636. 635 The heart is torn
He was just scaring her, if he dared to cry and scream, he would not hesitate to kill her, the little thing who was only four years old immediately covered his neck and nodded desperately, she said that she would be obedient, not crying, not screaming or making trouble, as long as she could live.
Looking at this child's eyes, he will think of Lin Ling'er, the only woman he has ever loved, how could he be willing to kill her?
"I'll spend the night here tonight, I'll go get something to eat, let's do our own activities first."
Before I knew it, I had arrived at the big car shop in the town, and the bearded man went to get food with a drink.
The old man and the mute drove the carriage here, and the old man went to get food, but the mute stayed in the car to watch over the people in the car.
Seeing the old man go out, Nangong Jue also quietly followed, and the two of them agreed to meet each other when they were relieved of their hands whenever they went to a place.
Only this time, Nangong Jue saw a notice on the wall outside the big car shop.
Qiqi likes to eat meat, especially sweet and sour pork ribs, and also likes to eat eggs, but only eats egg whites and not egg yolks, likes to drink milk, and likes to eat all kinds of sweet fruits...... Please Uncle Nangong must take good care of your niece, and in the same way, as an uncle, I will also help you take good care of your son, and I hope that everyone will be happy when they meet again......
Looking at the content of the notice, he gritted his teeth and gurgled, trying to force him to appear quickly with the method of agitation? Don't even think about it!
This time, he will definitely not let him go, he will fall to this step of the field today is all thanks to him, the love that should belong to him was snatched away by him, he thought he would have this love for the rest of his life? No, he will let him taste the pain of losing love, definitely!
As Tuoba Jiuxiao expected, this notice did play a stimulating role, it accelerated the process of Nangong's desperate westward departure, and also magnified the thirst in his heart again, he couldn't wait to see the moment when Tuoba Jiuxiao lost everything and was alone, which would be the joy of his rebirth.
The sun had set, and by the afterglow he found the figure of the old man and walked towards him.
"How's the kid?"
He asked in a low voice.
The familiar voice sounded again, the old man was stunned for a moment, and then secretly glanced at Nangong Jue who was unleashing his hand next to him, he had never seen the true face of this person's Lushan, but he only knew people by listening to the sound.
This man found him in the village a few days ago, just because he had a grandson who had just died, and he gave him a rich bounty to do one thing, help him take care of a little girl, and follow the caravan from the Western Regions to the border safely.
After being poor all his life, this money is enough to make him live until he dies, why doesn't he do it?
"It's good, don't cry or make trouble, eat well, sleep well."
He replied cautiously.
"Hmm."
Nangong answered, relieved his hands, and began to sort out his clothes,
"She likes sweet and sour pork ribs, likes to eat egg whites, doesn't eat egg yolks, doesn't force her, likes to drink milk, eats sweet fruits......"
These words, he said almost without thinking, except for Lin Ling'er, he had never been so attentive to other people, and when he reacted, he couldn't help but laugh mockingly, what was he doing?
"Still, is there anything else?"
The old man asked.
"No, you can do it."
Nangong Jue said coldly, casually stuffed some silver into the old man, and turned to leave.
On the way back, he kept thinking about his inexplicable behavior, and finally he found a reason for himself, in the future, this child will be his daughter, so being good to her is what he, a father, should do.
Because what Tuoba Jiuxiao loves and loves him will eventually become his Nangong Jue, and letting a person live and enjoy the pain is the most painful revenge.
Seventy-seven is just the first step.
In Tiansheng Palace, Lin Ling'er slept for three days and three nights, and finally woke up.
The first person I saw when I opened my eyes was him.
She didn't know what time it was, but she felt that the sunlight shining into the room was dazzling, and she used to like this kind of sunlight the most, because it would make her feel good, but now her world was dark, and such sunlight only made her heart hurt more.
She really didn't want to wake up, awake, only in pain.
Xiao sat on the edge of the bed, wearing his favorite silver dragon robe, he seemed to be asleep, his eyes were closed, and he was breathing evenly.
She tried to wake him up, but when she opened her mouth, her throat hurt so much that she couldn't make a sound.
It took a lot of effort to pull his hand out of the quilt, touch the hem of his clothes, and tug at it.
He immediately opened his eyes, and when he saw that she was awake, he leaned down in surprise and hugged her:
"You're finally awake."
Although the imperial doctor had said that she was just overworked, this worry never lessened.
She didn't have the strength to push him away, let alone enjoy his warmth, endured the pain in her throat, and slowly spit out two words:
"Seventy-Seven ......"
He knew that no amount of love could replace Qiqi, so he got up and looked at her, and he said:
"No news yet."
Her tears immediately flowed out, sliding down the corners of her eyes and into her hair.
That's why she doesn't want to wake up, if she can open her eyes and see Qiqi, how nice it would be!
