People like to say that the day in June, the face of the doll, changes when it is said, just like the sunny summer solstice before they love you, but first ushered in a long and discontinuous wet rainy season.

A week after losing contact with Han Rui, Cheng Chuxia returned to school.

At the end of class, the moment Cheng Chuxia appeared at the door of the classroom, the atmosphere in the classroom that was originally a little noisy quieted down the moment he saw her, just like a lively TV set was suddenly pressed the pause button, returning the peace of the room.

But everyone's thinking is different from Cheng Chuxia.

The story that circulated in the mouths of the teachers of the whole level, "You have the ability to fall in love, and you have the ability to talk about the same as who in the class!" ”

These exaggerated "teaching materials" gradually disappeared, and were replaced by the occasional sigh, "Alas. Don't think about early love, falling in love is hurtful after all. ”

Lao Xie as the head teacher, his loss is the most obvious, he thought that the two children were his fancy and capable, and their love should also be positive, but he didn't expect the ending of the tragic story to be foreshadowed.

He also regretted that he didn't explicitly stop their correspondence at that time, and even more regretted letting Han Rui ruin his supposed brilliant future.

In the past week, although he has entered the review stage, and the teacher has very little time in class, Lao Xie, as the head teacher, still comes to see self-study from time to time, and the classmates in the class watch him haggard, as for what, it goes without saying.

When the revision is the most intense, the people who usually like to step on the point to go to class the most have sat in their seats early and waited for the start of the morning self-study, and those who are sick do not dare to ask for leave at will, despite this, the class still has two empty seats at once.

One Cheng Chuxia, one Han Rui.

One is early admission, and the other is early "graduation".

Everyone's doubts are about Cheng Chuxia's sudden appearance, and there are also doubts about what happened between her and another person.

Lao Xie only downplayed Han Rui's transfer in the class, and he didn't want to mention it more, no matter how the class leader knocked on the side, he didn't get an answer.

What about early summer? Doesn't she know anything either?

Cheng Chuxia returned to his seat and sat down, the same table was the same as before, he liked to bring a bottle of Vitasoy for breakfast, and the table was always tidy, unlike her things that were always placed randomly.

The neatest table in the class is probably the one next to Zhao Yihao.

Everyone's desk was piled with revision materials, but the only one, clean, there was nothing left, not even the drawers.

A feeling of unease quickly suppressed in her heart.

After the last call, she had no news about Han Rui, and she didn't let Cheng Dongheng mention it to her, wanting to force herself to forget that person.

When the facts were revealed, she was suddenly afraid to ask for the truth.

Sometimes it is not the length of time together that is used to measure the depth of a relationship, if it happens, it will leave a mark, but it is deep or shallow, which is determined by our hearts.

Cheng Chuxia tried his best not to think about him anymore, but the memories didn't seem to be very obedient, and in that empty seat, there should have been that high-spirited young man sitting, but in the end, there was only a set of cold tables and chairs left.

When she closed her eyes, she was all a mess of thoughts, and she couldn't listen to a word of what the teacher on the podium was saying.

Han Rui's sudden departure, even more regrettable, is Zhao Yihao.

As a tablemate for three years, he knows best what kind of person Han Rui is, but he doesn't say goodbye, Zhao Yihao can't figure it out, he doesn't know Han Rui's autism, he only feels that he, like most of his peers, is suddenly abnormal, and he should be trapped by love, so he ran to Cheng Chuxia's position as soon as he got out of class.

Knowing that he was here to question her, Cheng Chuxia was calm.

"We broke up, you should ask him about him."

As soon as these words came out, the people who "inadvertently" heard their conversation next to them all gasped, except for surprise and surprise.

"If I could get in touch, I wouldn't be in a hurry like a fool."

So, is it someone else who can't contact him now? He really refused to be contacted by the outside world.

Cheng Chuxia's eyes fell on the review materials just sent by the teacher in front of him, pretending to be reading the materials seriously, "I...... He couldn't be reached. ”

Even...... I didn't even know he was gone.

Zhao Yihao realized that his attitude was a little extreme, and before he figured out the truth, it seemed that he shouldn't have questioned her like this.

"Don't mind those messages I gave you on my phone before."

Cheng Chuxia smiled and didn't care, "It's okay, you're just worried about him." ”

Although this is the case, everyone is still very curious about how they came to this point, the people who originally loved each other, the teenagers, the college entrance examination is in hand, and the school even ignores the teachers by default, will be separated like this.

The real reason, Cheng Chuxia doesn't want to say, and he can't say.

First, this is everyone's privacy, and secondly, it is your own family matter, and there is no need to explain.

