334. 334 Because I love you
People live in this world, there must always be an emotional sustenance, or relatives, or friends, or lovers, or children, if there is no such person for you to sustenance, dependence, alone, I am afraid that life is really meaningless.
Xiao Zhengzi is in this mood at the moment, losing Lin Ling'er, he is alone, his life will lose its direction, have no purpose, and only wander.
His cry finally made Lin Ling'er realize this, and she watched her good friend cry helplessly like a child, and then she understood his suffering.
She still has the baby in her belly, but what else does he have?
He is a eunuch, and it is impossible for him to start a family in the future, do you really want him to be lonely for the rest of his life?
She knelt opposite him, straightened up at the moment, took his head in her arms, and caressed him, not knowing how to comfort him.
"It's better to live, even if you die alone, than to die for me, what do you say?"
Her voice sounded faintly, only making Xiao Zhengzi cry more fiercely.
Nangong Jue clenched his fists, and finally gritted his teeth and said:
"I promise you that no matter what happens, I will spare him a life."
Xiao Zhengzi stopped crying, and Lin Ling'er was also stunned, is this a promise given to her by Nangong Jue?
Without waiting for her to react, Xiao Zhengzi had already broken free from her arms, and hurriedly kowtowed to Nangong Jue to thank her:
"His Royal Highness Prince Xie, His Royal Highness Prince Xie."
turned to hold Lin Ling'er's shoulders again, and said excitedly,
"Ling'er, in this way, won't you drive me away?"
What else can Lin Ling'er say?
"Get up and come back with me."
Nangong Jue's voice floated down from above his head, and then he stretched out his hand to her.
She looked at the hand that had almost killed someone just now, ignored it, and said lightly:
"Xiao Zhengzi, help me up."
Xiao Zhengzi looked at Nangong Jue, and could only help her up according to her intentions.
Nangong Jue's hand clenched into a fist and reluctantly took it back.
She was standing right in front of him, his chance finally coming, but he didn't know what to do.
"What the hell do you want to do?"
She only gave him a side face, and didn't even want to look at him.
His heart sank, did she want to reason with him here? Theories with the Prince?
Now is different from the past, he is no longer an obscure general, he is the prince under one person and above ten thousand, and he may be the lord of the country in the future, he can't expose more here.
"I'll talk about it later."
He lowered his voice.
She knew he wouldn't let her go.
She had been waiting in the tunnel for too long just now, wondering if something had happened to Xiao Zhengzi, so she couldn't wait, so she came out to take a look.
She was very glad that she came out in time, because she heard Nangong Jue's threatening voice, if she was one step later, I was afraid that the woman would die because of her.
He could do this despite the prince's face, and she didn't know whether to be grateful to him or to despise him.
"The lord of the country put me under house arrest in Ye Mansion, and now the prince wants to take me away, does the lord of the country agree?"
She used the lord of the country to pressure him, but if there was a glimmer of hope, she did not want to be taken away by him.
She was still waiting for his answer, but unexpectedly, he suddenly ripped off his cloak, wrapped it around her, and then leaned over to pick her up, and walked out of Wanhualou in full view of everyone.
The officers and soldiers he brought were also automatically lined up to follow him, and everyone in Wanhualou sighed, no one knew that the prince would actually like a woman to like this kind of journey, and no one understood, if the prince wants the wind and the rain, will it be so difficult to want a woman?
Lin Ling'er didn't struggle, although she was unhappy in her heart, she still let him hold it, as long as he was happy and could let her go, she didn't want the net to be broken, for the sake of the child, she could endure it.
He carried her into the carriage, put the curtain on the carriage, and got on the horse himself, Xiao Zhengzi followed beside the carriage, and the group marched to the prince's mansion.
Tranquility finally regained in the Wanhua Building, and the tense bodies of a group of people finally relaxed, and one by one they collapsed to the ground, wiping their sweat incessantly.
"Ouch my mother, I'm scared to death......"
The old grandmother of Wanhualou sat on the ground, and the fat powder on her face was washed out of a few grooves with cold sweat.
Did they get away with it?
The prince is going on a killing spree because of a woman?
Regardless of the reason, this fact made everyone hate this woman, and it also made everyone have a lot of complaints about this new prince.
"Ling'er, what are you going to do?"
Xiao Zhengzi followed the carriage and whispered to Lin Ling'er in the carriage.
No one knows what Nangong Jue will do to her, will quietly take away the child in her belly? Or will it defile her body, thinking that whoever gets her can take her over forever?
In the carriage, Lin Ling'er closed her eyes, what should she do? She had no way of answering the question.
