Chapter 178: Unwilling to give up every opportunity

Su Yujing's confusion and unknown, in Xiao Jun's opinion, she is normal like this, otherwise, if Su Yujing said easily, she wanted his company, and she had already paid her feelings to him, this is the most unrealistic.

A relationship is not so easy to start, of course, a relationship does not mean that you pay for it.

Su Yujing should not be such an existence for him.

For Xiao Jun, the current Su Yujing has surpassed any ordinary feelings, and he cares about her a little bit, not carelessly.

However, he was scared in his heart, he didn't know what kind of feelings he should face, and he didn't understand what kind of attitude he wanted to use to face Su Yujing.

He has never really given his feelings, for any woman, including Su Yujing.

Therefore, he doesn't understand what kind of feelings are called giving, and he doesn't understand what kind of feelings exist for him, which is a feeling.

And in his heart, he just chose to cover up with love for hatred, what is this like for her, in fact, he himself is completely unclear.

"Yujing, if you want, I am willing to accompany you. Xiao Jun said these words to her, in fact, even Xiao Jun himself did not know how much of the true ingredient of this sentence was.

He has never been so overwhelmed by the existence of a woman, and he has never affected his emotions because of a woman, but Su Yujing has this ability, in just a few months, he admits that he cares about Su Yujing and has paid.

He wanted Su Yujing to be happy, he saw her holding her stomach, and when she was uncomfortable, his heart would not be calm, which he had never had before, and his emotions would never be easily affected, but now he was affected.

So, sometimes, his mood is very conflicted.

Su Yujing just smiled faintly, that kind of smile was that she felt that she should face it like this, but she felt that it was not enough, or rather, she didn't actually have any feelings for him, just because Xiao Jun was good to her, so she didn't know what to do all of a sudden.

Of course, this also includes that she is now slowly willing to face Xiao Jun, in the face of this man, she wants to understand him, perhaps, when she understands, she will feel that it turns out that Xiao Jun, this man is not as annoying as she imagined, perhaps, she will forget everything because she has lost her memory, so she and him will now have such a strange feeling of alienation.

"I'm fine. ”

She didn't know whether she should accept or refuse, so she could only answer with three words: I don't know.

Xiao Jun looked at Su Yujing in front of him, but his heart was very complicated, he never felt that a woman would have an impact on him, and he never felt that a woman would be such an important existence for him.

It's a pity that Su Yujing is Huo Qishao's wife, who knows what will happen in the future if he does this?

Maybe it's a year, maybe it's two years, if Su Yujing never recovers his memory, then what should he do? Could it be that he can really care about nothing, with a fake identity, and be his wife Xiao Jun, so that she will bear the title of Mrs. Xiao for the rest of her life?

Perhaps, things often do not go as smoothly as imagined, and perhaps, things do not always go as smoothly as expected.

However, whether it is Xiao Jun or Su Yujing, now they actually don't know that there is such a relationship, but they don't know how to give and how to make the two feelings become feelings.

Everything will not go so smoothly, Xiao Jun just hopes that Su Yujing can achieve the goal he wants step by step as he thinks.

Therefore, he is not in a hurry now, he never felt that a few months would be able to make Su Yujing successfully fall in love with him, and he never felt that in a few months, he would make up for the lost memories between her and him.

This is not a simple matter, Su Yujing will not easily fall in love with the man in front of her, and she will not easily feel that Xiao Jun is a person who can be relied on, which is a sixth feeling in her heart that tells her.

So, will she feel that she is willing to understand this man, and she will also be willing to understand all that he has done to her, is it worth it?

Su Yujing will ask herself, is it worth it for her to face all the life like this?

If she is just for herself, then there is no such thing as worthiness or not, but if it is all for the sake of the child, then even if she loses everything, she can only give the child peace, and all of this is worth it.

And for Huo Qishao, Su Yujing's disappearance is getting longer and longer, he doesn't even know what he is going to do next, it is the best, whether he can choose to forget, in fact, he can't forget it.

