He didn't want to know the secret, but he still knew such an amazing secret.

He and Wan'er finally got together, but they still couldn't be together for a long time, all because of him, if it weren't for him, Yan Nanwan wouldn't have drunk, and if he didn't drink, he wouldn't have been poisoned.

At the beginning, he knew that Yan Nan was sick late, but he still went to the northwest and left her, and he was not in her body when she needed him the most, all because of him, otherwise all this would not have happened.

"Xue Yan, all this has nothing to do with anyone, I did it myself, don't blame yourself, you know?" Yan Nanwan persuaded him, not wanting him to blame himself for these things.

She knew that Xue Yan loved herself very much, so she told him these things, and she didn't wait until she died later, but Xue Yan still didn't know anything, and he should have the right to know.

"I'm telling you all this, not to make you sad, I just want to tell you that our days are numbered, we don't have to think about anything in the future, we don't care about anything anymore, just stay together like this, and live the few days that remain, okay?"

She really missed too much between her and Xue Yan, she just wanted to spend the rest of her days with him, which was not much now.

If they pull Xue Zenglin off the throne, Xue Yan will definitely be the emperor, and she should leave, and even he himself doesn't know if he can survive until that time.

"Xue Yan, no matter what happens to me in the future, you must live well. Yan Nanwan said to him solemnly, "You have to live with my hope and take a good look at this beautiful mountain and river for me." ”

Yan Nanwan knew that she was very selfish like this, but she had to say this, she had to do this, because as long as this was the case, Xue Yan could live well.

What she wants is not for him to die with her, but for him to live well no matter what he does.

Loving someone doesn't have to be great to die with her, and she doesn't need the greatness of his love. All she wants is that they have loved each other well, and that's enough.

"Later, without you, what's the point of you letting me live?" Xue Yan pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly.

Yan Nanwan laughed: "You can live when I died before, but I will really die in the future, and I will never see the beauty of this world again, so you have to live more, you know? You live with my hope, and you still have the dawn people of the world." ”

Xue Yan listened to her words, and his heart hurt for a while, but he still smiled on his face, she said that letting him live with her share was really like what was written in those words, but the ghost knows how painful it was when he encountered this himself.

"Evening, I promise you, I promise you whatever you say. ”

As long as she asked, he would grant her.

"Xue Yan, in fact, there should be a woman by your side. Yan Nanwan thought about it for a long time, and finally said this.

After she left, he became the lord of a country, there is no woman by his side, and there will be no queen in the future, how can the world's long crowd be blocked?

"Later, we want a child!" Xue Yan looked at her, and his tone was extremely serious.

"Child?" Yan Nan didn't react for a long time, and looked at him in a daze for a long time before he regained his thoughts, "Xue Yan, let's ......" She suddenly didn't know how to talk to him, although they all knew the result, but if the words were said like this, it was still too cruel.

Xue Yan also understood her concerns, and only said: "Later, I just said it casually, let's go with the flow." ”

Yan Nanwan listened to his words, watched what he did, and was moved in her heart, he was thinking about himself in everything, but she couldn't do anything else except to win the throne for him.

Even this throne was not what he wanted, she still forced it into him.

She was originally selfish, in order to take revenge, she killed the emperor and left the world ownerless, but now she is even more selfish, with Xue Yan's feelings for her, she forcibly pushed Xue Yan into the position he didn't like.

"Xue Yan, let's try it!" Yan Nanwan looked at him and said with a smile, "I also want to have a child with you, let's try, okay?"

Xue Yan was overjoyed, nodded, and hugged her into his arms: "Okay, it's okay for you to say anything." ”

Maybe she'll live to that point?

After telling Xue Yan about this matter, Yan Nanwan also breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and she could be regarded as having finished a matter of her heart, and her smile became clear.

"Xue Yan, I want to eat the food you cooked. She hugged his arm, raised her head, smiled sweetly, and said coquettishly, "Can you make it for me?"

"Good. Xue Yan's eyes were full of pampering, and he raised his hand and pinched her nose, "Whatever you want to eat, I'll go back and do it." ”

"As long as you do it. Yan Nanwan looked back at Yan Nanchen and Li Guang in the room, and laughed ghostly, "Let's hurry up and let them wait stupidly inside." ”

Xue Yan followed with a smile: "That's your brother, just bullying him like this?"

"It's my brother, not my husband, so I'll bully him. Yan Nanwan pretended to be angry and said, "Could it be that you still want to teach me a lesson?"

"Of course not, I'll just help you bully others. ”

"That's pretty much it. Yan Nan said in the evening, "I want to meet Meng Qing." ”

"What did you see her doing?" Xue Yan frowned, obviously not wanting to mention Meng Qing at all.

After all, if it weren't for Meng Qing, they wouldn't have made such a fuss. The reason why he kept Meng Qing was to torture her, and now that Yan Nan was going to see Meng Qing at night, he was afraid that what Meng Qing said would make her unhappy.

Yan Nanwan looked at Xue Yan's face full of hesitation, and said, "Could it be that there is really something between you, I am afraid that if I see her, what will she say?"

"How is that possible!" Xue Yan immediately vetoed, "If it weren't for her similar face to you, I wouldn't have looked at her." ”

"So you have a fancy for my face!" Yan Nanwan looked at him with a smile, "Is that as long as there is a woman who looks similar to me, how many times will you look at it?"

"Not really. Xue Yan snorted arrogantly, "Even if you have a similar appearance, you can't replace your soul." ”

Yan Nanwan smiled sweetly, and sighed twice: "You have read a lot of books! You can even say this kind of thing, Shibei should be impressed in three days!"

Xue Yan was not embarrassed at all, and said cheekily: "Since you like to watch it, of course I want to see it, and I can discuss it when I talk to you in the future, don't you say?"

"What are you doing discussing this thing?" Yan Nanwan looked away, "It's not interesting." ”