Chapter 467: There's Definitely a Problem With This Kid!
Chi Feichi thought for a while, "She once had a relative who depended on her die, and every time she cried, it was because of that relative, but I think although there is this reason, it is not the main reason, the main reason is that after losing the only support and spiritual sustenance, she left the familiar environment, and found that the new environment was incompatible with herself, and even had a sense of guilt......"
He also seriously considered this point, when he knew that Miyano Akemi died, Gray Yuan Ai did not despair, she thought about resisting, she wanted an explanation, she was running away from the organization, she didn't think about dying, Gray Yuan Wai was still strong at that time.
Therefore, the main reason is not Akemi Miyano.
The reason why every time I cry is to mention Akemi Miyano, probably because Gray Yuan is thinking - if her sister is not dead, no matter what she is, at least there is someone who can love her, and when she is tired, there is someone to talk to, and there is someone who can understand her, but that person is gone, forever......
In fact, crying for a reason is a little better than being depressed for no reason.
"Guilt?" Fukuyama wondered, "Did she or her family ever make any mistakes?" Hurting someone else's mistakes? ”
"Doctor Fukuyama." Chi Feichi's tone was a little colder.
"Okay, okay, I won't ask," Fukuyama Shiaki smiled, "I'm used to it, so shouldn't I think about it, the cause is actually that guilt?" She felt that she was a sinner, and that others were innocent and that others could not accept people like her. ”
"Well, after that, she had the idea that there is no place for herself in the world, and because of some problems in the group she was originally in, she was worried that the people around her would be hurt, and she had to deliberately stay away from others, and she longed to be accepted in her heart." Chi Fei is late.
Fukuyama Zhiming was helpless, "The situation you said is a bit complicated, I don't understand it very well, why does she feel that the people around her will be hurt?" And guilt, she ...... before"
"Doctor Fukuyama." Chi Fei Chi reminded again.
Fukuyama didn't smile this time, and sighed, "You can't tell you clearly, I can't tell you the exact answer......"
"I've tried them all." Chi Fei is late.
Shiaki Fukuyama: "......"
Meow meow?
What does that mean?
Chi Feichi said his own way of dealing with it.
First of all, it was the death of Akemi Miyano, who enlightened Gray Yuan to try to accept memories and make them a part of his life.
Then there is the sense of self-guilt, he let Gray Yuan Wai take a look, he is not much better, and there are many people in this world who are not pure and immaculate.
After that, we can get to the question of accommodation.
He wanted to secretly instill an idea in Gray Plains: The world is so big, and it's not just Conan, there are always people who can accept what they don't accept, whether they go to find the real same kind or stay here to seek common ground while reserving differences, there will be no place for them.
If not, let's go to be a black person, it's super cool to send home delivery!
And there is also the matter of 'Forest Princess', Gray Yuan Wai will feel that it can be used as a home.
Finally, there is the question of organization.
Gray Yuan is worried about affecting the people around him.
This can't be solved for the time being, because he can't solve the organization yet.
What's more, it is not necessarily a good thing for him to run alone to solve the organization, it is necessary to let Gray Yuan Wai participate a little and fight monsters together, so that Gray Yuan Wai can be more brave and strong in the future.
However, in the end, it is the most difficult to get Gray Yuan Wai to participate in this point, and it requires Gray Yuan Wai to have the courage to face it.
When Chi Feichi spoke, he adjusted his rhetoric slightly.
Describe the organization as a bunch of delinquent students......
"You're a man, unlike her, you want her to understand what facing and courage are from other girls, that's no problem," Fukuyama Shiaki smiled, and quickly, his tone became serious again, "But what you said before, let her go alone to contact those people, not only do you want her to try to be brave, but you also found a problem, right?" ”
"Well, I'm too mixed." Chi Fei is late.
"Yes, you've mixed in too much, you take her to contact other people, you want to prove that she can be recognized, but when she has an emotional outburst, she may have self-doubt again, feeling that people recognize you, not her, she doesn't have you, it's still like the original, or there is no place for her," Fukuyama paused, "When many people ask for help from a psychiatrist, when they get help, they will treat the doctor as a rope that can save them from going ashore, and they want to hold on tightly, and the psychiatrist must abide by one point, It is not allowed to establish any relationship with the help-seeker other than consultation, this is not impersonal, but because the patient at this time is too easy to have a good impression of the doctor, if the doctor has a little bad intentions, he can completely control the patient, completely control, from your words and behavior, you do not have feelings for her, so what about her? ”
Chi Feichi thought about it seriously again, "No, sure, there is dependence, but it's probably someone who treats me as a brother or something." ”
"Okay," Fukuyama Zhiming temporarily believed in Chi Feichi's judgment, although Chi Feichi had never had a love record, he didn't think that Chi Feichi could judge accurately, but that could be solved slowly, and now there was a more serious problem, "There is another problem, you let her face it alone...... Isn't it a little rushed? Since you took her to contact at the beginning, there must be a relaxation phase, take your time, you must know that if she musters up the courage to take that step and can get the result you and her wants, it is of course a good thing, but if she does not get the approval or the expected result, the blow to her will be devastating, it is likely to deny everything before, and the situation will deteriorate, alas, half and half of the chance, you should not gamble......"
"What if I didn't gamble?" Chi Feichi asked rhetorically.
