Chapter 8 Sending affection to sprinkle the Spring Festival
If I were to put aside all the factors that followed, and give me the opportunity to choose, and let me re-select my husband from the Sticky Han, the Golden Vulture, the False Sect, and the unequal Jin Kingdom clan that I met next, I would still choose the False Rich.
Maybe from my tone, the story told is not like the book circulated in the Sangjia tile, which makes people feel novel, but the viewers should understand that the story outside the book is as plain as water, and no one can give me the down-to-earth feeling that Liduo brings me.
Compared with the sticky Han who tortured and killed the captured princess and princess, the slaughter of the Khitan soldiers and the generals were inseparable, his speech and demeanor, and his actions were completely out of touch with the brutality and ferocity of the Jin people, and sometimes, I even suspected that he was just a character I imagined in this remote and lonely realm, I don't know if it was because of the guilt of Song Yan, I had a gratuitous emotion for me, not called love, but very paranoid, in front of others, he was a dignified King Lu, although he was down, but he did not lose his prestige, and when he got along with me, I changed my appearance again, I cared about my thoughts in everything, and I lowered my posture very much.
Probably because of the existence of the eleven years gap, Liduo is as intimate to me as a brother, which is a feeling I have never felt before, and it also makes me feel that in addition to my father, I will be regarded as a treasure.
My eyes are indeed not very good, when I was a child, I was poisoned to the point of blindness, but I always thought that I hid this matter very well, even in the palace of Lin'an, few people knew, but Liduo was able to detect it.
He cared much more about my face than he did, and one day after arriving in Huining, Yong'er wounded Muhan's son, and I was so anxious that I went to him unkempt, and he was in the camp to discuss military affairs, and I rushed in and knelt on the ground, and suddenly stunned everyone.
Although he was finally intercepted by the Golden Vulture and failed to save Yan Yong, his actions at that time made me unforgettable, the moment he landed on his knees, he immediately stepped forward, knelt down and helped me to get up, and said: "Why did Madame make this great gift and torture the little king, there is something but just take orders." ”
He really cherished me so much that he even felt that having a good time with me was an insult to me, and he never took the initiative to bring it up.
Shangjing Huining is the capital of the Jin Kingdom, and it is also the home of Liduo, just like Lin'an for me, at that time, Wanyan Kang had not yet given an order, imitating Bianliang to carry out a large-scale expansion of Huining, so when I arrived in Huining, I still lived in a felt tent, the dead branches of Saibei went straight into the sky alone, the sun shone on the thick snow without temperature, everything was hazy but real, there, Liduo held a special ceremony for me, from the moment the carriage stopped, around me, a group of women in Jurchen costumes were embraced, They sang cheerful songs, formed a formation, and walked forward in their arms around me until they appeared in my field of vision.
I don't know what means he used, even made all the ministers of the Jin Kingdom appear in the team to greet me, this kind of courtesy, compared with my previous experience, is really different, but I know that this is the respect I deserve, so I accepted it calmly, stepped forward, held the hand that Yan Liduo stretched out to me, and let him look at me warmly, for a long time, he opened his mouth and said a word of Jurchen.
I didn't know what to do, and cast a puzzled look at him, but he smiled and said, "This is a promise, it doesn't matter if Madame doesn't understand, as long as this king knows what he's talking about." ”
The cold wind passed through the cold body, but not biting, because I had a heart, and it was hot.
"This king has wasted so many years, and for the rest of his life, is my wife willing to go down with this king?"
"It's an honor."
But he didn't seem satisfied with my answer, shook his head, hugged me horizontally, and smiled even more happily: "This king is a man who pities fragrant and cherishes jade, how can he be willing to let his wife tired her feet." ”
The generals and ministers standing around, what kind of thoughts are they having, I disdain to pay attention, at that moment, I lay in the arms of Liduo, only to feel that the world suddenly became peaceful, his steady steps, woke up the scene, in my memory for many years of sleeping lotus drunk, that scene, there is no war, no gunpowder smoke, no soldiers in the city, no corpses and mountains of blood, I lie on a small boat in the lotus pond of King Kang's mansion, with a leaf in my mouth, hiding in the lotus bushes, my eyes through the inverted petals, Looking at the sky and white clouds, enjoying the hull of the boat, with the rhythm of the water waves, the wind blows, I don't know whether it is a butterfly in a dream or a butterfly in a dream.
