Chapter 124: Hugs
Hearing He Huan's question, Xie San's expression was suffocated. He knew that He Huan's so-called "Could it be that your surname is really Xie" was asking him if he was from the Yong'an Marquis Mansion. Is he?
Xie San suddenly found that he could tell her his name, his identity, and everything about him, but he couldn't answer the question. He smiled bitterly and asked rhetorically, "Don't you want to know the Dao?" ”
He Huan was stunned for a moment, and said with the same smile: "Yes, I almost forgot." ”
As He Huan's words fell, the entire courtyard fell into a scorching silence. Xie Sanzhi said, no matter how reluctant he is, he still has to leave after all, as if she will definitely get married, not Shen Jinglun, but other men.
"Don't you really want to go to the capital with me?" Xie San asked half-jokingly and half-seriously. He wanted to do his best for himself.
He Huan shook his head with a light smile and replied: "I don't have any big ambitions, I just want to take care of my family, like all women, as a wife and mother, and grow old day by day in my trivial life." ”
Xie San nodded gloomily, walked a few steps towards the door, and then stopped and said, "I'm telling you about old things, not trying to influence your decision......
"Third master, I am a very stubborn person, and no one can influence my thoughts. Besides, what you tell me is only what you think is true, and who can guarantee that there is nothing else under the surface? ”
"You!" Xie San gritted his teeth, "You don't believe I'm telling the truth?" In this world, she is the only one who can provoke him with just a few words.
He Huan shook his head calmly and said softly: "In this world, there are always things that we don't expect. Although it is impossible for us to make everything clear. Plain. But if there is an opportunity. I will choose to ask the person face to face. ”
Xie San understood her words. She was persuading him to confront Shen Jinglun. In fact, that's exactly what he intended, and why did they always coincide?
In an instant, Xie San's anger disappeared. Ignoring that they were in the courtyard of the He family, he strode forward, stretched out his arms, and hugged He Huan solidly.
He Huan was taken aback. Forgot about reactions. All she knew was that his head was pressed against his chest. She could hear his heartbeat and smell him. Unlike the first day they met, his body was covered with the smell of dirt and sweat, and at this moment she could only smell the soaphorn and the fragrance of the sun.
He Huan wanted to push him away, but now was the last time they saw each other, and she was a little reluctant.
At the moment when He Huan hesitated, she clearly felt that Xie San lowered his head and kissed the hair on the top of her head. She blushed violently and reached out to push him away. Whisper, "You let go of me!" ”
He Huan's struggle gave Xie San a desire to conquer. He tightened his arms and forced her hands between them. made her unable to move, and bowed his head and whispered in her ear: "I have led soldiers before, and this is how I said goodbye when I was separated from my comrades. ”
He Huan wanted to shout: You lie to the ghost! But she couldn't speak. Her palms could clearly feel his muscles and body temperature, she was going crazy, no, he was crazy!
Xie San breathed in the faint fragrance on He Huan's body, and became more and more reluctant to let go of her. She was so petite that he could carry her away without much effort. In fact, if he kidnapped her and returned to Beijing, no one would cure him, but would praise him, he finally opened his mind and liked women. It's better for him to just be a bandit once!
Where did He Huan know that Xie San was planning to "kidnap" her, she just suspected that he didn't want to suffocate her?
In the blink of an eye, she raised her foot to kick his shinbone, but she was afraid that she would really kick him, so she could only step on his toes with her heel and crush it with her own weight.
Xie San was in pain, had to let go of her, and said angrily: "What are you doing!" ”
He Huan lowered his head to hide the red glow on his face, and said loudly: "I said a long time ago, even if I am a man, it is impossible to be a brother with you!" Before she could finish speaking, she turned and ran towards the second door.
Xie San looked at her back and suddenly came back to his senses. His smell still lingered, but she had disappeared from his sight. He turned around in a daze and walked towards the gate.
Inside the second gate, He Jing saw Xie San suddenly hugging He Huan, and was eager to step forward to stop him, but was pulled by Aunt Cao.
"Auntie, he bullied the eldest sister!" He Jing was in a hurry.
"You're too young to understand." The corners of Aunt Cao's mouth hooked up a smile. She had long heard that this Third Master Xie was very noble.
He Jing shook off Aunt Cao's hand and said angrily, "Why don't I understand!" If he likes the eldest sister, he should send a matchmaker to the door and propose marriage seriously, instead of being as frivolous as the eldest sister now......"
"Your mother taught you that?" Cao pursed his lips disdainfully.
"The eldest sister promised me that she would not be a concubine with anyone." He Jing said, turned around and wanted to go out.
Cao Shi picked him up and said in a suppressed voice: "Your eldest sister is here, let's hide." She's thin-skinned, and you don't want her to be embarrassed, right? ”
He Jing looked up and saw He Huan walking towards the second gate with his head down, and Xie San was standing not far away, staring at her back. He Jing nodded, motioned for Cao Shi to put him down, and quietly hid in the corner with her.
