57 To live, or to die, that's the question

I swore a bunch of poisonous swores in a huff, but it didn't work.

I am not God, and therefore no one else is Godβ€”meaning, others are not God, and I am not God. Everyone is mortal, no matter what you think in your heart, it doesn't work.

Therefore, I can only swear a bunch of poisonous oaths in anger.

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I reckon that the whole inner court is as unhappy as I am now.

The outer dynasty made contributions in the Central Plains, while the inner court watched the outer dynasties make contributions in the Central Plains in the imperial palace.

Liu Xingchao's position in the Inner Court was somewhat precarious, although his position was that of the Chief of the Inner Court.

Liu Xingchao is not qualified enough, he is at most forty years old, and the people in the inner court are full of "old people" in their fifties and sixties.

Some people even said behind their backs: "Why did the Senate choose him?" ”

Someone said on the spot: "Send out the forbidden army!" ”

Liu Xingchao: "The forbidden army should not be used lightly!" ”

People say, "What's light? What is reuse? That's not necessary, this is not necessary, what's the use of the forbidden army?! ”

Someone said: "They must be shown the power of the Forbidden Army!" So they know how powerful our inner court is! ”

Someone said: "Last time in Hanzhong was a joke!" We eliminated the traitors, but the Royal Press Department said it was a earthquake! And those bastards actually really believed it, and they also launched a 'Hanzhong Earthquake Charity Donation'! ”

Someone said, "What now?" Give an order to the Royal Press Department to refute the rumors, oh no, admit that the rumors are true, that we blew up Hanzhong County? ”

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Another inner court meeting, Liu Xingchao scolded the prince again.

After scolding, he looked around and said, "They all speak, usually one by one is smart and clever, why don't you speak when you are needed?" ”

Someone said: "Send a forbidden army to steal merit." ”

Liu Xingchao: "The emperor and the senate don't agree, how can I send it?" Forcibly dispatched? Besides, I said last time that I would not send a forbidden army, how can I break my promise? ”

Someone said: "Within the Royal Army, 'stuck in the slot'. ”

Liu Xingchao: "100 million imperial troops!" How to get stuck? Who goes? Are you going? ”

Someone said: "Insert internal response in the rebel army, so that they cannot win." ”

Liu Xingchao: "So many imperial troops, spitting also drowned Zhao Zhengbao!" ”

Someone said: "Separate the foreign dynasty and the royal family." ”

Someone said: "Frame the prince." ”

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Other people's advice is even worse.

Liu Xingchao sneered.

At this point, my heart was pounding.

The blood flowed so fast that all the sensations were gone, and all that was left was a fast heartbeat and thoughts in the head.

Perhaps this is the last time I will participate in the inner court caucus.

When the graduation results were notified to the entire inner court, I was an obscure dead eunuch who lived in obscurity in the palace for fifty years, and then died in obscurity.

I made an important decision.

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After the dissolution of the inner court assembly that day, I slowly kept my ink on my feet.

When everyone else was gone, there were only Liu Xingchao, the head of the inner court, and his henchman Li Feiyu, who were talking together, and me, who had walked for a few minutes before reaching the door.

I walked slowly towards the head of the inner court, my heart pounding again, and a voice came out of my head: "Go back!" Get back! Don't look for death! Don't look for death! What are you doing here? ”

But at the same time, there is a powerful voice: "Go over!" This day will be remembered for the rest of your life! Walk over! ”

Li Feiyu saw me walking slowly, and he clenched the pistol in his waist: "Dongfang Ju!" What are you doing? ”

For a moment, I couldn't feel my heart beating, and I was completely back in a comfortable state.

I said to them, "I have a suggestion to defeat the prince and the foreign dynasty!" ”

Liu Xingchao looked at me and said, "Oh, let's talk about it." ”

Here's what I said: