82, the first love of the East has no result, Simon has hidden worries, and there is no end

Although Dongfanghong did not approve of Ximen Guanghui's narrow idea of letting him replace the temporary worker as the administrator before the summer vacation, he felt that it was too unrighteous and unethical to do so. I always wanted to see her, so I borrowed two more extracurricular books to read for a pastime.

At noon that day, a person came to the library and saw the female administrator, who was a simple and even almost honest girl. And he can also take the initiative to speak, smile and call Dongfanghong the school flower, and ask what books he wants to borrow. The recognition of oriental opera is very good. The two became very affectionate without saying a few words, and chatted about the women's private words for a long time.

Before leaving, Dongfanghong liked ancient texts, and the class learning was not bad, except for a few rare words and sentences that had to be checked in the dictionary, and the general reading could be explained. borrowed four books called "Laozi", "Book of Rites" and "Confucius's Family Language" and "Xunzi". Take it back and look at it, first flip through the Taoist book "Lao Tzu", and at a glance see the fifty-fifth chapter of "The thickness of virtue is better than that of the child." …… The bones are weak and the tendons are soft and firm, and the combination of the unknown mussels is made and the essence is also; All day long, and it is also. I immediately understood the meaning. The word "virtue" has a wide meaning, but in the sense of health preservation, it is the essence of the yuan, which is a basic substance that constitutes human life. The thickness of virtue refers to the deep Cheng dù containing the essence of the yuan. The red child is the baby, because the color is red when it is born, because it is called the red child. Although the bones are weak and the tendons are soft, the small fists are "firm", that is, they are clenched very tightly. The combination of the peony refers to the male, the peony refers to the female, and the combination of the peony refers to mating. "Zang" means the genitals of a man, and "zuo" means "to get up". This sentence is explained to mean that although the child does not understand the matter of sexual intercourse between men and women. But the little calf cow has a hard erection, which is because of his vigorous energy. "Ga" means to cry extremely and silently. The entire latter sentence is interpreted as: The little boy cries all day but his voice is not hoarse, which is also due to his vigorous, peaceful and desireless. Then I turned to the "Book of Rites", and at a glance I saw the sentence "Eating and drinking men and women, people's great desires exist", which means that eating and eating and things for men and women are human nature, and people's greatest desires are these two things. Ultimately, and fundamentally, the activities of the individual and the collective are ultimately in the service of these two most basic things of human beings. Dongfanghong was very excited when he read this. Because it has found the basis for the most primitive explanation of the essential desires of human life. Then I turned to the "natal solution" of "Confucius's Family Language", and saw that "men have sixteen scriptures, and women have fourteen and become fourteen, so they can give birth to people", which Dongfang Hong understands better, that is, men can have children at the age of 16 and women at the age of 14 or even earlier. I turned to the last book of "Xunzi" The "Correct Name" chapter, it is easier to understand at a glance, which means: "sex" is a natural thing; And "affection" - human feelings are the essence of sexuality; "Desire" is the reaction of love. There is lust to pursue, this is unavoidable. In other words. Even a man who is poor or even beggars in the streets cannot be without lust, because his temperament is innate; And you are the Son of Heaven, and your lust cannot be satisfied. This requires the mediation of the Tao so that you can be content when you are satisfied. You can be abstinent when you are cheap, and you have to be such a person. Dongfang Hong thought that Ximen Guanghui was a person who could not consciously use the Tao to control his personal desires. If you can't break off your relationship with him in time, it will not only affect your future. He will even fight with him and make big jokes. Until then. It's too late to regret it!

As soon as he thought of breaking off, he remembered that the last time he promised Simon to get along with him at home, the second elder of Gao Tang knew and agreed. Before it is broken, you should sue the second elder; Thinking about it again, I have grown up, and I am in charge of everything, especially when it comes to young people's love, I have my freedom. So, during the self-study on Saturday night, Dongfanghong secretly discussed with the classmates who were in charge of the gas lamp that they would stay in the classroom for another eight hours, and then be responsible for sending the gas lamp back to the gas lamp room. The classmate readily agreed.

So Dongfang Jing lay down on the small desk and wrote a letter of renunciation as follows:

Simon Guanghui:

Let me ask you first, okay!

