Chapter 466: Fukuyama Shiaki: It's just a mess!
Chi Feichi's mood was a little complicated.
Humans are sometimes cute, but sometimes they are cruel.
Fei Li moved his head again, approached the beach chair, stared at Chi Feichi with both eyes, and grinned, "It's really the right decision to pull you down, the first time I saw you, I thought you were good-looking, you are the best-looking human being I have ever seen, the more you look at it, the better it looks...... So you can't hit me~"
"Well, don't tease me, I won't hit you." The pool is not late and does not change color.
He is immune to the molestion of the killer whale girl.
Of course, it may have something to do with the big mouth of blood next to me.
"I won't tease you, don't worry, I will protect you," Fei Li's voice was very soft, but strangely serious and firm, "I won't let other animals bully you, I won't let other humans bully you, whoever bullies me will hit whoever with my tail ......"
Chi Feichi: "......"
For the first time, a creature said to him: I will protect you.
Or a female creature.
The mood is extremely complicated.
"What about me? What about me? Fei Chi asked.
Fei Li looked sideways at Fei Chi, "Okay, I'll protect you by the way." ”
Non-red who was protected by the way: "......"
The mood is extremely complicated.
"Actually, I'm really powerful," Fei Li looked at Chi Fei Chi again, and said very seriously, "I'm going to be the king of the whale, one day I'm going to go back and tell the whales in our group, although I'm small, I'm strong." ”
Chi Feichi had a bad taste, and he also said with a serious expression, "If I become the king, then you will also become the king's whale." ”
Fei was stunned for a moment, sorted out the meaning of Li Chi Feichi's words, and corrected, "No, it's not right, it's the whale that 'becomes the king', not the whale that becomes the 'king', in short, I want to be the king of the whale, and you are the man of the whale king......"
Fei Chi: "......"
It's a little dizzy.
Chi Feichi: "......"
He seems to have been taken advantage of by Fei Li again.
……
on the beach.
The Junior Detective Corps meets Moriran and Sonoko Suzuki.
"Isn't this Conan?" As soon as Mao Lilan turned around, he saw Conan's group of people, and was a little surprised, "And Xiao Ai and everyone, it turns out that Dr. Asa said that the beach that brought you here is here." ”
"Really," Suzuki Sonoko glanced at Conan, "Every time I take this little ghost out, I always encounter a case, but this time I specially didn't bring him, but I didn't expect to meet him." ”
"What does it matter? It's so much better for everyone to play together than for the two of us," Moriran said to Sonoko Suzuki with a smile, then turned back and bent down to look at the group of children, "Isn't it?" ”
Suzuki Sonoko complained before, but it was not ambiguous at all to play with a group of children on the water ball, and immediately laughed and played with the three children.
Gray Yuan mourned for a while, and suddenly didn't want to play anymore, looked at a group of people, hesitated for a moment, still didn't say hello, and went to the beach in a tangled way.
At this time, you should say hello, right?
In the organization, as long as there is value, it doesn't matter what the attitude is, but this is on the outside, you should show a kind attitude and show ......
"Little mourning?" Mao Lilan noticed that Gray Yuan was leaving, and followed him curiously, bent down and asked, "Why don't you play with everyone?" ”
Gray Plains looked up at Mao Lilan, "It's nothing...... I want to go and take a break. ”
"Are you not feeling well?" Maolilan asked with concern.
Gray Yuan was silent for a moment, and walked under the sun umbrella, "No." ”
Mao Lilan was stunned for a moment, and advised, "If you are uncomfortable, you must tell us in time!" ”
Gray Yuan returned to the sun umbrella, looked at Mao Lilan, who was whispering to the children over there, and sat down on the beach chair to lie down, looking at the sun umbrella above her head.
It feels good to be liked.
But she's not sure if she'll really be liked.
Last time in the Toushen Forest, Chi Feichi took her to do those things.
Today the seagulls fell on her, probably just a coincidence.
If it weren't for Chi Feichi, she wouldn't be a princess.
She couldn't be as gentle with a child as Maoriran, and she couldn't be as cheerful as Sonoko Suzuki.
Even Chi Feichi, who likes to have a cold face, knows how to get along with people better than her.
Her performance must have been terrible just now, Ji Feichi tried so hard to make her a princess and make her liked, and she messed things up by herself.
Obviously, all you need to do is be a little braver and show a little bit of kindness......
She really couldn't do it......
A seagull perched on a parasol waited for its companion to return, and then flew off into the distance.
Yacht at sea, the seagull finished talking about the situation and flew away again.
Fei Li has already gone to swim in the sea, and by the way, he also plays with Fei Chi on his back.
Chi Feichi sat on a beach chair, dialed Fukuyama Zhiming's phone, and briefly told Fukuyama Zhiming about the situation.
In terms of treatment, you still have to seek professional help.
Shiaki Fukuyama, who was in the United States, listened to Chi Feichi's narration, and his mood exploded a little.
He really wanted to ask Chi Feichi, had he studied psychology systematically? Do you have permission to practice medicine?
I'm still a patient, so what's the fun? Yes?
It's a mess!
But it is precisely because Chi Feichi is a patient and his patient that he can't say those words, otherwise it will be too shocking.
After a moment of silence, Fukuyama Zhiming said softly, "It's good that you want to help others, but you still need the help of professionals, right?" ”
"So I'll call you." Chi Fei is late.
Fukuyama Zhiming covered his heart, he meant to go to the hospital.
If he was in Tokyo, he could still go to see the situation, but he was not in Tokyo, and he didn't have an accurate diagnosis of his condition, so what's the use of him analyzing it here?
went to the hospital for a check-up, and there was an accurate result, and he was willing to remotely command Chi Feichi to help others, maybe Chi Feichi would be fine.
