Chapter 641: Between Memories and Hallucinations

Mu Chun has no intention of getting involved in anyone's right and wrong.

But if his patient is suffering, he can't sit idly by.

"Why can't I take sleep aids?" Li Mu was a little puzzled.

"Doctor Muchun must mean that you are not sick, why should you take medicine." Zhang Wenwen added.

"I'm sick, I think I'm hallucinating, I'm hallucinating, I don't think the world is real." Li Mu was distressed.

Human beings always believe what they see, which is one of the reasons why hallucinations can seriously affect a person's daily life.

Distrust of illusions can lead to confusion, not only in the present life, but also in the past.

Past memories are very important to a person, so to speak, they determine who a person is and what kind of life they have, and once the memory is confused, the person's perception of oneself becomes confused.

The human senses of sight, hearing, smell, taste, and touch enter the brain to form sensory memories, which are fleeting, but enough to help the brain form an immediate sense of the environment.

When there are visual and olfactory hallucinations, human sensory memories and long-term memories collide, the world begins to become distorted, and everything around them becomes unreal.

A lack of stability is one of the sources of fear.

This is also the reason for Li Mu's panic.

He was anxious to figure out why, every time he walked into the bathroom, he heard a cat meow and smell a bad smell.

Because he couldn't prove whether these two things were real or just the imagination of his brain, Li Mu was exhausted.

If you can't find an unreasonable reason in the objective world, it is most likely that there is a problem in yourself.

Li Mu is an intelligent reader, and he knows that he should turn to professional people at such times, so he came to the Huayuanqiao Community Health Center again.

For Mu Chun, to analyze Li Mu's current situation, it is necessary not only to understand what is happening at the moment, the emotional changes that Li Mu has experienced, but also an important thing is the "history of the illness".

Because we have already been treated a few years ago, we need to analyze the previous situation and the current problem when analyzing the condition.

"Last time, you were also worried that there was something wrong with you, you couldn't sleep well, and even suspected that you had done something to hurt your wife, so, did anything happen in your memory to be sorry for your wife?"

Mu Chun asked patiently, his tone like a small boat docked on the lake.

"I don't, I've always been wholeheartedly to Qiu Tong, except that sometimes I'm really busy at work, sometimes I'm in a bad temper, but if there is anything that hurts my wife, it's really not, I don't think there will be any problems with my memory in this regard."

"Are there any painful memories, or intrusive memories, that can't be erased?" Mu Chun asked again.

"No, both times because of the meow of the cat, damnable." Li Mu seems to have found the source.

"Have you ever had a memory loss, a day to day things you can't remember, or something you should have remembered wrong?"

"No, a big part of my job is working with numbers, and it's a hassle to remember something wrong.

If I can't find it, I really suspect that I may have fallen into an evil spirit, or that our house has been polluted by something unclean. โ€

"I've watched too much of this SCP micro-movie." Zhang Wenwen laughed wickedly. "Ah, it's a bit like SCP, with confusing memories and clear triggering events, SCP-XXX, cat meows. As long as you hear a cat meow, your memory will be disturbed and you will be irritable......"

"Dr. Zhang is really imaginative." Mu Chun's words are not against his heart.

Not only does it not violate his heart, Mu Chun also added: "Sometimes, the terrible emotional experience is similar to this indescribable terrible thing, which will make the already fragile human heart become exhausted. โ€

"So it's really possible."

Talking about the mysterious event, Li Mu's eyes suddenly lit up.

"I'm just analogy, of course, in the world we already know, there are no such things, literary creation, and metaphors are used just to help understand."

Mu Chun corrected it.

"Of course, I understand, so what am I going to do now?"

"It's a bit of a hassle." After Mu Chun finished speaking, he stretched again.

"I wonder if I'm not going home for a while? I can live in the company temporarily, the company has a bathroom, except that I can't cook, this problem is not big, I can go downstairs to eat. โ€

"Here's a way." Mu Chun agreed, "If the bathroom at home is an environment that triggers chaos, leaving the environment to see if there are still hallucinations can really help us understand whether the chaos caused by a particular environment or there are other problems that we haven't found." โ€

In addition, you will need to complete this test.

Li Mu drank another half cup of coffee and completed the evaluation scale given to him by Mu Chun.

