Chapter 365: Life is Your Man, Death Is Your Ghost
Zhao Xuan didn't know what Chu Xingyue really meant when she said this, and thought that she would say this because she was angry.
In fact, normal people will not believe it when they hear this, after all, people live in front of themselves in a good manner, can speak, laugh, and scold, how can they die?
But Chu Xingyue was immersed in Chu Bingyue's sad mood at the moment, and her eyes looking at Zhao Xuan were full of looking at the negative man.
"Zhao Xuan, you have been living selfishly all your life, you were affectionate to me back then, but you just saw my beautiful appearance and well-behaved personality and was very easy to control, so you favored me; But when my interests conflict with yours, you will choose to discard me, and treat another poor woman as your possession, and play with her feelings; In the final analysis, the person you love the most in your life is not me, nor Su Yingxue, nor is it the position of the prince you have in your heart, what you love most is yourself. β
"Right now, your years of pursuit have come to naught, do you think that people all over the world are sorry for you, your father is sorry for you, Zhao Ling is sorry for you, and even Jiang Qiang is sorry for you; Zhao Xuan, ask yourself, when you feel that the whole world owes you, how many people do you owe; You haven't paid off the debts of these people, so what qualifications do you have to close your eyes and be completely liberated? β
Chu Xingyue looked at Zhao Xuan with burning eyes, "You have been a person who has been running away from selfishness all your life, and now, do you want to continue to escape?" Do you really think that you are lying here waiting for the Holy Decree of your father, and you will go from being a perpetrator to a victim? Zhao Xuan, don't be naΓ―ve, your death will not change anyone, it will only make you cunning and become a deserter again. You have been familiar with the Four Books and the Five Classics since you were a child, but even if you read those books well, you are just a nerd who can only read books; Because, you haven't even learned the responsibilities and responsibilities of being a man. β
Chu Xingyue turned her head to look at the dazzling light outside the window, her eyes narrowed slightly, and her expression was thoughtful.
"You don't even have half of Jiang Qiang's bravery, that woman, at least dare to say her true purpose in her last life, and solve her life happily; And you? will only cower here, saying something that makes people angry and boring; Zhao Xuan, you were also in high spirits back then, I don't believe that in Qingzhou, you didn't learn anything from the soldiers in Qingzhou; Think about it, what should you do now, are you really waiting for death? Or don't run away cunningly anymore and carry everything you should be carrying. You should really go out and see, your palace is now full of people, and your princess is obviously tired, but she helps you support everything that should be borne by you with the body of a woman; Don't forget, you are the son of your father and the emperor, and you are also the master of this palace, and you are Su Yingxue's husband, all the people who follow you are putting their lives in your hands, you can be sorry for yourself, how can you bear to be sorry for them? β
After saying this, Chu Xingyue turned her head and looked at Zhao Xuan deeply, looking at his pale face, her voice suddenly became very hollow.
"Zhao Xuan, goodbye, I'm here to say goodbye to you, from now on, the two of us will really become strangers, in the future, no matter the ends of the world, no matter the world in Huangquan, you and I will never have an intersection again; Just as you wish me from afar, I also wish you from afar, find what you should really protect, don't let your whole life be trapped in this imperial city, go out, the thousands of miles of yellow sand in Qingzhou, the boundless pastures of Ezhou, the good mountains and rivers of Dawei, there are too many things you haven't seen or experienced; If you don't see it with your own eyes, how can you be willing to come to this world for a while?! β
After Chu Xingyue said these words, she walked out of the bedroom without looking back.
She didn't want to hear Zhao Xuan's reply, she really just came to say a few words to him today, and she didn't have time to say more to Zhao Xuan about the few words that Zhao Ling had specially explained to her in the carriage.
Because she believes that if a person can really see and don't have to listen to those words, he can really let go of everything and let himself live in a chic life again; But if he couldn't see it, no matter how tempting Zhao Ling's promises were, he couldn't stop a person who was bent on asking for death.
After Chu Xingyue walked out of the bedroom, Zhao Ling greeted her.
He looked at Chu Xingyue with a rather strange expression, and before Chu Xingyue could speak, he hugged her tightly in his arms, and said in a buzzing voice: "Why didn't this king know before, your eloquence is so powerful. The things you recall in your mouth are obviously the most intimate past between lovers, but when you say it, why is it so bleak and sad? β
Chu Xingyue let Zhao Ling hold her, in fact, she heard these things from Chunxing's mouth later, every time she thought of a naΓ―ve and silly woman who loved Zhao Xuan so much without regard for anything in return and without complaint, Chu Xingyue couldn't help but scold Zhao Xuan in her heart for being a white-eyed wolf and a negative man.
Being able to say these words today can be regarded as a breath of relief for the real Chu Bingyue; She could feel it, and after she said those words, the sorrow that had been hidden in this body gradually dissipated, as if she was finally relieved.
