Chapter 41: Cry
"Will he go with you?" Chu Zixian softly asked the question he had hidden all the way, which was also the reason why he took the initiative to send Jiang Kexin back, he had been looking for a chance to ask, but he didn't know how to speak.
"You remember it well." Jiang Kexin's mood is quite complicated, I can't say what it feels like, but she doesn't have too many expressions on the surface: "He will definitely accompany his wife and children, how can he accompany me, and he has always been very shy about that kind of crowded place, for fear of meeting people who know him." ”
"Do you want me to come with you?" Chu Zixian took a deep breath and asked Jiang Kexin, in fact, he was very resistant to that kind of place, but during this time he had a deeper understanding with Jiang Kexin, and he found that although Jiang Kexin was very familiar with everyone, he didn't have very good friends, except for rehearsals with him, Jiang Kexin was alone the rest of the time, which showed that Jiang Kexin was deliberately avoiding getting along with people.
Since that X will not accompany Jiang Kexin, then I am afraid that no one will accompany Jiang Kexin.
This sentence really melted Jiang Kexin's indifference, if it was just an ordinary thing, let alone that no one would accompany her, even if someone wanted her, she would not want anyone to accompany her, but she was really afraid of this matter, she had never experienced it before, and no matter how strong her heart was, it was now full of holes.
"Do you dare?" Jiang Kexin's tone was much softer.
"Dare! Didn't I say before that I want to be with you when you're helpless? I don't know if I'll be able to do it in the future, but this time I can! The more Chu Zixian spoke, the more firm his tone became, because he saw his former self, how much that helpless young man had longed for someone to accompany him when he needed it.
"Stomp, stomp." Rapid footsteps.
Jiang Kexin ran and bumped into Chu Zixian's arms, almost knocking Chu Zixian down, she hugged Chu Zixian tightly, buried her head in Chu Zixian's neck, choked and said, "Why didn't you show up earlier, why!" ”
I don't know why, Chu Zixian's heart is also very painful, he doesn't know what Jiang Kexin has experienced, but he can think of his own experience, he hugged Jiang Kexin with one hand backhand, touched her long hair with the other hand and said softly: "Cry, I know you must be very tired and depressed." ”
"Woo woo~~~" At first, Jiang Kexin just cried quietly, but then the crying became louder and louder.
Chu Zixian just hugged Jiang Kexin silently, but in his mind was the woman who had taught him to play the guitar, looking up at the bright moon in the sky slightly, Chu Zixian's eyes were already full of tears, and he recited in his heart:
"Mom, are you okay? I still remember when I cried when I was a child, you would always hold me, touch my head and say to me, 'Zixian doesn't cry, my mother is here, I will always be with Zixian'. ”
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Jiang Kexin poured a glass of water for Chu Zixian, put it on the coffee table, and asked Chu Zixian with a snort: "Why did you cry just now." ”
"I've had a good experience." Chu Zixian was very nerve-wracking, he was already very restrained, but he was still discovered by Jiang Kexin.
After crying, Jiang Kexin became interested in Chu Zixian's past, so she dragged Chu Zixian to her rental house and asked Chu Zixian to share the previous story with her.
Although Jiang Kexin's tears are gone, the momentum is still there, and she is obviously crying a little too much.
"Then hurry up, I'll wait to hear it." Jiang Kexin also poured herself a glass of water and sat next to Chu Zixian, she was so tired from crying, her throat was really dry.
"Well, it's nothing, it's just ......" At this time, Chu Zixian probably didn't have anything to hide, after all, he saw a lot now, and he would be very disgusted to say these things in the past.
After listening to Chu Zixian's story, Jiang Kexin somewhat resonated with Chu Zixian, because she felt that there would not be many people like them who had such an experience at a young age, and her eyes softened a lot when she looked at Chu Zixian, and she had a feeling of classifying Chu Zixian as the same kind.
"What kind of eyes are you looking at?" Chu Zixian took a breath, then coughed, and asked Jiang Kexin awkwardly: "That, I'm also quite curious about you, but if you don't want to say it, forget it, I ......"
"It's really long-winded." Jiang Kexin was no longer as indifferent as before, but said in a coquettish tone: "It's nothing to tell you, let's exchange with each other, but let's talk about it first, I won't tell another person about you, and you are not allowed to tell another person about me, it's a secret between us." ”
"Of course." Chu Zixian said affirmatively.
"Let's pull the hook." Jiang Kexin stretched out her finger.
Chu Zixian couldn't help but laugh and hooked Jiang Kexin, and said, "You are so naïve." ”
"I'm glad to do it, you care about me? The hook is hung for a hundred years, and it is not allowed to change, who says who is the king. "Jiang Kexin is very cute to complete this thing.
Only then did he slowly tell Chu Zixian about her experience, to be honest, Chu Zixian felt that Jiang Kexin was unspeakably hidden and would definitely not be much worse than him, but when he listened to Jiang Kexin's story, he suddenly felt that he and Jiang Kexin were much luckier than him, no matter what, he still had a grandfather, no matter what, he had never worried about money, no matter what, he had not done anything against his heart.
Jiang Kexin, an ill-fated girl, she was born in a very ordinary family, although her parents were there, she was not very happy, because when she was a child, her parents needed to work to make money, and basically had no time to accompany Jiang Kexin, fortunately, Jiang Kexin was sensible and her childhood was quite ordinary.
Although in addition to studying, she has to do laundry and cook when she goes home, and she has to take care of her younger brother, but she didn't complain too much, but when she was in high school, her father was injured in the factory and suffered a spinal injury and became paralyzed.
Without her father's labor, she still needs constant medicine to maintain it, forcing Jiang Kexin to start working at a young age to make money, and her mother also asked her relatives to borrow money, and the family had a very difficult life.
But Jiang Kexin survived to college, and the money she earned was barely enough for her own maintenance, but unfortunately in her sophomore year, her mother suddenly suffered a cerebral hemorrhage due to overwork from many years of part-time work, and was sent to the hospital for surgery, but the family had no money at all, and her relatives were afraid of borrowing, so Jiang Kexin chose to be fostered.
That person was a powerful person she knew from her previous part-time job, and that person had this idea when she was a freshman, but was rejected by Jiang Kexin, but because of this, when Jiang Kexin needed money, this person boldly took action and solved Jiang Kexin's mother's surgery costs.