That was the first time I saw you when I was admitted to this middle school, and I liked you! At that time, I really missed you, and even reached the point where I couldn't help myself—every time I got out of the evening self-study, I always lay on the bed and looked at the roof with my eyes wide open, and your figure always swayed in front of my eyes, so that I couldn't sleep for a long time; Especially one night I dreamed of you for a long time, and the two of them were grinding their ears and temples together, and even ......, and the scene made me unforgettable! I remember telling you about this once before, but at that time I just said that I dreamed of you, but I didn't say all the details in the dream, because I was a girl, and it was really hard to talk about it at that time! Later, because I missed you so badly that I saw the speeding carriage on the road, I almost lost my life, but fortunately you saved me. At that time, I was frightened and rejoicing, and it was natural to think that it must be providence for you to save me! I became more attached to you, and even I secretly made up my mind that I would follow you forever for the rest of my life! Especially when Zhang Yuying had an accident later, you quickly changed your original attitude under my influence, although it was not my business, but because you can value the affection between us, be able to respect me, and have a sense of justice, I still remember it in my heart. Then came the time I went back to my hometown, and we kissed each other for a while on the way, and I remember that the two of us even had our tongues together! This shows that I have given you the purest, most precious and sweetest form of love that I have sprouted in the years of cardamom and adolescence, and what a happy thing it was in retrospect, it is really unforgettable for me! But after many days of sleepless thinking again and again, I have to tell you that this is the first and last time between you and me! Let's break up from today!

It's not that I'm saying this, it's not that I'm water-based, but if you think about it, we'll understand how we got along in the past. And the reason why I said to break up is mainly that I Dongfanghong is not worthy of you, as the saying goes, our temperaments are not compatible. Let's not say that I don't approve of your current desire to stay in school and work and stop studying, but just that every time you come to me, you are like a monkey in a hurry, just for that little thing, and not once can talk about something serious. Of course. Everyone has that desire, and so do I. Don't look at me two years younger than you. But as far as men and women are concerned, they must have love at the same time as they have desire. Lust without lust is not human desire, and lust without lust is not true love. And now I look at you, you have both lust and affection for me, but you value the former more than the latter. In this way, once I have satisfied your desires, a cautious person like you, slowly you are bound to become indifferent or even forget my affection for you! I don't give in to you at all! Because I can see the menacing look you have shown in the past few times when you and I have spoken, especially when we talked in front of the school gate. The reason for this is that you, a cautious person, are pursuing machismo! Frankly, I can't stand this! Don't look at what you are treating my sweet brother and sister now, in the end, you will not look down on me as a little woman after all. I'll say something from my heart. That's the scariest thing about me. Again, I want my equality, I want my freedom! If there is no equality and freedom for women, there will be no true love in the world! Therefore, for the relationship between the two of us before, it is better for me to gently put it down! It's still the same sentence, you take your Yangguan Road, I'll take my single-plank bridge!

Finally, I thank you again for saving my life! I will never forget that. I remember that I owe you, and I owe a lot. Then wait until the day I can earn money, and I will definitely be able to pay you back! Heaven can tell!

Oriental Red

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After Dongfanghong wrote the letter, he thought: As soon as this letter is handed over to Simon, it is equivalent to a complete severance of the relationship. There is a serious illness in my heart! I immediately felt extremely happy, and I remembered Li Shuqing, a talented student who studied secondary school. Thinking about it, I consciously felt that the bottom was slippery and greasy, and the yin water rippled. Can't help yourself. Then I remembered the scene when I was in Female No. 1 two years ago, and I couldn't help but glance at the rustling of the gas lamp overhead. It was pitch black outside the window, so I couldn't help but reach out and touch the most sensitive part. I was so unhappy as if I had been electrified. And below, like the open river water that goes from winter to spring, snow melts and ice disappears, the spring tide surges!

I don't know when Dongfanghong was really satisfied, and his spirit was extremely happy, so he withdrew his hand, sat quietly and enjoyed that happiness! It took a long time before he took off the gas lamp and left the classroom.

