Therefore, Yue He implemented a stocking policy for Yue Fei.
But Yue Fei is different, people are not the same, even if they are brothers, the same bloodline, but they still have completely opposite personalities, low, delicate, profound, profound, these characters that do not belong to Yue Fei at all, are all embodied in Yue Fei's body, if Yue Fei is a blazing Samadhi true fire, Yue Fei is a piece of cold thousand-year-old ice, completely different.
Agni fires produce a blazing temperature that doesn't require the intervention of others, making others feel warm and feel like they have a backbone, while cold ice doesn't feel any temperature and is unapproachable, even in scorching heat.
But Yue Chuan is not just cold ice, Yue He knows, the only thing that Yue He can confirm is that under the solid ice in Yue Tuo's heart, there is an same blazing fire sealed in the ice!
There is only one way to save him, to approach him desperately, to hug him, to comfort him, to support his soul, to melt that hard shell, to release that blazing fire, to make it burn!
Except for himself, the father, no one can do this, and no one is willing to do this, this is also what Yue He is sure of, no one is more qualified to embrace his son than a father, and no one is more qualified to dedicate himself to a child than a father, at this time, the mother wants to be in second place, teaching a boy, only the father is the most suitable.
Yue He finally decided to change himself, and even more so to change Yue Flip in the process, Yue Flip himself couldn't break through the psychological barrier, and couldn't let the blazing fire burn through the hard shell, so Yue Flip couldn't break through himself from the heart, then, what he needed at this time was his father, with the same fire, let Yue Flip see hope, father and son were concentric, burning through the hard shell!
Yue He really felt how much of a mistake he made in the process of Yue Tuo's growth, as early as when Yue Tuo was eight years old, if he could detect in time that the ice in Yue Tuo's heart had begun to freeze himself, then he could dissolve this ice in time, and not to this day, let Yue Tuo be alone for so long.
If he can give him enough warmth, if he can give him enough hugs, maybe he will not become a samadhi true fire like Yue Fei, extremely hot burning, incomparably fanatical radiating temperature, but at least he will not become a thousand years of cold ice and fall into endless pain, if he can fulfill his responsibilities as a father, then Yue Fan will at least be a normal child, with a normal mind and body.
He may not become a dragon and phoenix among people, he may not have today's achievements, but as a father, before looking forward to the great achievements of his children, he hopes that the children can grow up strong and healthy, even if it is just an ordinary person, it is also a normal ordinary person, normal growth, normal work and study, and normal life path.
But Yue He, who didn't do all this, was disqualified, as a father, he was disqualified, as a father, he misestimated the situation, which led to today's scene, as a father, he pinned his hopes on the child's friends, but ignored that he was the one who really had this power, did not approach the child, did not work hard to get close to the child, if he tried to get close to the child, even if he forced the child into a corner, and then hugged him tightly, perhaps, it would change everything.
"I'm sorry." Yue He hugged Yue Fu tightly and said this sentence in pain.
As a father, I'm sorry for you.
As an elder, I'm sorry for you.
As a loved one, I'm sorry for you.
As a family member, I'm sorry for you.
People are different from each other, severe reprimand and harsh teaching may be very effective for Fei'er's temperament, but Fan'er's delicate and deep heart cannot be taught with reprimand, and should use more emotional investment and more feelings to let him feel the warmth of his family, let him feel the existence of his family, let him open all his hearts, accept his family, accept his relatives, and accept the world.
The Yue Flip you see in front of you is not Yue Flip, the Yue Flip who is hidden deep in this body, hiding in a dark corner that cannot be traced, curled up tightly and trembling, is the real Yue Flip......
As a father, a father who has lived together for more than ten years, he didn't realize that Yue He didn't realize that his son was isolating himself from everyone intentionally or unintentionally, building a world with only himself, the departure of the teacher and the departure of his wife made him feel painful, and it also made him go to an extreme from now on, and he would never open his heart to anyone again, in that case, the feelings would not be too deep, and if something happened in the future, he would not be hurt.
Zhang Ying may be his last friend who treats him sincerely, or maybe he is not a friend who treats him sincerely, but at least, he has that kind of qualification, Zhang Ying's death made Yue Flip face the brink of collapse, deep blows and injuries, with the assistance of Yue Flip's delicate and deep thoughts, magnified countless times, if he doesn't give him warmth at this time, Yue He can almost foresee what kind of lone husband Yue Flip will become after recovery.
Yue He not only wants to change Yue Tuo, but also wants to change himself, a person who only pretends to be himself in his heart, and strives to separate himself from others, just because he is afraid of being hurt, is not a person who can stand up to the sky, but all people who stand up to the sky and the earth are people who have the world in their hearts, no matter how they are hurt, no matter what kind of blows, they will not lose the faith to move forward and the heart of the world.
Yue Tuo's mind was too delicate and too deep, and the blows suffered by others could be forgotten with a meal and a meal, but the same blows suffered by Yue Flip were like the thick bells of the cast non-shooting bells, endless.
Yue He finally understood, finally understood, all along, Yue Fu had just buried the pain in his heart, and used this pain to cast a wall of isolation from the world, firmly protecting his true heart in it, not letting himself be hurt, not wanting himself to be hurt, blindly retreating from the closeness of his family and friends, the closer others were, the more he resisted and retreated.
Yue He doesn't understand psychology or psychiatry, but he wants to understand his son!
"Flip, cry, cry out loud, Daddy doesn't know how many words, hasn't read any books, doesn't know the truth of the university but Daddy knows, there is something in the heart, you have to cry, if there is something sad, you have to cry, this thing, it's like poison, a little poison can't kill people, but the more you accumulate it, it's not good, you know? So, turn over, cry out, cry out louder, Daddy is here, Daddy will hold you, always hold you, and will never leave you.
Cry, cry, turn over, you've been really tired for a long time, Daddy hasn't paid attention to you, always thought you were just a strong child, but didn't notice that you weren't that strong at all, you just put these sad things in your heart, don't say it, turn over, this is not good, this is not good, this will happen, turn over, cry, cry loudly, cry as much as you want.
Zhang Sanlang is a good person, Daddy knows your relationship with him, but he is no longer there, his letter to Daddy is to let Daddy come to a safe place, so that you can fight with peace of mind, there are not many people who can fight with those grassland people, there are not many people in the Great Song Dynasty, you are one of them, Daddy has not read any books, but he also knows that the rise and fall of the country is the responsibility of the husband.
Daddy doesn't know how to persuade you, but at least he can make you cry, cry, after crying today, tomorrow you will not be allowed to do this, from tomorrow, you are still the Jinshi of Lianzhong Sanyuan, you are still the Jiangnan South Road pacification envoy, do you know, hundreds of thousands of people are waiting for you to go out! If you encounter anything in the future, don't take it to heart, find someone, find a good person, or find a good girl to marry, tell her everything, that's good, daddy is the same, tell your mother anything unhappy, say it, it's fine.
Cry, cry, my baby, daddy can't stand you......"
Yue He said as he hugged Yue Pan tightly, listening to Yue Pan crying louder and louder, crying louder and louder, and he burst into tears, old tears......