"Qiqi, my daughter, my daughter......"

Word by word, and her blood and tears, flowing out of her pale lips, her heart was like a knife, and she was in pain.

"I'm in so much pain, I'm really in pain, I don't know what else I can do except resentment, I want to die, but I can't bear to Qiqi, only hate can make me feel that I am still alive, only hate can make me temporarily stop thinking about my Qiqi, I can't do anything but hate me, I can't do anything......"

Her voice was so hoarse that people couldn't really hear her words, but her pain was really felt by people, like Ling Chi.

Xiao Zhengzi and Xiao Yingzi knelt in front of the bed, crying uncontrollably, since the day they met Lin Ling'er, they had never seen her like this, what is life is better than death, she is a vivid example.

Xiao Zhengzi cried and said:

"Ling'er, have you forgotten that the lord of the country fell into Beijiang? At that time, we all thought he was dead, at that time, how long you were addicted do you remember? But you never gave up, no matter what it was, you survived, and finally waited for the lord of the country to come back alive. ”

He crawled to the side of the bed, held Lin Ling'er's hand, and said earnestly,

"So, let's hope, shall we? Just like at the beginning, even if you want to wear it, you must firmly believe that Qiqi will come back, no matter how painful and difficult it is, we will all accompany you, and when Qiqi comes back, we are still a complete home, the family will not collapse, and the people will not collapse, okay? ”

Holding Xiao Zhengzi's hand into his arms, Lin Ling'er's body shrunk into a ball, her shoulders shook, and tears flowed freely.

Outside the door, Tuoba Jiuxiao closed his eyes, and two lines of tears slipped down silently.

The days of waiting are always very long, in order to kill the years, Lin Linger returned to her old business, and kept drawing design drawings every day, but the style of this design drawings changed, and she only painted children's clothes.

Yinglu and Yingyao were recalled to the palace by her and became her special embroiderers; Mu'er protector is meritorious, Tuoba Jiuxiao originally planned to promote him to be a general of Zhengyipin, but he politely declined, he said that if he was not found on 771 days, he was a sinner and unworthy of being a general; Xiao Zhengzi also refused the beauty of the chief eunuch of the harem, and only wanted to be a slave by Lin Ling'er's side; Xiao Yingzi doesn't need to say that she is still the nearest maid by her side.

As for Zhu Guli, he can be regarded as a Hongfu who entrusted her, and he is chic and free in the palace, even if he does not have any official position, no one dares to disrespect him.

Of course, as long as the people around Lin Ling'er are stained with her light, they have become the masters among the thousands of minions in this palace.

Quietly, a month passed, and within a month, Lin Ling'er had not left the gate of Jingci Palace, and hundreds of design drawings flowed out from under the tip of her pen, and became beautiful children's clothes in the hands of Yinglu and Yingyao, red, green, white, and purple...... There are all kinds of colors, all kinds of novel and unique styles, so that the people in Jingci Palace are full of praise.

It's a pity that Tuoba Jiuxiao has never seen any of these clothes, because the gate of Jingci Palace has been closed, and no one is allowed to visit, including him.

Every day, he would walk from the Zhengyang Hall around the small half of the palace here, just to stand at the door for a while, knowing that she was inside, he was satisfied.

The longer the time, the deeper his guilt became, the dignified lord of the country, he couldn't find his daughter, and he didn't even believe it when he said it.

But that's the case, everyone thinks that Nangong is absolutely smart and cunning, in fact, if he is replaced, maybe he will hide better, the world is so big, finding someone is like looking for a needle in a haystack, but this needle can be inserted when it sees a seam, which is naturally much easier than finding someone.

If he doesn't find Qiqi for a day, he won't give up, and in the same way, if she doesn't open the door for him for a day, he will wait seriously, just like they have waited for each other for four years, haven't they?

The red light of the setting sun hit his silver dragon robe, dyeing the silver hair red, and the tall figure was projected onto the wall outside Jingci Palace, lonely and dark.

At this time, the gate of Jingci Palace suddenly opened, he was slightly stunned, only to see Xiao Yingzi running out of it, and he was also frightened when he saw him, and hurriedly stopped to ask for peace.

"The slave didn't know that the lord of the country was here, and he disturbed the lord of the country, and asked the lord of the country to forgive his sins."

He said indifferently:

"Get up."

Seeing that Xiao Yingzi seemed to be in a hurry, he couldn't help but ask more, as long as it was someone in Jingci Palace, they were all inextricably linked with her, and it was naturally a little different for him.

"Why are you in such a hurry?"

Xiao Yingzi hung her head and said:

"If you return to the master, the slave's little girl Cicada is sick, and the master authorizes the slave to go back to take care of her."

Xiao nodded:

"Go ahead."

"Yes, thank you."

