Han Rui took two days off, although it was a weekend, Cheng Chuxia still felt that the school was empty, and he always felt as if something was missing, and his heart was empty.

Maybe people are like this, when they have it, they feel used to it and don't know it, and when they suddenly lose it, they feel that they are missing too much.

Everyone in the dormitory went to the library to review, and when Cheng Chuxia returned to the dormitory, she was the only one alone, there was no news of Han Rui, and she didn't have the heart to review, so she thought about it and logged in to the game.

In the game, the intimacy of the lovers logo of the cat orange sauce and Hanyu is already very high, which can be regarded as the result of their frequent team-ups.

Hanyu: What are you doing?

The sudden information caught Cheng Chuxia off guard.

It's Han Rui!

Cheng Chuxia was so happy that his typing hands were a little disobedient.

Cat Ponzale: You've finally appeared

Hanyu: Huh? Missed me?

Cheng Chuxia blushed, she was too unreserved.

Cat Orange Sauce: No, I don't want to ......

Hanyu: Then I'm offline.

Lost contact again?

Cheng Chuxia hurriedly typed.

Cat Orange Sauce: Don't go offline

Hanyu: Didn't you say you didn't want me?

Cat Orange Sauce: Okay, I miss you very much, when will you come back?

The message was sent, and I waited for almost two minutes and there was no response. When the punishment went down and thought that he had been disconnected, the WeChat phone rang.

Press it down, and his voice came gently, like the most moderate wind in summer, not hot and sticky, just slow.

"The game dropped, so I called you."

The dozen or so messages she sent him were all lost, and since WeChat can be used, why not reply, "Did you read the message I sent you?" ”

"Well, I saw it, it was just turned on, so I didn't reply in time before." Han Rui explained to her lightly, as if he was describing an inconsequential matter.

Cheng Chuxia was hesitating whether to continue to ask, there was a reason for his concealment, although he promised to tell her, but what if he didn't want to say it?

Han Rui walked out the door with his mobile phone, "Cheng Chuxia, I'm ......" There was a panic in front of him that he didn't have time to dodge, and was pushed away.

Cheng Chuxia heard the faint voice of an ambulance on the phone, as well as a noisy shout, "Let go, let it go...... Push No. 2 Rescue Room ...... Nurse—"

Han Rui picked up the knocked out mobile phone, fortunately, it was not broken, and the phone was also in communication.

Han Rui's voice suddenly disconnected, and Cheng Chuxia's heart instantly hung on the other side, "Han Rui - Han Rui - are you still there?" Han—"

"I'm here, I'm here, I'm here." It was repeated several times in a row before she was reassured, "I'm fine, I was pushed and my phone fell off." ”

disappeared for two days, people were in the hospital, I didn't know what happened, Cheng Chuxia was angry and anxious, "Why are you in the hospital?" What the hell is wrong with you, Han Rui! ”

She was about to cry out of tone, and she was really worried.

Han Rui walked out of the gate of the hospital and said to her softly, "Don't cry, I'm fine, Cheng Chuxia." ”

"It's okay to go to the hospital, what are you going to do?" She couldn't care about his various reasons, "Tell me, what's wrong with you." ”

"My doctor said I had a relapse of autism, so — let me get it checked."

That day by the small lake, Han Rui told her a lot of things when she was a child, and autism was just a simple reminder, she didn't expect that it would have such a deep impact on him.

Her mood was tightly entangled, "That...... The result? Is there a result? ”

"Hmm. The result is good, not a relapse. He thought about it again and again, but he lied to her, and she always trusted him unconditionally, and this time too.

Cheng Chuxia breathed a sigh of relief at this time, fortunately, he was fine.

"So you're back today, aren't you?"

"Well, I'm waiting for the bus, back to school."

"Okay, I'll wait for you."

Hanging up the phone, Cheng Chuxia turned on the mobile phone network while looking forward to him, and began to search for news about autism.

On the other side, Han Rui sat in front of the bus stop sign, and his two days of hospitalization made his spirit better, but compared to a long time ago, he was still in a very low state.

Dr. Liu's suggestion was that it was best for him to cooperate with the treatment in the hospital, but this morning he was clamoring to be discharged, and Xiao Qing had no choice but to rely on him.

He hid it from Cheng Chuxia, but in fact, the latest test result was that he had entered a period of mild autism.

Dr. Liu gave him the medicine to treat him, but after all, he had a relapse, and his condition was prone to rapid change, so the initial medication may only mean to treat the symptoms but not the root cause.

Xiao Qing asked the doctor about the cause of the attack, and the doctor couldn't point it out in detail, but it was certain that he must have been in a state of high mental tension recently, and the stimulation of some things made him have the psychology of escaping, which led to the seizure of the disease.

Escape from the psyche.

Xiao Qing thought, is it because of the relationship between her and Cheng Dongheng?

But this is only a part, and Lin Yu's appearance, these impacts made him subconsciously shut himself up again......

When Han Rui returned to school, he saw from a distance that there seemed to be someone waiting for him, and when he got closer, he realized that it was Cheng Chuxia.

Although it was afternoon, the sun was hot, and Cheng Chuxia was the most afraid of the heat, but he just stood in the narrow shade and waited for him, sweat dripping down his face and ignoring him.

Han Rui ran to her, touched all over her body and couldn't find a tissue, so she could only wipe the sweat from her forehead with her hands in an orderly manner.

"Did you bring tissues? Don't you know how to hide from such a big sun? How long have you been waiting? Cheng Chuxia, are you stupid! ”

Cheng Chuxia hugged him.

No matter the surveillance cameras that are all over here, no matter the teachers and leaders who may pass by here at any time, no matter how strange others look at them.

At the moment she just wanted to give him a hug.

It's like a boat that has been drifting for a long time has finally docked.

Han Rui's shoulders were wet with her tears, he was frightened by her sudden move, he was scared of her back, and asked, "You...... What's wrong? ”

Cheng Chuxia's memory is still the information he just searched.

Autism, childhood trauma, some people may need a lifetime to heal, once they suffer, the probability of recurrence will be greatly increased, such people will often close themselves off...... Refusal to communicate with the outside world......

……

One by one, they impacted her psychological defenses......

The tears of distress couldn't stop falling.