He Huan walked all the way, only to feel that his face was burning badly, and he didn't notice Cao and He Jing at all, and went straight back to the West Cross Courtyard. Sitting alone on the soft couch by the window, her hands tightly covered her cheeks, and her mood was difficult to calm down for a long time. She's not a little girl who doesn't know anything about the world, how could she be so nervous? When she first married Shen Jinglun, she was nervous and scared, but she was still able to control her emotions well.
Thinking of Shen Jinglun, the flush on He Huan's face slowly dissipated. If others told her that Shen Jinglun had abandoned Xie Minjun from beginning to end, she would definitely not believe it. But these words came from Xie San's mouth, she believed, because she knew that even if Xie San acted secretly, even daring to do such a thing as arson, she would never frame Shen Jinglun in this matter.
He Huan stared blankly at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window. Regardless of whether there is an inside story in "Beginning and Abandonment", once Shen Jinglun knows that Xie Minjun is still alive, he will definitely fulfill the marriage contract. What will she do then? Is it really for the sake of his son to enter the Shen family as a concubine?
"It's too early to think about that." He Huan muttered to himself, "You just promised him not to go to Uncle Shen for verification, how do you confirm whether you have misread Uncle Shen?" She frowned deeply, and said to herself for a moment: "No matter what, for the sake of Nianxi, you can only marry Uncle Shen." Before the words fell, Xie San's face appeared in front of her eyes again.
He Huan ordered herself not to think about Xie San and Shen Jinglun, but Xie San's words kept echoing in her ears, and she and Shen Jinglun's married life for more than a year was vivid. She sat in her room for the afternoon, absentmindedly had dinner, and then went back to her room.
He Jing didn't want to disturb He Huan, and he didn't want the eldest sister to feel embarrassed, but he had a stomach full of questions. After hesitating for a long time, he strode into the West Cross Courtyard and walked towards He Huan's room.
"Big sister." He Jing stood at the door and looked into the room, only to see He Huan sitting behind the desk with a book, the room was bright, and the flowers on the table were vibrant.
More than a month ago, in order to save lamp oil, his eldest sister only lit a small oil lamp at night, and always closed the doors and windows tightly during the day, making the whole room dark. In his heart, he prefers the current eldest sister, no matter day or night, as long as there is a place for her, the room is spacious and bright. He hoped that she would always be like this, always smiling and happy every day.
"Big sister!" A smile spread across He Jing's face and he strode towards He Huan.
"Brother Jing, is it important to find the eldest sister so late?" He Huan put down the book, got up and pulled He Jing to sit down by the window. Seeing that He Jing wanted to speak and stopped, she asked with a smile: "How can you swallow and spit out, this is not like my brother Jing!" ”
"Eldest sister, in the afternoon, did that Third Master Xie really not bully you?"
"Nope." He Huan's smile froze, and he explained: "Third Master Xie is a good person, he has saved the eldest sister three times. ”
"Even if he saved the eldest sister, he can't, can't...... Anyway, I don't like him. ”
He Huan only thought that He Jing still cared about Xie San grabbing her shoulder, she shook her head and said, "Don't worry, there won't be a next time, he is about to return to Beijing." Speaking of this, she suddenly felt sad in her heart, deliberately raised her voice, and said with a smile: "Although it makes no sense to like a person and hate a person, if you just met someone, you shouldn't be in a hurry to make a judgment." ”
He Huan looked up at the bright moonlight, and suddenly thought of the first meeting between her and Xie San, she muttered in a low voice: "The first time the eldest sister saw Xie Sanye, I thought she was a bad person. Later, he obviously saved me, and I want to frame him-" She stopped abruptly, shook her head and said: "It's all in the past, in short, don't easily say that you like a person, you hate a person, and sometimes you like and hate it in a single thought." ”
"Eldest sister, as you said, liking is liking, hating is hating, how can it be a thought?" He Jing looked at He Huan suspiciously, and asked in a low voice, "Eldest sister, are you sad?" ”
"No, how could it be." He Huan shook his head, "By the way, you haven't said it yet, what are you looking for the eldest sister?" ”
Although He Jing had a stomach full of questions, but when He Huan asked her like this, and saw that she was depressed, he didn't know where to start, but just asked again: "Sister, are you really not unhappy?" I can't share your worries, but I can listen to you......"
"Brother Jing, you have to remember that when you grow up, you can't save people casually, and you can't be kind to others for no reason. Also, you can't care about someone after arguing with someone for no reason. Knowing that she is about to leave, she can't let her know that you like her. ”
"Eldest sister, I don't understand what you say."
"It's okay, it's enough for the eldest sister to understand." He Huan suddenly leaned over and hugged He Jing, and he couldn't hold back his tears anymore. The person she likes is obviously Shen Jinglun, why is Xie San about to leave Jizhou, which will make her so sad? (To be continued......)