But now this ......
"Dr. Fukuyama......"
Chi Feichi thought about how the original consciousness body had felt, "At that time, I hated it when someone told me: 'It's okay, you're just stressed, just relax', 'You'll be fine, you see, isn't it already good for someone to have depression'...... I would suddenly get irritable, and I wouldn't listen to it at all, and there was a feeling that I was drowning, but the people on the shore were cheering, and they felt that they were as light as a feather, but I was almost out of breath, and maybe there were still people thinking in their hearts, they were all rich and sick, and they were all idle. ”
"No, the cause of depression can also be genetically influenced, there are always some people who are more likely to suffer from depression than others, and it has nothing to do with poverty or wealth......" Fukuyama firmly denied, but remained silent.
Many people with depression also realize that they are not good at this, but when the negative emotions erupt, they are completely uncontrollable, as if they are slowly sinking into water.
The feeling of drowning, he could imagine, but he hadn't experienced it, and he really couldn't fully appreciate that feeling.
Moreover, 75%-80% of people with depression will relapse.
It is precisely because this is a disease that should be treated seriously that he feels that he should not make rash judgments.
"In the end, I was a little numb, day by day, little by little," Chi Feichi said, "I was treated in the hospital and cooperated with the medicine, but I didn't care at all why I took the medicine......"
Fukuyama Zhiming listened silently, Chi Feichi had never told him this before.
"Some medicines will make me more sleepy, I just want to sit quietly or lie down, some medicines are useful, and when I am cared for, I will suddenly have a little joy in my heart, as if the gloom has been lit up," Chi Feichi withdrew his thoughts from the memories and feelings of the original consciousness, and could no longer be immersed in them, just now for a while, his heart was a little stuffy, "But I think the little girl I am talking about has not reached the level of numbness......"
Fukuyama thought about it for a while, "I want to confirm the situation, do you know that there is a disease called 'hollow heart disease'?" ”
"I know," Chi Feichi said, "it generally happens to excellent people, who feel that life has no meaning, their hearts are empty, and they just live for a certain standard given by others, but they have no value and meaning of their own." ”
"It seems that you have also read a lot of books, I studied communication in the United States, and I have been studying this disease during this time," Fukuyama Zhiming said, "Patients with this disease often seem to others to be perfect and excellent, they know how to take care of others, but others feel that they have never understood him, in fact, they themselves may not be able to understand themselves." ”
"There are no perfect people in the world, it seems that there is, but because the shadow is hidden by the effort, and the reason why they hide it is not for a certain purpose of their own, but because of a certain purpose or pressure given by others," Chi Feichi said, "Especially for parents in the name of love, when this kind of person feels that the pressure is too much and there is no shadow for their imperfection, they will go to the extreme, and even if they survive the pressure, one day those pressures are gone, they will be at a loss, and feel that their hearts are barren, I don't know if I still exist and why. ”
Fukuyama Zhiming then said, "Hollow heart disease has some characteristics of depression, such as low mood, loss of interest, even if you maintain interest for other reasons, you lack the fun and pleasure brought by interest, some hospitals will misjudge this disease as depression, but depression drugs are useless for this disease, in fact, when you first entered the hospital, I suspected that the diagnosis of your depression was not accurate enough, so I asked for a second more detailed examination, and called to understand your family situation and past experience, After confirming that you are not hollow heart disease, you finally issued a diagnosis report, and now the question is, since you know this condition, can you confirm that the little girl is not hollow heart disease? ”
"I can confirm it." Chi Feichi said calmly, "Although it is said that hollow heart disease mostly occurs in people who have just become adults, and depression does not distinguish between ages, and that little girl is almost just an adult......"
"Wait, that girl is just an adult?" Shiaki Fukuyama is a bit messy in the wind.
Chi Feichi kept calling little girls and little girls, he thought it was a 12 or 13-year-old child who had just entered puberty, but it turned out that he had just become an adult......
"When you say adulthood, do you mean 20 years old at the Japanese coming-of-age ceremony, or ......," Fukuyama asked.
Chi Feichi: "18. ”
Shiaki Fukuyama: "How old are you?" ”
It can't be because of the time perception barrier that Chi Feichi has some kind of problem, right?
Chi Fei Chi: "20. ”
Fukuyama Zhiming breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, "It doesn't seem like it should be called a little girl, right?" ”
"She's a little girl in my eyes." Chi Fei is late.
Fukuyama choked, "Okay, okay, you continue." ”
"But hollow heart disease is mostly caused by psychological pressure, and patients don't know the meaning and value of their own survival," Chi Feichi said, "She is not like this, I am sure." ”
Gray Yuan Ai is indeed very good, and when he was in the organization before, he was also researching drugs for the organization day after day.
But at that time, Gray Yuan Ai also had her own small goals, she had the drugs she really wanted to study, and after the change in the guinea pig, she would share it with her sister like a little girl.
Although the atmosphere in the organization is oppressive, it is all neurotic...... Ahem, but Ashara's mental condition only got worse after he left the organization.
"Can't elaborate?" Shiaki Fukuyama asked.
"No, there are a lot of secrets involved." Chi Fei Chi decisively refused.
"Well," Fukuyama smirked, "you've learned to keep secrets from those you help?" Very good, then next, confirm whether there is a problem with your judgment of the cause, I just graduated and went to Aoyama No. 4 Hospital to work, I once misjudged the cause, I thought that person was depressed because of a broken love, but in fact, the real reason is the disharmony of the other party's family and her mother's unhappy marriage, I misjudged at that time, and almost got into a big disaster, you need to confirm it again. ”