In addition to that, there are friends from my brother's side...

My brother likes to push me out when my friends come to play at home, and he always proudly introduces, "This is my sister!"

My brother's friends would be envious, and I didn't like that feeling very much, just like a class performance in junior high school, and as a mascot, I would always be in the first row.

In order to save my brother's face, I can only keep smiling.

Because, he's better for me.

But later, I heard from my sister that one of my brother's friends tried to confess to me when he was drunk, but he was beaten by him.

Since then, my sister has given me a new nickname - witch.

Unexpectedly, I think the nickname isn't too bad.

I don't quite understand why that person confessed to a crippled, a half-blind person, maybe it had something to do with his obsession with the second dimension of Sakura State? Like my special attributes?

I don't really understand this, my sister told me.

What words like "sick and weak beautiful girl", "blind girl", "G-spot" and so on... It seems that my sister also likes those anime characters, and I keep that in mind.

Am I pretty?

If there is an answer, I think so.

It's all inherited from that man and mom.

I hate being pretty, but I have to cherish it.

If I wasn't that pretty, I wouldn't be noticeable, I could study well, I wouldn't have to change schools, I wouldn't have to be bound by so many chores.

Mom won't run into that man again, and all tragedies won't happen.

But now... This seems to have become the only value of my existence.

My brother showed off to his friends, and after changing into some strange clothes that my sister brought, her attitude towards me improved.

I can't compare the two things together.

Except that the world in front of me is getting more and more blurred, life is moving in a better direction.

My sister takes my videos with her camera every day, and I heard that she uploads these to the website to earn pocket money.

It seems like a good way to go, as long as they're happy.

I'm happy to be able to help them.

The good times didn't last long, and the man began to quarrel with his stepmother again, as before.

It didn't take long for me to find out that we were living somewhere else, and the nanny who had been working at home was gone.

I know that the man did not change his life and "gambled" again.

My stepmother, brother, and sister also had a different opinion of me.

I was a little scared and didn't know what the future would become.

Bang –

The door was violently pushed open.

Listening to the footsteps, it's my sister and brother.

They're here to shoot the video.

"Put on this outfit!"

"Oh, you can't just smile? Just that kind of oh, the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, just this one expression all day long, no matter how beautiful you are, people are tired of looking at it!

What's the use of being pretty! Really, looking at the window every day! Nor do you elevate yourself! It would be great if you played games, sang, danced, etc.

Tsk, why are you disabled! I knew that even if I bought you a powered prosthesis and operated on your eye, it would be better than for that man!"

My sister was nagging on the side, because of the man.

I can't help it.

As far as the eye can see, even if the figure standing in front of him can only see a general outline.

The filming was completed, and the two left.

I'm still in my wheelchair looking out the window...

Because of my eye disease, my ears are very good, and I can hear my brother and sister discussing through the door.

Sister: "What the hell is that entertainment company?" ”

Brother: "Alas~ I heard that she was really disabled, so I had no intention. It is said that this kind of person has a high cost of packaging, and the fire is fast, and it disappears quickly. ”

Sister: "No, she's so beautiful...... It's all to blame on that man, it's a shame that our mother believes in him so much!"

Brother: "Alas~ There is another way to get a lot of money on my side!"

My sister's voice was hesitant, "You... I wouldn't want her to go..."

"What do you want? I'm all myself..."My brother's voice was slightly angry: "It's a matter of donations, let's just say that I'm blind and incapable, she is so beautiful, someone will definitely donate." ”

"But those videos I posted on the Internet before..."My sister hesitated even more.

"Get out of that man's business! Let's just say that our family is bankrupt! You don't have to worry about other things, my buddy came to me the day before yesterday, and his dad did that, with a 20% commission, he can do everything!"

Sister: "Twenty percent... It's so dark, why don't we make it ourselves? ”

My brother was angry, "Get a hammer, don't you know how many people you offended on the Internet before?" This time we will definitely come to smear, and if you don't donate at that time, we won't get a dime!"

Sister: "Then we get the money, should we treat her?" ”

Brother: "Treatment... Well, if you get your eyes right, you will have a lot less trouble seeing things. ”

Sister: "That kind of surgery is very expensive, isn't it, don't you know it, our mother, install a powered limb first?" ”

Brother: "I'll talk about it then!"

In the next few days, many people came to the house one after another, and I cooperated one by one.

If you can heal your eyes... The world must be wonderful.

I look forward to that day in my dreams every day.

Except for that unfamiliar voice, the dream had the same scene as a child, and the world was colored and clear, not huddled together with hazy gray.

My brother and sister, as well as my stepmother, they keep an eye on the amount of donations every day.

Judging by their excited voices and attitude towards me, it seems to be very good.

Until half a month later.

"You dog pickpocket! The handling fee and management fee that I said at the beginning were only 20 percent in total! If you don't send the money, believe it or not, I'll expose you on the Internet!"

My brother's voice was furious.

But after a quiet meeting, there were all kinds of insults from my brother.

Followed by.

Bang ——

The door trembled, making an overwhelming, tooth-aching sound.

I felt light, I was thrown to the ground by a huge force, the pain irritated my nerves, and then I felt a sinking in my waist and abdomen!

Those big hands were clasped tightly around my neck, and if I could see him, he would have red eyes and an angry look.

"! If it weren't for your father, we would have become like this!*** That money was also taken away by the debt collector!***"

All kinds of foul language, this is the first time I have heard my brother swear.

I don't know why he didn't take the legal route, because reason and justice are on our side.

There may be something unspeakable...

As I thought, my already blurry vision darkened.

Am I going to die?

It was so uncomfortable before I died.

Do you see your mom after you die?

I do not know.

"Whew~"

The body subconsciously breathes, and the air choked into the pipe makes the body overreact and cough several times in a row.

The elder brother sat on the side and seemed to calm down.

"Why don't you resist?"

I didn't speak.

The elder brother stood up, "I'll clean up later, go out with me in the evening, someone wants to have a meal with you." ”

I tried to refuse, but before I could say anything, he walked away quickly.

At this moment, a familiar voice sounded in my ears......