She suddenly crossed over and occupied Chu Bingyue's body, and in doing so, it could be regarded as repaying Chu Xingyue's kindness.
Chu Xingyue hugged Zhao Ling back with apologies: "I'm sorry, I didn't say a word about the words you gave me; I don't know what Zhao Xuan will become after listening to me say this; Perhaps, it will make your promise to your father and the emperor be solved, or perhaps, it will get worse and worse, and you will lose your father's trust. β
"Yue'er, we just need to do our best to obey the mandate of heaven, this king promised his father, and he will put it into action to do it, as for whether the result will be satisfactory after doing it, this is beyond our control."
Chu Xingyue knew that Zhao Ling was comforting herself by saying this, and her heart was even more moved.
The small fingers crawled to his chest, stroked the coiled dragon pattern embroidered on his chest one by one, and said, "Zhao Ling, you are so good to me." β
Zhao Ling smiled at the corner of his mouth, looking at his silly girl; couldn't help but reach out and touch her face, stupid girl, he is not good to her, who is he going to be good to.
Su Yingxue knew that she should have disappeared at this time, but thinking of the words that Chu Xingyue said to Zhao Xuan that she heard outside the door just now, she couldn't help but step forward.
took the initiative to open his mouth to disturb the two in front of him, and looked at Chu Xingyue with earnest and remorseful eyes, "Princess Ling, the concubine wants to apologize to you." β
Chu Xingyue withdrew from Zhao Ling's arms, looked at Su Yingxue's not very good face, and said, "You want to tell me that whether it was when I was hit by an arrow and my life was hanging by a thread or whether I was almost poisoned by following the prince out of Beijing for disaster relief this time, you arranged for someone to do it, isn't it?" β
Su Yingxue looked at Chu Xingyue in surprise, "You, how would you know?" β
Chu Xingyue shrugged her shoulders and said with a smile: "Su Yingxue, I admit that I used to be a little stupid, but I have experienced a lot in the whirlpool of this capital, and I also have a little heart. Su Yingxue, I have never been a generous person, but I am not a person who will fall into the well casually; Now, though I know all the truth, I don't intend to do anything to you; It's not that I've forgiven you, it's that you're in a terrible state right now; Even if I don't take revenge, you're no better, so why should I bother to do anything more for you?! β
Su Yingxue didn't expect to hear such an answer from Chu Xingyue.
If it was her before, she would definitely be very angry, because she would feel that Chu Xingyue was looking down on herself by doing this, because she didn't even bother to shoot at herself.
But now, she felt as if she had seen Chu Xingyue's true intentions in doing this, in fact, she was also a duplicitous person, obviously soft-hearted, but she always pretended to be very powerful; She could see that Chu Xingyue was giving her a chance, a chance for her to start over.
Tears flowed out of Su Yingxue's eyes with gratitude, she lowered her head, feeling that she really had no face to face the woman in front of her, choked her voice, and could only say: "Thank you." β
Seeing Su Yingxue's crying appearance, Chu Xingyue didn't say much, just took Zhao Ling's hand and walked outside, but when she passed by Su Yingxue's side, her voice left her last sentence faintly.
"Don't thank me, let's live with him well in the future."
Walking out of the Xuan Palace, getting into the carriage again, Chu Xingyue obviously noticed that Zhao Ling's expression was not quite right, and couldn't help but be curious, she fell into his arms, and her fingers playfully played with the brocade ribbon of his hair ornament hanging on his chest.
"Why did you become so yin and yang again? Zhao Ling, what are you thinking? Wasn't it okay when I was in Xuanwang's Mansion just now? β
Zhao Ling knew that Chu Xingyue knew him very well, and it was indeed a little difficult for him to hide something from her, since she asked so now, he didn't plan to hide it from her.
looked down at the delicate person in her arms, raised her chin, looked at her big watery eyes, and asked, "Actually, in your heart, there are some reluctant brothers, right?" Otherwise, you wouldn't have chosen to forgive Su Yingxue after knowing that she had done so many excessive things to you. β
It's all where it is!
Chu Xingyue rolled her eyes boredly and wanted to withdraw from Zhao Ling's arms, but this guy seemed to see through her thoughts, and his arms were tightly wrapped around her waist, refusing to let her leave his side for half an inch.
In desperation, Chu Xingyue could only continue to lie on his chest, poke his handsome and peerless face, and said angrily: "Zhao Ling, do you want to be so nervous, didn't you hear what I said just now?" There is no relationship between me and Zhao Xuan at all, my heart, eyes, and mind are all about you. The old lady is your person in life, and death is your ghost, if you dare to continue to think nonsense, be careful that the old lady punishes you to sleep in the study tonight. β