"Mr. Lu, you must still hate me now, are you already... Forget me, perhaps, you're dating... A new girlfriend..."

"That's good, it's really good, when I designed to leave you, I just didn't want to drag you down, I didn't want to be your weakness, I was already mentally prepared, once I let go of such a good Mr. Lu, those women would definitely rush to ask for it, they would... Take my place. ”

"At first I could live with it, I felt like I could, even without you, me and the babies could... It's good to live, but... I regret this moment, Mr. Lu, I wish you could be by my side..."

"Actually, I'm scared, I'm scared every day, I don't dare... Tell anyone that I hurt a lot, it really hurts... I'm getting older every day, from twenty to thirty... Sixty years old... At eighty years old, I'm so old that I don't even know myself... I couldn't sleep every night, pain and fear surrounded me like demons, devouring me... Sometimes I even feel that I won't be able to hold on in the next second, and I will die..."

"Mr. Lu, I admit that I am selfish, I shouldn't come back to Lanlou Ancient Kingdom, I should stay by your side, no matter how old or ugly I am, good or bad, I should let you accompany me, I don't want to care about anything, I just want to... Let you hug me, I want to... Lying in your arms every day, I entrust myself, my babies and my future to you..."

"Even if... Even if I do die one day, I want to... Die in your arms, and not... Like now... Lonely, helpless..."

She kept crying there, and she couldn't cry directly behind her, and the video hung up like this.

The next video, which is the last video, Xia Xiwan was born prematurely.

Xia Xiwan was lying on the bed in the delivery room, her forehead was full of sweat, the sweat rolled down and quickly wet the clothes on her body, and her two hands tightly dragged the sheets under her, and the sheets were torn.

Lin Shuiyao kept wiping her sweat, "Wanwan, don't be nervous, a baby's head has come out, come, follow Mommy's rhythm together, let's inhale, exhale, inhale..."

Xia Xiwan quickly kept up with the rhythm, she gritted her teeth, and with a loud cry of "wow", her eldest son Lu Chenyi was born.

"Wanwan, it's born, this is Ge Ge!" Lin Shuiyao quickly wrapped Xiao Lu Chenyi in a blanket and sent it to Xia Xiwan's side.

At that time, Xia Xiwan was already thin and only skin and bones remained, she raised her trembling hand with difficulty, and gently touched Xiao Lu Chenyi's little face.

At this time, the people around him exclaimed, "Blood! Blood! Queen, no, Her Royal Highness the Princess is bleeding profusely! ”

A large amount of blood gushed out from under Xia Xiwan's body, instantly staining the mattress on her body red.

Lin Shuiyao quickly put down Xiao Lu Chenyi, "Hurry up and stop the bleeding!" ”

Xia Xiwan stretched out her hand and grabbed Lin Shuiyao, she was slowly shaking her head, "Mommy, it's useless, I know I can't do it anymore." Lin Shuiyao's eyes quickly turned red, "Wanwan, you can do it, you must hold on at this time." ”

Xia Xiwan hooked a difficult and fragile smile, "Mommy, I hurt so much, it really hurts, I want to take a break..."

Lin Shuiyao nodded, "Okay, Wanwan, when we give birth to the other two babies, we'll have a good rest, Mommy knows you're tired." ”

"Well... Mommy, don't stop the bleeding, I feel... The strength of my body is being drained little by little, and I am almost gone... I don't have the strength, I don't have time, Mommy, help me give birth to the two babies first, okay? I beg you..."