Besides, Simon Guanghui has been working since the summer vacation, and has opened a month's salary, and he got his salary for the first time in his life, so of course he is happy. When he went home, he handed over half of his salary to his mother, and his mother couldn't close her mouth happily, so she asked: "Why didn't that little girl from Dongfanghong come?!" Your dad and I really still remember her! ”

Simon was unhappy and said, "Don't mention it, I asked her to come but she didn't come when she said that the dragon called, she really me off!" ”

"Don't worry, eldest son, get along with her well, she will come one day."

Simon said, "Mommy! Recently, I also heard that she is about to recognize a prostitute as her godmother, and she is going to have a meal right away to settle the matter of recognizing her godmother, can our Ximen family agree to her? ”

The mother's little face clicked down and said, "Then you can't promise her!" ”

My father also said: "I don't like it, no matter how good-looking she is, she doesn't rush to the good scene, can't she ruin the style of our Ximen family, let us be old people's faces and put there?!" ”

"What the old man said is true!"

"But I don't understand when I'm a father, this object is your eldest son, how can you agree to her about this?!"

"I didn't say yes to her! But I have to talk about this matter separately, it turns out that I think she is very good-looking, so I can't let her go for a while, and I don't care about this matter; But then I saw that she was too willful, and she didn't come to our house when she asked her to come. I have also persuaded her a few times about the prostitute godmother, but she will not listen to anything, so I will be distracted from the matter between the two of us. That's why I came home this time and wanted to discuss with the second elder! ”

"Then pull it down!" Father said.

The mother said, "Just pull it down!" There are good-looking little girls outside, they can be whipped to catch up, just with the eldest son, you are small, your conduct is good, what to say, what kind of obedience you want, what kind of order can't be ordered? ! ”

Simon agreed.

So, the matter was settled.

The next morning, when Ximen returned to school, at the gate of the house, his mother said: "Eldest son, after you go back, you will blow Dongfanghong with her immediately, but you can't be a fool anymore!" ”

My father also said, "Blow it, blow it!" We don't have a little fate with her, I said why does my right eye always jump these days! ”

The old lady said: "The left eye jumps wealth, the right eye jumps disaster, and as soon as the eldest son goes back and blows with her, your eyes won't jump here!" ”

Simon asked the second elder to come back.

The second elder stood at the gate, until he couldn't see the back of the eldest son, the old lady showed a pair of smiling eyes, looked at the old man intently, the two held hands affectionately, and limped back to the house.

Although Simon has decided to break with Dongfanghong, he still misses it a little on the road. It's been nearly three years of dating, and I've only gotten a kiss from her once on Dongfang Hong's body, so I can really feel my own hard work, so I have a lot of frustration and a lot of sadness. also thought of the righteous sister Yu Fang, the two of them just hooked their feet under the table that year, and they were very happy at that time. Although we often see each other now, we can only frown. Coupled with the upper eyelids of Ai Ren, the stirring spring heart had to be restrained. What made me even more anxious was that the head of the thin and long object under me actually had a tightly wrapped foreskin, and I had never seen what it was like inside. According to a casual person who had a habit of masturbating in the same class, this little thing is not a problem at all, and it can be cured or not. If you want to cure it, there are two ways, one is to engage in the object earlier, and the two of them will be in contact a few times, and most men can solve it, because this object itself is a shrinking cannon; It is precisely because of this that Simon went to Dongfang Hong...... several times. The second is to deal with it by itself. When you have nothing to do, you can start to tinker hard, and peel the skin hard at the back, don't be afraid of pain, it often works.

Thinking of this, the object under the west door moved, and he straightened up his crotch and raised an umbrella, and went into the sorghum field to try it. As a result, after tinkering for a long time, the glans meat the size of a little finger cover was just exposed, and for the first time in his life, he saw his urethral opening, just like an open small meat mouth, and it looked silent. But because it hurts, I don't dare to push it down. I wanted to put on my pants but was reluctant, so I simply resumed my old business, holding objects in one hand and playing with the other, and pulling out silky mucus from it, feeling so happy and happy. I continued to tinker, and I couldn't control it for a while, but the result came out, and it shot more than a meter away, and it just fell on a leaf on the waist of the sorghum!

Simon just lifted his pants, and when he came out, he looked back at the sorghum leaves.

After returning to school, Simon wrote a letter to Dongfanghong. (To be continued......)