The first love seems to say goodbye to everything with the college entrance examination, and graduation is an eternal parting and separation.

The separation at this moment, if you are not careful, will become eternal.

Cheng Chuxia knew that their relationship had completely ended, but she was not worried that she would lose contact with him.

In the near future, she may also call him "brother" and become "family......

This relationship is really ironic and ridiculous.

Maybe it's really like what the elders who like to talk about the truth say, the feelings of children can't be counted, and after a while, once the freshness passes, won't they be separated?

At least that's what Cheng Chuxia thinks now.

Zhao Yihao saw that her mood was a little low, and he didn't want to continue to uncover her wounds, after all, feelings are a double-edged sword, and if they are separated, everyone will be hurt.

From his brother's standpoint, he understood Han Rui's sadness, but from his friend's standpoint, he could also see that Cheng Chuxia was not feeling good at the moment, and he didn't want to continue this topic.

"Don't think about it if you're not happy, I'll ...... first" Zhao Yihao said as he looked at the somewhat familiar figure in the corridor outside, heh, it was really him.

Cheng Chuxia was also surprised by his sudden pause, and looked at him along his line of sight, only to know who he was looking at.

She didn't know why she only went back to school today Lin Yu knew about it so quickly, she retracted her gaze, and held her forehead with her right hand, now she is not in the mood to deal with him anymore.

Zhao Yihao saw that she was a little annoyed, so he said, "Don't worry about those irrelevant people, you will go with Qiqi after class today, and I will send him away for you." ”

Cheng Chuxia glanced at the people in the corridor, and the sight was blocked, and she could only see two-thirds of his side face.

She stopped Zhao Yihao, who was about to go out, "Forget it, let him go, there is no need to cause conflicts." ”

She really doesn't have the mood to care about other people's affairs, and she doesn't want others to come to her "trouble".

She has said what she should say, ruthless, and straightforward, countless times, and since he can't listen to it, then she can't do anything.

In front of people who don't love you, all "affection" is superfluous.

is like a hated clown, but trying to play a funny clown, can't give people happiness, and he is humble to the end.

Since Cheng Chuxia didn't want to pay attention to it, Zhao Yihao didn't want to say anything more.

It wasn't until the class bell rang that the lonely figure outside the door quietly left.

It's ridiculous to think about it, pushing Han Rui away from his side with his own hands, hurting a person he likes, and hurting a person who likes him again and again, Cheng Chuxia, you are really bad.

There is still a week left in the college entrance examination, and the rest of the time is the time for everyone to review at home, and Cheng Chuxia comes back for a day, which is just a matter of dealing with the files and certificates for further education.

Lin Yu heard that she was coming back, and he just wanted to see her.

No one has ever taught us how to like someone, adults will only say that early love is not good, and where children know what love is, it is all nonsense......

It seems that loving someone is a talent, as if falling in love should be an instinct in life, some people will be born and some people will not learn it in a lifetime.

Lin Yu thought that as long as she was always good to a person, she would love her a lot, but she didn't love him.

She doesn't love him, so no matter how much he pays, it looks ridiculous.

He learned what he looked like in the TV series, and paid for her a little clumsily, but he didn't understand after all, reality is reality, in the TV series, people who keep giving and will eventually reap, they are the protagonists who have been destined for a long time.

How can the development of the plot be taken seriously?

Cheng Chuxia has been out of school for a long time when the administrative building has completed the formalities, and the most lively places in the whole school are the canteen and dormitory building.

This is still someone Cheng Chuxia knew, the roommate who lived together in Beijing last time was a quiet and warm person, and in those days, Cheng Chuxia had a good relationship with her.

She was obviously waiting for someone, and when she saw Cheng Chuxia walking down, she greeted with a smile, "Hello Chuxia." ”

Cheng Chuxia was a little surprised that she appeared here, "Hi, hello, what?" Waiting for someone? ”

"Well, I'm waiting for you. I went to Class 1, but they said you came to the administration building, so I tried to see if I could wait for you here. The girl looked into her eyes, and there seemed to be a tentative look in her eyes.

This kind of vigilant look made Cheng Chuxia a little unaccustomed, but fortunately, the person opposite quickly realized that his performance was a little inappropriate and withdrew his strange gaze.

Cheng Chuxia smiled a little embarrassed, "Yes...... What's the matter? ”

"I want to talk to you about ......" Her voice gradually deepened a little, probably worried about Cheng Chuxia's refusal.

"It's okay, you might as well tell me if there's anything."

The girl took a deep breath, as if she had made a lot of determination, "About Lin Yu, I want to talk to you." ”

It turns out that this is the case, no wonder, she is in class 2, and she can be regarded as Lin Yu's classmate, so suddenly, probably because of Lin Yu.