After Mu Chun finished reading, he shook his head.

"Doctor Mu?" Zhang Wenwen secretly stretched out his finger and wanted Mu Chun to show him the evaluation results.

Mu Chun said, "This is the patient's privacy. โ€

"It's okay, just tell me if you have any questions, Dr. Zhang is also a doctor who came back from studying abroad."

Zhang Wenwen, who loves to chat, only checked for half an hour, and it seems that he has talked a lot about life with Li Mu.

"Moderate anxiety." Mu Chun said.

"Nothing else?" Zhang Wenwen said curiously.

"I haven't seen it for the time being, what does Dr. Zhang have to say?"

"If you can change the environment first, you can have a follow-up appointment in a week."

"We'll see if the anxiety levels go down in a week." Mu Chun agreed to this proposal.

"But I wish I could come and talk to Dr. Mu when I'm in pain, okay?"

A cup of coffee and talking about his troubles For Li Mu, although there are no troubles that can change the reality, he is indeed much more relaxed mentally than before he came to the hospital.

There is also a kind of support that is not available in the company or even from Qiu Tong.

After walking out of the hospital, Li Mu sent a message to Qiu Tong, asking her if she would have lunch together at noon.

Qiu Tong said that he had asked a friend to talk about something at noon, but politely refused.

No matter how you look at it, it looks like you don't want to communicate with Li Mu about something.

For this wife, Li Mu suddenly felt as if he had never really known her.

Li Mu looked through Qiu Tong's social account and saw the photos she posted, which was still a rich and stylish life.

Afternoon tea can be a blockbuster feeling.

But those high-level color grading and atmospheric shooting angles, Li Mu looked a little dizzy.

It's like aesthetic fatigue.

But he loves Qiu Tong, and he knows that he loves Qiu Tong.

Li Mu lit the engine and left the Huayuanqiao Community Health Center, not going to the company, but returning home.

After coming out of the hospital, although he did not eat, Li Mu is now in high spirits and his concentration is also very high.

Putting his shoes in the shoe closet, he sniffed the living room like a police dog.

Nothing special.

Wearing slippers, he walked directly into the bathroom next to the bedroom, what could he be afraid of in the bathroom during the day.

Push the door in.

Clean, neat and without the smell of depilatory cream.

Li Mu guessed that it was probably because Qiu Tong went out early today, and after Li Mu finished taking a bath, no one had ever entered the bathroom again, so now two and a half hours have passed, and there is no smell.

In this way, is the smell of depilatory cream really related to the perfume or skin care products used by Qiu Tong on weekdays?

Li Mu touched his pocket and found the glass bottle that Mu Chun gave him.

Place the bottle in front of the mirror.

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"Hallucinations." Zhang Wenwen held his chin and stared at Mu Chun for a long time.

"Well, hallucinations." Mu Chun replied casually.

"Isn't there something wrong with his wife?"

"How can you be the same as Liu Tiantian, like all kinds of speculation."

"What is the same as me, I heard my name mentioned and I came." Liu Tiantian jumped up and down to Zhang Wenwen's side.

Mu Chun glanced up at the two of them slightly, reopened the drawer and took out the perfume bottle.

"We're talking about hallucinations." Zhang Wenwen said.

Seeing that Zhang Wenwen is getting more and more handsome, I am afraid that there are not too many pale yellow coats that can be worn so handsome on men.

This Zhang Wenwen is not a star, but a doctor.

It's a pity that Liu Tiantian's mind is now all about what happened to Li Mu, and he completely ignores Zhang Wenwen's handsomeness.

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Liu Tiantian seemed to really care about Li Mu.

"By the way, has Nurse Liu ever had a cat?" Mu Chun raised his head and asked.

"Of course, you forgot, the little cat we found in the hospital last year." Liu Tiantian replied.

Mu Chun said as if he had just woken up from a dream: "Yes, a kitten suddenly appeared in the hospital last year, and the wounds on that cat's body were obviously not caused by normal activities. โ€

"No cat would have hurt itself like that, it's like someone had nailed it to its foot and pulled it out."

Liu Tiantian couldn't help but feel sorry for the kitten he was treating at that time.

"Is it so cruel?" Zhang Wenwen asked.

