Chapter 438: If Unconditional Acceptance

No, it's right to blame He Ping, people like him still talk about me, and say that I have something to be sorry for him, did he think that my piano career may be over from now on, and my life may end a few days ago. So I don't really care that he doesn't love me anymore, you know? I don't care, I'm sad that my life seems to have no direction, and I suddenly, when I saw the piano just now, I suddenly felt that I was no longer qualified to touch it, I didn't lose my husband and a man who used to love me, I lost my piano.

And I started to lose the piano as early as after I was with him, because I gradually moved away from it, I would be so hopeful that He Ping would always be by my side, I would be so lonely when he was not by my side, I was so lonely that I didn't even want to touch the piano, I went to listen to music, I went to the bar, I let myself go, because I was uncomfortable, I didn't have the life that I was proud to embrace, I pinned them on a man's feelings.

Isn't that a big joke? ”

Bai Lu wanted to play Chopin's ballade for Mu Chun, and Mu Chun readily agreed.

"Okay, I'd love to listen to you play, I've always admired Teacher Bai Lu, and Gong Hai always told me that Teacher Bai Lu's performance is the best in the school, especially when the teacher plays Bach's "Twelve Equal Temperaments" is like a textbook."

Mu Chun's praise of Bai Lu gave Bai Lu a lot of confidence and encouragement, although Bai Lu should have been accustomed to the encouragement from Mu Chun for a long time, but people are very strange, always hearing encouragement does not change the habit and numbness, human beings are a species that likes to be encouraged and praised, of course, those meaningful encouragement is more from kind people and people who are considered friendly.

It is difficult to turn hypocrisy into truth, which is also a very mysterious place in psychosomatic treatment, which is called "empathy" in books, which literally means feeling the same emotions as the other party.

This is easy to say, and it is not complicated to do, but what is the difficulty?

The difficulty is how to show that the other person knows that you are genuinely praising him and genuinely feeling the pain he feels.

This kind of empathy needs to be accumulated and practiced, and only in empathy can the experience of empathy be accumulated, but Mu Chun believes that the skills of this process are not as important as the heart.

Sometimes, it is necessary to accept a person with a kind and unbiased heart.

Therefore, the [empathy] of unconditional acceptance is often more meaningful.

Bai Lu smiled at Mu Chun, slightly shy, and then she turned around and walked towards the piano.

From the melody without a beginning, gradually entering quiet, to smart, Bai Lu is becoming more and more relaxed, and her state is getting better and better.

After the performance, Mu Chun applauded with all his might, as if he was now in the audience at the Huanhai Music Center, watching the excellent pianist perfectly interpret Chopin's ballade.

Bai Lu is also completely immersed in the performance, although wearing sweaters and dresses, but she shines brightly.

On the other side, after Liu Tiantian left Mu Chun, he did not go directly back to the nurse's desk in the outpatient hall, but went to Chu Sisi's consultation room opposite, and after she told Chu Sisi what Mu Chun told her, Chu Sisi immediately contacted Liu Yiming.

Liu Yiming also happened to have a headache about He Ping, obviously he also felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say what was wrong, and he was discussing with Zhang Hai whether this matter was going through the next procedure step by step directly, or take a look again, in terms of Zhang Hai's person, it must be better to have more than one thing, but he also has a lot of opinions on this matter, after all, he and Liu Yi clearly ran to Xu Dan's house once, and he also found some unknown bloodstains in Xu Dan's house.

Do you want one more thing? Zhang Hai hasn't thought it through yet. This case seems to be very clear, Xu Dan accused He Pingqiang~ and violently injured her many times, such accusations are very clear, and Xu Dan also has such a big drama as suicide for love.

The media is all on her side, and now she has become a big celebrity, and the number of followers on Weibo is almost close to that of a popular star. has been on the hot search for three consecutive days, and the funniest thing is that He Ping has just confessed, and a few minutes later, this incident has become the hottest news on Weibo.

Zhang Hai is very concerned about this matter, and Liu Yiming also said that it is too fast, this should be the time when Xu Dan just walked out of the gate of the police station, how can the whole world already know?

It's like the Olympics when each competition is still in the finals, and the big media starts to prepare the manuscript, preparing for one side to win and the other side to win, and when the result is out, take out the pre-written manuscript and send it immediately.

Everyone knows that time is traffic at this time, whether it is an official account or Weibo, the first time it is sent is to occupy a lot of popularity, and the more it goes down, the less it is.

We all operate in this way, so there are occasional funny incidents, such as a track and field competition, a certain team won the championship, but it was changed half an hour later, and the organizing committee said that a certain team had a malicious foul, canceled the first result, and the second place became the champion.

But at this time, there have already been countless articles on the Internet celebrating the championship of such and such a team.

This kind of thing often happens during major events, and usually readers are not surprised, and the first few times I thought it was funny, but now I know that I prepared two manuscripts in advance.

Of course, the police station understands such a routine, so after the news that He Ping left the police station on the front foot and the news appeared on the Internet, Zhang Hai felt more and more that this matter was a little strange.

