Zhao Ling knew that even if she gave Su Yingxue a hundred dares, she wouldn't dare to deliberately sow discord, so her question must be really out of curiosity, and there was no malice or instigation.

Therefore, he was also willing to answer Su Yingxue's question, "Yue'er is the princess of this king, the woman that this king loves deeply, why don't you believe her?!" ”

Zhao Ling's answer was completely convincing to Su Yingxue.

She finally understood why the person Chu Xingyue chose in the end was Zhao Ling instead of Zhao Xuan, whether it was means or ability, or open-mindedness, Zhao Xuan was indeed inferior to Zhao Ling; It is no wonder that in the end, Chu Xingyue fell in love with Zhao Ling deeply, such a man is indeed very attractive.

But Su Yingxue also knows Zhao Xuan's heart for Chu Xingyue, if she is not the daughter of the Su family, I am afraid she will not have a chance to marry Zhao Xuan; And after Zhao Xuan married her, although she was given the status of a princess and let her be clothed and fed, as a wife, she knew that there had never been a place for her in Zhao Xuan's heart, and the only woman he had been thinking about and thinking about was Chu Xingyue.

Thinking of this, Su Yingxue couldn't help but feel bitter; She is not afraid of hardship or tiredness, as long as she can be with her beloved, she is not afraid even if she is asked to endure great tribulations, but her sincerity has never been taken by him, but she is afraid that in his heart, she can't even compare to a finger of Chu Xingyue.

Zhao Ling glanced at Su Yingxue lightly, and roughly guessed what she was thinking at this time; It is said that this woman will be happy if she lives a little confused, and it seems that this sentence is not false at all.

Zhao Xuan's thoughts about Yue'er may be able to hide from others, but he can't hide from the person next to him; This daughter of the Su family, after all, is living a more difficult life, and being by the side of a husband who doesn't love her, this kind of bitterness should be unbearable for ordinary people.

Zhao Ling's heart began to feel bad again, and he felt again that he was really confused to the extreme, so he thought of letting Yue'er come to see Zhao Xuan.

……

As soon as Chu Xingyue walked into the bedroom, he was pricked by the faint smell of blood and herbs that rushed to his face, and the smell of blood still lingered after such a long time, it can be seen that Zhao Xuan's injury is really serious; In this case, he missed the throne he valued the most, and I am afraid that Zhao Xuan's mood should be extremely bad at this time.

Sure enough, after Chu Xingyue took a few steps towards the room, she heard a very unhappy but very weak voice coming from the bed tent, "This king said, I don't want to see anyone at this time, why can't you hear it?" Get out of here for the king. ”

Seeing that Zhao Xuan's temper was so bad, Chu Xingyue could understand him to some extent, so he didn't listen to his disrespectful words into his ears, but stood still and said, "I'm just here to say a few words to you, and I'll leave when I'm done, you don't have to be so irritable." ”

Zhao Xuan, who was lying on the bed, looked pale and weak, after he knew that the Jiang family had fallen and Zhao Ling had returned, he knew that his last hope was gone.

I thought that he would receive a holy decree from the palace, but he didn't expect that he didn't wait for the holy decree, but waited for an unexpected person.

Zhao Xuan ignored the injuries on his body, struggled to sit up, lifted the bed curtain and looked at Chu Xingyue who was standing a few steps away, if it weren't for the pain of the pain reminding him that all this was not a dream, he would really think that he was seeing her in a dream.

"Satsuki, is that you?"

I haven't seen him for a few months, Chu Xingyue didn't expect Zhao Xuan to be weak and decadent like this, he was always gentle and elegant in the past, but at this time, he was like a terminally ill young man, his hair was a little messy, his face was pale and scary, and even the corners of his mouth were dry and dry, which only made people feel very unbearable.

Chu Xingyue took a few more steps forward so that Zhao Xuan could see himself more clearly, "How did you become like this?" The injury, is it really serious? ”

Zhao Xuan made a weak smile on the corner of his mouth, even if the pain tormented him, it still couldn't change the fact that he was a beautiful man, "Now that this king is gone, it's not expected that he will become like this." ”

"Zhao Xuan, what do you want me to do for you?"

Chu Xingyue felt that she couldn't face such a Zhao Xuan, in her impression, Zhao Xuan should be gentle and elegant, even if he became unscrupulous and mercenary later, it shouldn't be like this, as if there was nothing in this world that could make him interested; He was already full of disappointment in the world, and he no longer had the slightest nostalgia.

Zhao Xuan looked at Chu Xingyue in a daze, he didn't expect her to appear when he was most defeated, and he said such things to him.

