Chapter 31, his affection

When Han Rui returned to his residence, he found that Xiao Qing was waiting for him downstairs, and she always left him time to think and give him enough time to deal with the problem, because she believed that he could handle it.

Han Rui walked in front of her, he couldn't see any emotion on his face, he glanced at her, his voice was soft but every word was extremely clear.

"I can't stop you from getting married, and I can't stop it, but in the same way, don't stop us from being together. It is impossible for me and Cheng Chuxia to break up. ”

"Why are you so stubborn? How long will your love last? By the end of the college entrance examination? To the university? Xiao Rui, at the beginning of the relationship, everyone will think that it must last forever, but how many pairs can go from campus to long-lasting? Wouldn't it be good to leave a good impression on each other while the relationship hasn't gotten deeper now? ”

She was so anxious that she didn't even notice how selfish she was saying.

These words slashed at Han Rui's heart like a knife, and he sneered, "Heh, maintain? Why don't you want to think about how long you can last? ”

There are people lining up at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau every day to get a divorce, who is not sworn at the beginning, and who is qualified to discuss a certain eternity in the face of the unknown.

Xiao Qing was silent, and Han Rui continued, "Since I was a child, I have been trying to understand you, it is not easy to understand you, your embarrassment, your helplessness, you said that you are busy with work, you have no time to pick me up, no time to have a parent-teacher conference, no time to give me a full birthday...... Okay, I understand all this, I told myself, you are also a mother for the first time, I need to tolerate you, but after so many years, when did you ever care about what I really thought?"

There was a long silence again.

"It doesn't matter, I still came by myself without your care for so many years, and I also realized that in fact, I can accomplish a lot of things by myself, and it is not impossible to do it alone. So I don't want to give in anymore, it turns out that backing down is not caring, it is connivance. ”

The weather in Beijing is really cold, the sun shines at noon, and it is still pale from the cold, chilling the tender green of the treetops and the hearts of passers-by at this moment.

Xiao Qing herself didn't notice that after so many years, Han Rui had grown up and changed. She admitted that she had never been a competent mother, but if she hadn't been broken by Han Rui at this moment, she wouldn't have known that these self-righteous guiltes were actually selfish.

"Rui, I'm sorryβ€”"

"You don't have to say you're sorry, you've said it many times." Every time she can't come back to accompany him, she is sorry, sorry seems to be a universal medicine all over the world.

Han Rui eased his emotions and took the suitcase beside her, "Let's go, go up first." ”

Xiao Qing stopped him, "No need, I have to go to the airport right away, it will take nearly an hour to get there." ”

Han Rui let go of his hand, "Then I won't send you away." ”

After a pause, Han Rui continued, "When are you going to get married?" ”

Xiao Qing shook her head self-deprecatingly, "Not before your college entrance examination is over." ”

"I just hope that whatever you decide, don't tell Hatsu, at least don't let her know that it's you. That's my only request. ”

In the end, he still thought about her, Xiao Qing had a very strong feeling, who said that children's love can't be counted, obviously Han Rui knows how to love someone better than her.

When she left, Xiao Qing was thinking about it, and today she realized how failed she was as a mother. Han Rui's affection, I really don't know who to follow.

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Cheng Chuxia didn't see Han Rui when he came out of the examination room, and he was a little disappointed, but after thinking about it, his mother is here, and the mother and son should also need time to accompany each other.

"Early Summerβ€”" The roommate she lived with called her name in the back.

"Huh?"

"Let's go to dinner together, and we'll go back together at noon."

Cheng Chuxia still wanted to go back and have a look first, in case Han Rui was waiting for her, "No, I want to go back first, you guys go to eat first." ”

"Okay, did you bring the key?"

"Well, bring it." Cheng Chuxia smiled at her and separated from everyone.

When I returned downstairs, I happened to meet Han Rui who had just come down, and when I saw that it was him Cheng Chuxia who ran towards him with a smile, Han Rui took her by the hand and took the backpack on her shoulder.

Han Rui smiled dotingly, "How was the exam?" Did it stump you? ”

"Hehe, thank you for Mr. Han's careful guidance, the difficulty is there, but it's not difficult!"

"Were you nervous today?"

"It's okay, I was nervous at the beginning, but I was much better when I started writing questions."

"Is it too late?"

"I stopped writing in the last two minutes, and I don't regret it. I just feel that the output is too powerful, and I'm a little tired now. ”

Han Rui's ten-fingered hand gently stroked her hand with his thumb, this small action made Cheng Chuxia blush a little, "I'll go back to take a nap when I can eat something." ”

"Uh-huh." Suddenly thinking of Han Rui's mother, Cheng Chuxia asked, "Is Auntie gone?" What did you guys talk about. ”

Speaking of Xiao Qing, Han Rui remembered the quarrel with her just now, "She caught the plane and left early, it's fine, it's nothing." ”

Cheng Chuxia didn't ask any more.

Two people go into a small restaurant, this shop is not eye-catching in the small street foothills, but the decoration inside is very chic, the warm yellow lighting and colorful oil paintings on the walls, even the tables and chairs are full of unique artistic atmosphere, sometimes the more such a small shop is more flavorful.

This was discovered by Han Rui when he was walking on the street, and the first time he saw this store, although it was not as good as those high-end restaurants, it was very warm and decorated, which Cheng Chuxia liked.

Han Rui ordered a few dishes, all of which Cheng Chuxia loved to eat, and he had eaten so many times together, and he remembered the dishes she liked and disliked.

Cheng Chuxia saw his intentions and cautiously snickered on the side.

After ordering, Han Rui wanted to ask her if she wanted something to drink, but happened to find someone who was snickering.

"Laughing at what?"

"It's okay." Still smiling brightly, Han Rui didn't know what to do with her, "Why don't you order your favorite dishes?" ”

Ask while knowing the answer. Han Rui patted her little head, and her tone was a little deliberate, "I'm not as difficult to serve as you, I'm not a picky eater!" ”

Cheng Chuxia remembered the qualifying match in the afternoon, "You have a game in the afternoon, didn't you train this morning?" ”

"Sheng Tang is going to stand guard for this morning's exam, so if you can't get together, you just don't practice."

"Sheng Tang? Is it a drunken Tang dynasty? Is that the one in the student council of A University? ”

"Uh-huh."

"Eh, he's supposed to be your friend in reality."

"Well, very good friend, I originally thought that I could meet him after the exam, but we had to go back after the exam, and it was too late, and I hadn't seen him for a long time."

Cheng Chuxia comforted him, "It's okay, there's still a chance." Then he playfully added, "You still have me!" ”

"Indeed, and you." The tone is all gentle. He was wondering, can this also be called the feeling of "having a wife like this, what more can a husband ask for"?