"Yes, let alone the doctor, even a teenager will be afraid of the sudden departure of his family and his own sudden death, life has the instinct to escape death, you hit a cockroach with the sole of your shoe, and the cockroach will struggle to survive; The guinea pig used for medical experiments will also struggle desperately before death, even if it is a small earthworm, when you use it as bait, it will twist its body hard, even if you make it all in two, it is still alive, and when you hang it on the hook and the hook pierces its body, it will excrete on your hand. ”

Sun Xiangyun looked at Mu Chun and nodded, "Yes, earthworms are like this." ”

Then Mu Chun sighed deeply, looked out the window, only turned his back to Sun Xiangyun, and then shook his head seriously and said: "But human beings are still different from earthworms, cockroaches, and mice, they instinctively fear death, and they struggle to die until the last moment comes, they are different from us." ”

"It's no different, they don't want to die." Sun Xiangyun said sadly.

"But you and I both know that we are going to die, and it's inevitable. Humans, unlike cockroaches, earthworms, and rats, know that no matter what we do, we will eventually lose the war to the death.

This feeling is extremely unsettling, we are afraid of death, we are afraid of the process of what happens, we are afraid of being sick in bed, we are worried that we will not be able to wipe our saliva, we are worried that we will have to eat and drink Lazar in bed, we will not even be able to turn over, our bodies will rot and stink while we are alive, no matter how glamorous you are in normal times, whether you are rich or rich, when all this comes, you will be sad and uneasy. And the process of human death, because it can imagine, is constantly telling its story and depicting its form in the minds of people of any age; We will worry about how to separate from the people we love, we don't want to see our children, we don't want to die without a lifetime of ambitions, and even nowadays people are more afraid than before of what they will be judged after death, how many people will see a joke when they fall sick in bed, and how many people will become a topic of conversation after dinner.

What hides all this is our instinct to be afraid of death, as well as many anxiety and irritability, sleeplessness, difficulty sleeping and eating due to [fear of death], and even various physical symptoms, insomnia, dreaminess, polydipsia, unexplained body pain, dizziness, weakness in the limbs, rapid heartbeat, panic, lack of concentration, and slowing down of mobility.

Because [afraid of death], everyone is afraid of death. ”

"Are doctors afraid of death?" Sun Xiangyun asked.

"My words may be even more afraid of death, super afraid, you see, I have been trying to overcome it because I am afraid of death, you see that there are really people who have written a book on the problem of fear of death."

Sun Xiangyun couldn't help but laugh when he watched Mu Chun jump up and down.

"Alright, alright, what's there to be afraid of."

Sun Xiangyun said with a smile.

"No, no, no, I can't remember when I'm usually busy, people just have to keep working hard, keep having things to do, can't be idle, sometimes there are few patients, I'm idle, or ah like this time recently, walking on the road is not small and stepping on the white circle, go to the convenience store to buy a bun, you can pass by the people who wear filial piety, wait for the train at the station and meet a large group of people who go to the funeral home, all around the waist is burlap, ah, when you see this kind of picture, you will immediately think of death, what if you die, what if your wife dies, If my father and mother are God~ These people have been killed by me in my mind I don't know how many times, until I get to the hospital, I look at it, ah, don't die, there are still many patients who want me to treat, then I am worried about what modern medicine will do if it is useful, I will not die if I worry, everyone will sit at home every day and worry"

Mu Chun put on a worried look, his elbows were propped up on the table, his hands were crossed into fists, and his body was bent down, so his buttocks were weirdly cocked.

It's as awkward as it looks.

Sun Xiangyun really wanted to take out the sketchbook immediately and draw Mu Chun's strange appearance, and then call it "The Prayer of the Doctor Who Fears Death"

"Don't be funny, you can't cure diseases at all, you just don't talk about other people's diseases."

Sun Xiangyun laughed, picked up the cup and drank half a sip of water.

"Don't, be careful, it may be dangerous."

"No, I can still tell, at least now I feel refreshed."

Sun Xiangyun stood up happily.

"Yes, it's nice to gossip about people or to talk about death with interesting people."

"No, no, no, I still don't think you're a good doctor, you're a genius, a genius!"

Mu Chun didn't hear Sun Xiangyun's praise, because Shen Zifeng slammed the door with his fist and smashed out a string of high-tide parts of "Godzilla March".

After the door was smashed, Sun Xiangyun saw that Shen Zifeng should be looking for Mu Chun in a hurry, so he said hello to Mu Chun and left in a hurry.

Shen Zifeng saw that Mu Chun was still tinkering with his coffee there, and said loudly: "Mu Chun, come with me to the emergency room." ”

Chu Sisi also rushed over when he heard the sound, Mu Chun saw that Shen Zifeng's mung bean eyes were nervous, and patted him on the back, "Let's go, talk while walking." ”

Chu Sida followed behind the two of them, and he couldn't keep up without trotting.

"I said it was a stomachache, but I didn't touch it at all, I didn't let it be examined, I kept shouting, and you can hear it when you walk to the second floor."

Shen Zifeng quickly explained his condition and ran faster.

"What about Fang Ming? Isn't he there? ”

Mu Chun asked.

"The director has an operation in Zhinan today." Shen Zifeng replied.

"Ah, it's hard to practice more." Mu Chun said.

Sure enough, as soon as he walked to the second floor, he had already heard the child's sharp cry, Sun Xiangyun walked slowly, and when he met Mu Chun who rushed down in the corridor on the second floor, he hurriedly retreated to the side, and heard the child's scream, and almost fell to the wall unsteadily.

Pushing open the door of the emergency room, Liu Tiantian was standing next to the little boy, the little boy curled up on the bed and did not cry or make a fuss, just screamed, screaming like an animal.

"Doctor Shen, Doctor Mu, I can't do it, don't let me touch it, I will scream when I touch it."

Liu Tiantian hurriedly explained.

In Shen Zifeng's opinion, the scene in front of him was very familiar, there was also a boy who had a stomachache here more than a month ago, but Mu Chun came and didn't know how to calm the boy down.

So today, as soon as he felt that something was wrong, he immediately went upstairs and asked Mu Chun for assistance.

Mu Chun stepped forward and looked at the child's face.

Shen Zifeng stepped forward and whispered in Mu Chun's ear: "It's the child who came here once in the last two weeks and escaped from the window, called Zhou Ming." ”

"Zhou Ming?"