Whether he chose him not to think about it, maybe, she would come back, but he still couldn't let go.

Su Yujing may have experienced a lot of things, so he was afraid that she would be wronged, so he clearly said that he would give her a lifetime of happiness, but in the end, he didn't do it.

Instead, he lost her, and he couldn't find her back?

Maybe, in this life, she will not come back, she will be angry, she must be angry with him, so she will hide and not see him.

Huo Qishao's mood was very bad, but he didn't have a way at all, he had been looking for so long, a few months had passed, and there was still no news, if Su Yujing woke up, would she be in a strange place and couldn't come back.

Who was the man who took her away? Huo Qishao was now afraid that Su Yujing was not dead, but was taken away by that man and something happened.

However, he has been checking for so long, and it is still the same.

Qiao Xin knocked on the door of the president's office, then pushed the door and walked in.

"President, this is the information you want. When Qiao Xin smelled the strong smell of smoke in the entire office, she knew that Huo Qishao was in a bad mood again, so she opened her mouth and asked him, "President, are you thinking about Yujing now?"

Even she couldn't figure out why Su Yujing disappeared for so long, and there was no news at all.

What kind of result does that mean, in fact, she doesn't dare to think about it, and it's also what she doesn't want to face, life is like this, no one can predict what life will be like.

Huo Qishao never thought that just such a moment, if he didn't pay attention, in the end, he would lose so much.

Huo Qishao looked at Qiao Xin, "It's been so long, I don't have a little news from her, I don't know how she is now." ”

Perhaps, she is still alive and well, in that case, is it enough?

Perhaps, she is still in a corner of the world, waiting for him to find her.

However, he didn't know where he should go to find her, he had more than enough strength to do it, these days, these things have happened, he doesn't know how many places he has gone to in order to find Su Yujing.

As long as there is a little bit of news about Su Yujing, he will go over to look for it, but he is more and more disappointed every time, and he is afraid to face it more and more often.

Fear and disappointment are also the reasons why he is unwilling to face it.

But he also knew that he couldn't give up any opportunity, not even a little bit, because he knew that maybe he would miss it because of his hesitation.

Just like Qi Kun, he has been looking for three years, waiting for three years, and now he is waiting for him to come back, but he is unwilling to speak, and Jiang Yunqiu, who is covered in bruises, and he doesn't know if if he is willing to wait for three years, whether Su Yujing will also come back, whether Su Yujing at that time appeared in front of him with a smile.

However, he knew that it was impossible, and that was the last thing he wanted to think about.

Originally, there were not such beautiful things in this world, originally, not everything in this world could make people wish, and he could only hope for it like this, no matter what the result was, he thought like this, perhaps, his idea would only make him feel ridiculous, but he did it.

Sometimes, expectation is also a kind of happiness, if he doesn't even have the most basic expectations and gives up, then for him, what can he have left in his life?

Perhaps, there is nothing left.

However, in his future, there will be Su Yujing.

"President, I think Yu Jing should be fine, she's just that she doesn't know how to come back now, maybe, she forgot everything in the past, and when she remembers, she will come back." Qiao Xin knows Su Yujing, Su Yujing's feelings for Huo Qishao are very deep, and she can give everything for him.

"Yes, maybe, she'll come back. Huo Qishao looked out the window, he thought, he thought that he had no other way than to think like this, he had no other way than to tell himself like this, to anesthetize himself.

Qiao Xin nodded. "Absolutely. ”

If a woman loves a man deeply, then she will do her best to love, just like Su Yujing's feelings for Huo Qishao, as a bystander, she sees it most clearly.

Huo Qishao nodded, "Maybe." ”

He could only tell himself in this way that he could still wait, and that there would be a result of his waiting.

In that case, it is enough.

That way, he will also feel that there is still hope in his life.

Su Yujing's unknown everything, for him, is everything he lives now, and the former Ye Yuqing also told him with a smile that life is always hopeful.

If one day, he will feel that his hope is actually right in front of him, and everything he has is still as real as in the past, around him.