There is really a lot of money needed, and Jiang Kexin didn't choose this person at the first time, but how much can her classmates lend her? When she was powerless, in order to keep her mother alive, she chose to sell her body.

Sometimes, fate really makes you have no choice, or no matter how you choose, it is a road paved with thorns or a mountain of swords, and you have to move forward if you are still alive.

Although Jiang Kexin's mother's surgery was successful, she still needed money after the operation, as well as her brother's tuition fees, her father's drug costs, and foreign debts.

Of course, there is much more to this, when Jiang Kexin's parents knew that Jiang Kexin was adopted, they did not choose to scold Jiang Kexin, because they knew that Jiang Kexin was giving them life-saving money, but the two who were unable could only open their mouths and pray that Jiang Kexin would continue to be fostered in exchange for more economy.

Although Jiang Kexin's parents find it difficult to say these words, they will also be moved when they see the amount of money Jiang Kexin has given them, and they also want to get rid of such a poor life as soon as possible.

In their eyes, since Jiang Kexin has embarked on the road of being adopted, what does it matter if she continues?

The X Moumou who was remarked by Jiang Kexin just wanted a young Jiang Kexin, who had never been moved by her, just as a tool, of course, this person was still trustworthy, and he had never treated Jiang Kexin badly economically.

Seems like a blessing in misfortune?

She alienated her classmates because she didn't want anyone to understand her, afraid that others would know her secrets, she had been silently escaping from the world, but she had to live strongly, she had no backing, only herself.

And on the National Day, Jiang Kexin wanted to learn the guitar, but it was just caused by X's sudden interest, and he gave Jiang Kexin a guitar, hoping that Jiang Kexin could play a song he liked to listen to, nothing more.

This is also a hint, because every time Jiang Kexin meets the requirements of X Moumou, X Moumou will naturally increase Jiang Kexin in terms of economy, and the two of them have also formed a sad tacit understanding.

There are also many small details and trivial things in life, Chu Zixian was thrilled to listen to, he couldn't imagine that Jiang Kexin, who was only three or four years older than him, had experienced so many turbulent waves, he wanted to comfort but didn't know where to start.

Looking at Chu Zixian's expression of wanting to speak and stopping, Jiang Kexin smiled very calmly and said: "Okay, it's all over, the secrets that have been held back for so long are told today, and my heart is much lighter." ”

"To be honest, I don't admire you, I'm afraid it would have collapsed long ago if I had replaced me." Chu Zixian said sincerely.

"Perhaps." Jiang Kexin smiled, although this sentence was said to Chu Zixian, she couldn't help but sigh at herself.

"Will you leave him in the future?" Chu Zixian asked a question he wanted to know.

"Yes, don't you know he's already assigned me a job? Enough to feed myself. Jiang Kexin said without hesitation.

With infinite longing for a new life in his eyes, Chu Zixian couldn't help but look sideways, Jiang Kexin at this time had a different charm and vitality in the past.

"But don't you need money at home?" Chu Zixian was puzzled.

"My father has passed away more than half a year ago, and the cost of those imported drugs is much less stressful, my mother has been in good health over the years, she can also do simple odd jobs, and the foreign debts of relatives have been paid off some time ago, and I have left a sum of money for my mother and younger brother, I think these are enough, I still compromise myself, I just want a job and some reserve money, although I decided to leave that person, but I can't support myself, I don't have enough preparation for myself, what if I fall back again?"

Jiang Kexin said this, turned her head to look at the night outside the window, and said softly: "I don't want to live like this anymore, and I don't want to be bound by anyone, and I'm even more afraid that when the time comes, I am afraid that I will really lose my current determination and courage." ”

"I want to live the life I want and do what I want to do." Jiang Kexin suddenly looked back at Chu Zixian, and said to him firmly: "The timing of your appearance is just right, it is the time when I have decided to prepare for a new start, as well as your words, your experiences, I know what you are thinking during the National Day, but I don't dare, I feel that I am not worthy of you, so I vaguely remind you, and take the initiative to disconnect from you, but in this rehearsal, you continue to make me feel like, if you don't mind, I am always welcome here." ”

What Chu Zixian saw was a pair of firm eyes, but unfortunately Jiang Kexin couldn't hide his panic and inferiority complex deep in the eyes.

"I ......" Chu Zixian heard what he wanted to hear before, but he was not as happy and excited as he imagined, he hesitated.

"Ah, I seem to be a little sleepy, I'm going to sleep, you can decide if you want to stay or leave." After speaking, he walked briskly to the bedroom without waiting for Chu Zixian to answer, but the moment the bedroom door was closed, Jiang Kexin's voice came out again: "No matter what, our friendship will not change." ”

"Click." The door closed, leaving Chu Zixian, who had complicated thoughts.

Unlike the panicked circle of being kissed on the cheek that time, his sanity this time was completely online, but the clearer his brain, the more uncomfortable his heart became.

Some things are easy, but after certain conditions, it becomes extremely difficult to choose.

"Headache!" Chu Zixian couldn't help but rub his forehead with his hand, he suddenly felt very sympathetic to Xiang Xiaodong, who was like a neurotic at that time, and knew that it was difficult to make such a choice by himself, but Jiang Kexin was not as strong as Li Tong, and put the initiative in his hands.

Really unable to make a decision intellectually, Chu Zixian left the decision to his heart, he got up from the sofa, walked to the door of the bedroom gently, paused for a few seconds, and pushed the doorknob with his hand to open the door.

Jiang Kexin's room was very simple and warm, and Jiang Kexin on the bed obviously became a little short of breath the moment she opened the door, but she chose to continue to pretend to sleep.

The lamp in the room was on, and the dim light hit Jiang Kexin's face, making this lovely person a little more beautiful.

Walking to the side of the bed, Chu Zixian squatted down, looking at Jiang Kexin's face in front of him who was breathing more and more rapidly, he gently tapped his probe on Jiang Kexin's face.

Just like when Jiang Kexin kissed him on the cheek.

"Hmm~~~" Jiang Kexin muttered, but still closed her eyes and planned to continue pretending to be asleep.

It's just that Chu Zixian on the side of the bed no longer felt the impulse at that time, the impulse to go forward and want to be with Jiang Kexin.

He remembered the sensation so vividly that it was impossible to confuse it.

"Why? Why? ”

Chu Zixian asked his heart why his heart was thinking like this now.