Xiao Yingzi wanted to leave, but recalling the moment she rushed out of the gate just now, the lord of the country seemed to have been standing here for a long time, and she couldn't help but feel distressed, she thought about it and said,

"The lord of the country, the master has been much better recently, although he still eats relatively little, but his appetite is quite stable, and the basic meals are not lost; The master's mood is also very stable, although she doesn't talk much, and she doesn't laugh much, but at least she has her own things to do, and the slave can see that she knows what she is doing. The master is a very strong person, she has survived so many years of separation from you, and this time, she will definitely be able to do it. Please rest assured that the minions will serve their masters with all their hearts. ”

Xiao usually doesn't talk much to the minions, only because he is Xiaoyingzi, he can listen, but he doesn't have any expression, just look inside through the two doors of Jingci Palace that have not yet had time to close, although he doesn't see her, but he feels closer to her.

Presumably, she was still complaining about him, otherwise how could she avoid it?

Just after a deep glance, he turned around and wanted to leave, but Xiao Yingzi said eagerly:

"The lord of the country, the minions will definitely persuade the master more."

His steps paused slightly, and he continued on.

He understood what Xiaoyingzi meant by persuasion, Lin Ling'er had a stubborn personality, how could he be persuaded by a few words from the minions? If she wanted to see him, she would come without persuasion, and if she didn't want to, no amount of lobbying would be useless.

In Jingci Palace, Lin Ling'er was cutting fabrics, Xiao Zhengzi was helping her on the side, Yinglu and Yingyao were sitting a little farther away sewing clothes, and Mama Zhang and Mama Li were also busy in this room, helping her light sandalwood and peeling fruits.

Although there were a lot of people in the room, it was so quiet that only the sound of her scissors cutting clothes could be heard, and no one dared to speak much, and silence was the hallmark of Jingci Palace after her body recovered.

Suddenly, I don't know if she was careless or absent-minded, the scissors actually cut her finger, fortunately the wound was not big, but a small piece of flesh also fell.

Looking at the white clothes stained red by blood, Lin Ling'er put down the scissors in distress and brought the injured finger to her eyes.

Xiao Zhengzi was the closest to her, and was the first to notice her strangeness, hurriedly dropped the embroidery thread in his hand and ran over, grabbed her hand, and cried out distressedly:

"Why are you so careless? Mama Zhang, hurry, call the imperial doctor! ”

Yinglu and Yingyao were also trembling with fright when they saw the blood, and hurriedly threw down the work in their hands and surrounded them.

Lin Ling'er seemed to not know the pain, watching the blood fall on the white cloth drop by drop, fainting into blood flowers, and her tears also fell drop by drop, diluting the blood and diluting the blood flowers.

"Lord, master, what's wrong with you? Why did you cry at a good point? ”

Xiao Zhengzi watched her tears raining down, panicked, and was so anxious that she was about to cry.

But she didn't say a word, pushed away the people around her and rushed out, and ran out of Jingci Palace without looking back.

"Master, what's wrong?"

Mama Li's voice trembled with worry.

"I'll take a look."

Xiao Zhengzi pulled out his legs and chased him out.

Lin Ling'er was running on the avenue of this palace, and her heart turned a thousand times, and all that appeared in front of her was the small shadow of Qiqi.

It is said that the mother and daughter are connected, and she has been fine for a month, why is she so restless today and cut her fingers?

Her heart hurts, she is so afraid, at this time, she just wants to see someone.

So, she ran, ran as hard as she could, just wanting to see him quickly.

She didn't expect to see him on the avenue in front of Jingci Palace, she hadn't seen him for a month, and his figure didn't seem to be as tall as before.

The setting sun gilded his body with a pale red halo, although he walked in the sun, why did she think he was so lonely and pitiful?

She didn't call out to him, but ran towards him, and when she was about to touch him, he slowly stopped.

She hugged him from behind, and she used all her strength.

"I'm so scared, I'm so scared......"

Her voice was hoarse and trembling, and her heart was trembling at the same time.

He turned and cupped her face, staring into her eyes, scanning every part of her face before taking her into his arms.

She nestled in his arms and cried loudly, and his arms were still her safest harbor four years ago or four years later.

Whether she really resents him or pretends to hate him, when she is most vulnerable and helpless, the first person she thinks of, the person she wants to hug the most, and the person she wants to talk to the most, is still him.

"When I heard that the cicada was sick just now, although I pretended to be calm on the surface, my heart had already collapsed. For so many days, I didn't dare to go out, I didn't dare to see you, I didn't dare to see cicadas, I didn't dare to hear anything about children, because I couldn't stand it, I missed Qiqi so much, I missed her too much, I was going crazy! ”

She cried and cried, without any disguise,

"I don't resent you, I don't hate you, I just don't dare to see you, I don't dare to be happy, Qiqi is lost, what qualifications do I have to be happy as a mother? I'm not punishing you, I'm punishing myself! ”

He wept silently, listened to her silently, and now what she needed was his ears and his arms.

"I know that there are children in this palace, there are cicadas, there are little Mutu, and there are Nangong Jue's sons, I don't dare to step out of the gate of Jingci Palace, I'm afraid to see children, I'm afraid I can't help but do something to them, I'm jealous of their existence, I'm so jealous! Originally, Qiqi was supposed to play and laugh with them, but she wasn't here, how can you let me accept it? ”