I said to myself, "It's time. ”

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Many years later, I remember very clearly, that day, the twentieth birthday, on that day, the nineteenth year of the Ming Dynasty, the eighth day of the eighth month of the imperial calendar, and the twenty-first day of the sixth month of the lunar calendar, in an instant, I realized something.

It's like, waking up from a dream.

After that, there was a sudden loss.

At that moment, I saw my father's foaming stars flying all over the sky, white teeth and cracked lips.

The setting sun shone through the windows, and dust drifted in the pillars of light.

The whole house, the whole world, was filthy dust.

Dad said, "Why don't you sweep it up?" You see, if you want to sweep like I do, use ...... first Reuse ...... Gently...... ...... like this"

Every time I tried my best to clean up a pile of and pee, he was always not satisfied. He said I didn't clean it, then cleaned up a little dirty stuff and pointed to it and said "Balabala......"

- What's the point for us? What is he doing? What am I doing? What are we doing?

He wasted his time, then mine, and our meaning was wasted in our meaningless time.

- He is forty-four years old, and I am twenty years old.

Twenty years old.

Twenty years old is already the limit of what the people in the village can endure. A twenty-year-old young man who has achieved nothing and can only brag is regarded as an outlier by everyone and suffers a lot of white eyes.

Before the age of 20, you can deceive yourself and say that you are a child, that you have been studying hard, that you will develop in the future, and that you can even collect the New Year's money with a shy face.

But on the day of twenty years old, the fig leaf is finally lifted: you find yourself with nothing.

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I said, "It's time." It's time for it to end. ”

Dad said as usual, he was born a dung household, our ancestors have been a dung household for generations, and I must also be a dung household, this is born, it is divinely given, and it is eternal and unchanging.

Dad said as usual, all of this is reasonable, because if it wasn't reasonable, it wouldn't exist.

Dad said as usual, don't try to change anything, go and look at the heads hanging on the city walls, the skeletons in the cages, and look at the role models.

Dad said as usual, the rules of the Ming Empire are not something that you can change if you want to change as a pariah.

Dad said as usual, if you want to change and go to the exam, it will be even more unfilial, and I will kill you first.

Dad said as usual, he knew too much, because he had been through too much.

……

This mother-in-law, cowardly, bragging guy!

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My name is Zhao Da Niu, and my nickname is Big. I can't describe who I am – because I'm in this mountain – but there are always people who call me a "freak" and a "seed."

's father's name is Zhao Liangjun, he has no father or mother, and he doesn't even have relatives. No one knows about his experience, because no one wants to know, and he didn't.

My mother's name is Chen Qinghua, but I don't have any impression of her. She died early, and no one mentioned her.

I don't know anything about our family either. The people in the village called us "Duhu", which was an extremely insulting term because each of their households was overpopulated.

However, our family's household registration is - "household". Every village has such a "household" household registration, which collects the feces of the whole village.

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The Ming Empire had four billion people and hundreds of millions of household registrations.

They are all kinds of household registrations, some rich and some low, and the father and son will not change for eternity.

For example, in our village, the center of the village is the landlord's house (and the village head), and around the landlord's house are all kinds of peasant households and workers.

The village is under the control of the township, the township is under the management of the county, the county is under the management of the county, the county is under the management of the province, the province is under the management of the capital, and the capital is of course under the control of the emperor Laozi.

No one can change their family register.

The Ming Empire was divided into royalty, scholars, and commoners.

The "King James Ming Royal Household Registration Law" stipulates very clearly: "The Ming class will remain unchanged for eternity, the second son of the royal family is the scholar, the second son of the scholar family is a commoner, and the second son of a commoner is a eunuch." ”

For example, if a commoner wants to be promoted to a scholar, there is only one way: to become a scholar.

The so-called entry into the scholar is to give up one's civilian identity and surname to be loyal to other scholars.

And the premise of entering the priest is: from the palace.

What does it matter to the world what a person who will not leave a descendant does?

