Qian Hongding turned around and left, and hundreds of ministers also left.

Jin Yuxia left in a huff, and Yang Mingyang left unhappily.

Some people saw me, were taken aback, and whispered away.

Dongfang Yongwu saw me, beckoned to me and left.

I was about to leave, when Li Hongsi stood up: "Chen Ju! How do I see you here? ”

Me: "I...... Nothing's a good idea, just hang out......"

Li Hongsi: "Coincidentally, I'm annoying, I don't know anyone in Chang'an." Come and sit at my house. ”

Me: "It's better to be respectful than to obey." ”

We went to his Chang'an house together.

As the nephew of Qian Zhaoding, the first scholar, his position is a little awkward.

At the beginning, after Zhu Honghua hid in Sichuan, Qian Zhaoding established a co-governance dynasty, and many people were not convinced, they thought that Li Hongsi was the emperor of the Ming Dynasty. Although Qian Zhaoding killed them all, there were still many people who secretly talked about it. As far as Li Hongsi is concerned, he doesn't care about any of this. But this matter is too sensitive.

Now Li Hongsi's Chang'an Li family mansion is a family mansion in the northwest corner of Chang'an County, which is the largest family mansion in addition to the imperial palace, which is very conspicuous.

At the banquet, Li Hongsi asked: "By the way, Chen Ju, are my two wives with you?" ”

Me: "Dongfang Mingyue is with me, she is going to annoy me to death." I took her to the martial arts tournament twice, but the conference failed. Do you think she's a broom star? ”

Li Hongsi laughed: "What about my eldest wife Park Qinghong?" ”

Me: "She? She was about to go crazy, and led the army all the way to the mouth of the Yellow River in Shandong! A woman actually led soldiers to fight, hey! ”

Li Hongsi: "Yes, this woman is very capable. At the beginning, she commanded the Tang Imperial Army, fighting all the way from Shangjing to Chang'an. ”

Me: "I advised her not to beat, but she wouldn't listen. ”

Li Hongsi: "Yes, I have already persuaded her. Women don't show their heads, it's not good, people will gossip. ”

I said, "That's not what I meant!" ”

I looked around nervously.

Li Hongsi: "What's wrong with you, so nervous!" ”

Me: "Qian Zhaoding is using her, and when she finishes beating Liu Xingchao, hehe!" ”

Li Hongsi took a sip of wine, grinned, shook his head, and said, "I don't know, but what can I do!" It's very difficult to be caught between them, but what can be done? ”

Li Hongsi: "How good I was when I was a prince, how could I have so many worries!" Ay! ”

He drank and got drunk in a moment.

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I was a little drunk, and I was a little lost as I walked around Li Hongsi's house.

This palace is quite large, the palace landscape is readily available, and it is not simple in East Chang'an, where every inch of land is valuable.

Birch, maple, poplar, ginkgo...... Whirring in the wind, a group of servants were chopping down creepers climbing on trees.

I walked under the tall palace wall of the palace, and after walking through a long corridor, I saw Zhu Hongfeng around the corner!

Well, it's Sun Hongfeng.

Sun Hongfeng sat in a rattan wooden chair, leaning against the palace wall, basking in the sun. He was now in his thirties, but he looked like an old man—an ordinary old man—with gray hair and beard, and a languid demeanor.

I watched it for a long time before I could believe it was him.

I thought he was dead, but I didn't expect to see him here! This guy! It was he who started a war with Zhao Zhengbao and caused chaos in the world! Damn it! It's good to be dead.

He opened his eyes, looked at me, and said, "Oh, you're ...... Oriental foal? Oh, Ju Chen? ”

At that moment, I was actually moved. What's going on? He's a bad guy, why do I need his approval? He is a sinner now, why do I need his approval? What's going on?

Me: "Hey...... You know me, too. ”

Sun Hongfeng: "I only met over the years. ”

Me: "Hey. ”

I sighed because I didn't know what to say.

Sun Hongfeng: "I was wrong. ”

Me: "I...... This...... What are you telling me about, I'm not here for you. ”

After waiting for a while, Sun Hongfeng asked me, "Are you from the inner court?" ”

I looked around. It's a long aisle, and it seems to be a dead aisle - haha, the aisle is also dead.

The ground is covered with withered yellow leaves, the corners of the walls are covered with colorful daisies, and the walls are full of creepers, which are full of green aphids.

Me: "Sort of, right?" - Before. Not now, I'm out. ”

Sun Hongfeng: "The core, right? Just like Zhao Yuyang? ”

Me: "Sort of—after the original core is gone." ”

Sun Hongfeng: "When did you know about the Senate Meeting, Sichuan, and the Holy Land?" ”

Me: "After Li Yongfu's death. ”

Sun Hongfeng "snorted" and said, "I was four years later than you, and I only found out in prison the year before last." ”

I have nothing to say. Man must pay the price for his ignorance.

Sun Hongfeng looked at the mottled wall and said:

"I'm so stupid, I've been lied to for thirty years.

