Chapter 177: How Long Is Enough
Qi Kun walked into the room, and he brought a bowl of soup up, "Wanqiu, are you hungry, eat something first, this is the soup I personally stewed for you, your favorite drink." ”
Jiang Yunqiu looked at the soup in front of her, now Qi Kun can cook so many dishes, and when Qi Kun helped her in the kitchen in the past, she would only help more and more, adding more and more chaos.
Time can really change a lot, for so long, she doesn't want to pay attention to him, and she doesn't want to talk to him in her mouth, she wants Qi Kun to let her go, at least, it is impossible for her to talk to him.
As long as Qi Ya is there, it is impossible for the two of them to have a chance to be together, there are too many things experienced between the two of them, sometimes, after a long time of love, they can't let go, but there is a kind of love called consummation.
Jiang Yunqiu thought about all this too well, so that she would fall into the predicament in front of her, she had no other way, and she had no other choice.
Of course, the only thing she knows is that she can only stay here, if she leaves Jiang Nanyuan one step, then, Qi Ya may still find someone to take her away, perhaps, she will really do whatever it takes, and even kill her.
But for her, does it matter whether she is alive or dead? The only concern in her heart is Qi Kun.
But it is this painful and contradictory feeling that makes her unable to let go and face it.
"Wanqiu, you can taste it, even if you take a bite. "He's really not very demanding.
He hoped that Jiang Wanqiu could get better and get out of the shadow of the pain of the past, even if she was unwilling to talk to him now, he was willing to take a step back.
After Jiang Yunqiu watched it for a long time, she finally picked up the small bowl and took a sip with a small spoon, which was a very accustomed taste to her, it was the soup she had taught him how to stew, and now, he could make the soup by himself and send it to her.
"How's it going?" Qi Kun asked her, "For the past few years, I feel like I'm about to become a chef." ”
Although it is said that after Jiang Nanyuan lost Jiang Yunqiu, Qi Kun found a chef, but he did not give up various opportunities to learn cooking, and he even went to various training classes to learn.
He really paid a lot for all this, but he also hoped that one day, when Jiang Wanqiu came back, he would be able to say a good word to him, and in that way, he would be content.
However, now Jiang Yunqiu is in front of his eyes, but he is unwilling to say a word to him every day, which makes Qi Kun's heart only more painful.
Jiang Wanqiu didn't speak, but she took a second and third sip until the small bowl of soup bottomed out.
A smile appeared on Qi Kun's face, "Wanqiu, you like to drink, right? That's good, that's good." ”
He used to be the eldest young master of the Qi family and the president of the dignified Qi family, but for Jiang Yunqiu, he had really given up everything in his past.
Jiang Yunqiu looked at the smile on his face, and watched him be happy like a child because she drank this small bowl of soup, but it also hurt Jiang Yunqiu's heart.
"Why are you doing this?" Jiang Yunqiu finally spoke, "Is it worth it for me?"
Qi Kun looked at her and was finally willing to speak, he took her hand and held her hand tightly in his palm, "Wan Qiu, everything is worth it for you, as long as you get better, we can live our best life if we guard here." ”
He has always only had such expectations, he doesn't need anything more, for him, as long as Jiang Wanqiu is with him, it will be enough.
He will no longer have any regrets in his life.
Jiang Wanqiu didn't say anything more, but her tears couldn't stop falling.
She hadn't shed a single tear in front of him since she returned, and it was always in the dead of night, and she secretly hid in her room by herself to wipe her tears.
Because she knows that this may only be such a result for her, but she knows that she still loves it in her heart, and there is some love that she has never let go.
And now, she is willing to show her own emotions and everything in front of him, does that mean that she wants to get out of the past, she wants to return to the feelings of the past.
Jiang Wanqiu didn't know what she should say for a while, Qi Kun took her into his arms, "Wanqiu, you are finally willing to speak to me, I thought you would ignore me in your life." ”
The existence of some feelings is actually the most unpleasant thing in my heart.
If you can't let go, who will be the pain, and if you let go, then can it be simpler?
