Chapter 498: The Answer to the Question and the So-Called Love
After all, Arakawa, what is the meaning of this name to Fang Ran.
That night like a music, from the night game to the night patrol of the city, I saw Lime in a coma from exhaustion, I saw that the recovery was forced to commit suicide, I saw that the group was even dead, and I saw that Shui Lianxin was in danger again.
Suppressed under those dark eyes, his heart was full of anger at the culprit who caused it all,
Supporting him, even if he rescued Yesheng, for the crying child in his heart, he resolutely chose to stay in the cold anger of the narrow battlefield.
But Arakawa was different, from beginning to end, Fang Ran didn't feel the slightest evil thoughts and killing intent from him that belonged to the mastermind behind the scenes.
Even before he died, the man had a slight chuckle on the corner of his mouth.
"Arakawa he died, by me... Killed. ”
In the courtyard of the auditorium at night, calm and low words sounded from the mouth of the dark young man, and the moment he said it was extremely difficult, as if he was going to use up all his strength,
Originally, when he said this, Fang Ran planned to stare closely at Shui Linlang's eyes, but it really came to the moment he said it.
The moment the man's name was spoken,
He himself couldn't help but tremble and lowered his head.
The auditorium was quiet, and even the whispering of the evening breeze could be heard, and the figure in the dark blue dress sat at the table on the balcony, watching him say this, and lowered his eyes to cross the memory of the silhouette of the bamboo forest,
Then he finally closed it slowly, closed his eyes and whispered:
"Really..."
Suddenly he bit his lip and clenched the silver broken dragon tooth in his hand tightly!
For some reason, Fang Ran suddenly gave her such a simple answer, which made Arakawa feel dissatisfied and angry!
Why! Why are you always this indifferent! Why did he do that! Why did you hear that I killed him!
You still only have this kind of understatement 'yes!'?
Gritted his teeth, wanting to shout out all these thoughts in his heart, wanting to question the dark blue noble figure in front of him, but Fang Ran still held back, because he knew
He has no position and is not qualified to say these things.
"You know that..."
So he could only speak in a calm voice with a trembling voice, and slowly looked up at Shui Linlang, this time he didn't have any doubts, but seemed to know the statement of the answer.
"Know what?"
People can't see through what she's thinking, the prophet still smiles mysteriously,
From the information I got from the last conversation with her, Maseratiri Yasheng's explanation of 'there is no night game, and there is no backwater', to the sporadic conversation between Arakawa and the figure manipulating the thousand-meter earth dragon in the Sayama battlefield, and the memories I saw at the end,
Guessing, piecing together, and finally getting hidden under the last night of last month, the unknown history of the past,
Fang Ran recalled the man's gentle chuckling words, and admitted all his questions one by one,
...
'You arranged the attack on the L.A. restaurant?' ’
'Well, it's me. ’
...
'You sent the man who could manipulate zombies and the woman who used the demon wind in that concert?' ’
'Well, it's Yin Kui and Xinya that I sent. ’
...
'The attack on the neighborhood of Linfu was the demonic dwarf potion you gave those mercenaries?' ’
Well, that's right, though they just happened to bump into the Night's Watch and the Zero. ’
...
'So everything tonight was your plan?' ’
'Well, it's me. ’
All the answers, [Scales] showed [truth] in the man's chuckling and gentle answer, except for the last sentence...
'Why did you do this, did it really take control of the night, or did it happen because of midnight.... Ever didn't choose your grievances? ’
"Well, that's right, I've always felt that it was a wrong choice for the elders in the night club to choose to hand over the affairs of Huaxia to Brother Jiang Ran, and I was the one who could control the stronger power, so I set up Reverse Water in order to take back everything that should be mine. ’
-[False]-
The only and only lie he had that night!
At that time, he was overwhelmed by the anger in his heart, and he didn't care about this sentence even if he paid attention, he smiled lightly and solemnly, why did he tell a lie...
Until the moment when he held Lingyuan, liberated the night parade, and slashed out the sword of the frosty sky and white night, he saw his memory....
"Why !!"
The pitch-black youth's low shouts rang out of his throat irrepressibly!
He looked up at the beautiful water at the other end of the garden in the evening breeze, his turbulent eyes shattering all peace, and his hoarse cry was filled with sad struggles and deep puzzled questions!
"Why don't you stop him!? That person, even if he thinks about it at the last moment before he dies, is your shadow! It's all you! ”
Fang Ran's low shout was mixed with emotion, and the turbulent thoughts made the corners of his eyes red, and he stared at Shui Linlang's figure tightly, wanting to get her answer.
"What to take back everything! What a stronger power to control! Everything he does is because of you! ”
Recalling the memory of the Arakawa he saw at the last moment of the Liberation Night Tour, the end point of the countless fragments of the picture is the bluestone staircase leading to the bamboo forest in the mountains, and the girl in the colorful skirt chuckles and speaks.
-'My name is Linlang, welcome to the night club'-
"He just wants to see you again!!"
Announcing a lie to the whole world.,Hiding the true purpose in your heart.,You can freely admit all the evil you have done.,But this is the only one.,Arakawa lied.。
"Why.... Why...."
The throat is harsh and hoarse, and the words are too heavy to speak,
Fang Ran's voice became lower and lower, and finally turned into a hoarse choked voice that was almost out of voice,
He's not Arakawa, he's not Shui Linlang, he doesn't know the story of the two of them, he's just a young man who hasn't lived for twenty years,
So Fang Ran knew that he had no qualifications or position to intervene in their love and hate.