Her eyes became emotionless, she saw the bloodshot in his eyes, saw the exhaustion on his face, and saw that his whole body had lost weight, but ......
She turned her face away and coldly threw out a few words:
"Go, I don't want to see you."
He seemed to have expected such an outcome, and got up and said:
"Don't hurt yourself again, Qiqi won't like such a mother."
With that, he was gone.
After a while, Xiao Yingzi and Xiao Zhengzi came in to serve, and Xiao Yingzi brought fragrant vegetable porridge, saying that it was specially ordered by the lord of the country to make her eat a little.
Since Qiqi was kidnapped, Xiao Zhengzi and others think that they have a responsibility that they can't shirk, so they feel guilty whenever they face Lin Ling'er, but the lord of the country still wants them to serve, they don't understand, but they will only do their best more than before.
"Master, I'll feed you some porridge."
Xiao Yingzi picked up the bowl and said, Xiao Zhengzi just stood aside and stood by, for fear that she would make her angry if she said something wrong.
Lin Ling'er didn't look at them and closed her eyes again.
Xiao Yingzi's tears began to roll in her eyes, these days, she doesn't know how many times she has cried:
"Master, the slave begs you, you can eat a little bit, the slave is really afraid to see you like this, the eldest princess has not been found, if you collapse again, the slave, the slave really dare not imagine......"
As he spoke, tears fell,
"You don't know, in the few days that you were in a coma, as long as the lord of the country did not deal with state affairs, he was here with you all the time, if you didn't wake up, he wouldn't dare to sleep, if you didn't eat, he wouldn't be able to eat, and if it went on like this, the lord of the country would not be able to stand it......"
"All out."
Lin Ling'er said weakly.
"Master, even if you don't eat, you can drink saliva, the slave begs you!"
Xiao Yingzi knelt down, tears falling down in strings.
"Get out, get out, get out of here!"
Lin Ling'er suddenly exploded like a bomb, although her throat was so sore that it seemed to tear, and her body was so weak that she suffocated every word she spoke, she still used all her strength to roar out, with murderous violence.
Xiao Zhengzi knelt down, she was in a coma for three days and three nights, he had insomnia for three days and three nights, at this moment, he couldn't stand it anymore, and cried and said:
"Ling'er, can I still call you a bell? I'll still consider you my best friend for life, okay? I beg you to stop torturing yourself like this, do you think that you are the only one who is the most sad when Qiqi loses? I want to die! ”
Speaking of this, he thumped his chest and buzzed,
"But I can't die yet, even if I want to die, I have to wait until Qiqi comes back before I die, as long as I watch Qiqi come back, you can do whatever you want with me! I eat hard every day, even if I can't eat, I have to eat, because I want to be healthy, and when Qiqi comes back, I won't be as thin as a ghost, I want her to recognize me at a glance, and I am still her former father. ”
He wiped away his tears vigorously, and continued,
"Lin Ling'er, I really didn't expect you to be so selfish, everyone is in pain and sadness, no one is less than you! You open your eyes and look at the lord of the country, a man who is so strong and invincible has been defeated by you, and in just a few days, he is so thin that everyone can't stand it! At the beginning, he was afraid that you would be like this, so he hid it from you, do you know how much pressure the lord of the country is under alone? On the one hand, he has to find a way to hide from you, and on the other hand, he has to rack his brains to find Qiqi, laughing when facing you, and crying when he turns his back on you. During the few days you were unconscious, he took care of you unclothed, instructing the kitchen to prepare your porridge at all times, whether you would wake up or not. Except for the time in the last dynasty, he is almost always here with you, he is Qiqi's father, will he suffer less than you? But you turned a blind eye, not only that, but you also sprinkled all your pain and resentment on the lord of the country, and you doubled the pain on him, do you want to force the lord to die? Why are you so ruthless, why? ”
He clenched his hands into fists and slammed the bed angrily,
"If you have to be responsible for the affairs of Qiqi, then let me tell you, you have to complain about more than one or two people? The lord of the country, Nangong Jue, Xiaoyingzi, Mu'er, Zhu Guli, me, and even the people of the whole world, including yourself! The other resentments are in your heart, I will talk about you, if it weren't for your disguised marriage, there would be no crime of deceit, and there was no need to flee; If you took Qiqi with you when you entered the palace, didn't pretend to be a princess to test the lord of the country, and didn't leave Qiqi outside the city, you wouldn't let Nangong have a chance to take advantage of it! In this way, you also have an unshirkable responsibility, why do you only know to resent others, is that fair? Is it fair? ”
"Ah......h
Lin Ling'er suddenly let out a roar, a sorrowful cry from the depths of her heart, cut through her throat and rushed out of her mouth.
Not only her heart, but all those who heard this voice, their hearts were torn alive.