"Of course, Dr. Zhang shouldn't have heard of this, speaking of which, when did that happen, Doctor Mu?" Liu Tiantian took out his mobile phone and wanted to see when the photos taken of Xiaohua Cat were at that time.

"On New Year's Day, I remember it was Monday, we went to the famous barbecue hot pot restaurant nearby for dinner, and we also took the kitten with us." Mu Chun was also recalling the scene at that time.

"That's right, [Strange-Wonderful Showdown] was still playing on TV that day, and at that time I also asked Dr. Mu what the problem was with Li Mu and why he came to our hospital, Dr. Mu Chun was silent, and the principle of confidentiality was implemented in a real way."

What Liu Tiantian said, Zhang Wenwen seemed to understand it, "So Dr. Mu is so stingy that he still invites you to eat barbecue?" โ€

"Of course it's impossible, how could Doctor Mu Chun have a treat, and besides, he doesn't eat any roasted chicken hearts, roasted brain flowers, and he doesn't even eat something as good as lamb kidney, not only does he not eat it, but he can also show an attitude that you shouldn't eat this kind of thing, and we are embarrassed to eat it."

"You shouldn't have eaten these things in the first place." Mu Chun sneered.

"That's it, you can eat kebabs anyway, right? Liu was kind, seeing that the little flower cat kept barking, thinking that it must be hungry, so he gave it a barbecue, but the little flower cat had a hideous face, really, the cat's hideous and painful expression was also extremely terrifying, especially the desperate cry. โ€

Liu Tiantian still feels palpitations when he thinks back at this moment.

"Why? Is there something wrong with this meat? โ€

Zhang Wenwen became alert.

"We suspected that it was rat meat, but Mr. Mu Chun said it might be cat meat."

"Did I say anything like that?" Mu Chun looked at Liu Tiantian incredulously.

"It's very spring-like in this way." Zhang Wenwen immediately helped Liu Tiantian block the knife.

"Thank you, Dr. Zhang, Dr. Mu is like this, we are all used to it, then again, why did that cat appear in our hospital, and why did it suffer such injuries on its feet, is there really a cat sadist near us?"

"It may be that black shop, some stores specialize in buying wild cats, so some people just go around catching wild cats, and sometimes if there are not enough goods, domestic cats can also be caught."

The more Zhang Wenwen spoke, the more terrifying it became, and the more Liu Tiantian listened, the more he felt that something was wrong.

"Maybe it's a hole in the cat's leg and a hook that's hung on a pole like the roast duck sold in a roast duck shop."

Thinking of this, Liu Tiantian shuddered, and in the twenty-degree spring, Liu Tiantian's hands and feet were suddenly cold.

"No way, the kitten is still alive, how can it be hung on a pole, and if it is hung on a pole, how can it appear on the fifth floor." Mu Chun retorted.

"What's going on?" Liu Tiantian became more and more confused, "But I think it's definitely not simple, oh, by the way, Dr. Zhang, Li Mu also said at that time that he always heard the sound of cats barking, but then it was said that there was a problem with the vents in their community, and the cats couldn't escape when they got in, and then they died inside." โ€

"How come Dr. Mu Chun never told me about such a terrible thing." Zhang Wenwen looked a little unconvinced.

"You didn't ask me." After Mu Chun finished speaking, he turned to Liu Tiantian and said, "You really care about Li Mu." โ€

"I'm also very concerned about Yang Xing, that scumbag, I won't speak, see what Doctor Mu plans to do." Liu Tiantian pouted.

"Listening to it like this, this cat really has a story, what is Dr. Mu going to do?" Zhang Wenwen asked.

"I'm asking, but the two of you are talking farther and farther, and I almost can't get around, but I'm really right about something, whether there are any cat abusers, whether it has something to do with the use of cat meat in barbecue restaurants, it sounds really interesting."

Liu Tiantian hurriedly interrupted Mu Chun, and then said: "Doctor Mu, don't be joking, the more I think about the wound of the little flower cat at that time, the more I think it was man-made. โ€

"And how did it end up on the fifth floor of Garden Bridge Community Hospital?" Zhang Wenwen was a little puzzled, "Also, do any of you have a photo of the little flower cat's wound at that time?" โ€

Out of curiosity and uneasiness, Zhang Wenwen suddenly wanted to see the injured cat.