In this case, Cheng Chuxia also feels that there is nothing to say, if she likes it, she can pursue it boldly and with confidence, there is no need to say anything more to her.

Explained too many times, Cheng Chuxia was also tired and didn't want to explain anymore.

"You like him?"

The girl nodded and acknowledged.

"If you like, you should be waiting for him, me and him, it's impossible, so you don't have to treat me as a rival in love or something......"

Unexpectedly, the girl interrupted her, "I'm looking for you, not because of this, I just want to tell you something that you may have overlooked." ”

There are words in the words, she doesn't look like the kind of person who is unreasonable, since this is the case, Cheng Chuxia also wants to hear what she wants to say.

Cheng Chuxia looked around, although it was noon at the door of the administrative building, there were still a lot of teachers and office workers coming and going, and they stood in front of the door in school uniforms and looked particularly conspicuous, "Let's talk in a different place, it's not very convenient here." ”

The two of them went to a small garden at the school, Cheng Chuxia liked it the most when he reviewed before, it was cool under the shade of the trees, and there were occasional bursts of flowers, with a breeze, which was always refreshing.

"Tell me, what are you going to tell me?"

"Actually, in early summer, I know that you are a very good person, but during this time, I have watched Lin Yu and his changes, and I know that you also have a lot of helplessness, but ......"

is helpless, because Han Rui is here, because she has to take into account Han Rui's feelings, and because the love in her eyes should be the most basic should be loyalty, love is originally a matter of two people, and there is no room for a third person.

Those ambiguities and jokes, she really can't accept them, and she doesn't want to have other entanglements.

Loving someone is already something that requires a lot of attention, and the intervention of others can only bring her disgust.

Everyone's view of love and position are different, and Cheng Chuxia did not answer.

The girl continued, "Actually, Lin Yu, he just doesn't know how to fight for it...... Everything he did was because of you, he just wanted to have a chance to compete fairly with Han Rui, although it seemed silly, but he did it anyway, early summer, I know, he is not the person you like, maybe my words will make you feel a little excessive, but you shouldn't hurt him again and again......"

If she had to say that she had done anything excessive, it probably started when Han Rui rejected his approach after returning from the last exam.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, they really didn't think much about Lin Yu's feelings when they were so kind of to Lin Yu, as well as the last breakfast incident.

"He's just...... I don't know how to like a person, early summer. ”

Cheng Chuxia was in no mood to deal with these things, but the girl in front of her made her feel soft-hearted, and she couldn't love her, so why was she alone?

Cheng Chuxia brushed the broken hair in front of his forehead, squeezed out a smile, and said to her, "I know, I will find a chance to explain this matter to him clearly." ”

After thinking about it, I felt that there was something to say.

"Actually, you should let him know that you like him, and it may not work out if you say it, but at least don't let yourself regret it."

The girl paused for a moment, Cheng Chuxia looked at her and smiled, trying to hide the regret in her eyes, "I'll go first, and we'll talk next time I have a chance." ”

When he reacted, Cheng Chuxia had already gone away.

In the past, Cheng Chuxia may be stubborn about such a thing, obviously it is not her problem, why should she solve it, and ask her to understand others, but there is such a person, always standing in her position, thinking about problems from her point of view, he never thinks about what he will endure, he only knows what kind of things she will face, and how he will protect her......

It was Han Rui who changed her.

Cheng Chuxia, who was walking on the road, suddenly raised his head, controlled the tears falling, suppressed his strong longing for that name, and tried to divert his gaze.

The phoenix flowers in front of the teaching building are particularly beautiful, and Mr. Xie always said that every year in the college entrance examination, the flowers bloom brilliantly, and the school's college entrance examination results are particularly good, which is a good sign this year......

The camphor tree on the side of the school road is becoming more and more lush year by year, three years have passed, the people under the tree have changed group after group, one by one youth passing by below, they are all passers-by, only the camphor is still reluctant to stay in place......

Han Rui is probably also her passerby......

This relationship is like being torn off a large piece from the heart, we all know that the wound will heal, so that it won't hurt, but during the time of waiting for healing, only we know how tormenting it is.

If a person drinks water, he knows whether he is warm or cold.

Before school in the afternoon, the end of class 2 was delayed, and Lin Yu's thoughts had drifted out of the door, tomorrow was the time to rest, Cheng Chuxia had already left......

Although I thought so, the moment the teacher announced the end of school, I immediately rushed out of the classroom and ran to the next class 1.

In the face of the facts that have been believed, he is still unwilling to see it with his own eyes, isn't this kind of stubbornness also the most chic color of youth......