After entering the scholars, the commoners become scholars, they can participate in the examination, and they can enter the palace to become the emperor's imperial officials after the middle examination. In my Ming Dynasty, all the imperial officials who were extremely human ministers were eunuchs. Although the nobles were very glorious, the eunuchs who were directly subordinate to the emperor were even more glorious.

This is the only way – pay attention to the adjective: "unique".

This has been going on for countless generations, and people are used to it.

Countless civilians who longed to choke the throat of fate could not squeeze into the single-plank bridge of fate after the palace, so they had to be tied by the rope of fate and spend their lives miserably. They formed huge eunuch gangs, mixed at the bottom of society, and were spurned by others.

It's like gambling, losing all or winner takes all.

However, gambling will lose, but not gambling is bound to lose.

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I looked at my dad and listened to him.

Enough is enough!

Sentimental! Unable to say boo to a goose! Contradictions!

Me: "Forever and ever?" People are all monkeys, isn't this changing? ”

Dad: "Monkeys become people, because that's the trend of history." People are divided into household registrations, which is also a historical necessity! It's a long-term change and a temporary change – and they're all reasonable. ”

Me: "You memorize textbooks well." ”

Dad: "Some of the court is right, some are wrong, not everything it says is wrong." ”

Me: "Hmph, existence is reasonable, reasonable is existence!" You say it's unreasonable, but I just did it, it 'exists', isn't it 'reasonable'? ”

Dad: "Why can you do it?" ”

Me: "Why can't I do it?" ”

Dad: "Are you special?" What's so special about you? One bottle is not satisfied, and half a bottle is dangling! ”

Me: "How do you know I'm not special?" ”

Dad: "You can't do a little thing, what big thing can you do?" ”

Me: "How can you do big things if you just do small things?" I only do big things! ”

Dad: "What's the big deal!" You want to go to the Shishi and go to the imperial court! Bring calamity to the country and the people! ”

Me: "Seek refuge in the imperial court?" Bring calamity to the country and the people? Didn't you just say that the imperial court was reasonable? ”

Dad: "Two meanings! The imperial court is unreasonable, but it is the most reasonable! ”

Me: "I'm going to change the court and turn the court into a good court." ”

Dad: "It can't be changed." ”

Me: "How do you know if you can't change it?" ”

Dad: "Do you know how to change it?" ”

Me: "Do you know if you can change it?" …… That's enough! What are we arguing about? ”

Father: "You unfilial son! You're arguing with me! ”

Me: "Learning and excellence is a master, and great filial piety overwhelms small filial piety." I am the 'Loyalty and Filial Piety'! ”

Dad: "Fart!" This is the nonsense of the imperial court! ”

Me: "Pay attention to your words, you are speaking ill of the court. Now you don't get drunk and start speaking ill of the court. ”

Dad: "This is not about the court, it is about the people's peace and contentment." ”

Me: "You have always looked down on the common people, and you actually said such nonsense as 'the people live and work in peace and contentment'. ”

Dad: "People take what they need, and that's what household registration means." ”

Me: "You're going to be a household for the rest of your life!" ”

Dad stared at the round eyes and pointed with his finger: "Rabbit cub, kill you!" ”

Me: "First, you can't beat me. You tried. Second, you're not going to kill me. I killed myself, and you saved me. ”

Dad: "You unkind, unjust, unfaithful, unfilial......"

I yelled, "Daddy! What are we arguing about? Did you notice that our words are meaningless! We all want to refute each other, we are all talking over and over again, and talking nonsense! We're just refuting each other! What's the point of me refuting you? What's the point of you refuting me? What are we? Also, we have said so much, do we believe our own words? ”

He was silent.

Me: "I'm going out and breaking." Otherwise, I will die in front of you. ”

Dad: "You don't dare to commit suicide again." Moreover, you don't dare to go out. ”

I thought about it - I really didn't dare.

Basically, I don't believe what I say.

I had to think, "It's boring. Another pointless determination, a pointless conversation, another pointless moment. ”

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I said, "I'm going to look for the dog." ”

Dad yelled, "Don't listen to your Uncle Wuji's nonsense! ”

I walked away without looking back.