She looked up into his eyes with fear, the heartache in his eyes that could not be concealed, but she turned a blind eye.

"No matter who you have in your heart, no matter whose child you are pregnant, forget it all for me!"

His heart twitched with distress,

"From now on, you can only have me in your heart!"

Actually, that's not what he was talking about.

In fact, he wanted to say that he could wait, wait until the day she fell in love with him, and wait until the day when the two fell in love.

She forced him!

She was frightened, and her weak body moved slowly, until she knelt quietly on the bed, knelt before him, and begged like a dying prisoner:

"Well, I promise you that from now on, I will only have you in my heart. But I beg you, don't hurt my child, no matter whose child he is, he's just a life, I beg you! ”

He couldn't believe that she actually knelt down and begged him?

He thought that he wanted the whole world to kneel in front of him, but she could not kneel.

She could ask him for what she wanted, as long as he could afford it.

But she actually knelt down to him for someone else's child, this kind of great irony and insult made him want to strangle her.

"It doesn't matter whose child he is......"

He chewed on the sentence and suddenly asked,

"If the child in your womb was mine, would you be so reluctant?"

His questioning made her stunned for a moment, and then she fell into thinking and hesitation.

Looking at her flickering eyes, he suddenly sneered, he didn't need her answer anymore, her hesitation was the answer.

"Haha......"

He laughed, and in the loud laughter, there was bitterness,

"Lin Ling'er, before you begged me, I originally planned not to touch you now, nor to touch the evil seed in your stomach. But now, I have changed my mind, in order to make your heart really only me, I will not leave you with a single thought, whether it is his person or his children, all of them will go to hell! ”

I don't know if it's the fire, or the anger that burns his eyes, at this moment, he is like an angry leopard, his eyes are red, no matter whether it is a mountain of flames in front of him, or a bottomless pit, he has no hesitation.

The sound of the sword unsheathed was desolate and affectionate, and he drew the sword from his waist with lightning speed, pointing it directly at her bulging lower abdomen.

His hands trembled, and so did her heart.

She stared at the blade that shimmered with cold light, not knowing whether it was fear or pain, and tears unconsciously welled up in her eyes.

His gaze slowly moved from his sword to his face, until he met his terrifying eyes, and two lines of clear tears finally jumped down from his eyes and smashed into his sword one by one.

"So, that's how you love me?"

No matter when, her eyes are clear and bright, it is this pair of eyes that has made him fall to this day, even at this moment, his heart has been painful, but he is still confused, moved, and difficult to control himself by her eyes.

Is this how he loves her?

Love her, so to ruin her children, ruin her?

It seemed that he never thought that there would be a day when he would point a sword at her with his own hands, let alone what would happen to him if he lost her.

The hand holding the hilt of the sword trembled violently, and its joints turned white, as if it were bearing an unbearable weight.

He must be crazy!

"If that's your love, if you're hoping for a response, well, here's my response......"

As she spoke, she calmly grasped the blade of the sword with both hands, and the sharp blade "sizzled" through the palm of her hand without mercy.

"Don't ......"

As he watched her blood trickle down his fingers, he knew he had lost.

Again and again, defeated by her men.

She moved his sword to her neck, and if this sword went down, it would be over, and she would be able to see Tuoba Jiuxiao, and she could stay with him forever, forever......

It's been more than a month, and there is no news from him, and she knows that he can't come back.

Closing his eyes, two lines of tears slipped down the corners of his eyes, he didn't want to lose his child, he didn't want to lose his body in Nangongjue, and he didn't want to say that he loved him against his will......

I'm sorry, Xiao, I'm too persistent, reality deceives me too much, I'm powerless to fight alone, and I can't fight, just let me go with you, in heaven, our family of three will be happy.

He watched the sharp tip of the sword move to her snow-white neck, and the scenes of the past suddenly poured into his mind, in the past, she loved to laugh, so innocent, so carefree, as if nothing could hurt her, she would always comfort herself, filter out those bad things, and leave only the beautiful and happy, but now......

Is he really going to ruin her?

Or, at the moment when Tuoba Jiuxiao fell into the middle of the river, she had already been ruined?

With a slight movement of his wrist, he had already pulled the sword out of her hand, and then the sword fell limply from his hand and fell to the ground with a thud.

He knew he would never have the courage to hold it in his hands again.

walked to the wardrobe and opened the cabinet door, which was full of layers of clothes he had prepared for her, all colors, all of which had turned gray and white at the moment.

He took one out of his hand, returned to the bed, and threw it next to her.

She knelt on the bed, her hands resting in front of her, blood already staining her middle coat and mattress red.

