Later, one night, after getting drunk, he pulled me by the sleeve and said to me that sometimes, he actually admired me very much, and used his words to describe the way I looked in his mind, that is, although he often declared his surrender, but in his bones, he was full of rebellion.

He said that when I appeared at the banquet in that gorgeous dance robe, he felt a kind of amazement that he had never felt before, and I used my eyes painted with red eyeshadow to lightly sweep the faces of everyone, and my expression was rebellious, like a phoenix above the nine heavens, which actually made him have an unreal illusion of my existence.

Even I don't know where I got the courage at that time, but I just wanted to congratulate Li Duo in another way, but when I said it, I just wanted to argue with Jin Guo, and reported the name of "Nirvana Dance" to "Man Jianghong", and I bowed to the complete face on the throne: "Little girl Hanyi, dedicate a dance of "Man Jianghong", I wish Your Majesty a thousand generations and eternal success." ”

At that time, Yue Fei's words were already famous all over the world, but anyone with a little Chinese literacy would hear the great disrespect, but perhaps because I was surprised that I appeared, no one in the audience at that time held on to the name of this song.

Liuyun played for me to play the piano, I shook off my sleeves to make a dance, the heavy embroidered robe I was wearing, when waving, driving the flames around me to dance together, I remember the first time I wore it, I almost couldn't even breathe, three years to learn this dance, ten years to do this costume, I have practiced this dance for many years, but only on that night, can it be regarded as a real performance, because this Nirvana dance must not be serious when dancing, at the moment when I want to express it perfectly, it is already gambling with half of my life.

Standing up to this beauty, carefree and independent, showing three points, getting rid of the world, entering the door of trouble, no one knows what they don't know.

The throat is difficult to flow, the ice spring is cold, the sound of the piano gradually stops, at this time there is silence, only the cold wind whistling in my ears, I gently glanced at Liduo, but met his fiery eyes, the affectionate gaze made my dance steps stagnant, as if at that moment, only me and him were left between heaven and earth, and the sound of the wind in my ears.

Xu is to understand the experience of Liduo, as a result, I always feel that his gaze, hidden too many emotions, this is probably something I will never know, the eyes will betray a person, thinking about himself at that time, too much to complete, for many things, do not want to get to the bottom of the matter.

Seven points, knowledge of impermanence, into hell, blood-stained hearts and souls are not afraid.

"Zheng-" The sound of Liuyun's piano suddenly turned sharply and became sonorous and majestic, like an iron cavalry charge, swords and guns rang out, and my dance steps accelerated, and the red lings in my sleeves came out and danced with the wind.

Looking at the Central Plains in the distance, outside the barren smoke, many cities, think about the year, the flowers cover the willows, the phoenix tower and the dragon pavilion. Long live the pearls in front of the mountain, the Penghu Hall is full of sheng songs, to this day, the iron riding is full of suburbs, the wind and dust are evil.

The soldiers are safe, the people are safe, the ditches are filled, the rivers and mountains are the same, thousands of villages are few, when will the Yingti Rui Brigade be invited, and a whip will go straight to Qingheluo. But he returned, and then continued the Hanyang tour and rode the yellow crane.

If it weren't for the Golden Vulture and the sudden chanting of this poem during the banquet, I may not have felt how appropriate "Man Jianghong" is with this dance, so that for many years since then, there has been no existence of the dance name Nirvana in Dajin.

Exhibition ten, bath karma fire, degree Shura, nirvana disease into the ninefold.

I jumped into the center of the bonfire, shook my sleeves and lit the red ling, the fire immediately spread, I jumped up, spun rapidly, the overflowing sparks, around my field of vision, reflected very dark, the fire began to burn along the lines on my sleeve robe, the burning pain in my hands gradually intensified, the temperature of the body was also rising, just when it was about to be out of control, I followed the sound of the strings of the flowing clouds, my body rolled backwards, quickly turned around in the air, and finally at the moment of landing, I used the wind to shake out the flames burning on my body.

In the aftermath of the lyre, I slowly got up, and then gently threw the blackened and tattered coat into the bonfire, completing the phoenix nirvana.

At that moment, it seemed that even the wind held my breath, so that I could even clearly hear the footsteps of myself walking towards Liduo, but I was still young at that time, and I only felt that since it was my cold dance dance, I would naturally be amazed, not to mention, this is still a banquet in the Jin Kingdom, I should show my own skills, this is also a breath that I have always mentioned in my heart, even if the ancestor is no longer alive, I still have to prove to him that the whip I received back then was a wrong decision he made, There is a difference between me and those dancing girls in the palace.

Of course, I, Zhao Hanyi, am a cloud.

It's a pity that when this scene was truly realized by me and had become a memory, I could only look at the face in the mirror sadly, doubting myself that it had reached the point of blushing and declining.

I walked up to him and toasted him with a glass of wine, and he laughed and drank the wine I had handed him, but to my surprise, the moment he put down the glass, he suddenly got up, picked me up horizontally, and turned around a few times before putting me down, and his soldiers, who had never seen him like this, were stunned for a moment, and immediately cheered around.

I didn't react to what was going on, motionless in his arms, even blushing and embarrassed, I forgot all about it, he slowly put me down, and then held my hand tightly, and shouted loudly to everyone: "The three armies are above, heaven and earth are proof, I swear here, I have the wife of Princess Hanyi today, it is the luck of the third generation, I will be single-minded to her, and I will never doubt my love, if I violate this oath, I will fall forever." ”

His voice was majestic and sonorous, although it lacked a little bit of the Confucian rhyme of a Song man, but it was gentle, it was really the most beautiful love words I have ever heard, because it seems that no one had ever spoken such a language for me in many years before this.