After Liu Yiming received Chu Sisi's call, he explained the reason to Zhang Hai, and when Zhang Hai heard that Dr. Mu from Huayuanqiao Hospital was also experiencing problems, he immediately patted Liu Yiming's back and said, "It's Dr. Mu Chun and Dr. Chu Sisi who went to Xu Dan's house together at that time!" ”

Liu Yiming reported truthfully, "Yes, Brother Zhang, it was Dr. Muchun who asked me to assist in investigating some things, I was in a bit of a hurry, I was afraid that it might be delayed if I was late, can I leave for a while." ”

Zhang Hai immediately agreed, saying that he was fine here, it didn't matter if he came back after lunch, Zhang Hai also took special care of Liu Yiming, "Don't be anxious when you encounter problems, don't be impulsive, listen to Dr. Mu Chun's thoughts, this young doctor is really capable, his ability to perceive people's hearts and perceive events is no worse than ours, and he is not like a normal person in terms of understanding people's hearts." ”

Liu Yiming also trusts and admires Mu Chun very much after recent events, but because of the busy affairs of the police station, he can't follow Mu Chun like Chu Sisi, but now he will look through the books published and translated by Professor Chu Xiaofeng whenever he has time, and write down many things that he doesn't understand, ask Chu Sisi for advice or discuss with Chu Sisi.

Liu Yiming drove to the parking lot of Huayuanqiao Hospital, and Chu Sisi was already waiting for Liu Yiming at the entrance of the parking lot.

"Have you waited a long time? It's raining hard outside and it's cold, aren't you stupid, I won't call you? Do you have a brain? Liu Yiming crackled, Chu Sisi looked at him in a daze, and then complained, "When did you become as enthusiastic as Granny Wu Fangmei?" ”

Wu Fangmei's old woman? Speaking of this old woman, Liu Yiming is afraid that it will be difficult to forget in this life, more than a dozen times a month, saying the same thing every time, this is one of the most patient old people he has ever contacted.

At first, Liu Yiming was still a little impatient, but later, he also felt that this old lady was actually quite interesting, and she came again recently, which really made Zhang Hai cry and laugh.

"What are you laughing at? Hurry up, hurry up, why hasn't that Mr. Hawking who was circumambulating the sea have figured out these things for so long this time? I thought I would have all the information as quickly as before. Chu Sisi asked.

"It's my side that is a little delayed, because things are busy, and another reason is that I have no reason to continue to investigate this matter, at the beginning when He Ping denied it, he needed to find a lawyer according to the process, but he didn't do anything, it's useless to just deny it, it's the evidence to get rid of suspicion, right, he just said that he didn't do it, but Xu Dan didn't say that he did it, this kind of xing-assault case, the girl accused him like this, He Ping is difficult to avoid suspicion." Liu Yiming explained to Chu Sisi.

The winter rain around the sea is heartbreaking.

Although Liu Yiming was also anxious, but there was no way to speed up the car, Chu Sisi was anxious and a little restless.

Liu Yiming then told Chu Sisi about Wu Fangmei, saying that after the Liu Hua case was solved, Wu Fangmei came to the police station once, and told how she knew that Liu Yue and Liu Hua sisters had problems very early, and it was because of her repeated reminders that Dr. Muchun found out that Liu Yue's sister Liu Hua was related to the death of the old man, and also said that she and Liu Yue had a quarrel, which directly made Liu Yue so angry that she admitted in the hospital that the old man's death was deserved and innocent. also said that this is a side proof that she is the murderer.

"And such a thing?" Chu Sisi didn't hear anyone in the hospital mention it, so after hearing it, he also felt very strange.

"Yes, Mrs. Wu means to give her a good citizen award or something, because ah, she helped the police solve a big case."

Chu Sisi laughed out loud, thinking that Wu Fangmei really looked a little unexpected, could she come up with such a cute idea?

In order to alleviate the tension and anxiety in his heart, Chu Sisi felt that it was better to talk to Liu Yiming about Wu Fangmei's old woman, so he asked, "Then what kind of good citizen award is it?" Is it a medal worn on the body or a pennant hanging at home? ”

Liu Yiming didn't laugh, but suddenly became serious, and said in a calm voice: "However, I don't think it's a bad thing, how to say it, you see that Grandma Wu was dissatisfied with many things at the beginning, she was very dissatisfied with many administrative departments, saying inaction, delaying time, saying that kicking a ball kicked her from here to there, and she always wanted to complain about some parts, so ah, it was really the courts around the sea, the procuratorate and the police stations in various districts and counties. I heard Ma Lu say in the last meeting that he once met such a mother-in-law when he was working in the Innovation Park, and she was really the first energetic mother-in-law to go around the sea. ”

"I think it's the first person to complain about the old woman around the sea, but Dr. Mu Chun doesn't know what method he used to treat her, and now she rarely complains about the pain here and there." After Chu Sisi finished speaking, he looked out the window, and the heavy rain drenched the entire sea, making people's moods lifeless.

"Doctor Mu Chun really has a way, I never thought that Granny Wu Fangmei would listen to a person." Liu Yiming said with emotion.

