Xue Yan listened to Yan Nanchen and Yan Nanwan's words, and the uneasiness in his heart became bigger and bigger, looking at Yan Nanwan, his eyes were full of doubt, and he wanted to ask her what it was, but he knew that even if he asked, Yan Nanwan would not say it now.

"It's not a big deal, I've always been there. Yan Nanwan comforted.

Xue Yan laughed: "As long as you're here, I'm not afraid of anything." ”

He has nothing else to ask for and nothing to fear now, he just hopes that Yan Nanwan can always be by his side, so that he can always be by Yan Nanwan's side, so that is enough.

After going through so much, he really feels that external fame and fortune are not important, and the most important thing at the moment is to be with Yan Nanwan, both of them are alive and well, and this is enough.

Yan Nanchen looked at Yan Nanwan and Xue Yan, and sighed in his heart, this secret is definitely not a good thing for the two of them, and it is more likely that they will be buried with the people of the Yan family, even if they don't say it, this secret will be shaken out sooner or later, and at that time, there will really be no room at all.

"Nanwan, you should know. Yan Nanchen said slowly.

Yan Nanwan laughed: "Brother, I know. But this matter has nothing to do with you and me, even if you want revenge or revenge, you shouldn't come to us. She said and glanced at Xue Yan, "If they really want to seek revenge, I will bear it alone." ”

"I'm not going to abandon you. Yan Nanchen also laughed, "The affairs of our Yan family should be carried by the people of the Yan family." ”

"Boss, although I am not from your Yan family, I still want to say that no matter what happens to you, whoever wants to come to you for revenge and revenge, I will stop in front of you, and I will never let anyone hurt you again. Li Guang said sonorously.

Yan Nanwan got up, walked up to Li Guang, patted his head, and laughed: "I don't need you to come, I can handle it myself." ”

"Boss, are you disgusting me too useless?" Li Guang was a little aggrieved, "Although I can't compare to you in many places, I dare to conclude that my light skills are not comparable to anyone else except you." ”

"I didn't look down on you, I mean I can handle these little things myself. Yan Nanwan wanted to laugh when she saw Li Guang's appearance, such a big man was coquettish in front of her.

"I don't want to know this secret. Xue Yanwu spoke.

"Why?" Yan Nanwan asked puzzled.

Xue Yan looked at her and said, "Later, I have something I want to say to you alone." ”

Yan Nanwan glanced at Xue Yan, and then at Yan Nanchen, Yan Nanchen nodded slightly, and Yan Nanwan said, "Okay, let's go out and talk." ”

Xue Yan got up, took Yan Nanwan's arm and walked out, exuding anger and dissatisfaction all over his body.

Yan Nanwan felt the anger and dissatisfaction emanating from Xue Yan's body, and laughed, thinking that no matter how desireless and amiable this person seemed now, he was still that ruthless person after all, and even if the things in his bones were well hidden, it was impossible for them to disappear like this.

Xue Yan took Yan Nan to a small pavilion in Chunfeng Building, she looked at him and smiled: "What are you bringing me here for?"

Xue Yan's face was serious, and there was a hint of helplessness in his eyes: "Later, you tell me the truth, if we know that secret, will it hurt you?"

"You really want to know?" Yan Nanwan smiled and raised her eyebrows.

Xue Yan nodded.

"It's hurting me, maybe my brother and I will die because of that secret. ”

Xue Yan became nervous: "Then I don't want to know, and you don't want to tell others, just act as if that secret never existed." ”

"Even if you can't hide it for a while, you can't hide it for a lifetime. Yan Nanwan looked relaxed, "Xue Yan, I don't care about my life or death for a long time, I haven't been sorry for anyone in this life, but I always have a trace of guilt for you, I know I'm sorry for you, but I'm afraid I can't pay it off in this life, I can only wait for the next life." ”

"I don't want any next life, I just want this life. Xue Yan became excited, "I don't believe in the next life, the present is the most authentic and reliable." ”

Since losing Yan Nanwan several times in a row, he has become more and more aware that if he loses Yan Nanwan, his life will be like a pool of stagnant water, and there will never be any happy things happening.

"You don't believe in the next life?" Yan Nanwan touched his face.

Xue Yan shook his head: "I believe in fate, but I don't believe in reincarnation." ”

Actually, I don't believe it, but I still say this to myself, just to give life a little hope. Yan Nanwan was a little hesitant in her heart, whether to tell him about her poisoning and not living long.

Xue Yan had long known that Yan Nanwan had something to hide from him, and he also saw the doubts in her heart, he didn't want to ask before, but now he had to ask, he was really afraid, one day when he woke up, he would never find Yan Nanwan again, and he didn't even know where she went.

"Later, I know you're hiding something from me, I want to know. Xue Yan said bluntly.

Yan Nanwan raised her head and looked at him and smiled: "Okay, I'll tell you." ”

She walked to the side of the pavilion and sat down, looked at the calm lake, and said lightly: "Xue Yan, even if no one harms me, I won't live long, and it is impossible for a lifetime between us." ”

"Why?" Xue Yan didn't expect her to hide her own business.

Yan Nanwan retracted his gaze and fell on him: "Because I'm poisoned, there is no antidote." ”

"Evening, ...... you" Xue Yan couldn't imagine that she was silently enduring all this alone, and when she woke up every morning, she thought that I was not dead today, not like others, looking at the rising sun and feeling that it was another beautiful day.

"Actually, I'm used to it, it's fine. Yan Nanwan looked at Xue Yan's open and closed mouth, knowing that he wanted to comfort himself, but he couldn't say anything, so he could only comfort him by himself.

Xue Yan remembered that the two had conflicts before, they were all very small things, if it was put on Yan Nanwan at the beginning, she would definitely not care, but later she cared about everything, she had to quarrel with him about everything, and all had only one purpose, that is, to separate from him.

"So, you've been poisoned a long time ago?" Xue Yan said.

Yan Nanwan nodded, she was afraid that Xue Yan would think too much, so she hurriedly explained: "Xue Yan, this matter has nothing to do with you, don't blame yourself, all this is what I should bear." ”

"Why are you poisoned?"

Yan Nanwan told Xue Yan about what happened before, and naturally passed over the fact that she drank because of Xue Yan's and finally became like this.

Although she didn't say it, Xue Yan knew very well in her heart that it was all because of him.