Chapter Eighty-Five: I Regret It!
An hour later, in the two-story villa of the Ueno family.
Junko Ueno changed into a white home kimono and still knelt in front of Shinji as always.
Her gaze was lowered, and Gu Bo was silent.
She also figured out that from beginning to end, the so-called feelings were just her unilateral conjectures.
Even the initial 'cause', he flatly denied it, which is equivalent to saying that she should be deprived of the opportunity to love him.
Except for having no feelings for herself and wanting to reject herself completely, Junko Ueno can't think of anything else.
It's really painful to like someone who doesn't like her, but she knows very well that the other party doesn't care about her at all, even if she hits her head, there is no result, rather than this, the long pain is better than the short pain.
But why is my heart still very painful, tearing like a pain?
When he looked at the blade in front of him, Junko Ueno had a new understanding, no wonder his father said that the so-called forbearance is that the heart is like a knife but the face does not change.
At this time, she was finally able to do it.
At this time, there was a constant sound outside the door, and Ueno Feiyu coughed and stepped into the room.
Although I was beaten a bit badly today, it was worth the money.
He had already taken off his makeup and changed into a normal home kimono, and at this time he sat cross-legged next to Junko Ueno, supporting the ground with his hands and saying, "Sister, how is it, have you decided the relationship." ”
Junko Ueno didn't say anything, but Ueno Feiyu was not discouraged.
pretend, you just continue to pretend, I'm afraid I'm not overjoyed.
"Actually, I don't mean anything else, it's just that I'm making such a big contribution in this matter, don't tell my dad about my women's clothing."
Ueno Feiyu's voice was quite loud, anyway, his father and mother were away from home for nine out of ten days, including today, he was also outside to deal with affairs, of course he was not afraid.
Junko Ueno said coldly, "What did you do?" ”
Ueno Feiyu smiled and didn't speak, I'll help you try to find out that the other party cares about you so much and hasn't done anything, but I'm taking my life in Bo.
"Don't talk to him in front of me in the future, this is the end of the matter."
Junko Ueno's voice was cold, but she trembled slightly.
"Huh?"
Ueno Feiyu looked shocked: "How can this be?" Shouldn't it? ”
Junko Ueno looked more sad than dead: "Don't pretend, laugh if you want to laugh, I don't care about being laughed at by you this time, he doesn't like me at all, from now on, he and I are strangers." ”
As she spoke, her eyes turned slightly red again.
No matter how tough she is, she is a 17-year-old student, and this is also her first time in love.
The feelings of the student days are the purest and most beautiful, longing, yearning, wanting to get closer, but such sincere emotions are also hurt the most.
"Won't it?" The corners of Ueno's mouth twitched.
"If you make fun of me with this virtue, don't blame me for being unkind."
Junko Ueno said angrily, if Ueno Feiyu taunted her as soon as she came up, she might feel better, but this pretending to be confused was too much.
"Well, although I don't know what the hell is going on, I still think that old lady, this may be your problem."
Hmph, Junko Ueno stood up at once, her eyes widened and she was completely on fire: "My problem, what's wrong with me, is it wrong for me to like him?!" You don't understand, he doesn't like me at all, and he won't even give me the slightest chance! Just tell me how much he hates me! ”
After getting angry, looking at the stunned Ueno Feiyu, Junko Ueno sat down down.
"If he has a little kindness to me, no, if he cares about me a little, I won't give up easily..."
That's right, what made her completely desperate was not the truth of the original matter, but that Kamihara didn't care about how she felt.
Tear open the bloody scar the cause of his admiration for him, and tell her that it is all fake, and that he will only do it if he has no affection for her.
Looking at his dejected sister, Ueno opened his mouth and found that he didn't know what to say, took a deep breath, took out a voice recorder from his clothes, and pressed the button.
"Junko."
Kamiharakan's voice sounded, unprecedentedly gentle, and it was calling her by her name, not Ueno-san, nor the class leader.
