Chapter 195: Interpret that kind of feeling first
Man is a very peculiar creature, he often does not know how to cherish what he has, and only longs for those who have not had, those who have wealth yearn for freedom, and those who have power yearn for family affection...... Ryusha was no exception, he was also a member of this strange creature.
Therefore, he has no feelings, and he has always been yearning for feelings.
But human feelings are undoubtedly extremely complex, often mixed with things such as desires and interests, which make the original pure feelings become dirty.
It is the instinct of a creature like a human being to have desires and obtain benefits, and Ryusha does not think that this is wrong, his view has always been that existence is the truth, and since the dark minds such as desires and interests exist in this world, then there must be a reason for his existence.
However, desires and interests are things that Ryusha herself has.
Lu Xia is a human being, although the emotional system is faulty, and he is born with a lack of feelings, but he has never lacked the dark side of human nature, it is better to say that it is because of no emotion that his way of life will become extremely pursuing interests, and his style of acting is somewhat dark.
But Luxia longed for something she didn't have.
In other words, it is simple, pure, and hot, without a trace of impurities.
It is not mixed with jealousy and hatred, nor is it mixed with possessive greed, but it is wholeheartedly devoted to the other person, and it definitely does not contain any selfish feelings.
Like Bai Chunlixu, the reason why he longs for his companions is at best because he is afraid of loneliness, and that kind of feeling is full of selfish desires and miscellaneous.
But like Tanjiro Kamado, the affection that can abandon everything for his sister is the real hot feeling as pure as a flame, and there is no stain at all.
Although it is a bit unorthodox to say, it is like the kind in the comics that abandons the whole world for the sake of one person and destroys the whole world for the sake of one person...... That kind of affection is what Ryuxia yearns for.
To get affection, to experience that kind of hot feeling, this is Ryuxia's unique wish.
And the completion of the spiritual base task is at best only a method and process to achieve the wish.
[Two Rituals] once said to Lu Xia -
"With the [Bearer Spiritual Base], you have the possibility to fulfill your unique wishes."
According to Ryuxia's understanding, that probably means that after Ryuxia becomes extremely powerful through the [Bearer Spirit Base], he will be able to go to various [other worlds] and get a way to have feelings in the [other worlds] that symbolize countless possibilities.
The reason why he agreed to the [Two Rituals] to [World Shuttle] and travel between the various [Other Worlds] was because of the request of the powerful being of the [Two Rituals] itself, and on the other hand, because Ryuxia was able to pursue the possibility of fulfilling his own wishes in countless [Other Worlds].
Otherwise, he would certainly want to become stronger, but he would not be as obsessed with completing the spiritual foundation task as he is now.
"yes, that's fine."
Hearing this, Aozaki Orange showed a vague smile on her face, "If you can have such wishes and aspirations, it proves that you are at least not incurable, and you are still a little different from the eldest lady of the Liangyi family." ”
The eldest lady of the Liangyi family?
Referring to the two ceremonies?
What could she have been wrong with? Dual personality?
"In this way, the transaction between us is indeed over, good luck and fulfill your wish soon."
After getting the answer, Aosaki Orange's demeanor became visibly relaxed, and she picked up the travel bag on the ground.
"By the way, I'll give you a suggestion, math often uses hypothesis proof to perform reverse arguments, why don't you try it too? Maybe when you get used to being a person all your life, maybe you will be able to understand that feeling naturally? ”
"That's it, bye-bye."
She waved her hand at Ryuxia, said goodbye humorously, and then walked out of the room without any hesitation, and disappeared in front of his eyes without waiting for Ryuxia to respond.
Ryusha watched her go, but her heart was thinking.
It's still a little different from the eldest lady of the Liangyi family.
"Could it be that she came here because she thought I was a little similar to the two ceremonies......
Such a speculation rose in Ryuxia's heart.
Although I don't know what is wrong with the eldest lady, Aozaki Orange seems to have a good relationship with the two ceremonies that went wrong in the past, otherwise she would not have sent an invitation to Ryuxia at the party at the Shuangyang Tower.
If she felt that the problem on Lu Xia's body was similar to the two rituals, so she ran over because she was relieved, then her strange behavior in the past month had an explanation.
But thinking about it, Ryuxia was able to learn all the runes on her body, which should be something she didn't expect.
"Hypothesis proof...... Is it for me to maintain a character as much as possible, to reverse the purpose and process, to deduce that feeling first, and maybe to get the meaning of that feeling in the end? ”
Ryuxia silently thought about the words left by Aozaki Orange, but she couldn't help but think of the hooded girl next to Nishi.
He had offered to help in order to complete the Lingji mission, but the girl had wishful thinking and understood his actions as helping her.
"Perhaps...... You can try. ”
Anyway, it's just a deductive character, it's just an extra process, he's already used to this kind of thing, if he can be emotionally touched by this, of course it's great, even if he can't, then there's no loss.
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"Oh! Welcome, my little guest! ”
In a London TV station, Mario greeted the 12-year-old with a warm smile, with black-rimmed glasses from Aozaki Orange on his face, and the whole person looked like a young man Ryuxia.
The two sat together in the corner of the studio.
"I heard, you have an invitation from the MONOCULUS collection train?"
"Hmm...... I don't know where you heard about it, but I do have an invitation. ”
A smug smile appeared on Mario's face, invitations to the MONOCULUS collection train are rare, and fifteen are distributed a year, no matter who it is, as long as you can get one, it means that you have reached the peak in one of your family background, strength, and connections.
"Little brother, are you planning to go to the MONOCULUS train as my retinue? Of course, there is no problem, the owner of each invitation can bring two attendants, but the price will have to be discussed......"
Mario's face was filled with a mercenary smile that was familiar to Ryuxia.
"It's not an entourage, I want the invitation in your hand, and as for the price, of course it will satisfy you."
Ryusha nodded, then took out a pistol from the pocket of his clothes and aimed it at Jean Mario on the opposite side under the table, "Just use your life to resist, how about it?" ”
Makes Mario's face stiffen.
Why is this routine so familiar?
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