Chapter 436: If He Didn't Say Those Words
Chu Sisi's face flushed, it's normal to have questions, but shouldn't cardiologists have any prejudice against this kind of thing? Chu Sisi thought of Liu Xiaoju's case before, his wife Huang Ke found her husband hiding three boxes of pregnancy in the drawer, Mu didn't have any prejudice against this kind of case, and Lin Xiaogang has always been pretending to be a woman
Heart science will encounter all kinds of strange things, Chu Sisi shook his head, and decided not to let Mu feel that she had any prejudice against women's underwear.
"No, I don't have any questions, just ask the teacher, am I qualified to do this for the first time?" Chu Sisi looked at Mu with expectant eyes, and his white face still had a faint red.
"Unqualified." Mu thought for a while and said.
Chu Sisi's face was no longer red now, but became pale for a while, "What do you mean, what's wrong?" I think it's going well, I don't think there's anything wrong with it. ”
Chu Si wanted to explain, and he wanted to argue for himself.
Mu shook his head, "I'm not saying that what you did was wrong, I mean that you didn't have any doubts in your first outpatient clinic, and there is no way for me to say the word [qualified]." ”
At this time, Chu Sisi hesitated, and questioned that she originally had, but later, considering the relationship between this profession, she said no, do you want to change her words now?
Hesitating and hesitating, Chu Sisi didn't know what to say.
Mu was not in a hurry at all, and waited patiently for Chu Sisi to explain slowly, he brewed a cup of coffee, and then opened the notebook.
Before Chu Sisi could think about how to answer, a girl appeared in front of her, and a thin, small, and woman who felt pity for women was standing at the door, about to knock on the door.
"Doctor Mu, I'm here for a follow-up visit." Xu Dan said softly, a white umbrella hung in his hand, and the white umbrella surface was still wrapped with golden patterns.
Mu saw this umbrella at a glance, this umbrella and the one in the little watermelon's hand.
How so?
Mu's heart was flustered, he pretended to be calm and turned his chair behind the door, slowly put away his notebook, thinking that the uneasiness he just said should be related to this umbrella.
This matter seems to be getting more and more troublesome, what secret is Xu Dan hiding? Or is this umbrella also purely a coincidence?
Is it a coincidence that she came to the hospital to see a doctor, and is it also a coincidence that she came to see a doctor with this umbrella?
There is no reason, maybe it's because at least 80% of the fact that Xu Dan found Huayuanqiao Hospital to see a doctor can't be regarded as a coincidence in Mu's heart, so it affected his judgment of this umbrella and made some kind of cognitive mistake?
In fact, two things that are not related at all, because they happened at the same time, the brain links the two things together, thinking that there may be some kind of potential connection.
Most advertising agencies and self-media will do this, but in fact, it is just taking advantage of people's misperceptions.
Mu sighed softly and turned around.
"Who is this?" Xu Dan stood at the door very sensibly, looked at Chu Sisi and asked.
This made Chu Sisi feel embarrassed, as if she had become an outsider, and this patient was the master here.
"This is Dr. Chu, another doctor in the cardiology department." Mu stood up and introduced Chu Sisi to Xu Dan.
Chu Sisi looked at Mu, and then politely passed by Xu Dan and returned to his outpatient room.
After Chu Sisi gently closed the door, Xu Dan slowly approached Mu, "I'm sorry doctor, because of the rain, I came late, I originally wanted to arrive at eight o'clock, I guess you will be busy." ”
"Ah, it's okay, I just made coffee and want to refresh myself, do you want a cup?" Mu asked.
Xu Dan shook his head, "I'm still not suitable for coffee, although there doesn't seem to be a big problem with the gastrointestinal examination, but I should also be not suitable for coffee as a stimulating drink." ”
Xu Dan wore a light blue lamb's wool outside, a crescent-colored sweater inside, still with a low round neck, and it always looked as if he was wearing too little.
Mu didn't understand why this girl didn't wear a high-necked sweater, maybe she drove here? Won't be out in the wind or rain at all?
But looking at her umbrella and outside, it doesn't look like walking from the parking lot to the fifth floor, and now the parking lot is only half the size of the original, and the farthest parking space to the side door of the emergency department doesn't rain much, and it's only a dozen meters away.
It is impossible to get so much rain on your clothes and jeans legs with an umbrella.
"By car?" Mu asked naturally.
"No, I came by subway, how can I have so much savings to buy a car, and I can't work in such a public hospital." Xu Dan said while looking around the cardiology outpatient room, and finally returned to Mu's face with a pulse, "Speaking of which, it's really great here, there are coffee machines, treadmills, refrigerators, bookcases, and even pianos, I like to play the piano so much, but unfortunately I have always been looking for games to play on my mobile phone, and I rarely have the opportunity to meet a real piano, can I?" ”
Xu Dan's words were not finished, but everyone could understand what she was going to say in the second half of the sentence.
Mu couldn't pretend to be confused, and secretly thought to herself, this girl is really good at talking, she didn't say a word at all, but she just right what she wanted to say into the other party's heart.
