I was going to code words in the afternoon, but after lunch, the inexplicable sleepiness made me sleep very deeply.

You may think it's ridiculous to say it,

I dreamed in a dream that I was riding a bicycle with my girlfriend home, and I felt strange, and then I woke up in bed twice in a row.

It even took a second to remember

It's afternoon, not morning.

I have a headache to death.

When I woke up, I was alone at home, I slept too deeply, the back of my head hurt a little, and I was so tired that my heart sank in the past two days

To be honest, nothing good has happened recently, it's all bad, it makes me feel very low, and it's not enough to give up on myself, but I just force myself to lift it every day and get tired a little reluctantly

Although the blow of the previous exam came out, I still couldn't be happy to accept the facts.

Also, to be honest, my grades have been getting lower and lower recently, and no matter how hard I try to write, there will always be comments like 'I feel worse and worse lately', which makes me panic.

I'm a senior.,When I got home.,During this time, I'm busy fiddling with the set.,Basically stay at home every day and don't go out.,After I'm busy, I'll work hard to finish today's update.,When I got up the next day and saw such a low subscription.,I really panicked.,

The simple sentence of 'getting worse', 'not good-looking' and 'boring' is actually quite lethal to the author.

Some people may think it's hypocritical, but that's how I feel.

If I don't, what else can I do, what do I have, if I get worse and worse at this thing, what will I do in the future?

Similar to this kind of thought, there are few things that people can't help but think like this.

But I think I'm not letting go of water, and every day I update, I try to do my best, invest emotionally, and think hard

Maybe this won't satisfy you.

I think it's probably because I'm not in good shape for personal reasons, and I've been in a low mood lately

So if I don't write it today, the chapter written in the middle of the night at this time will definitely not look good, so reflect on yourself

And forcing myself to stay up late to finish writing and then being told 'no' tomorrow is something I think I might not be able to stand it

I've been hit a lot lately (laughs)

Reflect on it, by the way, accumulate a state of inspiration and enthusiasm for writing, and it's rare to buy a PS4, or take advantage of the holiday to have fun,

Good night, everyone, and I wish you not to have good dreams like me