The corridor outside the classroom, in stark contrast to the sophomore teaching building opposite, on the one hand, is the joy of the upcoming holiday, on the other hand, the regret of the upcoming college entrance examination and parting, everyone comes and goes, all kinds of expressions pass in front of Lin Yu, but there is no joy, too, usually the class hears those people who can jump for a while during the holiday, just now at the moment when the head teacher finally announced that he was going to leave school, everyone was quiet, and even the air smelled wrong.

The atmosphere of Class 1 is the same, there is no joy and cheers for the holidays in the past, and instead there is the sadness of parting that pervades everywhere.

Half of the time after school has passed, and the classroom is just scattered with a few people, everyone is busy packing up their things, picking up the messy workbook, and cleaning up their memories of the past three years, leaving some people behind, and trying to forget some things.

Looking in the corridor, Lin Yu saw Cheng Chuxia who was still reading in her seat at a glance, as if she was waiting for someone, because she was just coming back today to go through the formalities, not waiting for someone, and it was impossible to stay until now.

She always kept herself quiet, as if the noise around her had nothing to do with her, and no matter how much disruption she had, she could keep her focused.

Lin Yu couldn't remember exactly when he was fascinated by her quiet appearance, maybe it was every time he was in the examination room where the seats were arranged according to the rank, or maybe he met him inadvertently in the corridor......

There are many ways to like it, but there's no reason for it.

When he was still hesitating whether to go in or call her out, he saw Zhao Yihao who was going to take out the garbage in a blink of an eye.

Zhao Yihao glanced at him, and Lin Yu thought that he was going to say something sarcastic again.

Unexpectedly, he turned his head and shouted at the classroom, "Cheng Chuxia." ”

The girl who was named looked up, saw the person standing outside the door at a glance, closed the book and got up.

Zhao Yihao really didn't have a good impression of him, but in this matter, Cheng Chuxia felt that there should be a break between them.

Lin Yu didn't speak, Zhao Yihao passed him by with the garbage in his hand, and said a word in his ear in a voice that only two people could hear.

"Stop kidnapping another person with your stupid penchant, a bit of a brain."

didn't give him a chance to refute, Zhao Yihao walked away.

He couldn't do it without hating him, after all, Han Rui was still undergoing treatment, and he didn't have any friends around him, Zhao Yihao was not worth it for him, and he also knew that between them, part of the reason for Han Rui's illness was because of Lin Yu.

Now Cheng Chuxia's mood is also very low, at this time he wants to intervene, if it weren't for Cheng Chuxia's own thoughts, he hopes to let him go as far as he wants.

Although Cheng Chuxia was in a very low mood, in front of Lin Yu, he still tried his best to politely squeeze out a smile that was not good-looking.

Since you want to solve the problem between them, you should have a better opening.

Lin Yu saw that she had already brought her things and was about to leave, so he spoke, "Early summer, I ......"

Cheng Chuxia interrupted him, "I have something to tell you." ”

Lin Yu was a little puzzled, but he quickly reacted, "Is it ...... Han Rui......"

"It's none of his business." In other words, Han Rui's business is none of his business, "Actually, we have broken up, but there are some things I hope you can sort out." ”

"Break up?" Lin Yu's focus is on the first half.

Hearing that they broke up, Lin Yu should have been happy, but he didn't expect that he was not happy, because Cheng Chuxia didn't look happy after the breakup, does that mean that she still likes him?

Cheng Chuxia didn't want to explain this reason to him, this faint pain was like a switch, once someone pressed it down and turned it on, the pain gene would respond quickly, making people feel painful and there was nowhere to escape.

She didn't want to mention it anymore, because she didn't want to be heartbroken anymore.

"I'm not looking for you ......"

"It's because Han Rui has something to hide from you, right?"