Junko Ueno shuddered when she heard this, and she turned her head to look to the side in disbelief, realizing that the voice was coming from the voice recorder.
"I like you."
Bang!
Junko Ueno felt as if she had been hit with a hammer in her chest, and she lost her center of gravity and supported her hands on the ground.
"I don't know if Junko would like to do something happy with me."
A touch of red light quickly spread to the sides of her cheeks, and a strong feeling of dizziness never came, Junko Ueno supported the ground, her eyes were dizzy at the same time, and she felt that her whole face was hot.
"What? You don't want to? Don't you like me? ”
"Could it be that your love for me is fake, but I am 100% sincere to you."
Every word is a crit!
Junko Ueno felt the world spinning, her face was dripping blood, and her eyes turned into mosquito coils.
She almost groaned inwardly.
'No, I, not like that. ’
"You know what?"
"Do you know how much I like you?"
"Why don't you speak, don't you like me?"
"Don't you like acting? Why don't you keep acting? You fake! ”
"Tell me where Junko Ueno is? I'll kill you if you don't say anything! ”
"I... Ahem. ”
"You're not going to say yes, are you? It's a hard mouth, so don't blame me. ”
Kamiharakan's voice ranged from extremely gentle to full of cold murderous intent, mixed with the screams of Ueno Toba.
After the whole recording was played, Junko Ueno probably already knew the ins and outs of the matter.
She suddenly remembered Kamihara's look at her happy eyes and the sentence "You're okay."
It turns out that's what he said.
Kamiharakan has been worried about her safety.
How can the ups and downs of life be so outrageous!
She was so shocked that she didn't even know where she was at one point.
It took her half a while before she came back to her senses, looking at Ueno Feiyu, who gave you a chance that you didn't use, she said dementedly: "Am I, did I do something wrong." ”
Ueno Feiyu hugged his chest and rolled his eyes: "What do you say?" ”
"I, I left him alone under the street lamp and ran away. And said I hated him. ”
She now knew what a stupid thing she had done, and her whole body was cracking.
Junko Ueno held her brother's hand tightly, like a man in the water grasping a life-saving straw, and her eyes were full of anxiety: "You said that I will go back now, is it possible that he is still waiting there." ”
"Ugh." Ueno Feiyu sighed: "Do you think this is a carved boat for a sword, where it falls, pick it up from where it is, it's too late." ”
"Now it's not him who broke your heart, it's you who broke his heart, do you know how worried he was when he found out that you were dropped? He almost killed me! ”
Junko Ueno let go of her brother's hand in despair.
She is now grieving and regretting.
Thinking about it carefully, Kamihara-kun still has something to say to her later, and now she has probably guessed what it is.
If she hadn't interrupted, they might have been together.
But there is no if, and if you miss it, you miss it.
Remorse, loss, unwillingness, all kinds of complicated expressions flashed across Junko Ueno's face, and finally she gritted her teeth fiercely.
"I don't care! I regret it, I'm going to turn back now, I'm going to him now! ”
Junko Ueno screamed and was about to get up, but was stopped by her younger brother.
Ueno Feiyu: "What's the use of you going now, he must be uncomfortable at this time, you have to let him calm down." ”
"I can't calm down, and I won't have a chance if I don't go now!"
"Why don't you have a chance, you go to a school, you are in a class, and you will have a chance to meet every day in the future!"
Ueno Feiyu's words made Junko Ueno calm down, that's right, as long as she doesn't make a mess herself, there is still a chance.
"Feiyu, what should I do."
There is no way, at this time, I can only believe in the Oudoudou of the fish lip.
Ueno Feiyu touched his chin, he really broke his heart for his sister's lifelong event.
"Since Plan A has failed, let's plan B."
"Anyway, let's take a break in the past two days, and then go and apologize in two days to see what Kamihara-kun said, and if he forgives you, then find a way to start over."
Junko Ueno sat down in frustration: "That's all it can be." ”