"However, the bad news is that the fingers on my body are not very good, I am aging at a visible rate every day, Mr. Lu, I will get uglier and uglier, will you dislike me?"

"Of course not, you can't see it anyway, but luckily... You're not there. ”

Saying that, Xia Xiwan raised her hand and brushed the long hair on her cheeks, and when her slender white fingers shuttled in, her fingertips brought out a large handful of hair.

She started to lose her hair.

Xia Xiwan froze for a moment, quickly hid the large handful of hair, and didn't let him see it, she reached out and turned off the video, "Mistake, start again." ”

In the next video, Xia Xiwan was more than six months pregnant, she appeared in the camera, but she was wearing a hat on her head, and in a blink of an eye, the fine lines on her face turned into deep wrinkles, and she looked like she was in her fifties.

Xia Xiwan sat on the rattan chair, looking at the camera, she was smiling hard, but the light in her eyes was not as bright as before.

"Mr. Lu, long time no see, today I wore a hat because... I put all my hair ... shaved off and turned into a bald head, I'm afraid of scaring you, so I put on a hat to cover it, I originally wanted to cover this face, but think about it, forget it, Mr. Lu, even if I'm ugly now, you have to hold back and don't talk! ”

"I have a big belly, the babies are very healthy, they thrive in my belly, Mommy said that the baby boy on the left is very quiet, born should be cold and ruthless, is a copy of you, and the right pair of dragon and phoenix tires are very lively, often kick me, should be a copy of me, every day with the babies with me, I am very happy."

At this time, the door of the room was pushed open, and Lin Shuiyao's voice entered, "Wanwan, it's time to eat, you haven't eaten for many days, although every time you are eating very hard, you have eaten and vomited, vomited and eaten, and now you can only rely on nutritional injections, Mommy personally cooked a little millet porridge for you, you eat a little." ”

Lin Shuiyao walked over, Xia Xiwan probably smelled it, she immediately bent down and vomited, and the video was hung up in a hurry.

In the next video, Xia Xiwan was more than seven months pregnant, she was sleeping in bed, and Lin Shuiyao was pushing her needle.

The sleeves were pushed up, revealing her arms, which were densely covered with needle holes, bruised, and shocking to see.

At that time, Xia Xiwan had lost too much weight and almost no flesh on her body, but her belly was very big for more than seven months, and because of the triplets, she looked much bigger than others who were about to give birth, and she was a lot older at that time, like an old woman in her sixties.

Xia Xiwan lay on the bed and looked at the camera, although she was smiling, but her eyes were gone, "Mr. Lu, don't worry, the baby is fine, I can't get out of bed now, I have to stay in bed to raise the baby, with Mommy here, I will definitely be able to hold on to the day of delivery, I will definitely bring the babies to this world safely and healthily." ”

Saying that, Xia Xiwan slowly stretched out her hand, her fingertips fell on the camera, and she said softly, "It's just Mr. Lu, I think... I'm starting to miss you. ”

When the next video was made, Xia Xiwan was more than eight months pregnant, and this video was taken in the middle of the night, and the light was very dim, so she couldn't see her face clearly.

There was a depressing silence when the video opened, and then she was heard sobbing and crying, and she said at the other end, "Mr. Lu, I miss you, I really want to think about it." ”

At that time, she curled herself up in the quilt and buried her face in it, and she talked to herself a lot, incoherently.