Chapter 43: Refusal

"I'm sorry, I can't seem to find the feeling I had at the beginning." Chu Zixian got up and walked outside the bedroom as he spoke, he himself was very uncomfortable, he couldn't understand why he didn't have any waves in his heart.

Jiang Kexin opened her eyes violently, her heart was as exciting as a roller coaster just now, falling from the top to the bottom, she opened her mouth to want to live Chu Zixian, but the inferiority complex in her heart made her retreat, and she watched Chu Zixian's back walk out of the room step by step.

"I'm not going home this holiday, when I go to the hospital, I must tell me that you said that no matter what, our friendship will not change." This was the last sentence Chu Zixian left before leaving, and he didn't dare to look back and say it, for fear of seeing Jiang Kexin's disappointed eyes.

"Bang!" The door slammed.

Jiang Kexin's tears also flowed down at the same time, she curled herself up in the quilt, and said bitterly: "Why? Why? I don't want to be ...... like that either."

Chu Zixian, who walked on the night road, was a little depressed, he felt like a bastard, he brought hope to Jiang Kexin and disappointed her, and he also made him feel uncomfortable in his own heart.

At the same time, Chu Zixian also secretly asked himself, if he had determined Jiang Kexin's situation on National Day, would he still have the urge to be with Jiang Kexin so desperately at that time? He didn't know.

It's just that he doesn't have the feeling he had when he was now, he doesn't dare to think about it so much, he just tells himself that he seems to be running away from something, but Chu Zixian doesn't know.

When he returned to the bedroom, he heard Zhu Rui's hearty snoring, and then through the moonlight through the gap in the curtains, Chu Zixian saw the familiar Yang Lin, turned his head to look at Xiang Xiaodong's already empty bed, and knew that he should have been picked up by his family before.

I didn't know how to put my mood and finally found a trace of peace, took off my clothes and went to bed, forced myself to listen to Zhu Rui's snoring, and slowly fell asleep.

This was the first time Chu Zixian felt that Zhu Rui's snoring was so good.

When they woke up the next day, Zhu Rui and Yang Lin had already taken the car home, although they would come back to take the exam in a few days, but both of them wanted to go back for the holiday, after all, tomorrow was the official holiday of the New Year's Day.

Seeing that the time was almost noon, Chu Zixian casually went to the cafeteria to eat, his mind was full of speculation about what Jiang Kexin was doing, he didn't press the key number after taking the mobile phone several times, he didn't know if Jiang Kexin would call him to the hospital.

This day is bad, Chu Zixian has been a little tormented, and his hairstyle has returned to his usual appearance after washing, and the dazzling feeling of yesterday seems to be covered with a thick film, but despite this, Chu Zixian, who has shown infinite delicacy in front of everyone, can still receive a lot of eyes from the opposite sex on campus, and Chu Zixian can clearly feel the same aggressive feeling as yesterday.

It's a pity, not to mention a bold confession like Li Tong, and even the twisting faction of asking for a phone number did not appear.

After grinding until the evening, Chu Zixian finally stayed up until he was sleepy, and then fell asleep.

When he woke up again, he was woken up by a mobile phone ringtone, he picked up the phone in a daze, looked at the name note, and his brain instantly sobered up for the most part:

"Are you going today? Some? Where is it? ”

"I'm waiting for you at XXX Hospital, and now I've just left home, so you'll be fine coming over in a while." Jiang Kexin's voice came from the phone.

"Understood, I'll go out." Chu Zixian hung up the phone and got up from the bed, and then got dressed and washed and went out as fast as he could, he didn't mind that Jiang Kexin didn't wait for him to go to the hospital together, after all, he didn't promise Jiang Kexin to fall in love, plus Jiang Kexin's heart is more sensitive, and he may not want more people to see the two of them together.

He can understand that on the way to the hospital by car, he was a little nervous, although he didn't dare to face Jiang Kexin, but there was still a little embarrassing atmosphere.

"Where are you? I've arrived. Chu Zixian called Jiang Kexin after coming to the hospital.

Knowing that Jiang Kexin was in the obstetrics department, Chu Zixian hurriedly looked for it, and inevitably felt a little different in his heart, after all, this is a hospital, and ordinary people are reluctant to come to this kind of place if they have nothing to do.

"Is this going to be done?" Chu Zixian met Jiang Kexin in the obstetric clinic, Jiang Kexin's complexion was no different from usual, not as haggard as he imagined.

"I have to go for a few tests first, and then I can start without any problems." Jiang Kexin's mood was somewhat strange after seeing Chu Zixian, but fortunately, her pressure-bearing ability and mentality adjustment were super strong.

"Let's go, which way?" Chu Zixian asked.

"This way." Jiang Kexin led the way.

The two chatted and did an examination, and Chu Zixian knew that Jiang Kexin had already made an appointment, and she had been preparing for today's surgery all day yesterday, and the clothes she was wearing today were also loose and obviously reminded by the doctor.

To tell the truth, the two of them were still quite afraid of meeting someone they knew, but fortunately, they were worried in vain, and more than an hour later, Chu Zixian and Jiang Kexin got the results of the examination and waited for the operation to start under the doctor's confirmation.

The hospital is very formal, and the doctor is also a female doctor, Jiang Kexin attaches great importance to these, after all, she can now afford the consumption required in this matter, not to mention that X Moumou also gave Jiang Kexin a lot of money for this.

"We'll be next." Chu Zixian comforted Jiang Kexin and said that even if Jiang Kexin was calm and strong, he obviously felt Jiang Kexin's fragility and fear at this time.

"Hmm." Jiang Kexin just responded softly, a little cranky in her head.

"I'm here." Chu Zixian had the courage to take Jiang Kexin's hand, although they couldn't become lovers, their friendship was still there.

Jiang Kexin's hands were extremely cold.

"Thank you." Jiang Kexin felt the temperature of Chu Zixian's palm, calmed down a little in her heart, and squeezed out a smile at Chu Zixian.

"Hey, the young people really don't know how to do protective measures now, and you're here, why didn't you protect your girlfriend well at that time, why don't you want to think about the consequences now?" An eldest sister waiting next to her couldn't help but interject horizontally, and the tone was so ugly and ugly.

Jiang Kexin lowered her head, she didn't want to talk too much about this matter, but Chu Zixian felt a little angry in her heart, this was not what he did, and the basin was still buckled on his head, how much did this eldest sister be a little nosy, and replied to her: "Things are not what you think." ”

"What? What else? You guys don't have a good thing, that mouth knows how to deceive, what am I wrong? You two must not be married at such a young age, right? Is it that the adults in the family don't know yet? If you have the ability, you will get married and give birth, do you know that you are creating evil! Or do you simply not want to be responsible? "This eldest sister obviously feels too strong for self-substitution, she has been persecuted, and now seeing that Chu Zixian and Jiang Kexin are young, she thinks it is easy to bully, and she vents her anger with the two.