The ceremony lasted until dark, around the venue, a few bonfires had been lit, the road back was cleaned very neatly, because there was still a need for entertainment, I went through the main entrance, ready to enter through the tent, but to my surprise, the moment the curtain was opened, some flat carpets on the ground, met my eyes, their colors were different shades, in the flickering candlelight, glowing with warm light.
I looked at the maids of the Jin Kingdom beside me suspiciously, and couldn't bear to settle down, but they smiled and stretched out their hands and pushed me in, I carefully stepped on the fur under my feet, raised my head and looked around, the items that belonged to me were all placed in a proper manner, and the gonghou placed in the corner was glowing with a faint light, which made my head a little dizzy.
I was bored, walking around the account at will, but by accident in front of the table, I saw a simple lacquer box, curiosity drove me to open it, and found that there were some women's jewelry, but the style was very ordinary, not very valuable, under the jewelry, there was also a handkerchief, embroidered on it I don't know what it was, crooked, out of order.
It seems that the owner of this handkerchief has just learned embroidery when he embroidered this handkerchief, and then he thinks about the embroidery when he was a beginner, and he is not necessarily better than her, so he feels funny.
The door of the tent behind me suddenly opened, and a cold wind rushed in, and I turned around in a panic, and the box I was holding fell on the ground covered with felt carpets, making a slight noise.
I faced Liduo in embarrassment, not daring to look into his eyes, but he didn't care about my actions, bent down, picked up the scattered ornaments from the ground, put them back into the box, and said with a smile: "These things are all left by Song Yan, if Madam likes it, take it away, I'm a man, it's useless to keep these." ”
I didn't stretch out my hand to take it, but said to him, "Since it is something that you have in mind, the prince should treasure it well." ”
"It's okay, it's not a valuable thing, and what I want to give to the princess is the best."
After that, he took out a beautiful golden hairpin from his bosom, and I suspected that he had misunderstood what I meant, and took a step back, trying to explain to him, but he said before I could speak: "This king understands that the princess actually doesn't care about this, especially the gold and silver things that are 'hungry and cold', but this hairpin is given to her by my father Ah Guda when he married my mother. ”
He put the golden hairpin into my bun, and just then a maid walked in through the door, placing her things on the table, and then withdrew.
It was a snow-white robe, so pure that I couldn't believe that there could be a beast with such fur in this world, and above the collar of the robe, there was a decoration in the shape of a fox, and the rubies on its eyes seemed to be dripping with blood, and I looked at those angry and complaining eyes in amazement, and gently stroked them, and my palms were unconsciously drenched with sweat.
Liduo shook off his robe and draped it over me: "It's a little big, but it's okay, your body is cold." ”
He walked up behind me, gently pulled out my hair, which was pressed into my robe, and carefully arranged it.
"When this king sees you playing the gonghou, he always likes to sit on the ground, which is not good for the body, and now, this king has covered this tent with a felt carpet, where you want to play, you can play."
"The prince is so gracious, Han Yi is grateful."
He smiled: "Whatever you don't feel grateful for, it's what this king should do." ”
Then, he gently leaned his face against my ear and said, "Han Yi, I said that I will definitely give you the hottest warmth in the world, the wind and snow in the north are a little hot, but I am still here." ”
I looked at him, and for a moment, I didn't know what to say, but he seemed to have something on his mind, and the light in his eyes flashed, and he hesitated for a long time before he spoke again.
"Hanyi...... This king has always wanted to ask you a question, if I don't have the surname Wanyan...... Not Jurchens...... Will you accept me? ”
"Why did the prince say this, the concubine is already the prince's ......"
He shook his head, pointed to his chest with his finger, and didn't let me finish: "I'm talking about this, Han Yi, have you ever had the position of this king here?" ”
I immediately choked on the spot, not knowing how to answer, because I wasn't sure whether he said this to Zhao Hanyi or Song Yan, so I had to bow my head and remain nervous and embarrassed.
He looked at me, and then smiled: "You shouldn't ask that, how can someone who has already got you ask for your heart anymore, it's rude for this king." ”
I was in a mess, looking at the smile on his face, I suddenly felt a sour nose, for a long time, I took a deep breath, raised my head and said to him, "False ......"