Cheng Chuxia was blocked by his words, as if he knew something, Cheng Chuxia asked him, "Why do you say that?" ”

Lin Yu sighed lightly, as if it was not as he expected, "Last time I took the exam in Beijing, although I didn't hear what the specific content was, but when he was chatting with his friends, I heard that they had something to hide from you, but I didn't expect that you really broke up." ”

When he was in Beijing, it turned out that he already knew it at that time, and he had hidden this secret for so long.

Thinking of this, Cheng Chuxia felt even more guilty about Han Rui.

He endured so much for her, and when it was the hardest, she pushed him away and pushed him away, as if it would erase the memories between them.

When I was a child, I got a full score in the exam, and I was excited at school, thinking about what kind of surprise I wanted to give my mother when I went home, and I thought about a lot of scripts on the way, thinking about whether to pretend to be bad in the exam or let my mother guess first, but when I got home, I couldn't hold back even a few seconds and announced the results loudly, my mother was busy, and I smiled at you hurriedly, and then said "Well, continue to work hard next time." "And then there was no follow-up, and it was completely different from what you expected.

That's when you know that what makes you happy is not your improved grades, nor the bright red 100 points on the test paper, but that you need your mother's recognition of your efforts, not perfunctory, let alone pushing.

Everything Han Rui did was for Cheng Chuxia, but the person he paid for failed to be brave after all, but pushed him further in another way.

Seeing that her mood was wrong, Lin Yu realized that the topic was wrong, "Are you okay?" ”

Cheng Chuxia came back from a trance, "Oh, it's nothing. ”

"Don't you have something to say to me?"

"Yes." When the words came to his mouth, he suddenly felt a little embarrassed, Cheng Chuxia had never tried such a thing, so he didn't know how to speak for a while.

"If you have something to say, say it."

"Recently, there may be some times, because of Han Rui and my affairs, it may have caused you some harm, I want to apologize to you, we may not have taken your thoughts into account."

Unexpectedly, she suddenly apologized, and Lin Yu felt a little surprised.

When we love someone, we always think about paying, never accounting for returns and debts, caring about how much he loves, she loves less, picky rounds, such comparisons, in the end, only the pursuit of victory and defeat is left, no one can tell who loves whom, everyone loses frankly.

Lin Yu's parents have been arguing for many years around the topic of paying, his father said that he would work hard to make money for the family, and his mother said that he would work hard to take care of the family, and it would never end, and the quarrel was in the end, no one fought for a reason, and after being angry, life had to go on as usual, continue to be busy, continue to move forward, and continue to accumulate materials for the next comparison......

I don't know who said it, that's it, it deserves to quarrel.

Therefore, Lin Yu has never cared about how much he has paid to Cheng Chuxia, what he cares more about is Cheng Chuxia's gentle eyes when he sees him.

After a pause, Lin Yu continued her words.

"You don't have to apologize, what I did was all according to my will, if you don't say it, I don't know that it has caused trouble to your life, it's me who should say sorry."

Hearing his answer, Cheng Chuxia finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Some people may really need to understand and talk to know what kind of person the other party is, it seems that their attitude towards Lin Yu at that time was too extreme.

We are all in our teens, who really teaches us how to get along with others, how to see a person, how to love someone?

Cheng Chuxia stood in the corridor and looked at the campus downstairs, summer had just arrived, the early ground was already lush and green, the leaves were also luxuriant, and there was a vibrant and fresh breath everywhere, just like choosing to come out of his own small world at this moment, trying to understand that people he was not familiar with would also have a new discovery.

"Cheng Chuxia." Lin Yu suddenly called her name beside him.

Cheng Chuxia's eyes were still on the camphor tree next to the school road, and he just answered, "Huh? ”

"You're the first person I like, I'...... I didn't know how to like someone before, but about you and Han Rui, I didn't mean to destroy your relationship, I just wanted to have a fair chance to compete with him. ”

When it comes to Han Rui, the sadness in Cheng Chuxia's heart seems to have found a window for leakage.

I don't know how to like someone, as if she's like this.

Han Rui is like a person who grows up with her in love, he can always make everything simple, and she just needs to follow him.