He lifted the corner of his robe, tore off a long strip with a thud, wrapped it around her hand, and fastened it tightly.

Perhaps, it was the only thing he could do for her.

From now on, that's how he loved her.

Holding her teary-eyed face, he leaned down and imprinted a deep kiss on her forehead.

Then, turn around and leave.

The door opened, and a moment later, Xiao Zhengzi jumped in.

"Ling'er, where are you? Ling'er? ”

He whispered as he made his way to the inner chamber.

Lighting the candle, seeing that Lin Ling'er's hands were injured, he didn't need to ask, he seemed to be able to imagine what had just happened.

"Alas......"

He let out a long sigh, his eyebrows tightly tangled,

"I know that I can't get it, but I have to go to such great lengths, hurting others and myself, why bother?"

When the words fell, he saw a wry smile on Lin Ling'er's face.

In the blink of an eye, the thrilling night had passed, and the morning sun crept into the panes, scattering the stars on the floor of the room.

This night, Lin Ling'er slept very deeply, as if she had unloaded a thousand pounds of burden, unexpectedly, she did not have a nightmare, but a sweet dream.

In the dream, she lay in his arms and sang "I Do" to him, and he stroked her huge belly and asked her what name she wanted to give the child......

When she woke up, Xiao Zhengzi fell asleep on the side of her bed, her saliva soaked to the point that her mattress was wet.

She struggled to get up, and as soon as her hand touched the quilt, there was a tingling pain from the wound in her palm.

Looking at the wound he used the corner of his robe to bandage her last night, his heart felt like he had been pricked by a needle, and it hurt faintly.

She held the quilt with her ten fingers, gently covered Xiao Zhengzi's body, and then got up and got out of bed.

She was the clean middle coat she had changed into last night, and the set of clothes that Nangong Jue threw her was also placed at the head of the bed, she picked it up and changed it, put on her cloak, and walked out of the room.

The morning air was excellent, and there were peonies he had planted for her in Yiling Garden, and an old locust tree with a thick trunk that he had moved from elsewhere, and on the old locust tree was a swing he had built for her.

There was no wind, and at the moment the swing stopped quietly, as if waiting for her.

She walked over, sat down, kicked her feet, and the swing swinged leisurely, and the fragrance of flowers in the air unconsciously let her mind go completely.

The years are quiet, but time is no more.

Xiao Zhengzi hadn't woken up yet, she got off the swing and walked out alone.

There were only two guards standing outside Yiling Garden, and when they saw her, they just bowed their heads and didn't stop her.

She looked at the two of them, and seemed to understand something, so she lifted the corner of her skirt and walked out quietly.

This is the original Prime Minister's Mansion, she has some impressions, standing in the empty courtyard, she remembered Ruyanfang, remembered Nangong Jue's bedroom, and when she left here a month ago, she heard a terrible voice.

Inexplicably, she wanted to see the owner of the voice, so after meeting a guard from the Prince's Mansion again, she asked:

"I heard that there is a forbidden place in the Prince's Mansion, where is it?"

I'm afraid that there is no one here who doesn't know her, and even more so knows what she means to the prince, the guard pondered for a moment and said:

"Uh...... No one was allowed to go to the forbidden place without the permission of the prince. ”

She said lightly:

"I'm not going in, I'm just going around there."

When the guard heard this, he had no choice but to tell her the specific location, and at the end of the day, he told her not to go in, but she just smiled faintly and did not respond.

As soon as she had gone on her front foot, the guard hurried to report to the prince.

According to the path pointed by the guard, she was getting closer and closer to the forbidden place, probably because it was too early, there were very few people in the prince's mansion, and the terrible cry did not sound near the forbidden place.

Last time, she was just wandering around the forbidden land, but this time she really came here, only to know that this place is worthy of being a forbidden place, two heavy wooden doors block the forbidden land from the outside world, those two doors seem to be impermeable, and it seems difficult to even get into the air.

She didn't know why she came here, but the voice that had changed her tone and gone out of shape kept tugging at her heart, "Nangong Jue, let me out", this is the message transmitted by that voice, she guessed, she must be here.

Standing in front of the heavy wooden door, she looked left and right, it was empty, there was no fragrance of flowers, only high walls, and weeds by the walls, the air was filled with the smell of loneliness and depression, and even a burst of stench came from the forbidden land.

"Bang bang", she knocked on the door with a clenched fist.

"Who?"

Someone inside quickly responded.

"I ......"

She hesitated, not knowing how to explain her identity, when a voice suddenly came from behind her.

"Open the door."

It was a familiar voice, and when she looked back, it was Shen Cheng.