Chapter 194: What Is Your Wish?

When the time came to February, Ryuxia's actual age was already 2 years and 4 months old.

His birthday is the 7th of the month, and based on the time of the type moon parallel world he was born in, he has already passed his 2nd birthday when he was in the [Demon Slayer] world.

But he doesn't care much about this, and he can change his body shape at will after becoming a ghost, so he doesn't care much about age.

One day at the beginning of February, Ryusha mastered all 24 Rune Runes and 3 Primordial Runes, and her magic skills rose a lot.

According to Aozaki Orange's judgment, although his magic attainments are still around the fifth rank [Open Position], but the spell casting method has almost reached the second rank [Color Position], this is because his body coordination ability is too strong, and he can easily form muscle memory, as long as he trains more, it is not impossible to catch up with Aozaki Orange in two or three months.

Of course, it is only limited to the speed and accuracy of the spell, and if he wants to surpass Aozaki Orange in terms of surgical attainment, unless he buries his head in the study of the rune for more than a year or two, there is no possibility for the time being.

I have also learned all the knowledge of magic techniques such as magic and enchantment, and even the magic ceremonial moon spirit essence liquid has been made with the help of Aozaki Orange.

"That way, the deal between us is over."

Ryusha sat in a chair in the hotel, holding a glass test tube in his hand, which was rippling with silver liquid, and he was feeling the state of the moon spirit essence through the magic mark on his right shoulder.

After a month, Liuxia's magic carving has also been simplified and enriched a lot, in addition to the original necromancy and strengthening technique, the base disk for controlling the moon spirit marrow liquid has been added, and the base disk of the rune rune has been added, and the previous tracking technique has been completely eliminated, and ordinary magicians may not be able to do such a simple elimination of the mark, after all, it is the same thing as an organ, but he is a ghost, and he can do it easily.

"Hmm."

Aozaki Orange stood by the window, the last Tai Chi brand cigarette in her mouth, and she asked Ryuxia a question as she smoked it.

"Speaking of which, I have a question that I have always wanted to ask you, and for the sake of me not asking for anything in the past month, it shouldn't be too much to answer me, right?"

"It depends on how deep your question is."

Lu Xia stared at the Moon Spirit Essence in his hand without looking back, and replied, "If it's a question I don't want to answer, I won't answer it." ”

His statement seems to be very scoundrel, no matter what question Aozaki Orange asks, he can prevaricate by not wanting to answer, as long as he has the slightest idea of not wanting to be reasonable, then Aozaki Orange will not be able to get an answer.

Aozaki Orange didn't respond to his words, but just spoke with a flat expression.

"What is your wish?"

Under her inquiry, Ryuxia paused slightly, then turned around and cast his gaze towards Aozaki Orange without the slightest undulation.

"I've been watching you for a month."

Aozaki took a puff of her cigarette and continued: "All your actions are based on measurement and calculation, if you can get benefits from it, or something necessary, you will not hesitate to do it, if there is no benefit to talk about, you will turn a blind eye and do not lie to any person and thing." ”

"When necessary, it will be kind to people to give people the illusion that you are very friendly, but when it is not necessary, you will be cold-blooded and make people feel terrible, although most of the people get along with people are full of hypocrisy and calculation, but your hypocrisy is even worse, not like me to switch personality, but to switch to the most suitable character when needed, there is a huge gap in subjectivity."

"Your exterior is like a mystery, or a machine, but your interior is so simple, so simple that it doesn't fit any filler, to use one word, that's - empty shell."

Externally is a machine for calculating benefits.

And inside is a mere empty shell.

This is the answer that Aozaki Orange has observed in her relationship with Ryuxia during this month.

"Pretty fair judgment."

Ryuxia nodded, he was already aware of this kind of personality of his own.

"Many children who grow up in a magic family are born with personality defects, some are born with a lack of pleasure, some are born with a desire for pleasure, and some are born with a moving obsession...... So I'm wondering, are you the same? ”

Aozaki Orange looked at Ryuxia, the look contained in the orange eyes was very bland, but it was inexplicably enough to shock the heart, "Your way of survival is because of the lack of emotional survival, right?" ”

There was a moment of silence in the room.

Actually, it's not that hard to spot, as long as you've spent some time with Ryuxia, you'll be able to detect a flaw in his personality more or less.

It's just that, just like Aozaki Orange said, Ryuxia will disguise himself as a kind and gentlemanly character when necessary, and his disguise ability is very superb, so he has not been exposed under normal circumstances.

At the beginning, he took advantage of Musashi's boldness and compassion through the curiosity of ancient people to modern people, and she didn't find any abnormality in Ruxia within a month of living with Ryuxia.

But if Ryuxia himself didn't mean to hide it, then the abnormality of his personality would be easily noticed.

As a crown magician, Aozaki Orange's eyesight is beyond imagination, I'm afraid I've noticed it a long time ago, but it's only now that I have picked it out and said it.

"You're right, it's not something to be deliberately hidden."

Lu Xia nodded flatly, "My feelings are indeed inherently flawed, and I can't experience anything, joy and disgust, anger and hatred, pleasure and sorrow...... I can't have all the feelings. ”

"That's why you're living like this."

Aozaki Orange nodded meaningfully, "But there is a certain subjectivity in your actions, right?" Unlike the real Garan Cave, there has always been a part of your actions that I can't understand, so you should be following some kind of reason for your actions, right? ”

"That's why I want to ask, what is your wish? Is that a question you don't want to answer? ”

Garan is a Buddhist term meaning a bottomless pit.

The incomprehensible part she was referring to was probably Ryuxia's Lingji mission, but what she was curious about was not the Lingji mission itself, but the reason why Ryuxia was obsessed with completing the Lingji mission.

"No, I can answer, and the answer is very simple."

Ryusha shook his head, he was never ashamed to say his wishes without emotion, his gaze was very flat but seemed to ripple.

"There is a lack of affection, so although I can recognize what feelings are, I can't really appreciate what feelings are, so I have only one wish from the beginning."

"—I want to have feelings."