It seems that the person who is not loved knows how to love better than the person who is loved.

Han Rui is such a person.

The dark experience of his childhood allowed him to intuitively judge the world and know how to warm a person.

Obviously a person who has experienced baptism in the dark, when he walks towards her, he embraces the light all over his body, lighting up the dark corners of her heart and the dark world in front of her.

Before being with her, he washed off the mud on his body, and the moment he walked to her, he just wanted to be her sunshine.

Whether it was the night when he ran away from home by the lake, or when he was taunted by passers-by at the train station, he subconsciously covered her ears, just like what he often said to her:

"You just have to look at the stars and the moon, you don't have to look at all the ugliness and squalor of this world."

He went to the darkness once, but he brought back the brightest starlight.

He did it.

She flinched.

The camphor trees began to scatter, and even the shadows overlapped, and gradually began to blur, and the colored images became a little damp and blurry.

Lin Yu handed over a tissue, Cheng Chuxia took it, said "thank you", and then wiped away the tears on his face that he didn't know when.

knew that she remembered Han Rui again, but Lin Yu didn't even have the identity to be jealous and help her wipe away her tears.

After relieving himself, Cheng Chuxia pretended to joke lightly, "After graduation, you should shed tears and be sad." ”

Lin Yu also followed her point, "Yes, there is nothing left for the school, and after graduation, shedding some tears can be regarded as a commemoration." ”

Cheng Chuxia smiled, and Lin Yu also laughed with her, but seeing the redness in the corners of her eyes was distressed.

Since they are two people who love each other, why should they choose to separate.

"Yes...... His problem? ”

"It's not."

With two short words, Lin Yu retracted his curiosity with interest.

People in the hallway came and went, and everyone quickly noticed the two of them as well.

The two girls walking by next to him were whispering: "Isn't that Cheng Chuxia?" Why are you with Lin Yu? Isn't it Han Rui's girlfriend? ”

"Yes, yes, our teacher said about early love in the class before, which is the example given by the two of them, why is there another person now?"

"Forget it, we can't take care of other people's affairs, other students don't worry, we still pay attention to the college entrance examination......"

……

Cheng Chuxia also realized that their state did seem to be a little easy to misunderstand.

"Hmm...... I've said what I'm going to tell you, so ...... I'll go first. ”

Cheng Chuxia said goodbye politely.

Lin Yu looked at her red eyes, "Don't think too much, since it's all over, it's over." ”

"Hmm."

"I want to ask you a question."

"Well, you say."

"Are we friends now?"

Cheng Chuxia smiled, "Of course." ”

"Then, if there is anything you can do to help, you must tell me, this friend is very willing to be the person you confide in."

Lin Yu thought, since feelings can't be forced, then take a step back, take a step back, give yourself a buffer distance, and also leave Cheng Chuxia free space to heal.

Cheng Chuxia tried to ignore the frank love in his words as much as possible, but it was still difficult to hide the embarrassment.

"Well, I'll go first."

Lin Yu didn't force her to stay, but still respected her choice, "Then after we finish the college entrance examination, goodbye will be in college." ”

Come to think of it, it seems that after today, I have already graduated.

Cheng Chuxia sighed lightly, not knowing whether he regretted graduating too quickly or regretted himself.

Lin Yu smiled and said to her, "Then we'll see you in Beijing then!" ”

"Hmm."

……

The average summer temperature in New York is only 16 to 24 degrees, which is two worlds compared to the hot city of Chengdu.

The fast-paced Wall Street also attracts a large number of tourists, and of course, it seems that the name of Financial Street is a little louder. Literary and artistic youth indulge in the Met's Museum of Art.

The most famous delicacy, the origin of hot dogs, a hot dog costs about $4, and the mayonnaise or tomato flavor is particularly delicious......

The largest city in the United States, the world's financial and cultural center, bustling and lively, is all locked out of this small house at the moment.

