1. Return to the south
Between heaven and earth, an armored car drove in the desert of Mongolia.
It seems that there is only this endless desert in the world, as if there is only this armored car on this desert, as if the world is frozen in this second.
I had a feeling that I wasn't real, and I couldn't tell the difference between a dream and a reality.
The armored vehicle drove on the fragmented ground, which turned from fine sand to coarse sand, then to stones, and then to the cracked Gobi. The cracks grew thinner and thinner, and finally the whole desert became a purple glass plate. The ground became glass, and the armored car kept skidding and staggering. I don't know why the ground is glass, but a long time ago, there was a fire that melted the ground. - Guessing, of course.
The armored car is driven on a glass plate, and there are also armored vehicles under the glass plate, like two parallel worlds. The guy on the ground was thinking: the guy on the other side must be fake, because the guy on the ground was thinking: the guy on the other side must be fake......
I don't know how this glass desert came about, just as I don't know how ordinary deserts came about, just as I don't know how the soil, the crops, the earth, the solar system, the galaxy, the universe came about.
The world is truly wonderful.
I can't help but think that in a place where I can't see, under the guidance of unknown laws, the nine planets of the solar system are connecting in series, and a solar eclipse is about to occur.
When I ate "Drunken Life and Dream Death", I knew every moment of the Nine Stars Alignment, but I forgot its inference process, and only remembered the result.
When I ate "Drunken Life and Dream Death", I could feel the impact of the Nine Stars on my body, and even the impact on tens of thousands of hairs on my body, but I don't feel that way now, I just remember having it.
When I ate "Drunken Life and Dream Death", I calculated the exact point and time of the solar eclipse, but now? I remember that I once deduced it, and even forgot the results.
So, the question is, since I don't know how to derive it now, and I don't feel it, is it right?
I have full confidence to be sure that I am correct.
- But you feel this way when you drink, and you feel this way when you sleep. After I drank, in my dreams, I felt absolutely right. If drinking and dreaming is self-deception, why not now?
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Now, I haven't slept for dozens of hours, and with the consequences of "drunk life and dream death", my body and will have reached the limit.
Right now, my head is full of all sorts of completely illogical ideas. I mean, as long as my mind thinks about it a little, I know that all the ideas just now are absolutely wrong and false.
I want to sleep, but I can't sleep at all.
It's going crazy.
Now, I'm thinking about a very serious question:
I'm going to kill the emperor - is this my mind? Is it my will?
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Yes, I have this voice swirling in my head:
Kill the Emperor!
Kill the Emperor!
Kill the Emperor!
I even heard the sun in the sky making a thunderous noise.
I heard the chirping of a flock of birds.
I heard the sound of the sea.
At the same time, a familiar voice seemed to say to me:
Get back!
Get back!
Get back!
I also said this to me when I was taking the township exam and the meeting exam, and I said to myself, "Go back!" Get back! Get back! "However, I still went to the township and the meeting.
I must kill the Emperor? Can it be avoided? Are there any better results?
Killing money is not the best outcome.
The best result is this: a whirlpool of colorful auspicious clouds appeared in the sky, and the heavenly soldiers will fall from the sky. They killed Qian Zhaoding, and they declared that Qian Zhaoding was the reincarnation of the devil. The angel then declared that I was the Son of Heaven and the Emperor, and so I ruled the world for 100 million years, and the world would be free and peaceful forever.
What a result! Do you dare to say that this is not the best outcome?
Of course, because I'm not mentally retarded, I can't expect this best.
Then, killing the money is sure to be the best outcome.
I'm already a dead person, isn't it good to pull a cushion on my back before I die? For me, for me as a dead man, a dead money must be better than a living money!
Qian Zhaoding is now the boss of the world, and he is the one who leads this bastard world!
Actually, Sichuan and the Holy Land are more bastards than Qian Zhaoding. If there is a god, God is a bastard. They control the world, they think they are the truth, they all deserve to die! However, God does not exist, and I can't beat Sichuan and the Holy Land, so I can only take money to vent my anger.
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But, is this my idea?
My memory is very clear, these are nameless words.
Nameless whispered in my ear that I should kill the Emperor.