Speaking of which, it's really a bit of a psychoanalyst.
Mu Gang wanted to say, then do you want to play it, Xu Dan opened his mouth first, "Doctor, this is my checklist yesterday, it seems that there is still a thyroid function report that has not come out, and everything else has already come out." ”
Xu Dan handed the neatly organized report to Mu's hand, and then moved the chair forward slightly.
"Doctor? Your hair is a little gray, isn't it hard to work in the cardiology? Or is your girlfriend not taking good care of you? Ah, I said the wrong thing, the doctor must be married. ”
Mu was looking at Xu Dan's inspection report carefully, but Xu Dan used her gentle voice to slowly say some words that Mu listened to in the clouds.
But Mu believes that even if such a voice doesn't say anything useful, it is enough to make people's hearts flutter.
Then Mu seemed to smell the scent of lavender again.
Wait a minute, lavender, why do I know it's the scent of lavender?
Mu searched hard in his mind for where the word had appeared, and then it occurred to him that lavender fragrance had a calming effect, and many shampoos and skin care products would also add lavender ingredients, but those didn't have much effect.
But if someone extracts the flavor of lavender and kneades it with some other spice
It shouldn't be like that Mu picked up the coffee cup, took two sips, then put the report on the table, walked to the window and opened a little window.
Xu Dan immediately sneezed, then alternated his hands in front of him and turned to look at Mu.
"Doctor Mu, it's raining so hard outside, I probably caught a cold on the way here just now" Halfway through speaking, Xu Dan sneezed again, then covered his mouth embarrassedly and shook his head.
It looks really impressive
It seems that you really shouldn't open the window, the little girl will catch a cold.
Mu could only close the window, pass by Xu Dan, and open the door.
Xu Dan's eyes have been following Mu, like a fan worshipping his idol, watching from afar, but his gaze is not far away.
"Is it still cold?" Mu leaned against the door and asked.
"It's not cold, it's not cold."
Xu Dan shook his head and replied in a whisper, her innocent face was facing Mu sideways, she knew that Mu must have seen her innocent side face and her sad god.
This is a useful move, and Xu Dan believes that not many people can withstand it.
"By the way, there is no problem with the inspection, do you think there is anything else I can do here to help you?" Mu asked coldly.
Doesn't this man eat the fireworks of the world? No, it must be that he is very cautious, this man obviously attaches great importance to the sense of attention, obviously pays attention to the patient, it must be that he pretends to be calm.
That's right, it must be so, why didn't you think of it in the first place.
When a man is tempted, sometimes he will use a more indifferent way to cover it up, at this time, you must see it clearly, and don't think too hurriedly that you have no tricks for him.
Men are just animals who think in the lower half, and what is the use of pretending to be calm, in the end it is not all the same.
Only that adult is a real person, a really good person, and his concern for people is from the heart, from the deepest part of life and heartache.
Everyone else is a game of equivalent exchange, no matter what, in their hearts there is a price to measure.
This doctor is the same, since he wants me to check, then I will go for an examination, rather than indulge in the weak, defeat the strong with the weak, what I want is to endure what ordinary people can't bear
Xu Dan tried to keep herself calm, and she did it quickly.
Mu was also trying to keep himself calm, and he felt that he should be fine.
Because in Mu's eyes, no matter how many secrets Xu Dan has, and no matter what is going on with this confusing smell, first of all, she is a patient in the cardiology department of Huayuanqiao Hospital.
Xu Dan squeezed his sweater tightly like last time, and then said in the direction where Mu was standing: "If you don't have any disease, can't you come to the cardiology?" ”
"You were talking about depression and suicidal thoughts yesterday, didn't you? Or am I mistaken? Mu didn't answer Xu Dan's question directly, because Mu didn't think Xu Dan knew what the answer to that question was.
And it doesn't seem like a problem in the first place.
What does she want? What is her purpose?
"Well, yes, my depression now doesn't seem to have anything to do with the stomach bleeding I used to have, and there doesn't seem to be any obvious problem with my stomach either."
Xu Dan said slowly, his voice choked up.
"Judging from the report, there is no problem, maybe you have to wait for the report of thyroid function, and I read your lung examination report and there is no problem, so do you have back pain?" Mu walked back to his seat.
He wasn't sure if it had been a long time, he had gotten used to the smell and felt that the smell in the room was much lighter now, or if the smell had actually been taken away by the moving air after opening the door.
After Mu sat back in his seat, he really didn't feel the strong breath just now.
"Then did I come here for nothing today, am I too anxious, and it's okay to come for a follow-up visit on Friday, right? The doctor must have been in the hospital on Friday morning. I wondered if I really had some mental problems if I couldn't find any physical problems, for example, if I couldn't eat because I was depressed, and I wasn't depressed because I had a bad stomach. ”
Xu Dan's analysis is in fact very reasonable and accurate.
"Yes, you're right." Mu praised it.
