Chapter 30: Secrets (2)

Xiao Qing and Han Rui have too little time together, in order to get to know him better, compared to mother and son, their way of getting along is actually more like sister and brother, after so many years, Xiao Qing still maintains the big grin and inconsistency of the past, while Han Rui matures prematurely, and has his own ideas about many things.

When he was a child, he went to boarding school and lived alone, until he suffered from autism, Han Rui never blamed her, he always had various reasons to convince himself first, and then tolerate this "careless" mother again and again.

In this family, on the surface, Xiao Qing has been working hard to support the whole family, but in fact, Han Rui is no less than her.

She is also a first-time mother. Han Rui said to himself every time.

The encounter between Xiao Qing and Cheng Dongheng does not have too many bloody plots, it is not love at first sight, let alone a hero saving beauty.

The cooperation project between the two companies, they are the representatives of each party, and the tacit cooperation in the work has grown over time.

There is no reason to like someone, and love is not a reasonable thing.

Cheng Dongheng has a family affair, Xiao Qing knew from the beginning that she liked Cheng Dongheng, but she was unwilling and impossible to accept him, because she also had her bottom line, and she didn't want to be the villain who destroyed other people's families, until Cheng Dongheng sent her a message again, with his prepared divorce agreement.

Han Rui only felt that Cheng Dongheng's name was somewhat familiar, but he didn't know where he had heard such a name.

Xiao Qing struggled for a long time, not knowing whether to face her feelings calmly. On the day she returned to Rongcheng on New Year's Day, she broke Han Rui's careful thoughts about Cheng Chuxia, and it seemed that God was telling her in the dark that she should pursue her own happiness.

So, the day after she returned to work, she and Cheng Dongheng confirmed their relationship.

Later, she heard that Cheng Dongheng's daughter found out about his divorce, and the family had a big fuss, and later, she would always hear him mention that cute and smart girl from time to time.

She couldn't help but say curiously, "I'd love to meet her." ”

Cheng Dongheng agreed happily, "What's the matter, I have a photo of her on my phone, or did I personally take a picture of her when she won an essay contest some time ago." ”

Cheng Dongheng swiped the album on his mobile phone, quickly found the photo, handed it to her, and his tone was full of pride, "Look, you look like a smart and beautiful good boy." ”

Xiao Qing looked at the girl in the photo, the familiar face quickly found the image in the memory and coincided with her, the girl who was next to the shop that day, and carefully said "Hello Auntie" to her, was exactly the same as in the photo.

"What's her name?"

"At that time, the name directly put me and her mother's surname together, called Cheng Chuxia."

That night, Han Rui also told her so easily, "Well, her name is Cheng Chuxia." ”

Seeing her stunned, Cheng Dongheng felt that he had just said the wrong thing, and hurriedly remedied, "I'm sorry, the child is a child, Xia Lin and I are just relatives now......

Xiao Qing didn't tell him about the matter between Han Rui and Cheng Chuxia, maybe there was still a bit of luck at that time, what if they weren't together, maybe the child's relationship was not serious?

It wasn't until she came back in a hurry and saw the two of them that Xiao Qing understood that no one could say anything about feelings.

Han Rui just listened to her quietly, staring at the dappled sunlight on the ground, as if there was more attraction there, as if flowers could bloom from that place in the next second.

"Rui, we're getting married."

Han Rui finally turned his gaze to look at her, his eyes were misty, love and hate.

He was cautious, wanting to help her isolate all the darkness and negativity from her innocent world, but he never thought that the most important stroke would be filled in by his mother.

"Xiao Rui, I really didn't know it would be like this before, and I didn't know what to do, but we love each other."

Love? Love each other to the point of sacrificing their love to maintain their so-called love?

"Have you ever wondered what the consequences of getting married this will be?"

Han Rui would never speak to her in such a frightening tone, making her dare not think about the "consequences" in his mouth.

"Xiao Rui, listen to me, you are still young, the love of high school students is only, you can't do it, you ...... in the future"

"Don't say itβ€”"

Han Rui felt that the air around him was about to suffocate him, he wanted to leave here, at least leave Xiao Qing first, now he had no reason to convince himself, and he didn't have the strength to refute her.

The street is very lively, on a sunny day, the old man pushing the child walks comfortably on the side of the road, the baby child sleeps soundly, the car shuttles on the road, the scattered stalls are gradually filled, the whole city is waking up, only Han Rui feels like he has had a very long nightmare.

When he heard that Xiao Qing found his own happiness, he was really happy for her, because there was one more person in the world who could protect her and love her, but this person was Cheng Dongheng, the chaos of this relationship made him not know what to do, he should let Xiao Qing be happy, this is filial piety, it is family affection, but it seems that it should be stopped, because he and Cheng Chuxia are also in love, he should be selfish, this is human instinct, love dictates.

The contradictory emotions on both sides tormented him alternately, like a double-edged sword, and it hurt to hold that side.

"Xiao Rui, we're getting married."

Xiao Qing's words kept echoing in his ears.

Tie the knot?

What does that mean?

It means that Cheng Chuxia wants to become his nominal sister, and it means that as long as she is with him in the future, Cheng Chuxia can think that the person who destroyed her originally beautiful family is his mother, which means that he can no longer stand in front of her as frankly as before, and tell her, "Cheng Chuxia, I like you." It means that he is always burdened with a debt to her.

Over the years, Xiao Qing has always tried everything to make up for him, but only Han Rui himself knows that once he owes, no amount of compensation will be useless, and she gives her more compensation, just to remind him that the injuries she once caused were all given by her.

The chaotic emotions made Han Rui not have the calm thinking of the past, and could only walk aimlessly on the road. The little girl in front of him was carrying an orange and white kitten, rubbing his trouser legs when she passed him, and he remembered the "cat orange jam" when he first met, and there was a smile on his face.

At that moment, he knew very well that he didn't want to give in, he didn't want to sacrifice his love anymore, he couldn't do without Cheng Chuxia.

He had always tried to understand and forgive Xiao Qing's helplessness and "carelessness" as a mother before, but this time was the only thing he wanted to be selfish again.

Be selfish and be selfish once. Who's saying that? Love itself is selfish.

No matter what kind of past Xiao Qing and Cheng Dongheng have, they are them, and he can't leave Cheng Chuxia.