Liu Sanbian's running away from home has brought great pain and harm to his family, and has also caused great distress to himself.

"No, what day is it, am I insane, or are you remembering the wrong time?" As soon as he got on the boat, he met a familiar person, who was a buddy of the second uncle, and he asked strangely, "Yesterday, my boss drank your wedding wine and ate the wedding banquet, how can I meet the groom today?" ”

What could Liu Sanbian say, so he had to laugh it off. Fortunately, the seat of the second uncle's man was also far away, and that person was not a particularly good one, so they each found a seat and sat down.

However, soon after getting on the boat, people began to chatter from all over the world. A man about thirty years old asked: "I heard that there is a great drama in my capital, surnamed Liu, I don't know what it is called, I am good at lyrics, and my influence is great." ”

Well, a person said that it is said that this person is a swinger, specializing in melon fields and plum singing the wind and making the moon, and he is from a famous family, and he is considered a crooked melon that is not pleasing to the eye and cannot be done.

Liu Sanbian has long been accustomed to these occasions, just say what he wants, just say what he likes, just say it, his heart is peaceful and relieved.

It's not interesting, it's better to sleep, Liu Sanbian yawned unconsciously, he leaned back in the chair, found a suitable sleeping state, and prepared to sleep. Hey, I don't know how to do it, I'm obviously tired, I just can't sleep.

When he closed his eyes and recuperated, he was always blaming himself in his mind, blaming himself for being unkind, a good fair lady, why should he abandon others? What's even more excessive is that when the newlyweds are happy, they actually abandon and run away, which is really unreasonable! In the atmosphere of public opinion from the beginning, in the era of patriarchal rule, you let a weak woman suffer such a heavy blow and endure such a huge mental torture. Where do you put people's faces, how do you let others live, are you still human?

Liu Sanchang's eyes moistened, he tried to restrain his tears, why play the trick of cat crying mouse? Sympathize with the wife, pity the wife. For the sake of a wife, don't you understand what you should do and how you should do it as a man and a competent husband?

He felt a pain in his heart, and in order to cure his heart disease, or to alleviate the degree of heartache, he desperately sought a cure for himself. Yes. Yes, for the mission of life, I had to break free from the shackles of my family, I had to reduce my worries, I had to get rid of the erosion of the gentle township, and I had to quit women. Before this prescription was finished, Liu Sanbian denied himself, is his wife a woman. Is Gentle Township really a flood beast?

Liu Sanbian turned his head and looked at the rolling waves outside the ship's window. The speed of the boat was not too fast, and he looked at the dock where he had left, which was not too far away, and he tried a few times to get up. He finally controlled himself, what can he do when he gets up, you want to go ashore on the water. Or let the boat turn around and go back? He sighed softly in his heart: "Hey, long pain is better than short pain, I'm sorry, unfortunate wife, from the time you agreed to marry me." It is destined to be a tragedy, destined to suffer for a lifetime, and doomed to your lifelong doom! ”

Suddenly, Liu Sanbian remembered Liu Chang, the younger generation of Taishi, and remembered the story he told about the Song Dynasty scholar Zhu Xi marrying his wife, and he couldn't help but quietly give Zhu Xi a thumbs up, he did the right thing, as long as he was affectionate, he should pay for it, spare no effort, love vigorously, what does it matter if you love to death? He laughed at himself for being too stupid, and the masters of science were the best at breaking through the net of science, and he was in love with the fox spirit very much, and his love was sincere. And himself, who is nothing and a mentally handicapped person who has achieved nothing, snickered at Zhu Xi when he heard about this old story, and snickered that Zhu Xi should not listen to evil words and destroy his happiness. Liu Sanbian scolded himself harshly, you are not qualified to laugh at others, you take care of yourself, for an illusory reason, evade the responsibilities of a qualified husband, and make your wife miserable, where is your conscience, where is your personality, and where is your face?