It was clear that he was trying to control me.
Am I controlled by him now?
I wanted to kill this bastard!
I can't stop doing what I want to do just because I want to prove that "I'm not controlled by him", right?
But if he doesn't say this, will I kill the money?
Definitely not, because I never thought about it.
Not necessarily, though, because I seem to have thought about it.
But there is really no concept of "killing the first emperor of the Eastern Ming Dynasty" in his mind.
- Am I still under his control? Could it be that he is dead, but he still controls me, a living man?
The head hurts again.
Armored vehicles drove on the desert, as if birds were flying freely.
I think I was really being used by Nameless. Nameless is using me because he has discovered my true purpose: I just want to kill the Emperor.
People can only be deceived when they want to be deceived. Although I was deceived by him, I was deceived and I was the real me.
It's like a person borrowing wine and pretending to be crazy. It's hard to say which is the real him, "crazy" or "not crazy". In fact, the drunk person is the real person.
For example, when I convince others, I first convince myself, and then I convince others,ββ and I say what I truly believe. If I were him, I would definitely be convinced.
Why was Nameless able to convince me, because I wanted him to convince me.
Qian Zhao must be a bad person. He is a senator, he thinks he is a god, he interferes in the lives of 4 billion people in the world, he killed nine princes, he bombed Qicheng, he coerced me to fall out with the rivers and lakes, he killed my mother's whole family - the most important thing is that now, if I don't kill him, he will kill me.
He deserved to be killed.
I should still kill him.
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The sun in the sky seemed to be roaring, and the vicious sunlight made me sick to my stomach.
I was shocked, oh my god, what was I thinking?
I'm going to kill the emperor!
I'm going to do such a rebellious thing!
It was getting dark, and it looked like it was going to rain.
When I looked up, there was no cloud in the sky - it was the sun that had darkened.
The corner of the sun is slowly obscured by the moon and is getting bigger and bigger.
A solar eclipse has appeared.
If you are in the interior, the ignorant people will be so frightened that they will shout on the ground.
Wise people will say, "This is the tengu swallowing the sun." β
Smarter people will say, "It's just a total solar eclipse." β
People with ulterior motives will say: "The world is in chaos!" β
The court will say: "We have said this a long time ago, so it can be seen that we are indeed the divine right of the king!" β
It's a pity that now it's the desert of Mongolia, and no one cares about it, it's like a mortal being born normally, living normally, and dying normally.
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The scene of a solar eclipse is very eerie.
In the Mongolian desert, every concave and convex surface of the ground is a glittering crescent moon β a sun, to be precise. The whole world was like a weird kaleidoscope, and I was like a bug crawling into it.
In the distance, the western boundary of Liaoxi appeared, and the glass desert suddenly turned into dense grass, and even sparse trees.
Sunlight was shining through the gaps in the trees, and the bright spots in those crevices were no longer round, but crescent-shapedβand the crescents were slowly changing.
Those herdsmen in western Liaoning looked at the dark sky, at the shaded sun, at the bright spots of the crescent moon under the trees, all kneeling on the ground, their buttocks facing the sky, and shaking.
Strange?
The fact that the bright spots that sunlight shines through through any shape of gap are round is a strange phenomenon in itself, and just as strange as the bright spots are crescent-shaped. Everyone is not stunned by the round bright spots, but they are stunned by the crescent-shaped bright spots.
I can't help but think that if the sun in another world is always half-obscured by planets, then the bright spots on that planet will always be crescent-shaped. People are horrified by the appearance of round bright spots, and they ask, "Why are bright spots round now?" β
Again, I think that maybe in another world, people will think that our world is not normal β even though everyone thinks that this world is correct and unique.
In another world, there may be no imperial court, no emperor, no various household systems. In that world, everyone is happy, happy, free, equal, just, moral...... Everyone can go out of the village if they want to, do business if they want to do business, live in Dijing if they want to live in Dijing, read when they want to study, talk when they want to, and do whatever they want......
Of course, there may be another world, even more violent and chaotic......
Therefore, it is not surprising that the emperor was killed - why all the fuss, but just kill an emperor.