"Lord ......"

I wanted to speak, but my voice was drowned in the enthusiastic cheers around me, and I turned to look at me and smiled at me: "In the next Liduo, the Han name is finished Yan Zongyao, the princess should not forget." ”

The Jin Kingdom is not like our Great Song Dynasty, there are names, characters, numbers, their royal relatives, in addition to their own names, everyone will have a Chinese name, which has started since the end of the Taizong Yan Sheng Dynasty, but except for a few, such as the Sticky Han, Jin Wushu generation, in my childhood has left a deep memory on me, for other Jin generals, most of them only know their Jurchen names, and some even can't remember their Jurchen names, plus my father has never given me a name, made me feel that how many names just refer to a person, so I didn't force myself to remember it.

The original intention of Liduo was to tell me that I could call him by his name, but I understood it to mean that I was complaining about me because I misunderstood that I didn't know his Chinese name, but I immediately thought that I had been calling him "Wang Ye" all along, and there was no reason for him to have the idea I had guessed, so I lowered my head and smiled, and did not think about it further.

One night after that, when Liuyun was tidying up my clothes, I crossed my arms and asked absentmindedly, "Liuyun, what kind of person do you say King Lu is?" ”

She stopped her movements, thought about it seriously, and then said: "I can't tell, but the slave maid thinks that it is true that King Lu cares about you, and he has sent someone to ask the slave maid and the princess about their preferences before." ”

"And this thing, why didn't you tell me earlier?"

I picked up the brush on the table and threw it at her, but she dodged it.

"You didn't let the slave tell me."

"You're reasonable, is this palace going to accompany you!"

I stepped forward to catch Liuyun, but because of the same speed, we kept running around the table, and finally Liuyun panted and said, "Princess, don't chase it...... I said I said"

"How did you answer?"

She picked up the cup in front of me, drank the water in it, and said, "I said, 'My master does not like to wear gold and silver, and he has eaten all the treasures of the world, and even I, a slave and maid, do not know what he likes. ”

Liuyun's answer is embarrassing, he is afraid that he is racking his brains, and he doesn't know how to please me, but he thinks to himself, no matter what he gives me, I like it very much, and that's fine.

"In the eyes of the slave maid, the prince is still a careful person." Liuyun said again.

"Why?" I asked.

She pointed to a brocade belt placed next to my table and said: "Although the prince and the princess have not been together for a long time, I can feel that your eyes are not very good. ”

I picked up the brocade ribbon, was silent for a moment, and suddenly remembered something when I looked at the cup, grabbed Liuyun and said: "Okay, you Liuyun, the tea I made for me actually drank it myself, I was really angry with this palace." ”

"Just drink it, can you still spit it it out......"

"Princess, King Lu is here." The guard at the door whispered, and Liuyun and I immediately restrained our movements, hurriedly smoothing out the folds on our clothes.

"Have you ever disturbed the princess's rest?"

I bowed down and saluted, "It's okay, I don't know what happened when the prince came?" ”

"It's nothing important, this king came today to introduce you to someone."

With that, he shouted out of the account, "Come in." ”

So a young man walked in from outside the tent, knelt down in front of me, and said, "I've seen the princess." ”

"It's ...... Why? ”

I looked puzzled and wanted to step forward to help him up, but Yu Liduo stopped me: "You can afford this ceremony, he is the son of this king, Wulu, according to your Han name, you can call him Yong'er." ”

I didn't know that Liduo still had a son, guessing that maybe this was his and Song Yan's child, as if seeing my doubts, Liduo smiled and said: "Don't think too much about the princess, this is the child that the king brought back from the battlefield, and it is the fake son of the king." ”

After that, he said to him: "It is your business whether you recognize her as a mother or not, there is nothing to say about a father, but there is only one thing you have to remember, you can not like her identity, but you must respect her." ”

The young man on the ground was silent, I looked at him, I only felt familiar, and when I looked carefully, I found that he was the child I had seen beside the glacier at the foot of the mountain, and I was happy in my heart at the moment, and helped him up and said: "Farewell for a few days, has the wound healed?" ”

Hearing this, he raised his head and found that it was me, and he was also surprised, but then lowered his head again: "There is Princess Lao to remember." ”

I was about to say something more, but he said goodbye, waved his hand at him casually, and went away without looking back.

I vaguely felt in my heart that there seemed to be some unbreakable knot between this child and Liduo, but before I could think about it, Liduo's voice interrupted my thoughts.

"It should be that when you met this child, he caused some trouble, since the princess and he have known each other for a long time, it would be better, Yong'er, his personality is more withdrawn, probably because of a person, after so many years with this king, the princess should not care."

I smiled and shook my head, indicating that I didn't care, but his gaze suddenly dimmed for some reason, and he hesitated to say to me, "That's right...... The king has one more thing to say to you......"

I opened my eyes and waited quietly for what he would say.

"We're going back to Huining, but ...... It's cold there, even colder than here......"

I nodded, waited for him to continue, but he sighed anxiously, turned his back to me, took a few more steps forward, and finally, as if determined, stood up, leaned back and pressed my shoulder.

"The king knows that it is useless to ask for your opinion, but the king still hopes that you will follow the king willingly...... Will you not grumble against this king? ”

The speed of his speech was very fast at first, but in the end, he became slurred, in fact, going north to Huining, I was already prepared, I am the princess of the Great Song Dynasty, such a natural thing, he even had to discuss with me, and even with a strong plea in his words, it really surprised me, in the eyes of Liduo, flashing bright light, I looked at him, thousands of emotions were all choked in my throat, and finally became a word: "Okay." ”