In fact, things are not so simple, for them, they may feel that these don't matter, maybe, for Qi Kun and Jiang Yunqiu, all of this is enough now.
The future is too far away, as long as you see everything in front of you, it's fine.
That is the courage of the two of them to face love.
Huo Qishao sat alone in the bar drinking alcohol, and since Su Yujing disappeared, he no longer had a peaceful life. For him, no matter where he goes, it is the same, in his life, there is no one to accompany him, and there is only him in his life, with an unknown expectation, waiting for Su Yujing to reappear in front of him.
However, he knew in his heart what he was going to face.
Now, everything he should have done has been done, Mo's has gone out of business, and Ye's is almost there, facing the last moment.
He will only focus all his energy on the expansion of the company's business territory, and there is no Su Yujing in his life, as if there is nothing else, for him, many things are difficult to change, everything is what he should face.
Huo Qishao drank a lot of wine, and he drank until he felt that he seemed to have forgotten Su Yujing for the time being, so that he would not be in pain.
Su Yujing's belly is getting bigger and bigger day by day, and Xiao Jun seems to be willing to be by her side, most of the time, he will return to the villa, when he sees Su Yujing, he will feel that he is in a very good mood, and he will feel that he seems to have more.
There are countless women around him, but he has never been tempted, for him, women are just a pastime, and there is no need to pay affection, but when he faces Su Yujing, it seems that what changes day by day is not anyone else, but himself.
No matter what he told him in his heart, he didn't really have to care about this, he just needed to tell himself that Su Yujing was Huo Qishao's wife, and that would be enough.
Such a drop of water was enough for him to give up all his thoughts and not change anything.
Su Yujing saw Xiao Jun sitting on the sofa in the living room in a daze, she walked over, "Are you okay?"
No matter what kind of relationship she had with Xiao Jun in the past, at least, she doesn't hate him now, Xiao Jun actually gave up a lot for her, so she doesn't need to care about what her memory should be before she loses her memory, and she doesn't need to care too much about the past, what she forgets is what she forgets, it's not that she is trying to remember it now.
Therefore, for her sake now, for the sake of the child in her womb, she will also tell herself that in the face of what is in front of her, she will understand better that what happened in the past is meaningless to her, and for him, the existence of everything is not inevitable.
If she thinks that her current life is also very good, will she be willing to continue like this?
She doesn't have an answer to this, of course, she won't have an answer, now for her, everything is a new beginning, she feels the child in her belly, growing day by day, day by day, she already feels very satisfied, no need to think about anything else.
Xiao Jun looked at her and smiled at her, "Why did you come down?" I just heard from Yu's mother that you are resting. ”
"Well, I've rested enough now. Su Yujing looked at him, "When you come over this time, won't you come to tell me again that you are going on a business trip, so I'm left alone?"
Xiao Jun looked at her, "Yujing, do you want me to accompany you?"
Does she also have feelings for him, if the feelings between the two of them are mutual, then it is the best for him and her.
At least, they can let go of their purpose, let go of their baggage, and do the best thing, but things are often not so simple, for her, her lost memory is her eternal knot, she will do everything she can, and she also wants to recall the past.
But is it really that simple?
Is it that after a long time, there will be more changes, is it a long time, then, she doesn't care about that.
After all, the past is the past, and what they should care about now is the future and the future.
"I ......" Su Yujing was stunned, did she hope for this?
However, for Ye, there is still uneasiness, and there is another emotion for the future, which she can't understand and can't understand.
If time can change everything, how long will it take?
This is something that no one can know, maybe, for her, it will not change for a lifetime, maybe, one day when she recovers her memory, then all this is still true, but if when she recovers her memory, she finds that everything in front of her is just a scam, then what should it be?
"Actually, I don't know. In Su Yujing's heart, there is actually a contradiction, she is afraid of knowing the past, she is afraid of facing the future, and there are only children, which she wants to protect the most.
However, Xiao Jun's kindness to her was so real that she couldn't turn a blind eye.
It's just that for her, can feelings exist like this?