But there was only one point, only one point, and Fang Ran felt that he had to ask it anyway, to be a bystander... No, in the position of a 'murderer' ...
Don't let that falsehood be buried that night.
"You don't stop him....."
I felt pain in my chest, I felt real sadness, and it became difficult to breathe.
Fang Ran raised his eyes, and the breeze blew the broken hair on his forehead, his eyes carrying all the sadness and sadness for that man.
And at the other end of the garden, on the balcony, I heard Fang Ran hissing and shouting this,
The prophet who has lived for a century finally showed a momentary unexpected loss of consciousness for the first time,
Then he slowly fell silent, looking at the sea of night flowers outside.
"It's really.... Suddenly, something was said... What surprised me...."
Even Shui Linlang didn't expect that Fang Ran would know these things, these things buried in the depths of that night.
"Do you think I can stop him?"
Shui Linlang's slanted blue gentle eyes, the silhouette dimmed in the night, looking at Fang Ran softly asked rhetorically.
"As soon as you show up.... As long as you go and see him, no matter what the situation, he is willing..."
"What if we meet?"
Listening to Shui Linlang's rhetorical question, Fang Ran's loud words were gently interrupted by her, and her eyes widened slightly,
He looked at the dark blue figure, and the look in her eyes couldn't be understood.
"When I see him, can I solve it completely?"
Looking at Fang Ran's stunned appearance, he showed a smile, lowered his eyes, and Shui Linlang looked at the sea of flowers again and whispered:
"When he sees me, he will be able to unravel his obsession, even if he gives up his plan for the night game this time, then what about next time..."
Shui Linlang slowly stood up and walked towards the edge of the balcony, the night breeze in her dark blue eyes blowing the sea of flowers in the manor,
Then she turned her head and smiled lightly at Fang Ran:
"Besides, I can't get out of here."
She raised her hand and stretched out the edge of the balcony, as if she wanted to touch the picture of the sea of flowers at night, but...
Obstructed by a transparent 'wall'.
Fang Ran watched this scene with wide eyes and learned the astonishing fact that the so-called prophet was imprisoned in a cage.
"But even if there is no wall, even if I can get out of here, I will not go to see him, I will not go to see him, because in the end..."
The soft words were full of sighs and memories, and the tone in Shui Linlang's words made Fang Ran sound incomprehensibly,
She looked at Fang Ran, who didn't seem to understand her words, and smiled softly and inclusively:
"I don't love him."
The deep blue skirt of the sea is slightly raised by the night breeze on the balcony of the garden, and she is a quiet and beautiful peerless beauty.
"Because I don't love, I can't untie his obsession, and I can't stop him."
The chuckling and gentle words, containing complex emotions that he couldn't understand, hit Fang Ran's heart.
Because I don't love ....
At the end of the day, is it really the reason....
Standing silently, clutching the hilt of the silver broken dragon's tooth,
For him who doesn't even know 'like' and can't face it,
It is too difficult to understand the proposition of 'love'.
He's not Arakawa, he's not Shui Linlang, he doesn't know what it feels like to love or not, so even if he asks the man who always appears in his nightmares, he can't get any answers.
This kind of thing... Fang Ran actually knew,
He knew it...
"Is everything he does meaningless?"
The tall figure stood at the entrance of the garden in a night parade in the style of a black dress, his head bowed and his voice trembling.
Although Fang Ran never said it, this summer vacation gave him a huge impact on his soul and touched him, except for Xu Zheng who patted him on the shoulder that night in the pearl of the night, Yesheng who gagged his mouth in the capital all night, and then left,
The third person is actually not the group that has been with him the longest in the night game, nor is it the recovery that gently hugged him and comforted him later.
It's Arakawa.
This man, who has been destroying the daily life he cherishes, stands in a hostile position, and uses his half century of paranoia about the so-called 'love',
It hit Fang Ran's heart.
Through Mullin, he was really shocked by the memory of Arakawa,
It's just out of a desire to see someone,
Can it really take people half a century to get there?
"Is everything he does worthless? No matter what good or evil, good or bad actions, or even knowing how you are in captivity, a year... Decade... Half a century,"
Biting his lip and even feeling the salty taste, Fang Ran slowly closed his eyes in pain, with the incomprehension and confusion he felt when he was still a young man, bitter and helpless, and his voice was low and weak, choked and hoarse:
"His life... Is it all in vain...? ”
Shui Linlang was silent, her lowered eyes recalled the fragments in her memory, and she turned to look at the young man standing at the door who was questioning herself.
"Fang Ran,"
With a look that he couldn't understand, he called his name softly and kindly, and said softly:
"You are really too kind a child, even for him who ruined your daily life and stood on the side of the enemy, you felt sad and sad for the fact that you had to kill him with such an obsession in your heart, and even ran over like this to ask me why."
"Don't get me wrong, I'm just doing it for myself, and even if I do it again, I'll still do it."
One more time, I'll still kill him.
The dark young man lowered his head, unable to see the low opening of his eyes, and the clothes of the Night Patrol fluttered slightly behind him, just like the way he activated his privileges at any cost in that narrow room.
"That's why I said, you're a kind kid."
Shui Linlang looked at him, smiled slightly, and then thought in his heart without telling him the truth.
For those who are determined to kill even if they do it again, they will feel sorry for them and unworthy kindness.
"But it's also because you're still a kid that you don't know...."
Shui Linlang exhaled softly, then looked at the night sky and the sea of sleeping flowers, recalled the figure that had been with her here and built all this for herself, and whispered in a low voice:
"Whether it's in vain or not, you'll know when you fall in love with someone."
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