When I was studying in modern times, I had a lot of fun before the exam...... They often feel like they can do anything, so they don't feel nervous at all. If it's a book to read before the exam...... I will feel that this will not be enough, and in the end, I will become less and less confident in the exam.

I seem to feel that way again now...... If this had been a war before, if it was not prepared, it would have been fought as soon as it came up...... I also played well, and now that I have time to prepare, I always feel that it is not enough, and it is not enough!

For example, when I practice, I think about it in my heart...... When our army withdrew from Vietnam, it destroyed the road, what if the Vietnamese devils didn't repair it? What should I do if my tank gets stuck on the road and can't get through? What if the Vietnamese army does not go to reinforce Lu Binh?

This made me mentally push back the offensive time again and again, until I had trained for more than a month, and all the infantry regiments and artillery regiments had been prepared, before I made up my mind: the time for the start of the war was set for three days!

The reason why it was set in three days was because the troops who participated in the battle, especially our battalion...... Many people are not sure that this is going to be a war, and three days is to prepare them psychologically.

In fact, as the intensity of training became more and more intense, the soldiers also felt the smell of gunpowder, but they were too tired to think about it because they were busy training all day...... At this time, as soon as I heard that it had entered a state of first-level combat readiness, all units began to shave their heads and write suicide notes...... That's a different feeling!

As is customary, the fighters wrote suicide notes...... Of course, these suicide notes were not sent, each person wrote one, and once sacrificed, they were sent.

Perhaps the commander of the army, considering that the task carried out by our battalion was particularly dangerous, sent someone to bring us two tape recorders, plus a large box of tapes. Say yes...... Give the fighters some noise. If it's glorious, send it to your family!

This time, the mood of the fighters was even heavier.

The scholar asked me secretly, "Battalion commander...... Leave a voice for your family. Is this good or not? This man is glorious. Voices were also heard in the house...... That's not even more crying! ”

"You don't care what your family thinks!" I said, "Let you stay......

"Yes!" The reader answered, so the correspondent Xiao Liu operated, and the soldiers spoke to the tape recorder in the order of number and list.

"Mom and Dad......" The first to speak was the company commander who read: "It's going to be a war, and the superiors let me leave a few words...... It's not a big deal, I'm a company commander, I have to take the lead in the war, and I have to set an example for the soldiers...... It's just that I can't do my filial piety to the second elder! ”

It can be seen. The reader tried his best to speak to his parents in a relaxed tone, as if he did not want to make the old family sad...... But sometimes the more this happens, the more tear-jerking it becomes.

Perhaps it was infected by the readers, and the messages of the soldiers became simple and relaxed, and some people even arranged the aftermath: "It is said that ...... If you are glorious, the army will give you a pension of 500 yuan, and the money owed by the family will be 400, and 200 will be given to your parents. The eldest brother is a hundred, and the eldest is not small. It's time to marry a daughter-in-law. Little sister hundred, use this money to go to school. You must learn more about cultural ......"

I don't know weishenme, often the person who said it doesn't feel anything, but the people listening next to him can't stand it, and they are all secretly wiping their tears.

Because I couldn't stand this atmosphere, I confessed to Xiao Liu and walked out of the tent.

"What's wrong?" Zhang Fan followed from behind: "Don't say a few words?" ”

I laughed dumbly and said, "What is there to say?" Besides...... Even if you want to say it, there's nowhere to say it! ”

I'm telling the truth, even if I record it, I don't know where to send it.

"Why don't you ......" Zhang Fan hesitated, then lowered his head and said with a red face: "Wait a while...... Let's talk to my parents together! ”

I couldn't help but be stunned, and then quickly understood what Zhang Fan meant, and couldn't help but laugh dumbly: "Silly girl...... You don't have to stay! Didn't you see your name on the list? ”

“weishenme？” Zhang Fan raised his head in shock.

"No weishenme!" I said: "The interspersed troops are all combat units, and even the staff headquarters is only a few on it, and most of them stay in the command line of our army, and of course the paperwork must stay in the line of defense to assist!" ”

"You...... What about you? ”

"Of course I'm going!" I said, "If I don't go, the battalion commander, then who will command the operation?" ”

"Then I'm going too!"

"Don't mess around!" There was a bit of seriousness in my tone: "Obey orders!" If everyone disobeys orders like you, how can I command? ”

Zhang Fan lowered his head and gritted his teeth and didn't speak, and after a long time, he gently leaned into my arms, hugged me tightly, and said "I must come back" before crying.