"You arranged someone?" Fukuyama was puzzled, and reminded, "If she finds out, it will be very bad, she will feel that the previous good situation is a deception and a fake, and she will also start to deny everything......"
"I didn't arrange it," Chi Feichi turned his head sideways to look at the sea, "I just believe that the group of people can give me and her a desired result, sure." ”
"You're so confident?" Fukuyama Zhiming was a little surprised, it was really not easy to hear the word 'believe' from Chi Feichi's mouth.
"Well," Chi Fei replied belatedly, and then moved on to another topic, "Dr. Fukuyama, in addition to not establishing a relationship with a help-seeker other than consultation, there are two other points, not to discriminate against the help-seeker for any reason, and to abide by the principle of confidentiality. ”
Shiaki Fukuyama had previously told Dr. Asasa about his situation...... Come, explain it to him!
Shiaki Fukuyama: "......"
What can he do?
Chi Feichi has been silently helping him, resisting treatment, and even having the idea of studying psychology, so he doesn't have too much perseverance.
With this perseverance, he believed that Chi Feichi's depression was absolutely cured.
It's just that he's depressed.
In the last inspection, although Chi Feichi had some minor problems, there were generally no major problems.
He didn't believe that the test report was true, not only did it not conform to the psychological change process that should be, but even the time perception disorder still existed.
There's definitely something wrong with this kid!
It's just that Chi Feichi grew up too fast, and he was able to hide from the machine and various inspections, and he couldn't shut up Chi Feichi, and because of some potential dangers of Chi Feichi himself, he felt the need to remind the people that Chi Feichi would come into contact with.
Once it is found that the help-seeker has a situation that endangers his own safety and that of others, he must take necessary measures or consult with other psychologists to prevent accidents, so he can disclose his illness a little, and he also limits the exposure of confidential information to a minimum.
It stands to reason that he felt that he couldn't do it, so he should discuss with Chi Feichi and transfer to other doctors, but Chi Feichi's examination report was there, and other doctors couldn't keep Chi Feichi hospitalized for observation.
Moreover, no one wants to take over Chi Feichi's thorn.
He was also uneasy.
The strength of Qingshan No. 4 Hospital is strong enough, and he is also a veteran doctor in it, and he feels that it is a terrible patient, and others may not be able to do it.
He was also a little worried that the inexperienced doctor might be led astray by Chi Feichi.
He went to the United States for exchange and study, firstly, because of the incident of Kenzo Kashiyama, and he understood that if he did not leave for a period of time and said that he would keep it secret to the end, the Maike Group would not rest assured, and secondly, because he also wanted to go abroad for exchange and study, and someone paid for his study, which was a good thing.
There is another reason, he wants to come to the United States to study and exchange to see if he can solve the problem of Chi Feichi's thorn.
It's a pity that he can't say these words directly, otherwise Chi Feichi will definitely say, 'So Dr. Fukuyama, do you think I'm dangerous?' The trust that had been built up so hard was gone.
Now that Chi Feichi can talk to him about his feelings at the beginning and can say so much, he feels that it is not easy.
You can't be in a hurry, you can't be in a hurry, you can't make a second mistake that you have made before......
Fukuyama reminded himself to be patient and joked, "Then you won't report me, will you?" ”
"There's no need." Chi Feichi paused when he saw the seagulls flying in the sky.
The seagulls chirped and fell, drinking from a small basin on deck.
"Doctor, the results are in."
"Oh?" Fukuyama Zhiming hurriedly asked, "How is the situation?" ”
"Good news."
……
On the beach, Gray Plains was lying on a beach chair, startled by a group of people who suddenly appeared from the side.
"Gray Yuan, Sister Xiaolan said that you are not feeling unwell, so are you unhappy?" Ayumi asked.
"No, Gray Yuan has always been like this, and he won't tell us if he's uncomfortable," Yuan Tai said speechlessly, "If you're uncomfortable, you have to say it, otherwise it's going to be very worrying, okay?" ”
Gray Yuan was stunned.
Will be worried......
"Maybe it's because Brother Fei Chi didn't come, so he's unhappy?" Mitsuhiko guessed.
"That guy is like that, he likes to be busy," Conan Half-Moon Eyes, "we just can't play." ”
"Because I really don't understand what happened to you," Suzuki Sonoko said with his arms crossed, "We discussed for a long time and there was no result, so I just came to ask you directly, the little girl is a little more active, what do you learn from Brother Fei Chi......"
Gray Plains was silent.
The group of people just now whispered, not because she was hated because she behaved badly, but because she ...... Worried about her?
"It's okay if you don't want to say it," Mao Lilan smiled and handed an ice cream to Gray Yuan, "I don't think I can leave you here alone and be depressed, how about sitting with you for a while?" ”
"Let's sit down for a while," Ayumi turned to look at Genta, Mitsuhiko, and Conan, "I'm tired of playing anyway." ”
Gray Yuan Ai took the ice cream handed by Mao Lilan, looked down, and then looked up at Mao Lilan, "Thank you...... Sister Xiaolan. ”
"You're welcome." Mao Lilan replied with a smile.
……
"Maybe it's because of me that their relationship is much better, but she has to understand that she has long been regarded as a companion by that group......"
On the deck of the yacht, Chi Feichi was still sitting on a beach chair and talking to Fukuyama on the phone.
Therefore, even if there are some conflicts of ideas, he thinks it is really good to have such a group of people in this world.