"It seems that this is really the case, she is still very concerned about Teacher Mu Chun, and always wants to introduce patients to Teacher Mu Chun, and ah, probably this is where the teacher is powerful, I don't even see the doorway, but I am still the person who works on the fifth floor of the Garden Bridge every day." Chu Sisi was a little frustrated, probably because of the rain, every time he saw the gap between himself and the teacher, he would feel that this gap would never be narrowed, and the teacher should continue to study and make progress.

"I think the most commendable thing is the change in the concept of Wu Fangmei's mother-in-law." Liu Yiming said.

Chu Sisi didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, so he looked at Liu Yiming suspiciously.

"In the past, Granny Wu Fangmei had a lot of opinions and dissatisfaction with our administrative department, but what do you think of her now? What does it mean that she came to us and offered to reward her as a good citizen? Liu Yiming looked at Chu Sisi, and by the way, looked at the mirror on the right.

The car had already driven into the parking garage of Jiang Feng's house, because Jiang Feng was not contacted, but the matter was urgent, Liu Yiming did not wait for Jiang Feng to reply, thinking about going to the hospital to pick up Chu Sisi first, and then driving to Jiang Feng's house on the way to wait for the news, who expected that he had been downstairs in Jiang Feng's community, and he was not contacted.

"It's strange, it's rare for something like this to happen." Liu Yiming shook his head and glanced at his phone again, "That's right, it's true that he didn't reply to messages or call, strange, isn't he at home?" ”

Seeing Liu Yiming holding his mobile phone with a confused expression, Chu Sisi could only ask, "What's wrong?" Is something going on? ”

Liu Yiming immediately shook his head, "It's okay, let's go up by ourselves, that guy will definitely tell me if he goes out, since he didn't tell me that he would go out, he must be in the attic." ”

Chu Sisi hesitated for a moment, but still nodded, after all, it was raining heavily, and there was no heating in the corridor on the first floor, so it was really cold.

Liu Yiming saw that Chu Si Leng's lips were a little purple, and he said even more distressedly, let's go up when the elevator comes, try the previous password first.

With the idea that it can only be so, Chu Sisi nodded sensibly, Liu Yiming untied his scarf and put it on Chu Sisi, Chu Sisi said that there is no need to bother, it is too inappropriate to wear two scarves, before the words were spoken, Liu Yiming grabbed the front and opened his mouth, "This is quite good-looking, maybe next year Dior will learn your autumn and winter dressing style." ”

Chu Sisi's eyes blinked, and he didn't even think of how to refute Liu Yiming's words after blinking for a long time, but waited for the elevator.

Liu Yiming blocked the elevator door to let Chu Sisi go first, and then he walked in and pressed the floor of Jiang Feng's house.

"Does he really rarely go out, or does he go out and don't let you know?" Chu Sisi asked.

"Very rarely, since I have known him for so long, he has been out once, that is, during Christmas, he seems to have gone abroad, to Southeast Asia, this person's whereabouts are not hidden, in fact, most of the time he is in the attic, not going anywhere." Liu Yiming replied.

"It's really a sea-by-sea version of Hawking, but Hawking still needs someone to take care of him, doesn't he need someone to take care of him? Can you live on your own? Although Chu Sisi already knew Jiang Feng's living habits before, she still had a lot of questions, she was actually very curious about Jiang Feng's situation, a kind of doctor's curiosity, he did look a little similar to Ding Jiajun at that time, but his self-consciousness and consciousness were very clear, if Ding Jiajun was like [The Walking Dead] when he was at his worst, Jiang Feng was different, Jiang Feng was more like a robot, a robot that does not eat fireworks in the world and does not live in real life.

Whether it is [The Walking Dead] or [Robot], in short, it makes Chu Sisi have the same feeling, that is, there is no soul.

Chu Sisi knows that the word "soul" seems to be a bit pseudoscientific, because the scientific community has not yet publicly said whether there is such a thing as "soul" in the world, so it should be something similar to "soul", such as part of perception and part of spirit.

In short, something is missing, or something is obscured, ignored or cut out of one's life.

As the subway door opened, the two came to Jiang Feng's house, and Liu Yiming called Jiang Feng again, but no one answered.

Liu Yiming was a little anxious now.

"Why don't you knock on the door? We can knock on the door. Chu Sisi stretched out his index finger and pointed to a small white button on the door, "Isn't this a doorbell button?" ”

Liu Yiming looked at the white button like a cultural relict in the British Museum, and suddenly said lightly, "yes, why didn't I ever notice this." ”

"What's the matter, can you ring the doorbell?" Chu Sisi put it back in his pocket, it was really cold.

Liu Yiming nodded, "Of course you can, I was confused, I never thought that there was a doorbell on the door of Jiang Feng's house." ”

Hearing Liu Yiming say this, Chu Sisi just wanted to nod and say yes, but a strange thought broke into Chu Sisi's mind, and she suddenly remembered that she had come to Jiang Feng's house once before and met a thief in the cubicle.

I'm afraid this Jiang Feng is proficient in the art of Qimen Dunjia Organ, what if there is something strange about this door?

Chu Sisi touched Liu Yiming with his elbow and shook his head.