"Huh?" It was the first time he heard me call his name, and he didn't know what the expression on his face was.
"In the past few days, I have been thinking about a lot of things seriously, thinking that I have been in Jurchen for so long, but the only person who is really good to me from the bottom of my heart is you."
"But if you are bullied, this king will call the shots for you."
His attitude changed immediately, thinking that I had been wronged and wanted to confide in him, so I shook my head and rested my head on the fur in front of his collar.
"I'm stubborn by nature, incorrigible, in the royal family for a long time, sometimes it is inevitable to speak and do things willfully, you are much older than me, you must bear with me, I don't know what kind of way I can live in Jinguo, and I don't know how long I can live here, but Liduo, if you are interested in me, from now on, we will be a loving couple, okay?"
But he didn't respond for a long time, just let me lean on, motionless, and when I came out of my emotions, I realized that he had actually been watching me all the time, and a tear actually ran down his neck and into his collar.
"Lord, you ......"
He blinked vigorously: "It's nothing, I'm happy, I'm just too happy, Han Yi, what you said, are you serious?" ”
"Do you want me to write it down, make a contract, and then stamp it?" I laughed.
He said to me seriously and seriously: "No need, I have imprinted these words in my heart word for word, Han Yi, do you know that even if I am dead at this moment, I will wake up with a smile." ”
"Who made you die......" I muttered, but he thought I was talking to him, so he bowed his head and said, "What did you say?" ”
The atmosphere condensed at that moment, and the hot breath he exhaled awakened the crimson of my cheeks, and I seemed to hear the sound of my own violent heartbeat, plopping and ringing rhythmically.
Then, I closed my eyes and gently put my lips over his face, leaving a shallow rouge and opened them, and the robe slipped down my body.
He was amazed at my move, and looked at me in a daze, and only when I looked down to untie my own knot did he react and hold my hand.
"Hanyi...... Can you let me come? He said.
So I put down my hands and let him untie the front of my garment, but the knot I tied was so complicated that it didn't untie for a while, and his breathing gradually became heavy, but he remained patient, until he took off my coat and carried me to the bed.
However, the moment I was put on the bed, my mind suddenly went blank, and an unexplained panic came over me, making my body tremble incessantly, and I couldn't even speak.
Yan Liduo felt my strangeness, stroked my head with his generous palm, and said in a gentle voice: "Han Yi, don't force it, this king doesn't really care about this." ”
Then he stopped and took me in his arms, and I leaned against his bronzed chest until my heart gradually calmed down, and the whole time, he did not go any further.
"I'll talk to you."
He broke the silence, hugged me tightly, looked up at the canopy, and began to talk to himself, from his father Aguta, to his cousin Muhan, from his mother Concubine Tanqu, to the sister of Jin Wushu, Zhulan, what impressed me very much was that he seemed to have a very open view of the world, and he could also let go of the sad experience he had suffered, perhaps because he had a maturity older than mine, I listened to him quietly, and finally suddenly interjected: "If I had known, Princess Zhulan had done all kinds of things to me, Just because I love you but are rejected by you, it is better to admit this sister and suffer less of these many sins. ”
Hearing this, he looked at me with a smile and said, "Is it because you are the princess of the Great Song Dynasty, why does this king think that you will never seem to be jealous." ”
"Jealous? With Zhulan? Or the Song Yan who has been dead for many years? ”
I leaned up, pretending to be bewitching, and fingers teasing on the tattoo on his chest: "This palace is not a woman with a small belly, although as a princess and a princess, married to your King Lu, but your own life, you still have to live well, which man can not experience a few women, so what golden smoke Song Yan, this palace does not care, now you and I are in love, wishful thinking, if you are cold and old and decrepit, but it doesn't matter, you just have to explain to this palace, we are separated from each other, and we are happy in each life." ”
Hearing what I said, he suddenly turned over and fell on my body, I subconsciously laughed, the red candle tent warmed the spring night, lingering into the bones, I gradually indulged in the warmth of the liduo, his voice sounded in my ears, the words were clear and firm: "This king dares to bet with you, there will never be that day, if you lose, I will give you my life." ”