I still remember what Tuoba Jiuxiao had said before the assassination of Yun Aotian, "adapt to change" and "respond to all changes with the same", at this moment, his voice resounded in her head, so she replied:
"Adapt to change."
Xiao Zhengzi's eyes twitched, this is not like what Lin Ling'er would say, but the current Ling'er is no longer the Ling'er of the past, she lost the person she loved the most, and she was about to lose herself.
After a heavy breath, Xiao Zhengzi said:
"Ling'er, don't worry, no matter what happens, I ......"
I just wanted to express my determination, but after thinking about it, when something really happened, what good could he do? So when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back.
Soon, the prince's mansion arrived, Lin Ling'er sat in the carriage and did not move, until the curtain was lifted, and Nangong Jue's face appeared in front of her, she knew that she could not escape what she had to face.
She ignored Nangong Jue's outstretched hand and walked out of the carriage.
But he still stubbornly refused to let her go, just like when he was in Wanhualou, he picked her up by the waist and strode into the prince's mansion.
This place is very familiar, she can see that this is the original Prime Minister's Mansion, and now it has become his Prince's Mansion, his exclusive territory.
He carried her to a courtyard until he stopped slightly.
Looking at the quiet person in his arms, his anger disappeared, and everything he had done for her before was worth it.
From the gate of the Prince's Mansion to here, he has come a long way, he actually blushed and panted, is she too light, or because the person holding her is her, and he can't feel the weight?
"This is a yard just for you, do you like it?"
His voice was no longer as sharp and terrible as it had been in Wanhualou, it had become soft and warm, like honey and dough, slippery and greasy.
Lin Ling'er raised her eyes and looked up, under the light of many officers and soldiers holding torches, the three gilded characters of "Yiling Yuan" were particularly eye-catching, and they were really specially prepared for her.
Retracting her gaze, her face was expressionless, she did not speak, her eyes were calm and waveless, as if her eyes were empty, and she looked like a shell without a soul.
Nangong Jue looked at her, and her joy was not affected by her indifference.
He carried her into the door of the main room, and Xiao Zhengzi wanted to follow up, but was stopped by other officers and soldiers.
"Hey, Suzu......"
Seeing the figures of the two disappear into the main room, he hurriedly opened his mouth to greet him, and with a "bang", the door closed in front of his eyes, closing his people and voices out of the door.
Yiling Yuan didn't hold the lamp, because Nangong never expected to find her tonight, and when his subordinates told him that he had found Xiao Zhengzi, he still couldn't believe it.
In the blink of an eye, there was really her figure in this Yiling Garden, and at this time, this room was filled with her breath, and his empty heart was finally filled.
In the dark room, he was reluctant to put her down, the tip of his nose involuntarily approached her hair, sniffed deeply, although she had just come out of the secret passage, and there was a not very good smell of earth all over her body, but as far as he was concerned, as long as it was her smell, he liked it.
The red glow of the torch shone through the pane on his face, illuminating the satisfied smile on his lips, and where she was, he was no longer like a cat curled up in a corner, but a contented child who had eaten his favorite candy.
She felt his approach, thinking that he was going to kiss her, and her head subconsciously tilted, but she only felt his gentle shallow breath on her forehead.
This small gesture didn't make him angry, he was used to her indifference, wasn't he?
Carrying her to the bed, carefully placing her on it, he sat down on the edge of the bed.
This action really scared her, and she sat up in a hurry, and kept retreating inward until she retreated into the corner.
Her precaution made his good mood slightly diminished, and the unwillingness that had remained in his heart from beginning to end came out little by little, although he was already trying his best to restrain it.
"Bell ......"
"Don't come over ......"
"I ......"
"Don't touch my ......"
Actually, he wanted to tell her that he wouldn't touch her, and he would slowly wait for her to get used to it here, to get used to him as a person.
But she avoided him like a plague, was he really that terrible?
What he did was just because he loved her and wanted to get her, why did he become so unbearable in her eyes?
She cowered in the corner, curled herself into a small ball, tears rolling down her eyes involuntarily:
"I don't love you, don't you understand? I don't love you, why do you have to be someone who doesn't love you? ”
If it was her, she couldn't be happy, she would rather not have this feeling, why didn't he understand?
His hand reached out to her, his slender fingers tightening into fists.
Her words shattered his hope without warning, so straightforward and unmerciful, that she could say so easily if she hurt him, like a sharp sword piercing his chest.
Slender bony fingers stretched out and clamped her wrist like an eagle's claw, pulling her out of the corner.
"Because I love you!"
He looked down at her condescendingly, his thin lips and burning eyes, but it was his heart that burned.