After discussing with Dr. Liu, Xiao Qing decided to change places for treatment, so that Xiao Qing could accompany him, at least not alone as before.

After Cheng Chuxia's breakup call, Han Rui's re-examination report showed that his condition was deteriorating, and in the following time, he did not communicate with the outside world at all, and even began to resist the hospital environment.

Xiao Qing felt that it would be better to take him home, so she let Han Rui out of the hospital.

The night before leaving Rongcheng, Xiao Qing still felt that he should confirm Han Rui's opinion, what if he didn't want to go, what if he couldn't let go of here, even if he asked him many times before and didn't respond.

Xiao Qing cleaned up the rest of the dinner and walked to the living room.

Han Rui stared at the TV screen, what was playing on the TV was the game's strategy guide, Han Rui seemed to be fascinated, and he didn't even notice that Xiao Qing was coming.

Xiao Qing pondered for a moment before speaking, "Son, I have booked tomorrow's ticket, are you sure you want to leave?" ”

The answer to her was silent, and Han Rui's expression did not change at all, as if no one spoke just now.

Xiao Qing continued, "Alas, it's okay, if you don't want to, I won't force you, it's a big deal, I'll leave the work to someone else." ”

……

"I know you're probably more at ease here, and you're probably more safe in a familiar place......

"You have been very sensible since you were a child, always thinking about perfecting others, at the age when you could have been willful, you have been used to tolerate your mother's willfulness, I also thought you had grown up, and often ignored your feelings......"

"It's because of my selfishness that I made you the way you are this this time...... Rui, I'm sorry......"

Han Rui's eyes blinked, but there was still no other reaction, Xiao Qing knew that he would not respond, so his eyes looked in the direction of the TV and continued.

"You don't want to leave, I know, you still like Xia Xia, it's too unfair to you to ask you to leave Rongcheng......"

"We, really two mothers and sons, always do our best to ...... when it comes to emotional issues"

didn't wait for Xiao Qing to finish sighing, and was about to continue talking, when a voice came from beside her:

"I'll go with you."

Xiao Qing thought that she was hallucinating, he hadn't spoken to her for a whole week, Xiao Qing, who was already unfamiliar with the child's voice, hadn't turned her head at this moment and saw Han Rui's eyes looking at her, she would have thought that she was hallucinating.

It's actually good to leave Rongcheng, leave here, and change the environment...... Pretty good......

Get out of this place where she has it......

I don't know if this is what people often say about deep love, but if you can't hold it, then just let it go.

With Han Rui's consent, Xiao Qing was much more relieved, at least he was willing.

So she made a phone call to Lao Xie for nearly an hour, in addition to explaining her studies, including the arrangements for the college entrance examination, she also talked a lot about Han Rui, and Lao Xie was finally able to rest assured.

Everyone has their own way to go, and there are not a few outstanding students brought out by these old Xie people, but he has special feelings for Han Rui, just like his own child, although the final result is already good, it is inevitable that it will be regrettable.

During the days when Han Rui followed Xiao Qing to New York, Han Rui cooperated very actively with the treatment, although the description in the medical record was more serious, but the doctor was relieved that he had been very cooperative, which was very beneficial to his recovery.

Xiao Qing communicated with him in the doctor's office about Han Rui's condition, and she has worked hard here for many years, and her English is also fluent.

The doctor said that Han Rui's condition was improving, but his refusal to communicate with the outside world still made Xiao Qing very worried.

"Is it normal for such a question to be asked? How long will it take for him to recover? ”

"This problem was normal during the treatment process, and now he is recovering well, and the problem of speaking and communication depends on his own heart's willingness."

"You mean that it's possible that he'll refuse to speak when he's getting better?"

"Yes, just like when we're in a bad mood, we close ourselves off and don't speak, but our emotions are short-lived and recover quickly. But for people with autism, it is more difficult to get out of and get rid of such emotions than we are. ”

……

Han Rui's heart knot......

Only Cheng Chuxia.