"What can you do to help the king? Xiaoyue, this king has nothing left, and now this king is like someone has cut off his claws and locked him in a cage, and he may die at any time; What can you do for the king in such a situation? Are you going to beg Zhao Ling to let me go? Or did you kill him for the king? ”

As he spoke, Zhao Xuan giggled, looking at the woman who still had an innocent look between her eyebrows and eyes, somewhere in her heart was soft to her after all, "However, this king has done so many things, and one thing is still right, that is, he didn't marry you; If I marry you, I want you to die with this king, and you will have greater glory waiting for you in the future with Zhao Ling; Xiaoyue, this king wishes you good health, prosperity and happiness for a lifetime. ”

Chu Xingyue frowned and looked at Zhao Xuan.

"Do you think you've done nothing wrong until now?"

Zhao Xuan was stunned and looked at Chu Xingyue with some incomprehension.

Chu Xingyue took a few steps forward, and finally stopped at the head of the bed and looked at him, "Zhao Xuan, in fact, I didn't want to tell you this today, but after hearing you say so much just now, I feel that I can't let you continue to live without guilt like this; I want you to know what you mean when you say you didn't marry me. ”

Saying that, Chu Xingyue felt a faint pain in her heart, she knew that this was the most real feeling of this body at the moment, and it was the real Chu Bingyue who was aching and suffering in her heart at the moment.

"Back then, you and I were like-minded, and our love was unforgettable, and we made a promise to spend our lives together in Qingzhou; You should know that I have lived in Qingzhou since I was a child, and because of the protection of my father and brother, I have never experienced any pickled things, so my life is relatively naïve; In the face of your beloved, I will believe whatever you say, and I have never had any doubts; At that time, I was happiest to see you, even from a distance, and I felt extremely satisfied. ”

"Later, if you want to return to Beijing, you tell me that when you return to the capital, you will personally meet your father, and ask your father to give me to you and become your princess Xuan; I believed your word and sent you away; I know that Beijing is as rich as a cloud, although I was born in the Hou Mansion, but compared with the ladies of those powerful families in the capital, I am still slightly inferior; You are the prince, and the eldest son of your father, your father often thinks highly of you on weekdays, and your father should be more picky about your marriage; In order to be able to match you, I let myself read a lot of books, obviously I don't like embroidery, but I recruited the best embroidery girl in Qingzhou to teach me, even if I punctured my fingers, I still didn't dare to take a break. ”

"I told myself that the person I love the most is the best man in the world, and I ask myself about mediocrity, I may not be able to help you after being with you, but at least I have to try not to hold you back; I have been waiting for you day after day in my Qingzhou, looking forward to you month after month, even my father and brother have found my weirdness and comforted and comforted me many times, but I am still full of expectations and confidence in you. However, I trusted you so much, waited for you so urgently, and in the end I got the result of a betrayal. ”

Chu Xingyue looked at Zhao Xuan with tears in her eyes, "Do you know how I felt when I received your letter, in which you told me that you were going to marry the daughter of the Su family?" At that moment, I couldn't even cry in pain, I could only hold your letter and keep repeating the sentence 'My brother Xuan will not lie to me, he said that as long as I wait for him obediently and believe in him, he will invite the Holy Decree to pick me up, and he will let me be his wife and be with me for the rest of my life', but why am I so obedient and believe in you so unconditionally, but in the end I get such a result? ”

"My father persuaded me to let me think about it, and my brother was angry with your letter and rushed to the capital to settle accounts with you; That day, my father beat my brother hard in front of me, preventing him from coming to you; I cried and knelt in front of my father to intercede for my brother, and at that time, I lived as if I was tormented in hell, and what about you? is about to become the fast son-in-law of the Su family, and he is about to marry a beautiful woman into the house, and from then on, his wife and concubine will never have any contact with me again. ”

Speaking of this, Chu Xingyue took a deep breath and suppressed all the bitterness in her heart.

"Later, I married Zhao Ling, you should also know why I married Zhao Ling, although I was heartbroken by you at that time, I still hope to see your wish come true; I know that you have ambitions in your heart to dominate the industry, and I know that you are eyeing the position of the prince, but I am a weak woman, and I can't help you too much, the only thing that can help you is to marry your opponent and become a pawn you planted in King Ling's mansion. But I've done so much for you, why do I get a 'I'm glad you didn't marry me' in exchange for something like 'You're glad you didn't marry me'? Zhao Xuan, you are really the most despicable and shameless person I have ever seen in my life, do you know, if I can, I only hope that the love that I poured all my heart and soul into when I was young can blossom and bear fruit, even if I die with you in the end, I have no complaints. ”

"But now it seems that my idea is too ridiculous, because you are not worth it for you at all."

Zhao Xuan looked at Chu Xingyue like this with a pale face, and called her out loud: "Xiaoyue." ”

"Don't call me, Zhao Xuan, do you think you didn't marry me, and you think that I am living well with Zhao Ling now, and you have done a great thing? I'm telling you, you're wrong, because the real Chu Bingyue has already been killed by you. ”