I let out a long sigh...... I know what Zhang Fan is thinking, she has always wanted to go to war with me...... It's not like she wants to die with me or anything, no one wants to die...... Her idea was actually very simple, she didn't want to be scared because I went to war. Compared to the rain of bullets on the battlefield, she was more afraid that I would never go back.

So, she had to stay with me and watch me to feel at ease, even though she knew it would drag me down.

This may be the contradiction in the hearts of women, they consider the problem more from the perspective of feelings, rather than rational thinking.

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The troops soon entered the stage of zuihou preparation, and first one after another came reports of "readiness...... In fact, the commander-in-chief of this battle was the military headquarters of the 73rd Army, and these troops did not need to report to me at all after they were ready, but the army commander believed that our unit was the core of the whole battle, so he thought it was necessary to know the readiness of each unit, so he asked the staff officer to transfer these reports to my radio.

But to be honest, Commander Huang's approach really played a role...... Originally, I was still a little nervous, but when I heard the radio "ready" one after another, my heart settled.

Then our battalion of mechanized infantry rushed to Aidian in the dark...... The personnel who stayed at the base before leaving naturally came to see them off, and Zhang Fan was of course among them...... But I didn't dare to look her in the eyes, because I was afraid that if I looked at her a few more times, I would have to take her with me.

On the one hand...... Zhang Fan really doesn't seem to be suitable to stay in the army, or rather not to stay in my army, because she is ...... My heart will be much more worried.

At this time, I felt a little strange in my heart, the two women I also loved...... weishenme Chen Yiyi won't let me feel this way? On the contrary, I still have a sense of security when Chen Yiyi is by my side.

After thinking about it, I think this should be the difference between the personalities and skills of the two people.

Chen Yiyi is a soldier on the battlefield, she can kill the enemy together and face difficulties together, she is even better than many of the male soldiers under me, and Zhang Fan is a protected object, and she is inextricably linked, especially her eyes looking at me, a few more glances will have an urge not to go to the battlefield with her to go as far as she can......

I didn't even dare to look back, and I was relieved when the jeep turned around and drove to the gate of the base.

"Battalion Commander Yang!" Staff Officer Liu was waiting for me at the door, and when he opened the door by the guard, he greeted me and shook my hand, saying, "I'm sorry! ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help but be stunned: "Staff Officer Liu...... What does that mean? ”

"I misunderstood you!" Staff Officer Liu was a little embarrassed and said, "When you first came...... I thought ......"

"Oh!" Hearing this, I couldn't help but suddenly realize: "You think we are a relationship force that has gone to the battlefield to wander around, right?" ”

Looking at the slightly embarrassed expression on Staff Officer Liu's face, I couldn't help but hahadaxiao: "What is this...... Speaking of which, we still have to thank Staff Officer Liu, for such a long time, thanks to you for helping our troops take care of everything! ”

"It should, it should!" Staff Officer Liu replied hurriedly.

"Welcome back next time!" As he spoke, Staff Officer Liu took the guards of the base to salute me and the soldiers.

The soldiers and I returned the salute...... This is the way of saying goodbye to soldiers, simple and clear, and with a bit of the pride of a strong man who will never return...... At some point, I've preferred this way of saying goodbye.

The convoy soon drove up the road in the dark, heading towards Aidian.

It was the night before the war.

The reason why I chose to enter the love store at this time is because of confidentiality...... We can observe Lang Son with a high-powered telescope at 1300 high ground during the day, and the Na Yue devils will definitely observe us on their high ground as well. Therefore, we don't want the Vietnamese army to know that there is a mechanized army that is going to Aidian, although this is not enough to expose the whole Jihua, but in short, the Vietnamese army knows as little as possible.

Another reason is that the troops can advance at full speed on the highway with the lights off and the lights off...... The training base is 19 kilometers away from Aidian, which is not much different from the 23 kilometers that will be interspersed in the actual combat tomorrow, and because there are many bomb craters along the way, the road conditions are similar, so it is very suitable for a Zuihou advance exercise.

Then I quickly put my mind at ease, and Scar's second company was in front of me to reconnoitre, occupy, and report in an orderly manner...... The first company skillfully protected and guided the tanks and cars all the way forward...... Everything is well organized, and it tells me that the hard work of the soldiers these days has not been in vain.

Of course, I also know that this is still an exercise, and there is still a gap between the exercise and the actual combat after all.

So...... Whether the hard work will be in vain in the end will have to wait until tomorrow to find out the results. (To be continued......)