Chapter 333: Between Fear of Death and Fear of Death
Sun Xiangyun stood up, meaning to let Mu Chun not bother pouring water, he was not very thirsty, mainly because he was a little unaccustomed to outside food.
"So you're still afraid to drink the water outside? Any idea when it started? I talked about it last time, is it about the same time as insomnia? ”
The last time Mu Chun said this, Sun Xiangyun didn't pay attention, but now that Mu Chun said this, he actually thought of the nanny he saw at Grandpa Chen's house in the morning.
A round, slightly bloated face, carrot-like rough and red fingers, and a brightly colored rose-red cotton coat that makes you can't open your eyes.
The throat suddenly became dry and tense, and it was better to drink a little water, but it was like a thermos cork, and you couldn't swallow the water at all.
After thinking for a minute, Sun Xiangyun suddenly looked at Mu Chun, his expression was nervous and his tone was serious, "It's really, I thought about it, I probably feel dirty." ”
"Dirty? Really! ”
Mu Chun handed Sun Xiangyun a 350ml bottle of mineral water, Sun Xiangyun unscrewed the lid and filled half a bottle.
"What does it feel like to be dirty? Does it make you feel dangerous or will you be contagious? ”
Mu Chun asked.
"It's all there, how to say it, it probably has something to do with me going to visit an old friend, Lao Wu is not very good this winter, he is in bed almost all day, and he doesn't even have the strength to take pictures at home. After I went to visit him and came back, it seemed that I couldn't sleep, and then, I didn't want to drink the water you gave me last time, and I didn't think of any reason for it, but this Saturday I went to Lao Wu's house again, and the nanny poured me a glass of water, and brought me apples and oranges, I didn't eat them, for more than an hour, I accompanied this old friend to talk vaguely, and didn't eat anything, and he seemed to be a little unhappy about it. ”
"I was not feeling well after visiting the patient. This is understandable and can even explain a lot of problems, such as fear of death. ”
"Afraid of death?" Sun Xiangyun repeated puzzled.
"Well, it's easy for us to empathize with other people's suffering, for example, after visiting an old friend who is paralyzed in bed, we wonder what we would do if this happened, would someone take care of it? Will it be as embarrassed as an old friend? ”
"yes, that's true."
Sun Xiangyun looked at Mu Chun in surprise.
"Well, this kind of thought naturally appears, but you will unconsciously think about not having these boring thoughts, because you are a literate person, you know that this kind of thinking is not necessary, why should what happened to others be applied to your own good life, at this time, there are some contradictions in the body."
Sun Xiangyun nodded, "Also, I think that smell also has an effect, and the whole room is full of unpleasant smells." ”
"Lifeless, foul smell, people are prone to bad associations, sometimes, in that bad environment, some people will have diarrhea, headache, difficulty breathing reaction, not everyone can take care of the elderly who are sick in bed. That's a bad feeling. ”
"That's right, and the babysitter, she always makes me feel dirty, she doesn't want to clean it at all, and she looks like a cheat on money." Sun Xiangyun nodded in self-affirmation as he spoke.
"Babysitting? Is it the one who takes care of Lao Wu? Mu Chun asked.
"Yes, speaking of this nanny, I also saw it at Grandpa Chen today, it seems that I went to Lao Wu during the day and took care of it at Grandpa Chen's house at night, I was thinking, in our place, if people die, they will probably go to the owner of the candle shop, is the old man before he dies in the hands of the nanny, and he looks at the nanny all day long?"
"It would be nice to have a young nanny dressed as a maid."
Mu Chun suddenly smiled wickedly.
Sun Xiangyun was a little stunned when he heard this, and after reacting, he also laughed with Hehe.
This ghost doctor really knows how to speak human words.
"So, I'm scared." Mu Chun said and handed the previous checklist to Sun Xiangyun. "According to the situation of your previous physical examination, I added the examination last week, sleep problems seem to be caused by mental stress, there are quite a lot of people who have not slept well recently, especially some retired old people, some old friends around them are sick, some old neighbors have died, they will think of themselves, think of themselves will be like this, and then think about it, what if I am paralyzed in bed, who will take care of the grandchildren at home, if I can't get out of bed, who will take care of this matter of serving tea and water, eating and drinking Lazar, many people say that nannies can't do it, It's just a fool at all, the old man pees his pants and lets him cover it and won't change it in time, the children are still enthusiastic when they're there, and they give the old man a little bit when they're not there, and it's not their own father and grandfather, no one will take care of them as their own relatives, don't you? ”
Mu Chun didn't finish speaking, just took a breath, Sun Xiangyun immediately said: "It's really the same as what you said, I will definitely think of myself, this nanny is really unreliable, my daughter-in-law is pregnant, she will say that after giving birth, don't trouble the old man to help, spend money to find a confinement lady or something, we are both opposed, how can outsiders take care of it?" ”
"It may be better to take care of children, it is really not easy to take care of the elderly, after all, the elderly have a taste, and sometimes they are stubborn and unreasonable, isn't it, our understanding of the elderly is not the same, although there are also good to speak, but after all, people are old and decrepit, and they are not as comfortable as children, so not everyone says it, children are noisy, some people are hurt, and people are coaxing, and the old people are noisy and everyone is annoying."
"I really can't afford to be old and sick these days."
"yes, I can't afford to die." Mu Chun grimaced.
"It's true, it's really like this, it's just thinking about this all day long, and I heard everywhere that there is no one who is gone, and my wife also told me this kind of thing in the morning, and I also went to Grandpa Chen's on purpose."
"Well, and then it lingers even more, and the death thing haunts me like chewing gum stuck to the soles of my shoes." Mu Chun said.
After listening to Sun Xiangyun, he poured half a bottle of water, it seemed that he was thinking too much and was troubled by death.
"Everyone is afraid of death, so we are very sensitive to death, and the older or older people or the younger and older people are, the more sensitive they are, because death and illness mean that we lose the right to freedom in life. It's scary to think about, isn't it? ”
Mu Chun clasped his hands in front of his chest and trembled a few times.
"Do doctors have this kind of problem, too?"