At this moment, the curtain suddenly opened, and the waiter brought two large bowls of ramen to the table.

"Excuse me, the two of you have a luxurious Big Mac beef ramen."

"Thank you."

"It's okay, please use it slowly."

The waiter politely pulled down the curtains, and Kamiharakan and Junko Ueno unconsciously looked at the bowl of ramen in front of them, which was worth 25,000 doors.

This is the most expensive ramen in this shop, the beef is piled high into a volcano, the middle is a raw egg yolk, and the side dishes such as honey barbecued pork kombu tofu and dried bamboo shoots are almost invisible, and the bowl of meat is full of meat, and the appetite is whetted just by looking at it.

Junko Ueno smelled the fragrance and had some saliva secretion, she didn't eat dinner, and she was a little hungry at this time.

"Let's eat first, I'll talk to you when I'm done."

Junko Ueno nodded, picked up the chopsticks and whispered "I'm moving", and took a small bite.

She eats very ladylikely, even if she is hungry, she still eats very gracefully, about seven or eight bites, Junko Ueno lifted her hair and looked at Kamihara, and found that he did not move chopsticks, but looked at himself.

Her face flushed slightly: "Why don't you eat it." ”

Shen Yuankanruo glanced at her meaningfully and said, "It's good that you're safe and sound." ”

After speaking, Junko Ueno, who didn't care about the puzzled face, picked up the chopsticks and ate the meat in a few bites, picked up the bowl and poured the noodles and soup into his mouth, and all the gurgling was swallowed.

Dingding.

After pressing the bell, the waiter quickly opened the curtain, and Kamiharakan put the empty bowl on it and said, "Fill it up." ”

The whole process went smoothly, and Junko Ueno was stunned, and then she realized that the amount of food in Kamiharakan was so large, and the food she had just made might not even be enough for the appetizers.

Junko Ueno secretly made a note of this in her heart, and it seems that she can't invite him to sashimi sushi in the future.

But another doubt came to mind, what was the thing that God Yuanguan wanted to say to her? What is it to tell her so solemnly to confess what happened before?

Could it be that Kamihara-kun has repeatedly refused to accept her kindness, is there someone outside?!

Could it be that before he transferred to the school, he had a good relationship in Shiyuan Middle School, and the two sides have not been broken, and now they are in a long-distance relationship?!

Junko Ueno has already started to think nonsense.

She walked out of the noodle shop with Shen Yuankan after eating with her heart, but she didn't even remember the taste.

Kamihara looked at Junko Ueno in front of him, who looked preoccupied, and hesitated a little.

He knew that the other party had a good impression of him, after all, he had told him bluntly twice.

As a man who is in his youth and has never been in love, he is quite happy, but happiness is happy, and feelings depend on the wishes of both parties.

At first he could clearly answer that he didn't like Junko Ueno, but now he wasn't sure.

Even in a calm posture, he guessed that Junko Ueno was furious after the accident, and his emotions couldn't deceive people, he just cared about her.

Is it because of her affection for helping herself, that she cares so much because she is grateful, or because other gods don't know, feelings are vague, and it's normal to be confused with gratitude.

But he didn't want Junko Ueno to be harmed, and this matter was certain.

As for what he is going to say next, it will undoubtedly hurt Junko Ueno.

After all, her feelings for herself start from gratitude, what would she think if she was told that it was an accident from the beginning?

But this thing Kamiharakan still has to do, even if he doesn't want Junko Ueno to be harmed.

The other party's feelings for him were so sincere, he naturally wanted to reciprocate and did not hide it.

This is the way of being a person with a tooth for a tooth, repaying virtue with virtue, and God's original view.

"Actually, on the day of last semester...."

Under the light, Shen Yuanguan opened his mouth and spoke slowly.

It wasn't too complicated, and it was said quickly.

And Junko Ueno lowered her head halfway through hearing this, and Kamihara couldn't see her face, and he didn't know what her expression was now.

But he could roughly guess.

I'm going to be disappointed.

The object of her gratitude was wrong in the first place, he was not a hero, just a passerby.

Kamihara Kan didn't feel good in his heart, although he did it too, but the starting point was wrong, he didn't think he was qualified to let Junko Ueno love him so much.

After all, what he did at that time was just for himself, so why did he gain an extra favor.

It's not fair to Junko Ueno, and he doesn't want a good girl to suffer such an injustice.

"Do you hate me that much?"

Junko Ueno swallowed and spoke, and Kamihara could clearly hear her sobbing.

Little did he know that this was the second time he had made Junko Ueno cry.

"I don't hate you." Kamiharakan stretched out his hand to comfort the other party, but he felt that it was not good to do so and slowly took it back, Junko Ueno looked at his movements with despair in his eyes, and wiped his cheeks with his sleeve and raised his head.

Her eyes were already red, tears couldn't help but slip from her hazy eyes, her nose twitched, and Kamihara couldn't bear to turn her head sideways when she saw this.

"If you don't hate me, why do you still tell me that you can't accept it naturally?!"

She was half crying, half angry.

"If you don't say it, there is no second person in this world who knows, I know your character, if you see me like that, you will definitely not ignore it, can't you make me think in my heart that you did that for me?!"

Kamiharakan opened his mouth, and to be honest, he already regretted it the moment he saw Junko Ueno shed tears.

But he still forced himself to say that there was a reason.

"I'm sorry, but I can lie to you, and I can fool anyone, but I can't fool myself."

"I'm selfish, I just want peace of mind, I don't want to lie to myself, so I'll tell you the truth."

"If you.."

"You idiot! I hate you! ”

Junko Ueno ran away, covering her face and staggering away with tears in her eyes.

Looking at the back that disappeared on the street corner, Kamihara Kan felt very uncomfortable.

He could roughly guess the outcome of the affair, but he did it anyway.

Maybe it's the same as Junko Ueno said, and I'm a fool myself.

Emotional matters are too complicated, he wants to make everything simpler, he wants to make everything simpler, but obviously, not everything is as direct as the ring match, as long as you throw punches, you will win or lose.

In interpersonal interactions, sometimes white lies are better, and life does require lies and compromises.

For the sake of the so-called clear conscience, he made things so ugly, broke people's hearts, and made the other party cry.

He's really bad.

He wanted to say that if Junko Ueno still liked him when she found out about this, the two of them might be able to start as simple friends—as for the rest of the matter, Kamihara Kan hadn't thought about it yet.

It's just that as soon as the phrase "be friends first" comes out, Junko Ueno must be even more sad.

People have shown themselves to this, they don't refuse or accept it directly, what do they do with other people's feelings?

He can't be so ruthless in refusing, but deep down he feels sorry for Kinara—even though he doesn't have anything with Kinnara, but that's what he thinks.

Thinking about it this way, he seems to be even worse, isn't he eating from the pot and looking at the bowl?

But he doesn't know what he should do, no matter what he does, he feels bad, is there really a correct solution to this kind of thing?!

Kamihara didn't know, he couldn't think of it even if he wanted to, and a strong sense of self-condemnation and disgust filled his heart.

For the first time in his life, he felt....

"I'm such a scumbag."

Shen Yuankan turned around and left with a low expression.