The cold sky was silent, and the person I wanted to chase stood alone beside Zheng Bo's lotus pond, looking at the moon shadow that appeared and disappeared in the center of the lotus pond covered with broken ice. Most of his body was hidden in the dark shadows of the trees, except for an emaciated and arrogant face exposed in the mercury moonlight. I picked up a pebble from the ground and threw it at him, but he didn't dodge it, letting the tip of his nose fall into the pool, making an ice-breaking sound.

"Where's the shirtless?" I asked.

Yu An was silent, he stared at the rippling moon shadow in the broken ice without blinking, and a self-deprecating wry smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. I took a step towards him, and he immediately put away his smile, turned his head and said coldly: "Your Zhao Shizi is naturally in the Zhao Mansion, not here." ”

"You know what I'm asking! Zhao Ying said that I caused him to lose his second son, and Beru died, so ...... What about shirtless? "I stared at Yu An's face with no sympathy, and I didn't believe that he would trust him with my life, and begged him to enter the secret passage to save Ah Quinoa together. But what did he do to Wuxian, why did Gong Yinning's mechanism plan fall into my father's hands, and why did I not hear from Wuxian since that day?

"What if I say he's dead?" Yu An stared at the anxiety on my face through the moonlight.

I looked up at him and gritted my teeth, "I don't believe it." ”

"Don't believe me? I even killed Zhao Ying, would I still be stupid enough to keep Zhao Wuxian's life? Still is...... In your heart, he Zhao Wuxian is omnipotent, I can't kill him if I want to? Yu An walked in front of me on a snow frozen by the cold wind.

I looked at the stranger in front of me, and the anger in my chest was uncontrollable, but he knew that I was extremely angry, but he deliberately bent down and put his face in front of me, and sneered: "The Zhao Wuxian you admire is not a god, and he will also make mistakes sometimes." He misbelieved me, so I left him in Zhiyao's secret passage. ”

"What did you do?!"

"I left him alone in the array where ten thousand arrows were fired and the earth was burned. I want him to die, at the hands of Zhiyao. He died, Zhao Ying died, and the Zhao family was finished. ”

"Shame on you!" I was so angry that I shuddered, and I raised my hand and waved it in Ann's face.

There was a crisp "snap" in the whimpering wind, and my palms felt a huge numbness, followed by a burning pain. Yu An didn't move, still bent over and looked at me eye to eye and nose to nose. I clenched my fist and withdrew my hand, and he suddenly grabbed my wrist and said in pain, "What, don't you fight?" If you miss this night, there will be no next time. You can hit harder, better wake you up and me! ”

"I should have woken up! Ruthless, faithless, and unrighteous, how could I save someone like you in the first place! I shook off Yu An's cold hand vigorously. He's a snake, a truly cold-blooded viper, and he's been around me for so many years, and I don't even notice it. His concerns, his pains, are all deceitful.

"Yes, why did you save people like me in the first place, people like me should die quietly, they should be violent corpses and bones, why didn't you follow their wishes!"

Yu An was stung by the disdain in my eyes, and he straightened up, his face gloomy and terrifying. I think of the helpless teenager in the snow, and I only feel that fate has played a great joke on all of us.

"Yu An, why did you become like this?"

"No, I haven't changed, it's just that you've never looked at me seriously. Even now, even at this moment, you didn't look at me seriously. You think about Zhao Wuxian in your heart, and you want to know if he has made it out of Zhifu alive. I'll tell you, he came out alive, and it took two people to break the mechanism, and he broke out alone. It's a pity that he was so badly injured that he couldn't even say a word to expose me. After so many years, everything I wanted finally came true. The stupid Zhao Jiting will soon destroy the Zhao family's foundation. You are a person from Handan City, Handan and the Zhao family have a common enmity, you and I should raise a glass to congratulate now! Uncle Zheng has Yaoqin, haven't you always wanted to hear me play the piano, I'll play it to you tonight, I'll ......" Yu An took a step forward, I took two steps back, and said coldly: "No need." You're right, the sound of the piano, you Dong Shu's piano sound, I don't have the guts to listen to it. Si'er said that you have something to say to me, and I will listen to it now. ”

"No, there are some things that shouldn't have been said again." Yu An turned sideways, and there was not even a glimmer of light in his dark eyes.

I turned to leave, and he asked, "Where did you just go?" ”

"Someone will tell you tomorrow where I went. But don't worry, I haven't seen anyone. It's the same game of chess and a bird in a cage, what's the use of seeing it. ”

"Ah Shi, don't give birth to the child."

"Why? His father is still alive, why can't I give birth to the child? If his father had caused you to die, I should have given birth to him. ”

Come anxiously, go sadly, I don't remember the first time I broke up with him like this. It turned out that everything had early signs, but I really didn't take a serious look at his heart.

Si'er sat in the dark room and waited for me, but I really didn't have the strength to relay the exhausting words to her. I fell into bed and fell asleep. The cold night wind blew outside my window all night, whining, like * and like crying.

When he woke up the next day, it was already after noon, and Zheng Bo's convoy had already left the Wentang Palace. Si'er told me that the Zaifu was not dead, and that he drove the ox-cart full of kettles, retorts, beans, and urns back to the capital with the king's convoy.

After meeting the butcher last night, I went back to the courtyard in the back mountain. The two poor guards in ambush in the snow cave would tell their master that I had failed, and that I had not been able to ask them to convey a message to Uncle Zheng on my behalf before the three sons of law left.

My little trick saved Zaifu's life and my plan for the time being, but I don't know how long Si'er can hold out in front of Yu An. Zhao Ji and Ah Su left with Uncle Zheng, and Yu An was going back to the Jin Kingdom after seeing them. I saw Si'er talking to Yu An under the huge locust tree in the palace, and she stood in front of him, her head tilted, her hands unconsciously clutching her sleeves. After so many years, she was his wife and the mother of his children, but what I saw from afar was still the girl in the red jacket and the horns and the young man with the green pine in her eyes. She loved him so much that she could accept all his good and bad. She also loves me, so much that she can go against the joys and sorrows of her heart. What to do, I'm going to tear my four sons in half.

Yu An wants to take Si'er back to Jin, and since he can say such things, there must be a way to make the Zhao family stop troublesome with her. Si'er didn't agree, she said she wanted to stay with me. But I know that after she left Xinjiang, she missed her children all the time. She hadn't seen Dong Shi for so long that she would cry inexplicably if she accidentally bumped into a young servant in the Zheng Palace.

"Go ahead, apologize for me and the child, it was the little aunt who caused trouble and made him suffer."

"No, it's ......"

"You just made the medicine for me. How to talk when you go back, your husband will teach you well. I only tell you one thing, don't say anything to put yourself in danger in order to defend me. Remember? ”

"Ah Shi, I'll stay here with you." Si'er leaned over and hugged my stomach tightly.

I sighed, "Silly four, don't go against your will for me. He and Dong Shi are your family, and your desire to return to them does not mean that you are sorry for me. When you asked me whether Zhao Ying was a good guy or a bad guy, I said I didn't know. Now if you ask again, I still don't know. In this world, it is sometimes difficult to distinguish between good and bad, right and wrong. So, I can't tell you that I must be right, and I can't lie to you that Yu An must be wrong. You have to learn to discern for yourself in the future, and if you really can't discern, ask your heart, and your heart will tell you the answer, and you can't go against your heart for anyone. ”