A young man in the cabin, much younger than Liu San, was taking care of his seasick father in every possible way, rubbing cool oil on his forehead, picking up vomit for him, and constantly wiping the dirt from his clothes. This scene made Liu San feel ashamed, in addition to self-blame or self-blame. He was worried about his father's well-being, and he was overjoyed, it was a farce, and he helped to get rid of the disease, hoping to heal, not only did he not heal, but he harmed others and himself.

Liu Sanbian really can't get over it on his conscience, Chongxi is out of filial piety, and he makes the world laugh, his parents are in bad health, and they run wild with their conscience, messing around, messing around, like jackals, tigers and leopards.

Liu Sanbian was in a deep self-blame, abandoning his wife, regarded as unkind, abandoning the health and safety of his parents, regarded as unfilial, unable to assume the responsibility of honoring his parents and treating his wife well, regarded as unjust, no matter what the reason, in short, did not serve the country through the scientific expedition, regarded as unfaithful. Liu San has become ruthlessly characterized as unkind, unjust, disloyal, and unfilial, is purity a hopeless waste in the country and at home, a pile of garbage that is not ashamed of others!

After sitting for a long time, his buttocks hurt, and Liu Sanbian moved on the chair, still leaning on his nerves.

He tried his best to remember the events of last night, and the more he thought about it, the more sad he became, and the more he thought about it, the greater the difference in his image, the image of his wife became taller and taller, and his own image became smaller and smaller.

What a wife! People are also beautiful, even compared with Chen Shishi, Baihe Fairy, Wu Ji and the hall owner, she is by no means inferior, yes, his wife may not be as beautiful as them, not as impeccable as them, but, the ruler is short, the inch is long, the wife has the unique strengths of the wife, she is knowledgeable, she has no fat powder, she does not have to wear a mask to live, she is more real and credible, more honest and lovely.

The important thing is that the delicate lady of the wife, on the wedding night, can endure the unprovoked provocation and torture of the strange husband, can swallow the anger and silently do her best for the strange husband's intentional vomiting, can endure the strange husband vomiting his dirty things without losing his temper, and what is even more commendable is to stay up until the red candle is about to burn out, and help the husband who tortured him all night to bed.

Liu Sanbian blamed himself even more because he was so sorry for his newlywed wife, and his heart was about to break for this poor woman.

When the groggy Liu Sanbian was in the same bed with his wife, his wife was extraordinarily gentle, extraordinarily affectionate, and extraordinarily respectful of her husband. After repeatedly asking her husband's opinion, she completed the transformation of a woman's identity and wanted to fulfill the obligation of a woman to carry on the lineage.

No, Liu Sanbian warned himself in his heart that he must not live up to the hopes of a wife, and he must not let his wife's heart be unduly hurt, and he must strive to fulfill his husband's responsibility of being considerate, caring and protecting! Thinking about it, he pinched his thigh vigorously, he held back, didn't scream, and then pinched again, yes, you deserve such abuse, you only deserve such abuse!

Go back, if you are a competent husband, you must go back, isn't your wife still at home waiting for you? She needs your care, her care, your inseparability, and your warmth!

Go back, don't you know that a flower is withering? It needs the nourishment of love, it needs the sunshine of love, it needs the rain and dew of love, it needs her husband to water it with warm hands, care with gentle eyes, and open the gorgeous flowers of the soul with a warm smile!

Go back, the father who needs to be happy may be killed by the so-called "joy", Liu Sanchang's eyes seem to appear his father's face full of tears, a desperate face, a faceless face to face the world, a sallow and emaciated face, a lifeless face like dead ashes.

Go back, after countless years of wind, frost, snow and rain and forever bloom undefeated and never wither the beautiful flower, a flower that will always exude the fragrance of mother's love, under the destruction of the unfilial climate, is about to wither, about to wither.

Liu San seemed to be experiencing the bumps of another world, the test of another wind and waves, and he had no choice but to let it drift. (To be continued.) )