People say that kings and ministers are fathers and sons.

People say that the royal family is the representative of the Ming Dynasty, and the royal family can do anything.

People say that people absolutely obey the words of the royal family and absolutely do anything, including death.

In the past thirty years, I have believed in them.

It turned out that they were all lying to me.

It turned out that the oaths they made were all empty words.

It turns out that only I, a fool, believe the things in the King James Book.

I really thought I was the chosen one, I was right in what I said and what I was doing.

Frankly, I never think about anyone else. In my eyes, they are the same as chickens and ducks, and it is normal for me to eat them, and it is a blessing for me not to eat them.

Actually, it's not like that at all.

Back in Chang'an, the inner court treated the royal family as a dog, but I still thought they were dogs.

Back then, in Luoyang, the Central Plains were all cannibalistic, and my subordinates told me that the Central Plains absolutely supported me.

When Hebei was attacked, everyone said that the imperial court was invincible.

At the beginning in Baoding, everyone said that I would win, but after I lost, everyone said that I would kill me if I didn't listen to dissuasion.

It took many years for me to understand one thing, I was the same person as everyone else.

No one is superior to anyone else. ”

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I stood in front of him and patted him on the shoulder.

If I were a god, if I were a prince, if I could do whatever I wanted, I would be more of a bastard than him. Because, even I find my thoughts shameful; Because my ideas are so shameful, I don't even dare to write them.

There should be no royal family with unlimited power in this world, nor should there be an inner court, a senate council, Sichuan, a holy land, or even a god with unlimited power.

I can't help but think that God must not exist, because if God exists, God must be cruel, willful, and murderous...... The "kind, loving, great, and prudent" God must not exist, because if He were, He would not be "Almighty."

I looked at Sun Hongfeng.

He was so silent and depressed that he couldn't see a trace of the demeanor of the prince and prince in the past.

Was he wrong?

He was told that "the royal family can do everything" since he was a child, but when he really "did everything", he was wrong?

Everyone in the world swore that "the king wants the minister to die, and the minister will not die", but when he really ordered the "minister to die", no one in the world actually died - what was wrong with him! It's the people of the world who take swearing as a fart!

People in the world are like this, they never know what is true and what is false.

If I say, "If the king wants the minister to die, the minister must not die", I knew very well in my heart when I said that what I said was a fart.

But when people in the world say that "the king wants his ministers to die, and the ministers must not die", they really think so; However, as soon as the emperor fell, they immediately forgot their oath and went to say to the new emperor, "If the king wants his ministers to die, the ministers will not die."

……

What is "wrong"? What is "sin"?

If this kind of person can be right and innocent, then what is the meaning of "wrong" and "sin"?

Could it be that a sinner, a man of great sin, can be cleared?

No, it can't be.

My head started to hurt.

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Me: "Hey! The past is gone, let's live well, we have to look backwards. ”

Sun Hongfeng smiled bitterly: "Look back? My wife and children have been slain, and there is not one left. If it weren't for my brother's help, I would have starved to death. I'm now under house arrest in this room and in this hallway, and I don't even see a single person. ”

At this moment, a woman came over and put a shawl on him.

There was a hint of familiarity with that woman - oh, remember, the woman he robbed in Anding County in the first place!

I can't understand their relationship, though.

I scratched my head and said, "The meaning of life is that you give it meaning." When I was a household in the Central Plains for 20 years, wasn't I worse than you? Even if you're under house arrest here, you're better than the vast majority of people in the world! ”

Sun Hongfeng squinted and stared at me.

The sun was strong, casting my shadow on his face.

He said, "yes." One cannot fail to be content. I've been so annoyed, I've made such a big mistake, it's good to be alive. Thank you. ”

I waved at him, he waved at me, and I was gone.

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He's just a wretched worm.

And the man who played with him was a poor worm.

He who plays with others will be toyed with by others.

How many people have died over the years? There are too many scholars who have died, the ministers have died, the inner court has died, the senators have died, and I don't know how many people have died in Sichuan...... Damn, the Holy Land is no better, their saint has eloped for three years, and Li Yuyao is hiding and not going back.

Haha, no one is in control of their own destiny.

That's the most exciting, though, isn't it?

After thinking about them, I started thinking about my.

In this way, I'm not the most troublesome. Cults are all pretended, they are just a bunch of ordinary bandits, just like a monk on the street who calls himself a Shaolin disciple, just like a Taoist priest on the street who calls himself a disciple of Wudang.

I will lead a large army to sweep away all cults, and then live the rest of my life in peace.

Chang'an, which has no money, is really free, people can do whatever they want, and I can do whatever I want.

People do their best to live, just like the flowers and trees that flourish in summer, and like the cattle and sheep that grow fat in autumn.

But I'm still going to clean up my.

How I want to wake up and find that all this is a dream, but unfortunately I wake up every day and I am so disappointed.

I returned to Luoyang.