Xu Dan's face finally showed a smile.
"So can I come here when I'm sad? Is it that when you are depressed, you will get better by talking to a doctor? I was just worried if I would always think about suicide. Xu Dan abruptly shifted the conversation to suicide.
Mu has been listening carefully to every word Xu Dan said, her voice is very gentle, the kind of gentleness that makes people feel weak, and her speed of speech is very slow, a deliberate slowness while waiting for feedback.
Mu is very familiar with this kind of speed control, and when communicating with patients, Mu often uses this way of deliberately controlling the voice, tone and speed of speech to constantly capture the listener's reaction, and change the content to be said at any time.
It's a bit like crossing a river by feeling the stones.
Xu Dan has spoken to Mu in this way many times, although it is very gentle, but between the lines it is gradually progressive, first ask Mu if he goes to work every day, and then ask himself if he can come at any time, and then see that Mu has no response to these two questions, so he took a step back and changed it to seem that chatting with the doctor will make his heart better, this sentence has an obvious [positive encouragement], seeing that Mu still does not give any useful feedback, and immediately changes his strategy in an instant, saying that he always wants to kill himself.
Xu Dan obviously figured out that Mu's sensitivity to the word [self-killing] would be very high, even if he knew that she said it on purpose, he didn't dare to pretend that he hadn't heard it.
The reason is very simple, Mu is a cardiologist and a cardiologist who is now very popular among the citizens around the sea, and he can't afford to ignore the patient's desire to [self-kill].
If a patient has repeatedly talked about his thoughts of suicide in front of him, but this star cardiology doctor has turned a deaf ear or ignored it as a deaf ear, then once there is nothing else, the doctor will be responsible.
This logic is too simple, and Xu Dan is already familiar with this logic and method.
"Doctor?" Mu didn't answer, Xu Dan gently urged, reached out and gently grabbed the cuffs of Mu's white coat.
Mu came back to his senses, "Ah, I'm sorry, I was looking at the hospital's examination system just now, and there may be a little bit of condition in the laboratory department, and your blood sample needs to be re-examined, you see, otherwise it's okay for you to come back to the report on Monday." ”
"Is it like this? Oh well, I'm leaving. Xu Dan deliberately pretended to leave.
Mu immediately stood up, "It's not raining much now, you go back early, and besides, you can come to the cardiology department anytime you have a bad heart, you must come to me first, okay?" ”
Listening to Mu's last sentence, Xu Dan thought in her heart, sure enough, it is still useful to stand up and take this trick, since there is a small gain in the end, she has already planned to do so today, she will not bother Mu in the next few days, she has other things to do, and it is not a good thing to stare too closely.
Relaxation is the best.
Half an hour after Xu Dan left, Mu saw Bai Lu, she looked like she was completely five or six years old, although the makeup was very exquisite, she still couldn't hide her exhaustion and pain.
Mu poured coffee for Bai Lu, but Bai Lu said that the wine had not woken up yet, and if he drank a cup of coffee now, his heart might not be able to stand it.
After Bai Lu went home, Xu didn't look as good as when she was in the hospital, and now Bai Lu looks very bad, probably because of alcohol, her lips are a little chapped, and her pink lipstick looks like there are many vertical stripes.
Her face couldn't tell if it was red or white, because she wore a peach-pink blush, and the whole makeup was actually very good, but the tense shoulders and sloppy eyes betrayed everything.
In her gestures, Bai Lu did not have the elegance and calmness of the past.
"I felt like my life was a mess, I managed to overcome some of my own problems, new ones, and I even began to doubt some fate. I couldn't sleep last night, so I started to scroll through all kinds of articles on QQ and the official account, saying that women make a wrong step and make a wrong step, and say that happiness is ruined in their own hands, I am probably suffering, after all, I am a wrong person. Bai Lu lowered her eyes, wept, her shoulders shrugged up and down, and then she cried.
Mu Gang opened the refrigerator and wanted to give Bai Lu a glass of cow, and also wanted to give her some biscuits, it seemed that she should have only drunk wine, and would not eat too much other food.
Although Mu doesn't know what's going on, it's mostly related to He Ping.
This thing is too weird, Xu Dan just came, and now it is Bailu again, and the rain outside is still so heavy.
"Is there a new problem on He Ping's side?" Mu handed Bai Lu a glass of cow and gave her two wafer biscuits.
Bai Lu put all the food on the table and didn't want to eat a bite.
"Give me a glass of water, I know I should eat something, but I can't eat, I can't eat anything."
"Okay, I'll pour you water."
Mu poured another glass of water for Bai Lu.
"I went to see him yesterday, and I told him, since you haven't done anything, I choose to believe you. Doctor Mu, do you know, I actually have a good heart, I decided to start over, no matter what happened in the past or how many things I can't figure out in my heart, I have already thought about it, you are right, first decide what is in front of you, I can't let my husband be framed by others in the police. Bai Lu was very imposing when she said this, and her determination to protect He Ping and never be treated unfairly was also fully displayed.